Section 3 The anger is only due to love, and the old things are brought up again and full of injuries
People are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless, people are about to die, and their words are also good. After all, she hasn't done anything hurtful, and besides, she's still a victim, so why shouldn't I help her? When I told my friend Ah Wei about this idea, his mouth opened so wide.
He touched my forehead for a long time and said, "Liangliang, you don't have a fever, or is it a nerve that is wrong?" You won't end well with this kind of woman, do you want to fall like her? Have you forgotten what happened to you before, it's so good that the scar forgot the pain! ”
"Where do you think, I'm just her listener, nothing else will happen!"
"What kind of guarantee do you take, I don't agree anyway. If you have to go, our friendship of more than 20 years will come to an end, don't blame my brother for breaking off my friendship with you! He said indignantly.
"Not so! I'm the same as you, you're their doctor, I'm just her listener......"
"Is that the same thing!" Avenu roared. I've never seen him get so angry, and this is the second time, and the first time is when I can't think about the feelings of that failure. I patted him on the shoulder and said, "Brother, I know you're doing it for my good, but with what you know about me, what kind of person do you think I am?" ”
"It's not about being a person, you haven't been in contact with the opposite sex since that time, and you only have one friend, me, and you've always lived in your so-called novels, do you know anything about society? Do you know anything about her? How can you be sure that you can get out of the mud without staining? How can you guarantee that you won't be emotional to her this time, I know you're soft-hearted, but you can't take any risks! "I couldn't answer his series of questions for a moment, I didn't know how to answer him, he knew me so well and cared so much.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Ah Wei thought I had dismissed this idea. Then he said: "Brother, it's not that I don't worry about you, it's not that I don't trust you, but you are my only friend, I don't want you to go the wrong way, as a friend, I can't see death without help!" Can you understand my hard work? I knew that such an argument would not lead to any result, so I pretended to nod my head in agreement, but instead of listening to what he said, I was even more convinced.
At two o'clock in the evening, I was completely sleepy. I picked up my phone and sent her a message: Hello, I'm Liangliang, I promise you, be your listener, I don't know when you have time, let's talk! Soon there was a response: "Brother Liang, first of all, thank you very much for abandoning worldly concepts and listening to my heart." I don't know if I call you Brother Liang, do you mind! ”
"Yes, when do you have time?"
After a long time, she replied: "It's too late today, then let's meet tomorrow at the old place (I forgot to tell you that the café is called the old place), I still have something to do, see you tomorrow!" Good night! ”
That night, I slept well, I don't know if I was in a good mood or very tired. The ringing of the phone woke me from my sleep. I picked up the phone, and a very sweet voice came from the other side.
"Is it Brother Liang? I'm Fangfang! ”
"Fangfang? Who are you? "I really don't know who Fangfang is......
"You are really a noble person who forgets things, and you asked me last night if I had time, and you forgot about me this morning!" She said jokingly.
"Oh, oh, I'm sorry, I don't know you and your name yet!" I explained.
"It's okay, I didn't tell you my name, I'm kidding you!
"Oh, are you looking for me?"
"Are you really a noble person who forgets things, or are you not free today?" After saying that, she laughed on the phone.
"Look at my brain, I forgot about it, where are you now?"
"I'm in the old place, are you coming?"
"Well, I'm still in bed, waiting for me!"
"Well, okay!"
I cleaned up briefly, brushed my teeth, washed my face, and went out. Today the weather is good and the mood is good, and soon we will be in the old place. I saw her at a glance, and today she was different from the previous times.
Today she is wearing a white dress, eyebrow-length bangs, her hair is draped over her shoulders, and her dyed pale yellow hair looks even more beautiful in the sun. I didn't wear strong lipstick, but I just applied it casually, but it looked natural.
"What's wrong, you don't know me anymore? Come and sit! He giggled.
"Oh, I'm sorry, you're so beautiful today, not like I'm in the hospital,......" I swallowed back as I said it. I knew it would be embarrassing for each other to keep talking.
"Hehe, I haven't eaten breakfast yet!" Her laughter made me no longer embarrassed by saying the wrong thing!
"Well, I'm not in the habit of eating breakfast." I sat down across from her.
"You can't go on like this, your body won't be able to stand it!"
"It's okay, I'm used to being like this."
