Chapter 32: Lost Lives
In Li Meng's room, Luo Yu squatted on the ground, tearfully reading the letters that his mother had not sent, and the words on the letter paper pierced his heart like an awl. It hurts, it hurts. The pain made him lose the strength to breathe and the courage to live.
"Dear son, today is the first day you left your mother, and my mother didn't think I would miss it too much, but my mother seems to have overestimated herself. Mom feels that with a father who loves her mother, and a busy school job, Mom will spend every day happily, and seven years will not be too long. But Mom is so empty today, Mom misses you. Mom stayed in your room for an hour today, looking at your childhood photos, the good memories of the past are all in front of me, and Mom is starting to be happy again. Mom told herself to be a brave mom. How can there be a child in the world who is not far away, and the mother can only bless. Mom happily awaits your seven-year appointment with Ah Hua. Mom's love blessings for you and Ah Hua, son, well done. Mommy is waiting for you. ”
"Dear Jade, my most beloved son. You know how much I miss you right now. It's been three years since you left your mom today. Although we can still video occasionally, but the cold picture can't replace your warm body after all, your mother can't lean on your broad chest, can't touch your fair face, can't hold your slender hands. You can't understand why mom ends quickly every time with a short video greeting. Because my mother couldn't hold back her tears, she didn't want you to see her sad tears, which would shake your heart to return to China. Mom is proud of your excellent grades. ”
"My dear baby, my most beloved son, there are still four months left until your seven-year covenant with Ah Hua. Mom is finally going to wait for this day. Mom will be able to see you soon, Mom is so happy. Mom's tormented heart can finally see a little hope. I can't see you these days, and my mother spends the New Year. When you're not at home, mom's favorite thing to do is go to your room, look at your pictures, lie in your bed, and imagine what it looks like you're not up yet. Mom is looking for your memories little by little, and let those passing memories fill Mom's empty heart. Baby, how are you in Paris right now? ”
"Dear baby, I'll see you at the airport tomorrow. I finally waited for this moment of reunion. However, did you know that my mother's heart is broken at the moment. Mom just got the physical examination report from the hospital this morning, breast cancer is in the advanced stage, and the doctor said that Mom doesn't have much time. This is the first time your mother has gone to the hospital for a check-up since you left her. I didn't expect the seven years of waiting, but this is the result. Today is the most terrifying day for my mother, and my mother is very scared and in great pain. But my mother is not afraid of death, because birth, old age, sickness and death are something that everyone has to face, and no one can escape. Mom is afraid that after Mom dies, you and your father will be sad, as well as your sister Luo Shu. Mom writes these last few letters to you with trembling hands. Mom told herself to try to live until the day you marry Ah Hua. Mom is waiting for your good news. ”
"My baby jade, my beloved son, finally saw you today. Seeing you lying in your mother's arms, your mother is so happy. I hope that time can stop, so that you can always lie in your mother's arms like this, just like when you were a child, your mother likes to lie in your mother's arms and be coquettish. Seeing you today as you have grown up, my son has matured in seven years, and my mother deeply feels that you are more powerful. Mom thinks that in the future, with Ah Hua who loves you to accompany you, Mom's heart can be put down. Mom doesn't have to worry about it so hard all the time. ”
"My dearest son, today I heard about you and Ren Ai's business plan, and my mother is really happy for you. Mom is looking forward to your flower butterfly, looking forward to your new product launch, looking forward to your marriage proposal, and looking forward to your wedding with Ah Hua. Mom wants to hold the grandest wedding ever held in Jinling City for you. You said you didn't understand why your mother sold her lifelong dream art school, and I could only lie to my son, but my smart son really believed it. Between dreams and sons, my mother always chooses my beloved son. Thinking that one day soon, I will be separated from your yin and yang, and I can no longer be by my son's side, my heart began to hurt again, and my heart began to ache again. Mom is too reluctant to let you go, and Mom doesn't want to face such a parting. Mom wants to pay everything in exchange for Mom and you to be together. However, my mother didn't seem to be able to find such a substitute, so my mother could only wait quietly for this day to come. Mom doesn't want you to see it, Mom doesn't want to see you sad. Mom chose to bear the pain of life and death alone. Mom really wants to live. ”
"Dear baby, tomorrow is the day of your Flower Butterfly new product launch, and it is the day you propose to Ah Hua. It's already three o'clock in the morning, and my mother is not sleepy at all. Mom just wanted to sneak to your room to see you, but she was afraid to wake you up in your sleep. At this moment, I also think of your father in the United States and your sister Luo Shu, and I have left letters for both of them, and after I leave, these letters will be your thoughts on me. When you miss your mother, you take it out and look at it. Mom is in another world and will watch you well. My dearest baby, Mom's health is getting worse and worse, maybe there are not a few days, but Mom will be brave and strong until the day you get married. Mom must watch you marry Ah Hua. When you propose to Ah Hua tomorrow, your mother will go and decorate the best wedding room for you. Mom is booking you a wedding reception at the Harvard Hotel. Your dad went to the United States to pick up Luo Shu back, and soon we will be reunited as a family. Mom is genuinely looking forward to this day. But my dear darling, when you read these letters, you must have gone to another world, and she hopes that you will not be sad. Live happily and happily. ”