Section 6 Simple mourning for the bitter woman, affectionate and difficult to say goodbye to the old dreamer
Two days passed quickly, and this time I did not forget to attend Fangfang's mourning service. I got up early, put on a black suit, put on sunglasses, and bought some chrysanthemums. This also shows respect for Fangfang. When I got to the old place, the door hadn't opened yet, so I stood outside and lit a cigarette. Although I had only met her once in this place, her words and words lingered in my ears. She is cheerful and lively on the outside, but she is bitter and helpless on the inside. Seems strong but very weak, but can't find a shoulder to lean on. She has a bad background, but her heart is like pure snow.
"Liangliang, why didn't you forget it today?" I didn't expect someone to say hello to me at this time. Besides, I don't have any friends here. I turned around and saw that it was Xiaoqin.
"Are you here for breakfast? What haven't I forgotten? Are you too? ”
"Yes, I'm at Fang's mourning party, just like you?" I saw that she was also wearing a plain dress, with a small white chrysanthemum pinned to her head and a bouquet in her hand.
"You don't seem to know her very well......"
"You're good at everything, but you always talk so coldly......"
"I knew you two were here, brother, you're not angry enough!" I watched Ah Wei walk towards us step by step, dressed like us.
"Do you three still want our boss to do business?" We follow prestige. I saw Xiaoxia beckoning me to go over.
The three of us, you look at me, I look at you, the corners of our mouths leaked a hint of smile, I didn't expect that the three adults were not as careful as a little girl. I touched someone's brow too early, but fortunately there was no one? As soon as Xiaoqin saw Xiaoxia, she immediately trotted up and hugged Xiaoxia's arm, and I saw that Xiaoxia's eyes were swollen like a peach. I can't imagine how she's been these two days.
"How have you been doing these two days, sister, have you eaten these two days?" As soon as Xiaoqin met, she asked long and short questions.
"I've been guarding my sister for the past two days, and I've not gone anywhere." After saying that, he was silent.
"Brother, I'll call later, I'll leave a little beforehand!" Ah Wei walked away after speaking.
We followed Xiaoxia across the main road and turned into a small alley, then crossed two small alleys and turned left into a vegetable market. Walk through the market and turn into an alley to a small house. On the narrow road, there are several old women sitting on the side of the road basking in the sun. A few dogs barked at us, which scared Xiaoqin into Xiaoxia's arms, so scared that I picked up a few rocks on the road and was about to throw them.
"What are you going to do!" Xiaoxia stopped me with her gaze.
"Beat the dog, or what if she bites us?"
"The more you hit it, the more it bites, and as long as we go our way, it won't bite us. Let's not be afraid to run, just follow the normal pace. "After that, go your own way.
Qin and I followed closely behind, and Qin grabbed my arm in pain. I clapped her hand and said, "Don't be afraid, and me?" At this time, I heard a sneer from Xiaoxia. Oddly enough, we ignored the dogs barking at us, and the dogs barked a few times and walked away. At this time, I admired Xiaoxia.
After that we stopped in front of an old courtyard house. This kind of house is rare to find in the center of the city, and only one or two can be found in the suburbs.
"You two have to be mentally prepared, it's very noisy inside!" The two of us nodded and said, 'Let's go in!' After that, we followed Xiaoxia's steps and walked in!
I regretted it when I got inside, the small courtyard was divided into seven or eight partitions. It's full of underwear and socks and the like. A pungent smell came to my nose. I turned my face to look at Xiaoqin, she was just frowning and expressionless. This reminded me of the scene in the hospital, and I realized that these two girls around me are not simple! We walked down the narrow hallway to a halt in front of one of the innermost houses. Xiaoxia looked back at the two of us, and said expressionlessly: "Come in with me, close the door when you come in, don't let mosquitoes and flies fly in." ”
At this time, I saw Fang Fang wearing light makeup, her lips were painted with pink lip gloss, and her eyebrows were raised. Unlike the previous times, this time the sea is bent upward, which is even more bitter and beautiful. The long hair is neatly arranged on the chest. The whole person looked as if he was asleep. Wearing a white dress and red shoes, she looks like a girl to be married. Because I entrusted my sister to me when I left, I didn't have much responsibility, so a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth. (After reading the log, I realized that I only knew one thing, not the other)
"It's so beautiful, it's like I'm asleep." Xiaoqin sighed.