"Then why don't you find one? It's not like it's hard to find the right girlfriend like you! You looked at me with a puzzled expression.
"It's not that I haven't looked for it, once I also had a girl who loved me very much and I loved her very much, and then she left me because I had no money and found a rich man to marry. The day before, I said that I was going to take wedding photos, and the next day I went to her door to wait for her. It took a long time for her to come down and say to me, 'We're not suitable,' and left me. I was dumbfounded. An hour later, a Porsche pulled up under her house, and she got into the car in a pink dress. "I choked up.
"Then you didn't ask her, why did she leave you?"
"I asked!"
"So what did she say? You've all reached the point where you're talking about marriage? It stands to reason that this should not be the case! ”
"She just dropped the words: 'Can you feed me?' Can you give me everything I want? I understood it when I heard that! I almost looked for a short time for this, but it was my friend Ah Wei who woke me up, that is, the doctor who treated you. ”
"Oh, I'm sorry, I mentioned your sore spot!"
"It's okay, it's all in the past. What about you? How did you get to where you are today? ”
"Oh, me, it's hard to put into words! In short, one wrong step and one wrong step, it is difficult to turn back now! She sighed.
"Do you have any plans for the future?"
"Plans, hehe, what else can I plan? One step at a time is one step. Your friend is right, I'm a dirty person, and my days are numbered. There are two people who can't reassure me, one is Xiao Lin you just saw, and the other is my younger brother Xiao Jun. I'm afraid that my little sister will follow in my footsteps, and my younger brother is only in elementary school, and my parents are both rural people who do their duty, so the family will rely on me and my little sister. My sister doesn't read much, and she can't find a good job. The salary is also not high. In order to make my brother and my family's life better, I blamed me for accidentally embarking on this road at that time. "She was a little sad, but she didn't shed tears.
"Sister, what are you talking about? I'm sure you can do well. Besides, what's the use of you telling this man? It's your breakfast! Xiao Lin put down breakfast and went to work.
"Don't you mind, my little sister is this kind of character. People are not bad, and when I leave in the future, I will trouble you to take care of her more. Then I saw tears in her eyes.
"What are you talking about, things may not be as pessimistic as you think, my friend has good medical skills and knows you women very well, I believe he has a way." I didn't say this without confidence.
"Don't comfort me, I know my own body. Okay, let's not talk about that, it's only going to add to the sadness. With that, she lowered her head and went to breakfast. I saw that she didn't speak, and I was eating with my head down, but in fact, we were each thinking about our own thoughts.
"You must have been to quite a few places, right?" She asked.
"Well, yes, I've been to quite a few places over the years."
"And what do you like best there? Or where? ”
"I like the sea and snowy mountains the most, but what about you?"
"Me too, because the sea is wide and the snow-capped mountains are white and flawless. It's just that I haven't been to either place. I'm afraid it won't be possible in this life! ”
"Don't say these frustrating words, I'll take you there if I have the chance!" I said happily.
"That's what he told me at the beginning, but it led me to this abyss from which I will never recover!"
"Sister, what are you mentioning him for?!"
"Xiao Lin, when did you come over, scare me."
"It's your coffee, it's all unsweetened. Can't you just think about those happy things? Xiao Lin said angrily. And you, you really can't open a pot! With that, he turned around and left.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. Makes you sad! ”
"It's okay, it's not your fault. Have you eaten well? ”
I nodded and said, "Well, it's done." ”
"Waiter, pay the bill!" I greeted the waiter.
"No need, I've already bought it!"
"What's so embarrassing?"
"What's so embarrassing about that? Maybe I'll trouble you in the future? ”
"But I didn't help you anything?"
"No matter how polite it is, I'll be unhappy! I'm a little tired today, I want to go back early to rest, so I won't accompany me! With that, she got up and wanted to leave. She didn't stand still and almost fell. Fortunately, I was holding on to a chair.
"Are you alright, or go to the doctor!"
"It's okay, what are you going to do with that unjust money? I know my own body! With that, she left her seat strongly. I watched her slowly leave the café, and an inexplicable feeling welled up in my heart.
I sat in the café for a while and left, and before leaving, Xiao Lin said to me, 'Don't hurt my sister anymore, my sister is pitiful.' At this point, my feelings were even more complicated. After that, I looked forward to her meeting, but there was none. I didn't learn about her until later......