Chapter 33: Happy Snowflakes
Sleepless bar in Jinling City. Luo Yu dragged his heavy steps, carried his sleepy head, and opened his big panda eyes to this place he never wanted to set foot in.
The noisy and filthy air is filled with the smell of alcohol and hormones, all kinds of men and women on the dance floor are constantly shaking their uncontrolled bodies, women dressed in glamorous and charming clothes are mixed with the men and indulge their willfulness, the naked ** exudes irresistible temptation in the flickering lights, and the lonely souls are looking for shoulders that can snuggle up to each other.
Luo Yu pinched his reddened nose, trying to block out the madness and ambiguity floating everywhere. He found a place near the corner and sat down. Quickly drinking the glass of cold, colored liquid on the table, he tried to forget the memories of the past and the grief that remained in the depths of his heart.
Under the light, Li Xinyue and several of her female classmates were chatting while drinking.
Li Xinyue supported her pointed chin with her slender hands, looked around with her eyes, and only thought about the man she liked on the plane. Suddenly, the familiar figure of this favorite man shone into Li Xinyue's hungry eyes, she saw Luo Yu with a haggard face and dull eyes, Li Xinyue's heart was shocked, the sloppy bearded man in front of her was tired, and she desperately wanted to know what happened to the man she was thinking about day and night.
She quickly walked up to Luo Yu and sat down. Staring at him intently. Luo Yu, who was drunk, glanced at the strange woman who came suddenly, and only felt very annoying. The trembling right hand continued to shake the wine glass in his hand, he lost interest in any woman, he hated the ruthlessness of women, thinking about Ah Hua's hypocrisy and ruthlessness, Li Meng's death, he shouted angrily at Li Xinyue, "Please leave my sight immediately, don't stain my eyes." Get out of here, get out of here, and don't let me see you. ”
Li Xinyue didn't have the slightest fear or hesitation, she could understand the man she liked in front of her, she could guess that he was injured, and what he needed now was venting and comforting. Li Xinyue quietly looked at Luo Yu like a master of love, letting him vent his inner pain and helplessness to his heart's content.
"Ah Hua, you liar, I hate you, you hypocritical liar, you deceived me so hard, your ruthlessness and deception sent my mother to a dead end, you are the murderer of my mother, I must seek revenge on you, where are you? Ah Hua, you come out for me. I'm going to find you, I'm going to dig out your heart and eat your lungs, you wicked woman. Luo Yu drunkenly complained about his misfortune, and Li Xinyue seemed to be able to slowly understand that this man was hurt by a woman.
"Mom, where are you, I really miss you. You take me away, I'm really miserable, I don't want to stay in this world anymore, without you, without Ah Hua, I really don't want to live. My heart hurts so much, Mom, come and take me away, I'll go and be with you. ”
Li Xinyue listened to Luo Yu's mournful cry, and couldn't help shedding sad tears, she hated God why she didn't meet Luo Yu first, but the liar Ah Hua. Looking at Luo Yu, who was crying into tears, her heart began to break slowly, and she told herself that she must take good care of this man and make his wounded heart feel warm again. She wants to make him the happiest man in the world.
Li Xinyue slowly took Luo Yu into her arms, but she didn't expect Luo Yu to refuse, he was like a docile little lamb, slowly snuggling in Li Xinyue's soft arms, as if he had been docked in his mother's arms, enjoying a baby-like sense of security. He was so tired that he slowly fell asleep in Li Xinyue's arms.
This night, in this lonely and messy bar, Li Xinyue found a sense of happiness for the first time, she swayed her motherly love like greatness and nobility, she kept hugging Luo Yu tightly, motionless, for fear of disturbing the sleeping child. She waited silently for the dawn to come.
When Luo Yu woke up, it was already the second night. He looked at this strange hotel room strangely, and he had no impression at all. How did you get in? Just remember to drink glass by glass at the bar.
At this time, Li Xinyue, who was wearing a white nightgown, came out of the bathroom with long hair scattered. Luo Yu looked at the woman in front of him carefully, he seemed to have seen her somewhere, but he couldn't remember it. He touched his wide head, trying to remember.
"You were the woman in the hotel last night?" Luo Yu finally remembered, and he asked Li Xinyue stiffly.
