Chapter 8: The Beginning

I have to say that the girl's intuition is scary, despite all this, Zhen Shanshan still found a trace of the truth in the confusion, Li Feng likes herself, and she must have left a deep impression on him, after she left, Li Feng would be sad even if she saw it, but even Zhen Shanshan didn't ask for anything, and she couldn't talk about a love word.

Li Feng groaned, and a voice in his heart told him that this is a girl's competitive spirit, including her trying to give you everything, just to leave an indelible impression on you, so that you feel that you owe her a lot, and then after she leaves, she thinks that she is going to die or live and then she is happy with her own, she is afraid that you will easily forget that she wants to make you sad and sad, stupid, wake up.

Of course, Li Feng still didn't pay attention to it, but asked Zhen Shanshan after a deep groan: "Do you want more?" ”

Zhen Shanshan rubbed her head against Li Feng's chin and said with a chuckle: "Anything, whatever you want, I'm giving you a chance, I'm not used to sleeping in clothes." ”

This Li Feng still served after staying for a while, but after groping for a long time, he didn't find the key, Zhen Shanshan smiled eating, and finally guided Li Feng's hand to her waist, a very strong bow, but everything was solved with just two pulls.

Zhen Shanshan clearly knows where Li Feng likes her the most, of course, she is also proud of her body, it was a pity that no one could experience and appreciate it before, but now it is naturally different, Li Feng is embarrassed to let Li Feng put Li Feng in place at one time, and I don't know how long after squeezing together, Zhen Shanshan is still sleepy, and when she fell asleep, she was already a little confused and explained to Li Feng: "You ...... If you regret it, you can wake me up at any time, you know? I'll be out of here shortly after dawn and will probably never come back. ”

Li Feng just stroked her and kissed her forehead, looking at the gentle love in her boyfriend's eyes, Zhen Shanshan rubbed Li Feng's face with satisfaction and closed her eyes, and soon fell asleep in the lullaby that Li Feng hummed, good girls never stay up late.

Zhen Shanshan only saw the surface, but did not see Li Feng's downfall.

After confirming that Zhen Shanshan was asleep, looking at her face and being stunned for I don't know how long, Li Feng got up and took out a colored silver necklace from his schoolbag, which Li Feng had saved for a long time and bought it on the road, and after putting it on the bedside table, he originally tore a piece of paper to write something, but in the end, it was just a blank piece of paper and left there after Li Feng left silently.

Zhen Shanshan never thought about what kind of feelings and disasters her behavior brought to Li Feng, especially when Li Feng needed support the most, but what can we say about Zhen Shanshan? No, she's just a little girl, she just wants a good memory and someone wants to notice and appreciate her beauty.

Li Feng, who was walking in the dark at this moment, felt that all the darkness and coldness in the world were surging towards him and hitting him mercilessly, the true face of the world made him realize very clearly what it means to be cruel, he is still nothing in the end and the future is as dark as the darkness in front of him, and even if he wants to save or keep anything, he is all powerless, all good things are inherently insulated from himself, which makes Li Feng want to cry out so sadly, why is God so unfair to him!? This kind of unparalleled anger doesn't have much to do with Zhen Shanshan, it's just that Li Feng can't see ...... hope.

He wanted to vent and roar at the sky, but his weak body just made Li Feng stumble, and finally fell to the ground, this contrast made Li Feng not care about whether his bones were broken or not, but smashed the ground with his fist in grief and anger, and unconsciously, Li Feng shed two lines of tears.

After realizing it, Li Feng immediately stopped his senseless actions, no matter what, he didn't allow himself to be weak, especially in front of the fate that was against him, even if he would die, he would fight to the end! Despair is despair, but Li Feng is still extremely proud and refuses to bow his head!

Li Feng quickly wiped away his tears, and then Li Feng looked at the back of his right hand in a daze, where there was a dazzling red!

Li Feng soon realized that this was not his own hand broken, but his own tears...... That's blood.

Looking at the red and purple color, Li Feng finally recalled her mother's countless admonitions after she became sensible: Feng'er, you must not shed tears at any time, you must remember this! Be strong!

