Three weeks after the accident of Sheng Xiaoxiao's mother, the funeral was over, everything was taken care of, everything was the same as usual, the only difference was that there would be one less person when eating.

He was lying on his back on the bed alone, calm and normal. It's just that he's been lying like this for four days. He only felt that his whole body was soft, and he had no strength, and he thought that it didn't matter if he was completely drenched in the rain. He sighed and changed his posture again, and spent his days in a daze.

"Holy Dawn! ......" Momo rushed into the Holy House, pushed away all the servants who had come forward to stop him, and then kicked open the door and entered his room. The castle of the Holy Family was not so dim and gloomy, not so scary, the people were still thriving, and Mo Mo was familiar with this place, and at that time, she was still in her third year of high school. She heard that Sheng Xiao had not eaten or drunk for four days, so she rushed over immediately.

He didn't look back on the bed, let Momo pull him by the bedside, and persuaded himself to get up and eat.

"Momo...... I'm fine. You also said that you are tired, drink saliva......" He weakly pushed the bedside cup towards her, reluctant to exert a little more force.

Momo sat on the edge of the bed for a long time, watching his every move. She suspected that he might really be fine, even though it was something like his mother's death...... It's so sudden...... But he doesn't cry or make trouble, his expression is calm like water, there are no emotional waves, maybe he is really not uncomfortable?

Mo Mo thought about it, and suddenly felt that his thoughts just now were all nonsense, how could he be, how could he not be uncomfortable, he was just sealing his own heart by doing this! I didn't even notice it...... The corners of his eyes were moist, and Sheng Xiao looked like a puppet, stiff and cold, without body temperature.

"Get up, and I'll take you out for a walk...... Get up! …… Get up! Momo tugged at him hard, tears dripping down his face. She didn't have any strength at all, Sheng Xiao didn't give her any strength, and Mo Mo had no way to pull him up.

"Holy Dawn! You can't do this anymore! Don't cry! …… Cry, you'll be fine after crying, or you can do something out of the ordinary! Don't hold back like that, look at what you look like now......"

"I'm really fine." He leaned forward and stroked Momo's cheek with both hands. He moved so fast that the emotional Momo couldn't react. Momo's eyes flashed with tears, and he smiled and wrapped his neck tightly, slender but with the bony feeling of a male line. Yan Xiao wiped away the tears on her face and looked at Mo Mo with some pity. He has always been very good to Momo, and has always loved her, probably seeing her as a sister, although he himself is smaller than Momo, but much more mature than her.

Mo Mo can still feel the strangeness on his body, his whole body is full of cold, what about the sunny and motivated green boy before?

Xiao Xiao's mother is the most important relative in his life. His father and brother were all the same, dead or alive. Mom is different.

His mother was originally Japanese, the daughter of a merchant, and the family was a prosperous businessman. The family moved from Europe to China at the end of the Qing Dynasty and built the current castle, where they lived and prospered ever since. His father, a poor student at the time, fell in love with his mother and joined their family. Later, the surname of his mother's family followed his father's, which is now the Holy Family. Later, the Holy Family was thriving and prestigious, and had a close relationship with the Shangguan family. Until the beginning of the past few years, his father gradually interfered in the family business, planning something outside all the year round, and was snatching management from his mother little by little. These are really similar to what happened to the Shangguan family. His mother's accident, which was definitely an accident in the eyes of others, caused his father to take over the company completely. However, his father was not a decent man, and he was like his mother when she was alive. He was free abroad all the year round, and the company was not taken care of, and when the company was about to decline, he casually inherited it to Sheng Xiaoxiao's brother, a "successful" loser. It's just that because he is older than Sheng Xiaoxiao, he handed over the company to him indiscriminately. The Holy Family is really coming to an end.

"Let's go, I'll go out with you to breathe...... It's been a long time since you've been with me, and you're going to get moldy if you lie like this again......" Mo Mo tried to keep himself happy, so that Sheng Xiao could be happy too. She dropped the hand around his neck and took his. Yan Xiao looked at the hands held by the two and smiled, smiling a little bitterly and a little guilty.

