After discussing the details of tonight's show with Gangzi, I came to the corner of the back and stage, lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and almost choked me with a cough. In fact, I used to smoke a pack of cigarettes only a few days ago, and I didn't have a big addiction to smoking, I don't know why, but now I want to smoke so much.

Maybe it's loss, or sadness and nostalgia.

The smoke swirled around my face, my whole person seemed to be immersed in the pain of breaking up with Zhao Qian, the sad mood lingered, the scenes when I was with Zhao Qian appeared in front of me, I gradually closed my eyes, I don't know why I miss Zhao Qian so much at this moment, I feel that I am heartbroken now.

I don't want to think about it, I'm afraid that I won't be able to control my emotions of missing Zhao Qian, and I will go crazy to find her. One cigarette burned out, and I lit another one.

The ringing of the phone disturbed me, so that I walked out of my sadness, picked up the phone and saw that it was Zhao Qian's best friend Zhang Xiaoru calling, I was ruthless, and hung up Zhang Xiaoru's phone directly. However, just after I hung up, Zhang Xiaoru called me over and over again as if she was crazy.

I don't know why Zhang Xiaoru is so persistent in talking to me, and I don't want to know, I feel that I am a coward at this moment, and I don't have the courage to connect to Zhang Xiaoru's phone.

At this moment, I was scared, and even Zhang Xiaoru's voice was afraid to hear it.

The text message prompt sounded, and it was a text message from Zhang Xiaoru, "Li Mingjun, you are a bastard, a brute, do you know that Qianqian is two months pregnant?" If you are still a man, go and chase Qianqian back, otherwise, Qianqian will not forgive you for the rest of your life......"

Looking at this text message, I was stunned, Zhao Qian is pregnant? But she never told me about it, in the past two months, I submitted my resume during the day, went to various companies for interviews, and went to the bar with Gangzi at night to sing to earn living expenses, but I didn't have much time to care about Zhao Qian, I didn't know about Zhao Qian's pregnancy at all.

I made a phone call to Zhang Xiaoru's phone, I was anxious, I wanted to find out whether Zhang Xiaoru tricked me into chasing Zhao Qian back or Zhao Qian was really pregnant, but after calling Zhang Xiaoru's phone, she hung up my phone directly, and when she called again, she still hung up the phone.

Soon, Zhang Xiaoru's text message came, "If you don't believe that Zhao Qian has your child, just don't ......say it."

I looked at the text message on my phone and was stunned, the scene of Zhao Qian and me together resurfaced in front of me, at this moment my heart was like a knife, I didn't know if it was right or wrong to break up with Zhao Qian, I was at a loss.

What exactly is happiness?

If I don't chase Zhao Qian back now, I know that I will be at peace for the rest of my life, and I will always be living in the shadow of forcing Zhao Qian away, and I will never be able to get out again. But I chased Zhao Qian back, but I couldn't give her a happy life, and I wouldn't be at ease either.

I love Zhao Qian deeply, and I don't want her to suffer with me. But I know that in the three years that Zhao Qian and I have been together, we have been really happy.

At this moment, I am very entangled, I don't know what happiness is, is it a happy time for two people to be together, or is it forced by life to share joys and sorrows? Or is it a kind of happiness for two people who love each other to be together, not caring about the hardships and troubles forced by life, as long as they are together, it is the greatest happiness in the world?

Suddenly, I really wanted to chase Zhao Qian back desperately, no matter how many tribulations there will be in life in the future, as long as we are together. But when I remembered the Mercedes-Benz that Zhao Qian was riding in when she left, I hesitated again.

Chasing Zhao Qian back, I can't give her anything except a heart that loves her deeply, and even, for the sake of life, she will fall into busy work day and night. Those days are not what I want to see.

I hope Zhao Qian is happy with me, but I can't give her happiness at all. Perhaps, in the future, she will meet the man who can give her a happy life!

I shook my head vigorously, I didn't know where to go, at this moment I hadn't made up my mind whether to chase Zhao Qian back, or forget her and let her go?

"Li Mingjun hurry up and prepare, it's time for us to play."

Gangzi came up to me, patted me on the shoulder, and handed me a guitar.

I nodded, and hurriedly followed Gangzi to the stage, I knew that now I should work hard, if I messed up tonight's stage singing, our team would go back to our previous life, running in various bars, life would not be settled. Only by singing well tonight can our team gain a firm foothold here, and our life will be stable in the future.

"A song "Old Times" is for everyone, I hope you can cherish the friends who accompany you, and I wish you to find your own happiness......"

I sat in the center of the stage, watched the crowd of people, forgot about the previous loss and sadness, nodded to Gangzi, and the music gradually started.

"The most beautiful treasures in life are those old days, although they were so poor that they were only happy, and they were wearing old clothes...... Now we have changed, and we are busy every day for life, but as long as we think of the old days, your eyes will light up......"

As the ethereal music sounded with the wisps of sad songs, the stage gradually quieted down, and the writhing bodies on the dance floor gradually calmed down.

I was singing affectionately, and my feelings touched at my heartstrings, but suddenly, I missed the past......

The singing was drunk, and the people present seemed to understand the empty sigh and silence in my heart.

We can all harvest all kinds of touching backs in life, but we can't pick up the broken flowers and moons with only a few words, after all, the years pass in a hurry.

Cherish everyone who accompanies you in your life, and don't let yourself be forgotten by the wind in the corners of the city......

At the end of the song, I was still immersed in the faint sadness and couldn't extricate myself, the audience was silent, no one broke the silence of this moment, I lowered my head, tears had come out of my eyes. Soon, there was applause from the audience, more and more people applauded me desperately, the applause was like thunder, I raised my head, and vaguely saw that many people seemed to have tears on their faces......

In the corner, the bewitching woman stared at the stage tightly, her tears raining down, and the song "Old Times" seemed to evoke her memories.

[Tan Weiwei's past time is very good, I like to listen to it, you might as well listen to it, maybe you can experience the moving in the book and reminisce about the past......]