Now why her mother has explained herself countless times has found it, thinking of her mother's earnest entrustment, thinking of her mother's infinite love and worried eyes, Li Feng gritted her teeth and got up, wiped away the blood and tears, and resolutely moved forward, from then on, not for herself but for the people who love her!

Li Feng, who was emotionally agitated again, didn't notice that the act of smashing the ground with his fist didn't lead to some terrible consequences, and in his inner world, another solid foundation was rapidly taking shape, and the seemingly insurmountable and unusually solid obstacles in front of him had begun to appear some faint cracks.

At six o'clock in the morning, Zhen Shanshan woke up in a daze, she had never slept so peacefully, and she didn't even want to open her lazy eyes, but then after her body stiffened, she suddenly opened her eyes and reached out to touch her side, of course, she couldn't touch it and couldn't see anything, Zhen Shanshan got up and stayed for a while, and then fell down a little depressed, turned over and saw the colored light under the bedside lamp and was stunned, and then Zhen Shanshan quickly got up again, and was silent after seeing the necklace, and then grabbed it and looked at it carefully, After looking at the blank piece of paper again, he muttered to himself as he put on the necklace: "This fool doesn't know how to bring it to me with his own hands when he gives a gift." ”

After the necklace was worn, Zhen Shanshan fell down again, and it didn't take long for her to fall asleep again, the plane was ten o'clock in the morning, and it was still early, and there could be more romance in a beautiful dream.

When Zhen Shanshan didn't know what she dreamed of in her dream, Li Feng looked at the head teacher and said, "Teacher, I know it's wrong, and I will disappoint you and my parents, but don't worry, I will work hard in the future." ”

Li Feng's homeroom teacher is in his fifties, and he has been engaged in the education profession for more than 30 years, and he has not seen anything, Li Feng and Zhen Shanshan don't know how to converge, and now they are talking to Li Feng for Li Feng's honesty.

On the desk of the head teacher are two transcripts, Li Feng ranked third in the class in the first month's exam, and Li Feng ranked thirtieth in the class in the second month.

"Li Feng, let's compare it, can you see the gap?"

Li Feng nodded, this was obvious, because Li Feng knew better than anyone else.

"Don't be too long-winded with the teacher, it's been more than 30 years, what kind of students haven't seen it, if you don't have the potential and don't want to learn, the teachers can also treat it as if they didn't see anything, your academic performance is sliding like this, and you will be transferred to the last three classes of the grade next semester, but I know and can see it, you still have the heart to learn well and have the ability to learn well, I don't want to say more to you, save you from listening to the annoyance, now you are just playing, and you can only play, it's all virtual, think about the future, What do you want to be admitted to a key university in the future, that's true, when the horizon is also widened, the future is also there, you will recall the present at that time, you will only be afraid and feel ridiculous, especially you, the body is not very good, and when you have a long body, the teacher will give you four words, no matter what you see, it is all right if she is a pink skeleton, it is only good for you, there is no harm. ”

Although Li Feng hadn't reached that kind of artistic conception yet, he was also surprised when he heard this, so he could only watch the teacher be silent.

"You think we can't see how things came about? With your temper will you take the initiative? Alas, you're a good boy, but nowadays, girls, I can't say, well, remember your promise, go back and read early. ”

Li Feng nodded slightly and thanked the teacher for his teachings before leaving, telling him in his heart that what the teacher said made sense, and Li Feng was silent about this opinion.

In normal thinking, what the teacher says is bullshit! I don't know anything, even in Li Feng's imagination, the teacher's family life must be a great failure, that's why it is so decadent and extreme, how can this beautiful memory of mine that has been sealed in the dust be understandable by an old antique like you!?

However, not to mention the piece that is always clear, that is, in Li Feng's other thinking, Li Feng is also silent, because of what? Because it didn't take long for Li Feng to know the ending of his first love, he didn't even need to remind him that he knew what the result was, in this case, there will be a limit to what kind of liking you have, this limit is not set by yourself, but instinctively decided, Li Feng doesn't understand and can't appreciate this, but at least, he knows what to do now How to say this is the embodiment, how can it be like this when true love dies and lives?