He lowered his eyes and pondered that his mother's car accident was not an accident, but man-made—a man who had bewitched his father. Certain. Be sure to find her.

Pushing open the rusty iron gate, a few rays of unbridled sunlight came in front of him, and Sheng Xiao hurriedly blocked his eyes, and was pulled by Momo to stroll along the gradually lively street. After the heavy rain, the sun lingered mercilessly on the already hot land, the streets were full of traffic, and a surging crowd pushed them forward.

Mo Mo dragged Sheng Xiao all the way to hang out, leaving him no time to be in a daze. "Xiao Xiao, let's go to that store!?" Mo Mo pointed to the distance, a store that was almost invisible from afar, and Xiao Xiao looked at it in confusion, but he didn't find any trace of the store, and hummed casually. So, he was held by Momo, bypassed passers-by, dodged rows of telephone poles, turned around seven, seven, eight, and eight corners, and kept moving forward, as if he would never stop. With one footstep after another, Jie Xiao fell into a repetitive rhythm...... Gradually, he couldn't hear it, the noisy laughter around him slowly faded away, and his eyes became black and gray, and the silhouettes of passers-by slowly disappeared and hidden.

This sudden blindness and deafness only brought him a brief panic, and after a while, he got used to this darkness, and gradually enjoyed such a world, a lonely world, where he didn't have to think about anything, didn't have to care about anything, didn't have to bear anything, how wonderful...... He followed Mo Mo's footsteps, rubbed against some passers-by from time to time, and stumbled, and Mo Mo never noticed the abnormality of Sheng Xiao Xiao.

"Drip-Drip——!" Gradually, a crack opened in the darkness of the saint and a piercing whistle gradually crept in, getting louder and more real. He cleared his mind, and his eyes became more and more transparent, the black oppression faded, and rows of vague pedestrians quickly dodged. A large object that couldn't see the shape clearly flew towards him—

In the blink of an eye, everything was back to normal, and he saw it! It was a runaway truck—all the sounds quickly plugged into Xiao Xiao's brain, the cries of terror, the sound of broken porcelain, the sound of iron railings being crushed......

"Momo! Mo Mo ......" His pupils tightened with the more and more piercing whistle, Mo Mo was still stupidly holding his hand, standing numb in fright, she panicked, her body was out of control! - The sound suddenly stopped, and all the noise froze. Sheng Xiao subconsciously stretched out his hand and pushed her out to the side, Mo Mo looked straight at himself getting farther and farther away from him, and watched Sheng Xiao Xiao's delicate face gradually go out of sight. At the same time, for a second, he smiled at Mo Mo on the side, and time slowed down again...... He looked at the truck rushing towards him in front of him, just looked at it, stopped, and gave up turning around. What's so bad about dying here like this......? A voice sounded in my heart, and I was so tired that I didn't want to run...... He smiled with relief and closed his eyes.

Time returned in an instant, and as the frightened cries of the people around them and the crushing sound of shattering spread all the way through the sky, the out-of-control truck slowly fell sideways to the side of the road. Passers-by screamed in horror and made phone calls at a loss...... Mo Mo covered his mouth tremblingly, and his eyelashes trembled......

Rows of wheels rolled on the reflective floor, and the lights in the operating room came on. There were still frightening traces of blood on the ground, Mo Mo's canvas shoes were stained with the blood of Sheng Xiao, and she sat in front of the door of the operating room with empty eyes, sticking to the door, and tears couldn't stop flowing.

No one knew what would happen to Shengxiao Xiao, the truck ran over him with great precision, and to be accurate and lucky, it ran over his right arm......

Pushing away the foam was Sheng Xiaoxiao's first reaction, and he didn't think much about it. However, the latter was his own choice, and he chose death. He didn't know that he would keep blaming himself for doing this.

"It's all my fault......" Momo sobbed in a steady corner.

