Under the contradiction, Li Feng felt that he was chilled, and felt that the darkness in the sky was rushing madly towards him, and the cold and endless pain and torture made Li Feng only want to faint now, but his chaotic and almost exploding head No matter what the end of the world is, there is a place that always maintains a strange lucidity, soberly perceiving all the pain and torture, which makes Li Feng almost crazy, but he always remains still, as if he is sleeping.

While he was fighting with himself in an extremely difficult struggle, Li Feng didn't realize that he was completing the most difficult challenge, who was the biggest enemy in a person's life? The answer is obvious, that is, you are yourself, people divide the spirit and **, and in the pain again and again, in fact, Li Feng has already defeated his body first, and his spirit has already been tempered in countless tribulations, and it is only missing a chance from sublimation, at most it will only take some more time, and Zhen Shanshan's arrival and her decision have accelerated the process like a rocket!

Li Feng didn't know this, he only saw that the door in front of him was slowly closed and could not be stopped, and what was even more cruel was that the windows were not left, which made him want to roar and shout wildly, but in the end he just looked at the darkness in front of him with cold anger, but unfortunately it seemed that his fury had no effect, the door in front of him was completely closed, and the darkness and coldness completely enveloped him!

Li Feng has begun to despair.

However, at this time, in the wind, in the flames, in the trees, in the soil, and in the water, a mysterious and majestic will looked down at Li Feng at this moment with some disdain, and then a voice came out: This idiot, don't you know how to turn around?

In fact, many, many problems just need you to look in different directions, and then everything will be simple and clear, but Li Feng is not, he has his persistence and pride, even if he begins to despair, he is still stubborn to the end and will not repent!

The omnipresent will is lazy to take care of a complete fool, and there is a golden front door behind you, so who is to blame? If you have to go through the narrow back door, then you have to work harder, and see when you can grow to have the ability to break it all, since you insist, then it's up to you.

I don't know how long it took, after the tide of pain faded, Li Fenglai completely collapsed and fell asleep without a quick sigh of relief.

The next morning, Li Feng woke up at 4:40 in the morning, feeling a significantly weaker body, Li Feng got up woodenly, tried not to alarm his sister, went to the bathroom and stood under the faucet for a long time.

Mother also got up very early today, although her son didn't seem to have anything to see the medical records last night, but she still didn't feel at ease so she got up early, but when she opened the bedroom door, she saw her son just coming out of the bathroom in a refreshing body, Mother Li was a little surprised When she wanted to ask something, Li Feng smiled, and her smile was full of bright and bright.

"Mom gets up early, and I should pay attention to my body and rest more, I feel a little hot, get up and take a shower."

“．．．．．． Oh, you're okay. ”

"It's okay, I can't sleep, I'll go back and read the book."

"Studying is really important, but you also have to pay attention to your body, or sleep again, and your mother will wake you up after a while, and since you just took a shower, the temperature of the air conditioner is turned up, and you almost caught a cold last time."

"Got it, Mom."

Li Feng was actually not in the mood to read, at least at this moment, a heavy black shadow behind the smile was actually slowly getting bigger, and it didn't seem to take too long to completely envelop Li Feng!

I wasn't in the mood to read a book and wanted to catch up on sleep, but Li Feng didn't fall asleep, as for what to think, Li Feng didn't want to figure it out, in the bell that made us swing the sculls, Li Feng got up and went out of the room by himself without being called by his mother.

When I arrived at the school, Li Feng smiled happily when I saw my girlfriend who came in a hurry as usual, Zhen Shanshan smiled back, and after going to the experimental building at noon, Li Feng felt sleepy for a while after sitting together, Li Feng's spirit was actually extremely tenacious, but he was still so tired just because of his unwillingness to despair, and he had been trying to break his cage under the unwillingness, but it seemed that his efforts were in vain, which made him feel strangely tired, So I barely coped with my girlfriend for a few words and fell asleep without holding back on the chair, looking at Li Feng, whose face was even paler, Zhen Shanshan shook her head slightly, but she still curled up and snuggled up next to Li Feng, it was all a lunch break.

Li Feng didn't sleep for long, he woke up after ten minutes, and when he woke up, he didn't move when he saw Zhen Shanshan snuggling up to Zhengxiang who was sleeping on him, but just looked at Zhen Shanshan's face in a daze, and didn't take Zhen Shanshan, who woke up in a daze, back to the classroom until the preparatory bell rang.

