Chapter 5: Two Wounded Men
Retreat to the back/station, I dialed Zhao Qian's phone, I don't want the two of us to leave unforgettable regrets, I want to ask clearly, whether she is really pregnant with my child, if so, then I will be desperate to chase her back, even if it is hard and tired in the future, I will try my best to give her happiness.
Soon the phone was hung up by Zhao Qian, and a message was sent, "Don't call me again in the future, just because we didn't know each other." ”
I looked at the text message and was stunned, Zhao Qian would not have said such heartless words to me before, I knew that I really hurt Zhao Qian this time.
"Are you pregnant with my child?" I mustered up the courage to send a text message and waited anxiously for Zhao Qian's reply, however, after waiting for a quarter of an hour, I didn't wait for a reply, and just when I was about to dial Zhao Qian's number again, she sent another text message.
"Yes, I did get pregnant with your child, but that's all in the past, and I went to the hospital today to get the baby out, so don't contact me in the future."
I don't know what Zhao Qian's mood was when she sent me this message, but I know that I was very heartbroken, it hurt so much that I was suffocated, and tears couldn't help but burst out of my eyes, I knew that I was wrong, very wrong, I deeply hurt Zhao Qian, and trampled on our relationship for three years.
I didn't have the courage to ask the Mercedes-Benz man, at this moment I don't know what else I have to ask, I sent a message to Zhao Qian with tears in my eyes, "I know I'm sorry for you, but I hope you will be happy and live a good life in the future." ”
After sending the message, I walked out of the back/stage, at the moment I only have one thought, that is, drinking, drunk, I think, only when I am drunk, I can completely forget Zhao Qian, forget the harm I gave Zhao Qian, perhaps, Zhao Qian's choice is right, I am not worthy of her.
As soon as I arrived in the hall, a figure stumbled on top of me, a pungent smell of alcohol came, and when I looked down, it turned out to be the bewitching woman driving a sports car, and she was so drunk at the moment.
"Let's go...... Let's go for a drink...... I like the song you sang just now......" The woman looked up at me, smiled, pulled me to sit aside, and then poured me a full glass of wine, and she poured a glass of her own.
"I'll do it first for respect." The woman took the wine glass and made a wine gap, spoke, and drank the foreign wine in the cup as soon as she raised her head.
At the moment I was in a very bad mood, since someone invited me to drink, I did not hesitate at all, picked up the cup and drank it all, and at this time my face instantly became very ugly, this woman came to the bar alone to drink, and even drank pure foreign wine.
In the past two months, although I have followed Gangzi in various bars and drank a lot of wine, most of them are beer and red wine, and foreign wine is rarely drunk, and the red wine and foreign wine I drink are blended with Sprite, so I don't drink so much energy, and I am not easy to get drunk. At this time, when a glass of foreign wine was in my stomach, I felt my stomach churning and my head was dizzy.
"Tell me if you're out of love? Otherwise, how can the song you sing be so sad and sad to listen to. The woman asked, lying on top of me, spitting out wine.
"Are you also out of love? Otherwise, how could he run to a bar alone to buy drunk? I poured myself another glass of wine and drank it all.
"Nonsense, how could I fall out of love!" The woman pushed me, looking unhappy, a pair of black jewel-like eyes stared straight at me, as if remembering something, and then pointed at me with a finger, "I remember, I almost hit you on the street today, no...... No, you crossed the street without seeing the red light and almost hit my car. ”
"I see, you must be out of love, otherwise you wouldn't be like that." The woman poured herself a glass of wine, but she didn't drink it in her hand, "I really don't understand why you want to fall in love, since you have chosen to fall in love, and you want to play broken love, isn't this looking for your own guilt, or am I smart and have never fallen out of love from beginning to end." ”
The woman's words evoked my memories, Zhao Qian's figure appeared in my mind, I shook my head, trying to forget Zhao Qian, not to make myself so sad, but it was useless, on the contrary, the happy time with Zhao Qian before was even clearer, as if it happened yesterday.
I poured myself another glass of wine, and drank it down, thinking that I would only be drunk to be in such pain.
"If you're not out of love, why aren't you happy? Running to a bar alone to get drunk? ”
"Who says I'm unhappy? I'm happy, I just don't know why it's so bad. The woman's face became extremely distorted, as if she remembered something unhappy, and then drank the wine from the cup in one gulp.
Two bottles of foreign wine had been poured on the table, and the woman was already drunk, and after a few glasses of foreign wine, my head was also dizzy, and I couldn't stand steadily. I lifted the woman up, "Where do you live?" I'll send you back. ”
"I don't have a home, if you want to go, you can leave, don't worry about me." The woman lay on the sofa and whimpered, "You don't have a good person, no one has cared about me since I was a child, and now you tell me to go back, can I go back?" There's no going back to the past......"
Although I was also drunk, I was still conscious, I knew that this woman was so drunk that she couldn't remember herself, she was talking, and I couldn't care so much at the moment, so I took out my mobile phone in her bag and wanted to call her friends or relatives to pick her up.
The woman seemed to notice my actions, snatched the phone, fell directly to the ground, and glared at me angrily, "I said that you want to go by yourself, don't worry about me." ”
I don't know what this woman has experienced before, but I don't dare to leave, she is drunk at the moment, just like Zhao Qian who I saw for the first time, an urge to protect her surges, I don't care about the woman's struggle, just carry her on my back, take her bag and walk outside the bar.
"You let go of me, you bastard......" The woman kept patting me on the back, and I was unmoved, as if she saw that I didn't let go of her actions, and bit me on the neck in one bite.
The tingling sensation came, and instead of putting her down, I stimulated me to protect her **. And so, soon I carried him to my house, put him on the bed, and brought her hangover pills for her to take.
At this time, I felt a stinging pain in my neck, a hot pain, and when I touched it with my hand, my hand was full of blood.
"MD, are you a dog? The mouth is so heavy! I scolded viciously, but the woman on the bed was unmoved. I quickly ran to the bathroom to get water to wash the wound, and found a band-aid to put it on to stop the bleeding.
"Wow......"
The sound of a woman vomiting came from the room, I quickly found a basin and ran into the room, let her vomit into the basin, and then wiped the stains off her mouth with a towel, and put a hot towel on her forehead, listening to her even breathing I was relieved.
After cleaning the stains in the room, it was late at night, and I was so tired that I went back to the living room and fell asleep on the sofa.