"Momo!" A student-like figure in the distance rushed over and braked the car urgently, "How is he......?" "Melun didn't have his clothes on, and there were a few buttons scattered around. It's the weekend, a busy weekend for junior high school students who only have two months to take the high school entrance exam, and this is not the case for a few of them. The title of junior high school student is no longer hanging up for Sheng Xiao Xiao, he is too mature, although his face looks very much in line with the appearance of junior high school students, but his heart has overaged, and he can also see from his back, this is a capable, mature, and lonely person. It's hard to say whether he will live or die in the operating room, but even if he survives, it will be very painful.

"What's wrong?" Mollen picked up Momo and gave her a pack of paper.

He ...... Saved me...... I shouldn't have taken him out for a walk! It's all my fault! ......" Momo fell uncontrollably on Merron's shoulder, crying.

The lights in the operating room were still on, and suddenly the door opened, and a doctor came out, who was anxiously looking for family members, looking at the two people in front of him, who looked like a large and a primary school student, he looked away again, looking for others.

Mo Mo was stunned and leaned against the wall, but Mo Lun was calmer, "Doctor, we are family members!" What's wrong with him, if he needs to have surgery to sign, I'll sign it! ”

The doctor turned his head back and looked at them incredulously, but he couldn't afford to delay, "You're too young! What about his parents?! The doctor looked around at the person who didn't see his parents, "Haven't his parents come yet?" Mo Mo chuckled in his heart, and he said, very serious.

I really don't want to talk about Sheng's brother anymore, they don't know where to wave now!

"That's it, he's an orphan, my mother adopted him, I'll sign it first, don't delay the time!" Merren prevaricated.

The doctor sighed, told him about the situation, and took the film and roughly said, "The patient's spleen is slightly damaged, and he is still bleeding profusely...... Well, the most serious thing is his arm. The doctor handed over a piece of paper, "This is an amputation, sign it." ”

When Mo Mo heard these two words, he fainted directly. Merren looked at the doctor stunned, "...... No. ”

"No. You must have a way. He looked at the doctor rationally, he didn't go crazy, the doctor saw that he was still quite calm, and explained to him, "When he sent it, his arm was already crushed, and it is impossible to repair it!" "Actually, it's not impossible, it's a thread, a button, a sporadic hope, but it's too unrealistic. After all, there is no technology in this hospital at present, and the time cannot be delayed, so how can the two children make any decisions? That glimmer of hope is to embed the steel plate into the arm, reconnect the broken tissue, and then let the nerves and tissues grow on it, even if it succeeds, the effect of the hand is not as good as before, although it can move, but many flexible things can not be done, and it takes half a day to work so much money. Besides, if it doesn't work, you have to be responsible, and this pile of responsibilities makes doctors have a headache when they think about it.

"There's no way around it. It had to be amputated. If he doesn't sign it, he'll bleed to death! ”

Two paths are in front of him to choose, to sign, or not to sign, Mollen is almost broken, he is just a 15-year-old student! Tell him to do this kind of thing...... Saint Xiao, the future of his good brother is in his hands. At this time, I wish there was someone to make a decision with him! But look at the weeping foam on the ground...... Let's do it yourself. He quickly thought about it, he had seen a lot of things with his mother in the past, and he had heard of regeneration.

"Doctor, use regeneration! Pick up his arm! Mellen calmly recounted the process. The doctor was stunned, he had thought about this method, but the risk was too great, he immediately refused, "No, our hospital does not have this technology, and it takes a lot of time to complete this major operation, and he can't stop bleeding ......"

"Doctor, you go to stop the bleeding for him first, and if you can't stop it, you will be transfused, and you will keep transfusing it! I'll figure it out here, and trust me, I'm going to find someone to do the surgery. Mo Lun's eyes were black and white, and his lips were bloodless. The doctor didn't quite believe the child, but seeing that he was already on the phone, he had to wait for a moment to see what he could do.

"Mom, help me! Something happened to Yu Xiao...... Yes, that's ......"

