Chapter 1: Down-and-Out Me
"Dad, lend me two thousand dollars." I nervously dialed my dad's phone.
There was silence on the other end of the phone before my father's voice came, "Where are you now?" Didn't show up for work today? ”
"I'm in our company." I hid this dad against my will, but I can't manage so much at the moment, and I have to get the money today.
"You're in your company? What company? ”
On the phone, I seemed to feel my father's suppressed anger, almost yelling.
"Two months ago, you said that you were sick and asked your mother for 2,000 yuan, and your mother was worried about it, so you went to your company to find you, but when you inquired at your company, you found out that you had already been fired, do you know how worried your mother was about you at that time?"
"You also graduated from college, you are an adult, you should be sensible, tell me how many times have you asked for money from your family in the past few months?"
"What did you do before, do you think Lao Tzu doesn't know? Now hurry up and get back to the county seat for me, and explain it to your mother. ”
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The more my dad on the other end of the phone talked, the more excited he became, and his voice became harsh, I couldn't help but hang up my dad's phone and said, "Is Mom there?" Ask Mom to answer the phone. ”
There was silence on the phone for a while, and soon my mother's voice came, and my mother was still so anxious and worried after hearing my news, "Mingjun, where are you now?" What do you have to tell my mother......
Listening to my mother's voice, my heart was very uncomfortable, tears were rolling in my eyes, I raised my head to prevent tears from falling, I really wanted to tell my mother that I am living well now, let her not worry, take care of her body. But I'm not doing well at all, I'm struggling on the edge of life, I'm physically and mentally exhausted, and I'm in dire need of money.
At the moment, I didn't have the courage to tell my mother about my current situation, and I was silent all the time, feeling a little sour in my nose.
"Mingjun, have you encountered something? Do you need money? The mother on the other end of the phone was worried.
"Money, money, money!! I know all day long that I want money from my family, you look at Du Yufeng, who graduated with you, is now about to be promoted to supervisor, why did you say that I gave birth to such a loser as you......"
Before my mother finished speaking, the phone was snatched away by my father, who yelled at me on the phone. I can think of my father's face at this moment, which looks angry because of anger, my heart is getting heavier and heavier, my father's speech on the phone is getting more and more ugly, and I can faintly hear the sound of his quarrel and crying with his mother.
I hung up the phone silently, at this moment my heavy heart completely collapsed, even if I looked up, tears flowed down like a flood that burst the embankment, at this moment, I felt so lonely standing on the street.
The noise around me seemed to have quieted down, and I saw that the sky was gradually darkened, and the sultry sky was sprinkled with raindrops the size of beans, and soon the rain was pouring down, and the pedestrians in the street were running away, and I was still standing in the rain, and I did not have to look up at this moment to hide my tears, because I myself could not tell whether it was tears or rain that was flowing on my face.
I really wanted to cry out loud, but as a man, I couldn't cry at all, so I had to hide my sadness through the rain and not let others see my despair and helplessness.
I walked down the streets like a walking corpse with a lost soul, and I felt so dazed and helpless at this moment, not knowing where to go.
I don't know how long it took, but the screeching sound of brakes woke me up as if I had lost my soul, and then I realized that before I knew it, I had reached the crossroads, and at this moment a red sports car was parked next to me, only one step away from me.
I turned my head expressionlessly and saw that in the sports car, a bewitching-looking woman was so frightened that her face was pale, and when I looked at her, she lowered the car window, revealing a small head and scolding with an unkind face, "If you want to die, stay away, don't burden your aunt, grandma, and grandma to pay for your life......"
The shouting fell, the car drove away, I looked up in pain, the sky was cloudy, and the rain seemed to show no signs of stopping.
I walked aimlessly on the streets, letting the rain hit me, and at this moment, it seemed that only the rain could wash away the grief in my heart, I didn't know where the road was, and I didn't know where I should go......
Unconsciously, I came to the door of a hotel, I saw a group of well-dressed people walking towards the hotel, the sound of talking and laughing came from afar, and it stung me even more when I was lonely, and despair came to my heart.
At this time, I saw a woman in a white dress running towards me at the entrance of the hotel, followed by a young man.
"Li Mingjun, what's wrong with you? Did something happen? The woman looked at me with a worried look on her face and spoke eagerly.
This woman is my college classmate Huang Sha, and she is also followed by my college classmate Du Yufeng, I remember when I was a freshman, I chased Huang Sha with Du Yufeng, neither of us chased Huang Sha, but later became friends, I don't know why the two of them are here today, at this moment I have been wet with rain, I don't want them to see my down-and-out appearance, I barely squeezed out a smile and said, "I'm fine, you have something to do, you are busy first, and then talk when you have time." ”
"I'm worried about you the way you look now." Huang Sha wanted to pull me, stretched out his hand, didn't hold me, and looked at me worriedly.
"It's raining now, why don't you come with us to the hotel and sit for a while?" Du Yufeng, who was holding an umbrella, looked at me and said with a smile, "Today, the company is holding a celebration wine with customers in this hotel, let's go to the hotel first, if there is anything you need my help with, just say." ”
"No need." Du Yufeng still has that lofty posture, he has not changed, although he shows that he cares about me, but I know that he just wants to show in front of Huang Sha, not really care about me.
When I was a freshman, Du Yufeng and I didn't catch up with Huangsha, although we also became friends and occasionally had dinner together, but I could see that Du Yufeng had been secretly competing with me and showing his superiority in front of me.
"No need...... "Even if I really need help at this moment, I don't want to show it in front of Huang Sha, I don't want her to know my depressed life at the moment, and I don't want to accept Du Yufeng's help.
"We've been classmates for a few years, you won't look down on me, will you? Did you encounter any problems in your life? Du Yufeng said as he touched his wallet on his body, "I have some money here, you take it first, and then ......tell me if it's not enough."
After Du Yufeng finished speaking, he took out his wallet and smiled, "I'm really sorry, I didn't bring any money today, I only had 50 yuan on me, why don't you take it to take a taxi first, and then we'll get in touch?" ”
"I still have some money on me...... Huang Sha saw this, and hurriedly opened his bag.
"No need...... I'm doing well now, I just want to walk in the rain, you guys go get busy! I didn't look at Du Yufeng and Huang Sha, I turned around and walked into the distance.
"I have two thousand ...... here"
"Forget it...... Since he said he was doing well, let him go without our help......"
I walked faster and faster, and the voices of Huang Sha and Du Yufeng behind me became more and more blurred, and only by leaving here quickly could I prevent them from seeing my depressed appearance at this moment. At this time, I suddenly thought that maybe Huang Sha didn't agree to be my girlfriend before, right, after all, I can't give Huang Sha a happy life at all.
Du Yufeng may be able to give her happiness?
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