When Li Feng came here again at noon the next day, he was in better spirits, he didn't fall asleep, and after saying a few words to Zhen Shanshan, he suddenly asked: "Shanshan, do you say we have a future?" ”

This is Li Feng's desperation and vain began to want to get the support of foreign aid, supporting him to continue struggling, but this road is not at all, because Zhen Shanshan's pillar is not reliable at all.

Zhen Shanshan smiled and looked at Li Feng without speaking, Li Feng looked at Zhen Shanshan's big eyes and suddenly felt bored, Zhen Shanshan actually answered herself, whether there is a future is not in her, but in him, Li Feng's heart is clear in the bottom of her heart no matter what, the piece full of ridicule told Li Feng that the girl is hypocritical, she is shirking and evading, but Li Feng doesn't think so, he thinks Zhen Shanshan's answer is reasonable, as for the other opinion in his heart, let him hell with it.

"Shanshan, I will miss you in the future, at least we have a good memory, thank you."

This time Zhen Shanshan was really surprised, as Li Feng's side, although it was not day and night, but the precocious Zhen Shanshan slowly understood Li Feng with the passage of time, and even realized some vague things behind Li Feng's smile, those are not good things, Zhen Shanshan was originally worried that Li Feng would hurt him if he left to see him, but he didn't expect that when he just felt the sadness and darkness in Li Feng's heart more clearly, he suddenly became free and easy, boys are really magical creatures.

Zhen Shanshan left Li Feng's side, sat up straight, first straightened her long hair, and then tilted her head to look at Li Feng before she smiled and said, "How do you feel it?" ”

"It's nothing, your arm is almost healed."

Zhen Shanshan glanced at her arm, she was still very young, her recovery ability was very good, the original plan of two months of treatment was too conservative, and she would be able to start recovering her skin soon.

This incident also made Zhen Shanshan happy, but she immediately realized something, and looked at Li Feng with some caution: "You're not angry?" ”

Li Feng looked at the blue sky in the distance and smiled: "Why am I angry when your injury is healed, it's too late to be happy." ”

"That's not what I mean."

"Oh, then I shouldn't have any resentment, Shanshan, you have given me a lot, probably the only one in my life, but I'm a little sorry, all I can repay you is my thoughts and blessings for you."

Hearing this, Zhen Shanshan's expression moved slightly, and she snuggled up to Li Feng's side again and muttered: "Look, I know that I have a good vision, you are really a good person, your thoughts are good enough for me, you don't know, after I was accidentally infected, my classmates in the school were alienated from me, and my appearance was disgusting, and it turned out to be an angry ending here, you don't know how sad and sad I was at that time, and it wasn't that I couldn't be good, and then I ...... Later, you were kind to me and lent me an umbrella, and I thought at that time, I want them all to regret it, and only be good with you, since I am only good with you, then I thought, why not go further? So that's it, you have to believe me, of course...... But I wouldn't be like that if I didn't like you, but ...... But everyone wants to have a future and hope, I checked your illness, we are afraid that it will not last long after all, unless you are all well, I also hope so, but this is not a fantasy can be solved, at that time I thought, it is good to have a happy time, but then I think about it I am afraid that you will not be able to think about it but will backfire, now it is good, we each leave a good memory is the best result. ”

Li Feng felt dizzy again, although he had known this ending for a long time, hearing it with his own ears still made Li Feng's heart throb for a while, and his world had already begun to collapse.

But if the old doesn't go, how can the new come?

I have to change the topic, I can't help it if I go on like this, it's even more uncomfortable than physical suffering, so Li Feng talked about himself.

"When I was a child, I was sick since I can remember, I was not sensible at that time, but I yelled at my mother that I was uncomfortable, and then my mother cried, and I saw my mother crying more, I was more sensible, and I endured it in the future, I thought that my life was like this, and my life was all gray, but I didn't expect that you would add so much color to my life when I was in middle school."

Saying this, after changing his mood for a while, Li Feng finally got over this breath, calmed down again, and looked at Zhen Shanshan in his arms lovingly.

This is a hurdle, but Li Feng said that the past is over, and some people may not be able to cross this hurdle in their lives, and Li Feng doesn't know what they have experienced during the period, but in Li Feng's inner world, which continues to fall apart, a magnificent and solid foundation has quietly appeared.