"yes, can you tell them to be there now! Be quick! …… Good! Melun's face was full of surprise, and he gasped. The doctor was dumbfounded when he saw that he had finished the phone call, "What the hell is going on!?" ”

"There will be doctors who will come and do it in a while, they are experienced and have done regenerative surgery, so rest assured that you will not be responsible. You go and stop the bleeding for him first! Blood transfusion! To keep his arm from infection, remember, as long as his life is not in danger, he must survive these two hours, and they will come back soon! The doctor saw that he was quite good, and went into the operating room to stop the bleeding.

Merren breathed a sigh of relief, he didn't know where the doctors would take a long time, his mother was quite effective at this time, but no one knew what the outcome would be. Momo sobered up a little, stopped crying, calmed down a lot, and sat with Merun.

They forgot how these two hours passed, and they didn't want to remember the day that had been like a year. I remember that a group of white coats hurriedly broke into the hospital and rushed into the operating room, only to remember that they saw hope in the embarrassment outside the operating room......

Quietly in the ICU, a delicate young man with a pale face lay quietly on the bed, his face covered with a transparent mask, his right arm wrapped in thick gauze, with a tube inserted, swollen and invisible. There are bandages wrapped around the various freshly sewn cuts on the body. Sheng Xiao slept there peacefully, as if he had had a long dream. He vaguely felt that he was still alive, and when he moved, he found that he had long since stopped listening. So I'm not dead yet...... Half-awake and half-dazed, he managed to open his eyes, and watched as the white decoration around him closed his eyelids again, and his eyelashes pressed against his eyelids.

"Surgery...... It's a success. Outside the room, a doctor with gold-rimmed glasses and a stunned Mollen talked about the situation.

"What does it mean to be successful?"

"Anyway, the hand is saved. However, the arm function can only be restored to one-third of the original, and whether it can be used depends on the rejection reaction, and the sequelae will definitely be left. Let him practice more in the future and try to write with his left hand. What a blessing...... The fact that the truck ran over him and was still alive shows that he should not die. ”

Mo Lun let out a long sigh of relief, and the burden on his body was finally lifted, but he heard the doctor say the sequelae, "What kind of sequelae will it be?" ”

The doctor pushed his glasses, "You can't touch it during strenuous exercise, you can't do basketball or horizontal bars, and don't carry heavy things...... There are also iron nails and iron bones in the body will be abnormal, he may suddenly have a piercing pain, different from person to person, some people pain once for a short time, some people are very long, can only endure. ”

Mo Lun's eyes darkened, when he was in junior high school, Sheng Xiaoxiao had many hobbies on weekdays, basketball, football, and taekwondo, which he had practiced for several years, it would be a blow to him to give up all this.

On the bed, he vaguely listened to the sound of conversation coming into his ears, and probably understood why. I moved my right hand gently, and it hurt. If you really shouldn't die, it is to avenge your mother and the Holy Family...... Just looking at this body, it will take a long time to recover, I moved my fingers, I didn't feel it at all, and when I heard what the doctor said to Mo Lun, my heart was faint, I couldn't say what I could say, and the arm function could only recover to one-third, right......

The door opened, Mo Mo entered the room, and Xiao Xiao then closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, lying peacefully on the bed. Mo Mo walked softly to his bed, and then there was no sound, and it was quiet for a long time, while Xiao Xiao kept listening to the movement.

"Don't pretend, I know you're awake." Mo Mo looks unserious. Fortunately, she didn't cry, and she knew that she couldn't cry in front of him anymore, and would only make him unhappy. Yan Xiao's eyes were slitted, and she looked at Mo Mo in a daze, her eyes were full of clarity and flashing light. He couldn't help but shudder when he saw Momo's expression, and then he opened his eyes.

"How do you know I'm awake."

