Section 2: Unintentionally hurting people's hearts and carelessly breaking into the hospital
I opened my phone to find that she had sent me a message, and I looked at it to see that it was no big deal. I only replied that I am not a great writer and closed the phone. Today, the weather was not good, it was raining lightly, and the publisher kept urging me to deliver the manuscript. Recently, my mind has been blank and I have no inspiration, and I am in a daze at the computer every day. I thought I'd go out for a walk today, take a break, and find some inspiration. But the sky is not beautiful, and it is raining! Some people say that the rain in the sky is my tears, although I am not so pessimistic, but the mood is not happy. Let's play mobile games to pass the time, as soon as the phone is picked up, the call comes. As soon as I saw that it was Editor He, I hurriedly turned on the mobile phone again. It's not a way to go on like this, so let's go out for a walk!
There are very few people in the park, or there are two pairs of feet under an umbrella, and I feel even more annoyed when I see this. I'm in my thirties, and I'm still single, so I can't do it. And now he has nothing. Hey, if people don't go well, they can't do anything. Let's go to the old place and sit, only it is more peaceful. A cup of coffee, a computer, a person slowly and carelessly tapping on the keyboard, listening to soft music and forgetting all the troubles in the world. So I turned back and picked up my computer and went to the café. Looking out at the scenery and people through the window. The waiter took a cup of coffee and a glass of water, put it on my table and left. I turned on the computer and didn't know what to write, so I just closed it and continued to look at the pedestrians. I should be quiet and active, and I can sit for a day. And the waiters didn't urge me to pay, they were used to it, because I was an abnormal person in their eyes, and I didn't exist in front of me.
"Can I sit here?" Why is this voice so familiar, it seems to have been heard somewhere. I looked up and saw that it was her.
"What a coincidence, of course you can!" "Why didn't you reply when I messaged you?" As she spoke, she sat down across from me. I didn't answer, she turned her head and continued to look out the window at the pedestrians.
"What's the matter, do you have any troubles, can you tell me about it?"
"No, one wants to be quiet!" I didn't look back.
"Waiter, bring me a cup of coffee too, unsweetened, pure!"
"Aren't you afraid of hardship?" I asked curiously.
"Who is not afraid of bitterness, life is inherently bitter, what is this cup of bitter coffee?" Then I turned my head and looked at her closely, and with my sixth sense I knew there must be a story behind it!
"A beautiful woman like you won't have such a hard time!"
"You men are like that, judging women by their appearance. But how many people really understand our women and love our women? When we were young and beautiful, you men flattered us like pugs, and when we were old, they abandoned us, went to find the mistress, the second wife, and the lover, and we gave you the best time, but you brought us women forever pain. This kind of pain is not physical, but the pain in the heart can never be erased! I looked at her with emotion and tears in my eyes. I took a tissue from the table and gave it to her. "I'm sorry, I'm out of shape!" "It's okay, it seems that you were injured a lot!"
"Well, there are some things that you can't tell people, you have to bear them yourself. Man is like a balloon that bears too much stuff and will explode one day! I don't want to explode myself, so I always want to find someone to talk to, but not everyone can talk to. ”
"You mean ......" "You guessed it!" After speaking, he smiled slightly. Now I'm confused,
"Why me?" I asked, confused. "Because we don't know each other, and you're a writer."
"Then aren't you afraid that I will write your story?" "What are women like us afraid of, besides, I believe you won't, the vision of you writers is different from the public's vision, maybe after you write like this, maybe you will change the eyes of the world?" She said that these things made me think a lot of images, and I was more curious about her identity and work.
"Are you thinking about what I do now, do you think I'm that kind of woman?" I'm embarrassed at this point, and I do. From her words, I can see that she does not believe in men and water, and believes in so-called love and marriage. And the clothes are different from ordinary women. I saw her twice, and each time she had bright red lips.
"Then you still want to be friends with a woman like me?" I didn't answer her, my mind went blank, and I didn't know how to answer her.