"What like, my sister just fell asleep, (silent for a while) my sister said that if Brother Liang could come to her ...... She wants me to show you the best of her. Xiaoxia looked into my eyes and said.
"Why?" Xiaoqin asked curiously, I was also questioning.
"My sister didn't tell me, she just said that you'll know when you read the diary!" The more I wondered, I wondered what I was writing in this diary.
"Just a few of us?" Xiaoqin looked around
"I'm so glad to have a few of you, I didn't expect you to come!"
"Alas, what about Ah Wei? Where did he go? ”
"I'll only cry secretly alone" said Cao Cao Cao Cao is here, I'll go out to pick him up! ”
"Wait, I'd better go, don't lose myself. Tell me where she is? "I think so.
"Brother, where are you, I'll let Xiaoxia pick you up?"
"I'm on the opposite side of the old place." I hung up the phone and said to Xiaoxia, 'Old place. ’
After listening to this, Xiaoxia turned around and walked out. There were only two living people left in the room, Xiaoqin and Xiaoqin, who felt a little uncomfortable and said, "I'll go boil some water, you can sit here!" And the Lord walked out. I walked around and saw a pen and a notebook on a small dresser. I walked over and saw that it was Fangfang's unfinished notebook, so I flipped to the last few pages and wrote this celebration on it. Just as I was writing, they came back.
"I didn't expect it, Ah Wei! I went and bought so much food! "When I heard it, it was the sound of a violin.
Then all three of them walked in, and the first thing Ah Wei said when he entered the door was 'What a beautiful beauty, as if she was asleep.' I picked up my camera and took a picture of it, and I washed it out immediately. Xiaoxia took out a brazier and put it at the end of the bed, then knelt down. Tears flowed while burning
"My hard-working sister, we are sisters in this life, and we will be sisters in the next life, but I will be your sister in the next life."
Ah Wei and Xiaoqin each took incense, knelt down on Fangfang's body, snorted a few heads, and then inserted incense into the incense burner. Place the chrysanthemum on Fangfang's body. After that, he said to Xiaoxia without bowing: 'Please mourn and change!' There is no resurrection from the dead. Xiaoxia returned the salute and continued to burn paper. I took the incense and chrysanthemum and walked according to the previous procedure, and then picked up the notebook and knelt in front of Fang Fanglin:
When the vast sea of people meets, there is no return in a short period of time; The world has tasted all the cold and warmth, and the heart is like snow and dust.
It's hard to let go of my younger siblings, and I can't stop resting with peace of mind; Your last wish will be completed, and may you not be dragged again.
If thou hast a spirit that thou hast visited often, thou shalt meet in a dream; Don't forget to be a person in the next life, always be vigilant and don't make mistakes.
It is difficult to continue without fate in this life, and it is difficult to reunite again in the next life; Looking back and smiling, looking back at a hundred times of meeting.
Huangquan Road is walking slowly, but there is no turning back on the bridge; Don't be afraid in front of the throne of Hades, and the essence is clean and clean.
Great mercy and compassion Guanyin, the bitter sea extradited Xi to save the bitter girl; Great compassion and great wish to hide the king, get rid of the demons and attract the dead.
The dead have passed away, the living mourn, and the plum blossoms are in full bloom; In the coming year, the flowers bloom and worship again, and the flowers bloom and often mourn each other.
Feast!
When I finished reading, Xiaoxia couldn't cry anymore, and my heart ached when I saw her thin body kneeling there. Fortunately, Xiaoqin squatted down and hugged her tightly.
"Brother, she can't lie there like this all the time, or I'll call the funeral home to come and cremate her!" Ah Wei said bitterly.
"No, I won't allow you to do this, I'm going to take my sister home!" Xiaoxia shouted with all her might. Ah Wei looked at me with a helpless look.
"Sister, I know you can't bear your sister, but we can't take her body away, this is the rule!"
"I don't care about that, I have to take my sister home! I don't care, I don't care......" he cried as he said.
I gave Ah Wei a look, Ah Wei immediately walked out, Xiaoqin hugged Xiaoxia and accompanied her to tears. I looked at this scene with a sour nose, and I could only look at Fangfang who was asleep, hoping that she would always remain in my mind.