"Your eyelashes are moving." Mo Mo lay on the side of Sheng Xiao's bed and looked at him nervously, and her little heart began to beat again, just like the feeling of liking Sheng Xiao at the beginning. She looked at herself who was half broken on the bed like this, Sheng Xiao was a little embarrassed, and she couldn't move when she wanted to move her body. I had to lie on the bed, looking at the ceiling lightly, and from time to time I caught a glimpse of Momo's gaze, and continued to stare at the ceiling helplessly. Alas, how long do you have to lie like this, do you have to take care of yourself every day? He frowned.

"...... Xiao Xiao" Mo Mo suddenly wrapped around the hand of Xiao Xiao with the needle inserted, pale and weak, her eyes were full of guilt and joy.

"Thank you for saving me."

Yan Xiao didn't speak, closed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth twitched slightly. Mo Mo said that he was about to cry again, but Xiao Xiao hurriedly stopped talking, his brows were slightly locked, and Mo Mo quickly stopped looking back. There is a reason why Sheng Xiao doesn't like Mo Mo because of her personality, usually she is fine, but in the face of love, she becomes sentimental and has a long love for children, which makes Mo Mo, who is three years older than him, look more like an old sister. Sheng Xiao is always very tired with her, and it is even more difficult to really like her, so he only gives her the love that a boy should give, and nothing else.

Shaw's eyes were deep, and he looked at the ceiling in a daze.

"Here's for you." Mo Mo took out a box from behind him and handed it to Lu Xiao's bed, "Yes...... I bought it in that store yesterday, and I want to give it to you......" She said as she spoke, suddenly feeling that she had said the wrong thing, it was all because she was going to that store, and she really couldn't open any pot and which pot to mention, so she quickly closed it timidly, "This, this is what I wanted to give you a long time ago." She handed him the box and waited for him to accept it, and then she hurriedly stopped looking at him, and her heart was beating. She seemed to have forgotten that Sheng Xiao couldn't do it now, and he was already breaking out in a cold sweat helplessly on the bed, "I...... I can't move. ”

"Ah...... Forget to forget. Mo Mo turned his head in embarrassment and helped him open the box, but Xiao Xiao didn't look at it until Mo Mo took out a harp and put it in front of his eyes and shook it for him. There is no excessive decoration, and the smooth body is exposed to the sun and shiny.

"Do you like it?"

Yan Xiao smiled lightly, "It's good-looking." ”

Sometimes Momo is very nervous, and now give him a harp.

"I'll teach you later! When you're bored, you can think of me when you look at it. Momo blushed.

Yan Xiao smiled lightly, anyway, he wouldn't have a chance to learn in the future, and he couldn't play his hand, but he didn't remind the confused Momo, "Okay, you teach me." ”

Only then did Cang Yu know the origin of the harp.

At that time, they were in the third year of junior high school, and their studies were very intense. Sheng Xiao has been asking for leave, and since his mother's accident, he has not been going for three days. After the injury, he took another month off work to recover. He didn't seem to care at all, and it didn't seem to be a big deal if his studies plummeted. For him, his future will be different from other students, what he has to do is not to study hard and get admitted to the university, he can't live this ordinary life anymore.

That day, it was a sultry day, he pushed the door in, attracting the whole class who were studying hard to see it, Sheng Xiao showed his face for the first time this month, he hung a black bag on his right arm, and his arm was bent inside, this dress gave him a different taste. A startled gaze moved backwards with his steps. They had some knowledge of Sheng Xiaoxiao's injuries, and since he hadn't shown up for months, the eyes of his classmates were full of curiosity. This former sunny boy is now indifferent, he sat down quietly, did not say hello to anyone, coldly swept the blackboard, and slowly dragged the schoolbag in his left hand.

I hadn't seen him for a month, and he had grown taller again, his body was getting smoother and smoother, and he tended to be the backbone of an adult, and his hair was longer than before, and it stood up messily, and every now and then some would cross his eyebrows, glowing yellow and shaggy in the sun. His face still maintains the appearance of Masata in the Japanese manga, so delicate, but the cheeks are thinner, and the obvious contours of his face can be seen when he turns his face sideways, and the high bridge of his nose forms a streamlined line.