Li Xinyue looked at Luo Yu mischievously, with happy dimples on her face, "Yes, I'm that strange woman, you have a good memory." ”
Luo Yu suddenly sat up from the bed, but found that he was naked. quickly retracted the quilt again. "You shameless woman, how can you put me to sleep. My innocent body has been ruined by you, you devilish femme fatale. Get me out of here. ”
Li Xinyue burst out laughing, she didn't expect there to be such an innocent man. He turned out to be a virgin.
"Oh, what should I do, I said brother, you were really ruined by me, I'm sorry, then in this way, you will be mine in the future." Anyway, you're no longer clean, and I guess no one wants you anymore, so I'll take you generously, I don't dislike it. Li Xinyue happily teased Luo Yu.
I didn't expect Luo Yu to be so fun at all. It had been a long time since she had been so happy, and she laughed even more wildly. She originally thought that Luo Yu might be suave, but she didn't expect it to be so spotless. It turns out that nothing happened to him and the guy named Ah Hua. She was pleasantly surprised.
Luo Yu listened to Li Xinyue's perverted laughter, and he also began to sneer, "Heaven is going to destroy me, I have to die." Why do I keep being demonized? ”
"Haha, I'm the devil, I'm here to clean up you, the angel of the world, who made your white skin so smooth. Since you have been subdued by me, you will be my wishful husband from now on. Li Xinyue put her arms around Luo Yu's arm and kept recalling last night's warm hug. She tirelessly nibbled on the sweetness that had never been felt before. She marveled at how wonderful love was, why hadn't she met it earlier.
Luo Yu looked at Li Xinyue, who was amorous and a little crazy, and couldn't cry or laugh. For this long-awaited smile, for this familiar lively and cute, Luo Yu slowly put away his angry heart. He began to feel calm, and he felt as if he had such a good experience last night.
"What's your name?"
"My name is Li Xinyue, you can call me Yueyue. What about you? What's your name? Li Xinyue replied to Luo Yu gently.
"Yueyue, good name, it's so good, my name is Luo Yu, you call me Ayu." Luo Yu also became tender, and he seemed to have no pain, and he seemed to have completely forgotten Li Meng's death and Ah Hua's betrayal. He felt as if he had been born again.
"Ayu, just like your people, Bingqing Yujie, but I'm already your woman, and you'll be my boyfriend in the future, okay? I fell in love with you from the first time I saw you. You're my first man. I'm going to marry you. Li Xinyue looked at Luo Yu affectionately and confessed to his sweetheart that she wanted to be his woman.
Luo Yu pursed his lips that were about to dry up, thinking about his already ruined body, he decided to accept this woman who was as docile as a cat. He hoped that this good feeling continued, that he did not want to go through the pain any longer, and that he wished he would pull himself together quickly.
He got dressed, walked to the bathroom, looked at himself in the mirror, he lived a hellish life, and now he was coming out of the cage of hell. His life should not stop there, he wants to live happier than anyone else. He wants to make Ah Hua regret it, he is a man who can bring happiness to women.
At this moment, he is grateful to fate for allowing him to meet a new angel. He no longer feels that Li Xinyue is a devil, he likes such a demon who makes him reborn. Luo Yu, who was holding a toothbrush, showed a long-lost smile in front of the mirror for the first time. He seemed to see Li Meng's kind face, and she wanted him to live happily.
Luo Yu told Li Xinyue that he wanted to be her flower messenger, and he hoped that she would accompany her to go abroad to relax. Li Xinyue was intoxicated by her lightning-like love rhythm, and did not hesitate to agree to Luo Yu's request to go abroad to relax.
The next afternoon, Luo Yu and Li Xinyue happily boarded a flight to Paris and began their first date.
Luo Yu deeply thanked her mother Li Meng for being so lucky, and felt that it must be an angel secretly sent by her mother to heal her injuries. He decided to live well, and to live happily.
He carefully flipped through Xu Zhimo's poetry collection.
"The Joy of Snowflakes"
Suppose I were a snowflake
Dancing in the air
I must know where I'm going
Fly, fly, fly
There's my direction on the ground
Don't go to the lonely valley
Don't go to the bleak foothills
Nor do you go to the deserted streets to be melancholy
Fly, fly, fly
You see, I have my direction!
Dancing in mid-air
Recognize the quiet abode
Waiting for her to visit in the garden
Fly, fly, fly
Ah, she has the fragrance of cinnabar plum on her
At that time I gave my body to lightness
Yingying, stained the placket of her clothes
Close to her soft heart
Dissolving, dissolving, dissolving
melted into her soft heart
He told himself that everything was over, and that the pain and helplessness were temporary. He's going to be that happy snowflake.