Chapter XXXVII: Where Are You?

As time passed, I didn't wait for a gentle reply, I don't know if she was there or not, and what she was busy with now. I wanted to call her, but I didn't get it out when I had it in my hand. Isn't it clear what I sent with a photo message? That's a photo from her unit! I'm real here!

I had fantasized about seeing each other countless times, but when I actually got here, there was nothing, and reality shattered all my fantasies, like everything was back to square one. I'm really unwilling, maybe she's not far away! But my courage is that!

I wandered at the top of the stairs, going forward and backward repeatedly, and I wished I could get her back now, that was the last straw for me now! However, I didn't want to come for nothing, I secretly decided that I had to meet again!

I mustered up the courage to walk out of the staircase, and under the strange eyes of the front desk, I accelerated inside. There was a glass door not far from the hallway, it was the door that separated the visitors from the patient, I saw that a person in front of me had just entered, I quickly closed it, but it was still a step too slow, and when I arrived, the glass door was already closed.

I looked back and forth, there were no buttons around, only a swipe instrument, I didn't have a card, I couldn't get in! Through the glass door, I could see the situation inside, one hospital bed after another, surrounded by all kinds of instruments, all of them were seriously ill patients, all angels in white were busy, no one was looking at me, and I didn't see Wanrou!

I never thought we were so close and so hard to meet! I walked out of the small building with a calm head, and I didn't see Wanrou from beginning to end, and I didn't wait for her reply!

Maybe I came at the wrong time, maybe Wanrou wasn't ready, maybe I shouldn't have come to her unit to find her, I guessed all the reasons, and I didn't realize that I didn't have the courage! I lit a cigarette and waited quietly at the door of the small building. The sky gradually darkened, and I felt a little cool, a full two hours passed, I didn't wait for Wanrou's message, nor did I wait for Wanrou's person, maybe I came at the wrong time!

With a sigh, I walked out of there and drifted slowly along the same path.

The gloomy day finally began to rain lightly, and I walked in the shade of the trees on the lakeside road, and not much rain could reach me. The number of pedestrians on the road did not decrease, but quietly enjoyed the different West Lake in the rain. The extremely low mood also feels a little cool.

I stood on the shore of the lake, looking at the pedestrians with umbrellas, I thought that there was one who was Wanrou, she would wait for me by the rainy lake, and she would greet me with a smile, but no one was her!

I walked through the shops, I looked at the open café, I wished that one of the girls drinking coffee was her, she would be there to wave to me, but no one was her!

Everyone who walks by me, I hope that one of them will have grace, she will gently pat me on the shoulder, gently greet me, but no one is her!

I came quietly, and I will walk quietly, walking alone along the lake, the light rain, the cold wind, the smoke in my eyes, the water and the sky are the same color, but I don't see her under the umbrella! I'm not in the mood to admire the West Lake, even if it's just quietly in front of my eyes, and everything I see now is colorless. I tasted the consequences of a moth to a fire, and it was an indescribable heartache.

I walked along the lake, walked through the shady road, walked into the sycamore trees, and when winter came, all the leaves of the sycamore trees had fallen and the light rain was lapping on my face. But I still haven't waited for Wanrou's message, maybe I won't be able to wait any longer!

The mobile phone rang, and I saw that it was Nan Nan vase who called me, and I wondered what was the matter with this little girl's call, so I adjusted my mood and picked it up, "Hey, what are you doing?" What are you doing to me! I don't care about you! "I'm fine, what's there to care about!" "Good?" "Well, that's good!" "It's not raining in Hangzhou!" I subconsciously replied, "Not much!" "I thought to myself, no, how did she know I was here!" How do you know I'm in Hangzhou! "Hee-hee, someone told me!" I'll go, I'll definitely stay, I booked the ticket with this kid's account, this big mouth, wait for me to go back and clean him up!

Then he said to Nan Nan vase, "How are you there?" "It's good, I'm sunny! Sunbathe by the sea! "Eldest sister, can you not talk about it, what time is it and sunbathing, let's have no jet lag, okay!" "Hmph, I said yes!" "Yes, yes, you are the sun, and the sun revolves around you!" "Cut, then I'll ask you a question, and you have to answer it truthfully!" "Say it, I'll see!"

An anxious voice came from the other end of the phone, "Look at what! Answer truthfully! "Okay, I'll answer truthfully!" "Well, that's okay, then did you see your her!" I scratched my head, paused for a few seconds, and said "Yes!" Let's go to West Lake! "Phew, you're a liar! I'll know as soon as you hesitate! "What are you lying to you? I said I saw it, but people were busy there! "Hehe, I guess it's because people think that you don't look like a good person, and I don't see you!" I really hate it in my heart, did I really let the girl say the answer? I pouted, "I want you to take care of it, enjoy your sunbathing!" "Look, let me get it!" "What the hell are you doing, little girl!" "Me, I just want to see if you have a successful date!"

I want to say that it was very successful, but the mood and words betrayed me, I was not in the mood to say more to Nan Nan vase, I want to be quiet now! "It worked! It's okay, I'll go back there at night! "Cut, I knew it didn't work, and if it worked, you could still come back!" The head is full of black lines, what does it mean that I can come back if I succeed! "Big sister, I'm not that kind of person! Okay, enjoy it, I've got to find a place to eat! "I miss you!"

I listened to this sentence, and I didn't react for a long time, and I kept listening to it with the phone in my hand, and there was a voice on the other side of the phone, "I miss you!" "And then there were sobs!

I was very ruthless and put down the phone, I wanted to tell her so much, I'm sorry Nan Nan, I can't bear your love, I only have Wanrou in my heart now, and I can't let go of another person anymore, even if I haven't seen her yet, even if I haven't received her reply yet, but I still only have her in my heart, let me be presumptuous with the stupid moth for a while!

I looked up at the sky, tears couldn't help but slide down from the corners of my eyes, I really want to ask the sky, I really want to ask Wanrou, do you know I'm waiting for you? Where the hell are you?