Chapter XXXVIII

I didn't wait any longer because I didn't know when I had to wait for me to fly home. Although there is some regret and frustration, but I don't blame Wanrou, after all, I didn't inform her in advance that I was coming, in fact, if the love distance is not a problem, it is nothing more than a ticket, the important thing is whether you can see or wait for the person you want.

When it was almost dawn, I arrived at the new house I left, and it seemed that the boy was at home, because the door was locked inside, and I knocked on the door vigorously to wake the boy from the bed.

Listening to the shouting and scolding coming from the door, I knew that this kid must have woken up, and he was still alone in the house, and when he opened the door and saw me, he was dumbfounded, and asked, "Brother?" How did you come back? I was already in a bad mood, and I was uncomfortable when he asked me, so I didn't have a good face and said, "What?" Not welcome? "No, I didn't expect you to come back so soon!" "Don't ask me anything, I won't say anything, I'm like sleeping now!" "Cheng, Cheng, you hurry up and go to sleep!"

When it was almost dawn, I finally lay down on the bed, I laughed at myself, and my evaluation was that I was a blind toss, because I lacked the courage to even see Wanrou, and hurried back. What's the point of my visit? I don't even know myself, I don't even want to prove anything! After running around for so long, I was also tired and fell asleep haphazardly!

I slept for a whole day, and in the nightmare, I had a long dream, in which I met Wanrou and Nannan. The three of us ate and chatted together, and it was better at first, and the atmosphere of everyone chatting was very relaxed, but later, the topic changed, and the two of them fought because of emotional matters. Wanrou asked me who I loved, Nan Nan asked me what she was, both of them cried and asked me for the answer, I struggled with how to answer, I didn't know how to tell them, I wanted to say if I wanted it all if possible! But that's not possible. I was pulled by the two of them, anxious and sweaty, in the strange eyes of the onlookers, swaying left and right, and finally I was torn in half, and I woke up in the laughter of the two of them, and woke up soaking wet!

I know it's all fake, but I'm really hesitant now, I didn't wait for Wanrou's message, didn't she even want to see me? Where is the ready-made Nan Nan, but I don't cherish it, I want to wait for Wanrou, even if it's just my own insistence!

I was still thinking about it, when a discordant laugh came, and it sounded so harsh to me! "Brother, are you peeing?" I looked up and saw that it was Liu, this guy sneaked in and didn't even knock on the door, and I said angrily, "What nonsense!" I'm sweating! "Haha, brother, you didn't look in the mirror, you absolutely just came out of the water like this! What a nightmare! "Damn, you said it all, it's a nightmare, I think it's all good!"

"Hehe, don't talk nonsense with you, let me ask you, why did you come back so soon?" I bowed my head and said nothing because I didn't know what to say?

"Look at you like this, I know that I have hit a nail!" "It's not!" "People gave you a look?" "Not either!" "Big brother, what's wrong with you? Is that a day's sleep? "I, I ??????" How do I speak!

I thought about it, but I told the truth to Liu, and after he heard it, he said loudly in surprise, "Ah! You don't even see anyone! "What a fuss! Isn't it just that I don't see anyone! "My brother, what are you going to do?" "How you go, how you come back!" "I'll go, I'm really convinced of you!" After saying that, we both bowed our heads and were silent!

After waiting for a while, he didn't speak, handed me a cigarette and lit it for me, and he lit one himself, inhaled gently, then spit out a smoke ring, turned to me and said, "Brother! I can't say anything about you! I puffed on the smoke and squinted at him, "What's there to say!" "By the way, did Nan Nan call you?" "It's okay if you don't mention it, but when I mention it, I remember, who asked you to tell her that I went to Hangzhou?" "Brother, you can't blame me for this! That girl called over and over again, and I really couldn't help it! By the way, if you hadn't used the card, I really don't know where you went! "I'm dizzy, this girl is all fine now!"

Liuliu took another puff of cigarette and chuckled, "Brother, I think that girl is not bad, or you can take it!" I looked at him stunned, "It's not bad, it's pretty good!" Looking at me in amazement, I shook my head and said, "But I can't take it!" "Brother, why?" "I don't know why, but I just don't feel good!" "I'll go, you don't want the real, the unreal can't be found yet! Are you destined to be lonely all your life? "Damn, you crow's mouth, don't curse me!" Stay stood up and sighed, "Brother, I really envy you!" But I advise you to grasp the moment! "Well, what do you mean?" It's not interesting, by the way, I cooked instant noodles, can you eat some! "Nothing else?" I'll do this, love to eat or not! "You're careful, wait for me!"

I was just about to get up, the voice of the phone message rang, I saw that it was Wanrou, I was dizzy, I waited for this message all day late! She said, "I saw your picture, but I'm angry that I didn't reply!" Are you still there? "I'm dizzy, I haven't returned yet, I'm still angry, I'm not good to be angry! I quickly replied, "I'm all back!" What are you angry about? "What? Did you go back? Do you play that? Why don't you give me a call! "I thought you were busy with that!" "Telephone, right away!"

I dialed in, and a gentle angry voice came over, "Do you play that?" Why did you come and leave so soon, why didn't you give me a call! You haven't called me since the day before yesterday! "Hmm??????" I was speechless when I was asked, thinking about it, Nan Nan left that day, I was really in no mood to call her, it turned out to be my fault!

"I ask you, why don't you squeak?" I'm sorry, baby, I was wrong! "Why are you always like this! Why can't you give me a call! As she spoke, Wanrou began to sob, "I knew you were coming, but I didn't expect you to leave so soon!" "Baby, I'm sorry, it's all my fault!" "You have a good attitude, then tell me why you didn't call me!" I'm struggling with this problem, how can I explain it, am I cowardly or do I feel like I can't live this feeling? But in comparison, I feel that I mean cowardly is better, I weakly explained, "I don't have the courage, really baby, I'm isolated outside that glass door, I don't even have the courage to enter the door, how I want to go in and find you!" I'm sorry I was so close to you, but I missed seeing you! "Don't listen, you just don't love me!" "No! No, I really found out that I love you so much, otherwise how would I go back to you! ”

"You're a liar! If you want to love me, why don't you call me! "I ??????" I was silent, I didn't know how to answer the question, do I love Wanrou? I don't know, maybe love, or how would I go to her, maybe not, why I don't even have the courage to enter the door.

An anxious voice came from the other end of the phone: "You answered!" "I, I, baby, I really love you! I promise I'll come in next door to see you! "When will you come?" Will you still not enter the door, I waited so hard! "I'm sorry, baby! Next time! "When is the next time?" "I, I, how about the holiday?" Vacation, vacation, when can you take vacation! You didn't see me when you said it, so why did you come back here?" Why? For Nan Nan to go, do I want to see you looking for a gap? No, I'm looking for my dream, even if it's a dream that doesn't know if it has an ending!

I comforted Wanrou, calmed our moods, and promised her that I must go to see her when I have a holiday, maybe I will have the courage at that time, maybe I can handle the relationship with Nan Nan at that time!