"Okay, don't even look at it, let's continue to write the question." The teacher spoke, and a few little girls with confused eyes put away their stupid smirks and fell on the table with unfinished thinking.

In the evening, the busy third and third grades of high school and junior high school ended school one after another. Sheng Xiao waited quietly at the gate of the campus, looking for Momo's figure in the crowd of people who threw curious glances at him one after another.

"Momo." He coldly grabbed Momo, who was still in the crowd and was looking at his phone. Mo Mo was so frightened that he hurriedly raised his head, and when he saw that it was him, he immediately put down his phone, "Xiao Xiao!" Why did you come to me! She was excited, and pulled him to the side to chat. Sheng Xiao came this time, in fact, he wanted to break up with her. He didn't want to hide it anymore, and the longer it dragged on, the more Momo would hate himself. Mo Mo is already in her third year of high school, and she once said that she wanted to study music abroad, but because of herself, she decided to give up going abroad and stay in the local university to go to college, thinking that she could always be together. Sheng Xiao didn't want to delay her. He understands that all his reasons are unacceptable to others, and he is ready to be condemned as a bad person, let her scold, beat, say that he is a hypocrite and everything, as long as she can dissipate his anger, he can also be regarded as a relief.

"Let me tell you, today we took a big exam in our class, and I surpassed the top student in our class! …… Also, do you know......" Sheng Xiao looked at the girl in front of him, his heart suddenly softened, and he couldn't do it. He clenched his fists and thought over and over again, over and over again...... Should this be done or not?

Halfway through the conversation, Mo Mo suddenly saw the saint Xiao in front of him hanging his head in a daze, and slowly stopped talking to himself, "What's wrong with you?" There was a hint of unease in her eyes, as if she sensed something strange about him.

He suddenly raised his head, his eyes fixed on Momo's face, and he didn't leave for a long time, "Momo." There's something I want to tell you......"

Mo Mo was stunned, but quickly interrupted him, and forced a smile, "What can be important?" Let's talk about it tomorrow, it's not a big deal anyway...... By the way, how about we go to dinner? Let's go, let's go......" After she finished speaking, she pulled him, and she couldn't pull it after a few times, "What are you doing?" Let's go......" Momo tried to squeeze out a smile, but he couldn't hide the uneasiness on his face. "Let's go, let's eat......" Momo strode past him and walked ahead, not wanting to give him another chance to speak. She didn't want to hear what Lu Xiao was going to say later, she didn't want to, she would rather lie to herself than to deceive.

Seeing her like this, Sheng Xiao was not reluctant.

On the street in the evening, two people walked one after the other without saying a word. Suddenly, a shadow under the streetlamp stopped.

"Momo. I'm sorry. ”

The other shadow also abruptly stopped, motionless. "Don't talk about it......"

"I think it's my business with you...... You've probably already figured it out. It was because of Melon that we ...... You've always known that, haven't you......" He hung his head, his eyes down, and his voice became hoarse.

Mo Mo raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, not saying a word. She walked forward again, her shadow pulling more and more slender under the streetlight, her steps getting faster and faster, and finally she stumbled and ran......

"Momo! If you don't hate me, we can still be good friends in the future. I'm sorry. ”

Mo Lun strung things back and forth, and finally, he didn't have any secrets to hide, "Okay, I don't have a little clue for you now, it's so easy, tell all the secrets in one breath, this feeling ......" He stretched his waist one hundred and eighty degrees from side to side.

Cang Xu still sat motionless, staring at a certain point with empty eyes.

"What's wrong?" Merren poked her in the back.

She raised her eyes slightly and looked at him, "It's nothing, you go out first." ”

As the door closed, she turned her gaze out the window. I used to feel that I was different from others, a person with a lot of fate and no childhood, so I put on a high-spirited posture to highlight my weak sense of existence, but in fact, it was just inferiority. Until I met you, Sheng Xiao, you made me completely recognize myself, and you made me completely accept such a self. In fact, from the very beginning, we were one type of people.