Really free and easy, seeing some Li Feng has its own unique charm, relieved and in Li Feng's arms Zhen Shanshan still can't understand what she feels, as if the deepest strings in her heart have been plucked, the girl's reaction is also direct, she pulled Li Feng's hand to her chest, several times when her ears and temples were grinding, Zhen Shanshan knew that Li Feng wanted to touch it, but in the end she gave up, Zhen Shanshan was embarrassed to tell her boyfriend directly, you can do it if you want to, but now, Zhen Shanshan still took the initiative to guide Li Feng this time, and followed with her head and red lips.

Since then, the two have not discussed this issue again, but they are in love, some of the carnival before the end comes, happy days always pass quickly, I don't know who said this sentence but it is obviously very reasonable.

On the seventy-first day of first love, November 10, Zhen Shanshan didn't come in the morning, Li Feng was still calm, and Zhen Shanshan didn't come in the afternoon, and then remembered what Li Feng paused, and then continued to do homework, after finishing his homework, and seeing that the self-study was about to end and was about to end school, Li Feng sent a text message to Zhen Shanshan, wanting to ask what but in the end it was just four words: Are you okay?

Zhen Shanshan replied to the text message soon after, but answered the question: Room 677 of the State Guest Hotel at 8 o'clock in the evening, I hope you can come.

Seeing this text message, Li Feng was dazed and dimmed, and ...... the dream was finally about to wake up, and then replied: Definitely.

After school, Li Feng called her mother, saying that she was going to go to her classmates and might go home late to let her mother not worry...... Parting.

When I arrived at the six-star hotel, the service staff asked Li Feng about his intentions, and then made an internal call, and the service staff personally led Li Feng to the door of the room, and the service staff left politely after Zhen Shanshan opened the door and greeted Li Feng.

Zhen Shanshan is very beautiful today, she looks deliberately dressed up, she wears light makeup, wears a princess dress and high heels, and when the service staff leaves, she pulls Li Feng into the room.

Li Feng didn't move much when he entered the door, just stood at the door and looked at his particularly beautiful girlfriend today in a daze, Zhen Shanshan locked the door, and then stood opposite Li Feng with his hands behind his back and said, "You know, I don't want to say unpleasant things." ”

Li Feng smiled and nodded, indicating that he understood.

Seeing Li Feng nodding, Zhen Shanshan happily stretched out her arms from behind her back, and stretched out in front of Li Feng to let him see, the gauze on her left arm is now gone, and both arms are stretched out to let Li Feng distinguish it to see if it is completely good, and the two arms look different.

Li Feng shook his head affirmatively after looking at it, and after indicating that he couldn't see any difference, Zhen Shanshan smiled happily and turned around around her skirt in front of Li Feng, and then looked at Li Feng I don't know why, Li Feng felt that Zhen Shanshan's gaze was a little strange and began to watery.

Zhen Shanshan didn't say anything, pulled Li Feng to the edge of the bed and sat down, then sat down and whispered in Li Feng's ear, "I want to have a perfect end." ”

After finishing speaking, Zhen Shanshan laughed coquettishly and gently bit Li Feng's earlobe a few times and then fell softly, and the next moment Zhen Shanshan fell down with Li Feng's leg and stretched out, looking at Li Feng with big eyes and a pink face.

Li Feng looked down at Zhen Shanshan, stroked her long hair casually, thought for a while and said, "Shanshan, you are perfect, at least in my eyes, why don't you keep it?" Plus, you don't have to do it for anything, you don't have to have a single thing. ”

Zhen Shanshan was a little surprised, propped herself up, knelt beside Li Feng and looked at him and said, "You really don't want to?" I'm afraid you'll regret it in the future. ”

"You're perfect, so I won't regret the memories I kept."

Li Feng said this, but Zhen Shanshan gave up the vaguely contrived coquettishness and became tender, how could she not hesitate and be uneasy before making such a decision, now, after turning off the headlights casually, Zhen Shanshan hugged her little lover and kissed him and said, "No matter what, I want you to accompany me tonight." ”

"I will, until I watch you fall asleep."

Zhen Shanshan chuckled and pulled Li Feng down, and after a gentle kiss, Zhen Shanshan murmured in an intimate hug: "There is a request that you have never made to me." ”

"What?"

"Didn't you notice that I didn't even know what to call you?"

Li Feng thought about it, and it was true that Zhen Shanshan had never called her name: "What does it matter?" ”

"Stupid, after I promised to be your girlfriend, you should have asked me to call you husband to show your ownership of me, but you never asked me to do that, and now I start to wonder if you really like me."

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