And Zhen Shanshan has also completed her mission and task, although Li Feng has not yet noticed it, he has completely changed, including physical and mental changes in all aspects, and even a very small part of his huge ability has also appeared, which Li Feng quickly noticed.

Indeed, because of the fact that Zhen Shanshan left, Li Feng could see it even if he passed the hurdle, but the sourness in his heart still made him extremely uncomfortable, but he now knows very clearly, this matter is a beautiful mistake, and especially for his own physique, since he claims to be so sensible, and his parents have paid more for themselves, who is more important than his parents in a relationship that is destined to be fruitless?

This doesn't seem to be comparable, but Li Feng didn't notice that he seemed to have become too rational, although there were early signs.

In any case, Li Feng admitted his mistake to the teacher and promised that he would never make it again in the future, probably there would be no chance, let him go in the past, of course, Li Feng will not and cannot forget his other promise, he will still miss her, just a possible moment when he dreams back at midnight in his heart.

It doesn't seem to matter to say it, but Zhen Shanshan is very important in Li Feng's life, and even affected Li Feng's life, the most fundamental reason is that Zhen Shanshan gave Li Feng confidence, an unreliable but extremely firm pillar, and even Li Feng never realized this, but it is real, that is: At that time, I had girls like that, so what about now? From this aspect, it is easy to see that I am by no means useless!

This point even subconsciously determined Li Feng's future!

Of course, Li Feng would never have thought of it at this moment, when he walked out of the teacher's office, Li Feng just felt a little relaxed, because Zhen Shanshan's experience ended perfectly, and then he scolded himself for being unkind, Zhen Shanshan is such a good girl, how can he think like this when she just left!?

Then Li Feng shook his hand, put aside Zhen Shanshan's shadow, and walked firmly to the classroom, intending to conquer all the fortresses piled up in front of him, such as the dizzying math problems.

Li Feng's learning has indeed dropped a lot, but he definitely won't complain about anything, he just plans to work hard to break down the barriers one by one in the future, and fate has played a cold joke on himself, but he won't let himself suddenly become stupid, so he laughed at fate, and shouted to the god of fate If you have the ability, let me become a fool now, and if you have the ability, let the storm come more violently, see if you can defeat me!

When he was so ruthless, Li Feng opened the textbook of the practice questions, there were practice questions for each subject in it, of course Li Feng knew that in fact, more than half of the questions in it would not be done now, but when Li Feng bit the end of the pen at the moment and planned to work hard, looking at the open textbook, Li Feng was completely stunned.

The god of fate didn't make a joke on Li Feng this time to make him stupid, he didn't have the ability not to say it and didn't dare to do it, what was shown in front of Li Feng's eyes was a smooth road, and it looked brilliant!

What Li Feng saw was that some numbers and symbols appeared out of thin air in front of his eyes when he was looking at them, and then quickly formed a line of calculations and gave the answer at the end, and Li Feng didn't need to feel to know that the answer was correct, and the calculation process was extremely rigorous and without loopholes.

This is an illusion, this must be an illusion, just like I used to, obviously I haven't been here or seen it, but it feels unusually familiar, as if I know everything here, I must be sick! It's going to have a headache down there, right!?

Li Feng was ready and ready to endure the pain, but nothing had happened, or everything had already happened, because when his eyes stayed on that question, everything he needed would still quickly emerge in front of him!

This...... How can it be!?

The next moment, Li Feng's mouth was full of ink, because the tip of the fountain pen was bitten by Li Feng, and the ink flowed.

Aware of the strangeness of the same table, Li Jiaojiao, who was memorizing the words during the morning reading, turned her head and looked at Li Feng, who was absolutely stupid at the moment, and opened her mouth full of ridicule for the first time, since she left by smashing the bench and smashing the table and kicking the bucket, Li Jiaojiao has never paid attention to Li Feng again.

"Oops, I can't do the question and I want to eat ink? It's really like the ancients, how about it? Do you want me to teach you? It can't be because some big vixen said to go away, and someone is crazy, right? ”

Li Feng turned his head in a daze, and said in a daze, "Didn't you see anything?" ”

Li Jiaojiao was full of schadenfreude, full of contempt and disdain, and said, "I didn't see anything, you continue." ”