"I knew that women like us didn't qualify for friendship. That bothered! She got up and left. I watched her walk to the front desk with sadness.
"Sister, don't sit down!"
"Well, don't sit down, didn't go to bed until 4 o'clock last night? When you're tired, go back to sleep, and you'll have to be busy at night! Pay for it! At this time, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, so I simply turned my head and looked out the window! The light rain outside the window was still falling, and I watched her figure gradually disappear into the crowd. I was supposed to come out to relax, but I got a ...... I couldn't sit still either, so I went to the front desk to pay for it.
"Miss, I'll pay!"
"My sister has already paid for you, what did you say to my sister, she is so unhappy!" I didn't answer her, I turned around and left! "It seems that my sister is right, men are all the same!" I didn't want to say anything when I heard this, but my heart was even more melancholy!
There is nothing to do when I get home, and there is nothing to write about. Close the door, close the curtains, and fall asleep, and don't bother to eat dinner! I don't know how long I slept, I was so hungry that I searched the house and couldn't find anything to eat. So put on your coat and go shopping on the street to buy something to eat! Lately, I don't know why, I've been getting sick to my stomach! I have to go to the toilet several times a day and see a doctor. By the way, I will talk to my friend.
My friend is a male doctor in gynecology, I laughed at him at the beginning of a big man to be a gynecologist, and there must have been a lot of sexual encounters in the future, and there are more than a hundred women I have touched! But now, like me, I am still alone in my thirties. He also told me that he watched those things every day, and he was not interested in women. It makes me jealous and hateful, we can be regarded as difficult brothers! It's okay to always drink and sing k together. When I was about to get to the hospital, I called him and he said that he still had a patient to see and asked if I would be interested in treatment! I scolded and hung up the phone. I waited outside the clinic for a while and saw the nurse come out, so I went in.
"Ah Wei, have you met any beauties today, introduce one to my brother!" Just as I was about to sit down, a pale woman came out of it and startled me! Because I seemed to have seen this woman somewhere, and her melancholy and desperate eyes made me sure that it was her. When she saw me, she said, "Hello writer, it seems that we have a good fate, and we can meet you in this kind of place!" After saying that, he smiled and left. She walked away like nobody, and it burned my face!
"Why don't you say there's someone inside?" I glared at Ah Wei.
"Brother, I'm going to say it urgently!"
"I saw that the nurse left and I came in, who knew there were still people!"
"You know?" Ah Wei looked at me questioningly.
"I've met twice, but I'm not familiar with it!" "Stay away from this woman, this woman is not clean!"
"Isn't it clean? I see she's just not feeling well at best! ”
"Eighty percent of this woman is doing that!" That looked at me with affirmation!
"Why do you say that?" I asked rhetorically.
"Brother, what am I doing? She has a severe uterine erosion, you see she is so young, only 20 years old. From what I know about women, her life is very abnormal, and she has more than one partner......"
"Okay, don't say it, it's you! You're just a gynecologist, not a detective! I interrupted him.
"Brother, you're in danger!"
"Dangerous yarn, let's drink!" My friend, in addition to his passion for medicine, was drinking.
We all had a hearty drink that night! The next day I found out that I had five missed calls, three text messages. The missed call was from the same person, and the three text messages were sent by the same person, and the content was as follows: Writer friend, I am a stumbling woman who has gone down the wrong path, I don't have a bosom friend, and I don't ask for luxury, that's a luxury for me. I just want to tell you what I have experienced, and use your pen to warn my sisters who are going to my dust. I'm running out of time, and I've heard all the conversations between your friends and you! I don't blame you, but I have time to listen to the confession of a hard-working woman! Rest assured, I won't bother with your life, because I know what kind of woman I am! I'm not just going to tell my story, I have a lot of sisters, some of them are nearing the end of their lives like me, and some of them have just come in. I hope you can wake them up with your pen! I really want you to help them! I was silent for a long time after reading it, and finally I made a choice that I couldn't believe me.