Xiaoqin asked me out a little surprised, what is the important thing for her to find me? Plus after a scene in the old place, I don't have a good impression of her. As a courtesy, I replied, 'Is there anything wrong?' ’

"Can't I look for you if there's nothing to do? Why can't you accept a woman like that? Am I so unbearable in your heart? "I have nothing to say when she says this, who makes me a soft-hearted person?

"Oh, well! When and where? ”

"I'll see you at the old place at eight o'clock in the morning the day after tomorrow."

"Okay." I closed my phone as soon as I finished texting.

I looked at those diaries in a daze, not knowing what to do. I'm curious about what's written in it? But I'm afraid to open it, although she asked me to see it, but I always feel that reading other people's logs is an immoral thing. I don't know how to light a cigarette, I seem to see the scene between me and her from the smoke, her smile is so natural, she is so beautiful, but I think of her in the hospital bed so pitiful, I quickly extinguished the cigarette. The world is really unacceptable, I saw her alive a few days ago, and after a few days, she became like this, I have to sigh the fragility of life and the impermanence of the world!

'I'm just going to cry secretly, no one cares anyway' the phone rang. At first glance, it was a small pire. "Xiaoqin, do you have something to do with me?"

"What time is it, haven't you come yet? I'll be waiting for you in the old place! "I looked at my watch and it was nine o'clock.

"I'm sorry, I forgot about it. I'll be there soon! (I'm a person who always forgets about dating other people, and maybe that's one of the reasons why my ex-girlfriend broke up with me!) ）

I simply packed up and went out. Along the way, I wondered what Xiaoqin would say to me? But there's something lovely about her, at least for me to see her dedication. So I agreed to her date.

"Brother Liang, I'm here." I thought it was Fangfang talking to me, but I saw that Xiaoqin was a little lost in my heart.

"What's the matter, it's like a frosted eggplant, hurry up and sit down!" She looked a little nervous. Sit in a corner where people can't easily find it.

"Are you looking for me?" I said with a blank face.

"Why, you don't want to see me! You're good at everything, but you look a little lonely! But I still have to thank you! ”

"Thank me for what?" I replied coldly.

"How can you do this! Do I have a deep hatred for you, I kindly asked you out, and you always put on such a face. ”

"Do I know you well?"

"Well, I'm not here to quarrel with you today. The waiter brings a glass of milk. By the way, what are you going to drink? ”

"I'll have a cup of coffee!"

"Do you want to add sugar?"

"No!"

"Waiter, add another cup of unsweetened coffee."

We don't know what to say after ordering a drink? For a while, he fell into an embarrassing situation.

"I broke up with him!" She told me with tears in her voice.

"Oh, why?"

He ...... He...... He's got someone else! ”

"When did you find out?"

"That night, I was afraid that he would be angry and looked for him where he lived, but when I opened the door, I found a mess on the ground. Among them were women's underwear, and when I opened the door, I saw him naked with a woman, who was lying in his arms. I suddenly felt that the sky was falling, and the man I thought I was going to bear for life had betrayed me. I walked over and slapped the woman, scolding her 'vixen'. Unexpectedly, Ah Qiang slapped me hard, and my face was hot......" After speaking, she choked softly.

I took a tissue from the table, she took it and said thank you, calmed down and said, "I asked him why?" Guess what he said? ”

"What did he say?"

"Hehe, I'm still a third party after a long time, and that woman is actually his wife. His wife is on a business trip, and she is lonely and just playing with me, and I still regard this so-called love as true love! It turns out that I am a big fool, a veritable vixen! After speaking, a sneer appeared on the corner of her mouth.

"So what are you going to do now?" I asked tentatively.

"What else? Do you still go to him? That's all! I'll never believe in love again! I said with a blank face.

"Man, that's it! When true love appears to you, you don't believe in it, but instead you are quite attentive to what is not true love. Judging from the ins and outs of this matter, you are the recipient, in fact, there is no one right or wrong in love, only who does not cherish whom. I heard this phrase from one episode of TV: 'Keep your eyes open when you're in love, and keep one eye open and one eye closed when you're married!' This can only mean that you are carried away by love and have not seen the truth of the matter! ”

"I didn't expect it, if you don't speak, you will hit the nail on the head as soon as you speak! You'll be comforting, too! ”

"Where, where." I said embarrassedly. "By the way, didn't my friend say that Fangfang had severe uterine erosion, how did she get to this extent?"

"At first, we just thought she had only uterine erosions, but then a follow-up examination found that she was starting to have erosions there. When I took a blood test, I found out that she was suffering from that terrible disease, which was already in the advanced stage! The incubation period of this disease is particularly long, and there are no symptoms at first, and when the symptoms appear, they are basically hopeless! Now we are only doing the most basic treatment, and we are just disinfecting her to relieve her pain. ”

"Does she know that?" I asked worriedly.

"I know this kind of thing without saying it, and anyone with a discerning eye can see it, otherwise how would she let us sterilize those diaries? In fact, there are only three ways to spread the disease: blood, breast milk, and that way. To reassure her, we're sanitizing the diaries. She said she didn't want to pass the virus on to innocent people! In fact, she is really a kind-hearted girl, I don't know why she suffered such injustice? Hey, we women are miserable! I want to ask you a question, is that okay? ”

"Just ask!"

"Do you think there is still true love in this world?"

"Yes, it's just that you haven't touched it yet. As long as you are not whimsical, true love will find you sooner or later. We need to be hopeful, grateful, and loving about this society. What you see is just a few individuals, in fact, there are still a lot of good people in this society. As the saying goes, flies don't bite eggs without cracks, first of all, we must improve our self-cultivation and cultural knowledge, don't be greedy for small gains, those things will stay away from us. Isn't that a good thing for you? ”

"What do you mean by that?" She looked at me curiously.

"Aren't you going to be so impulsive from now on?"

She was silent for a while and said, "Well, yes, I'll be extra careful in the future!" ”

"That's right, in fact, we also have to thank those who give us pain and hurt, because they make us grow and mature, don't we?"

"Well, yes!"

"Are you still uncomfortable?"

"It's not uncomfortable, this kind of person is not worth it, no, I have to thank him for making me understand that loving someone can't just look at the appearance, the inner thing is more important." After speaking, she opened her eyebrows.

"Do you have time now?"

"What are you saying...... Oh, I see...... Let's go! She got up and walked to the cash register, and I followed.

"Don't rob me, I'll be angry if I rob me again!" I wanted to say something, but she had already paid for it.

The long corridor of the hospital is quiet and secluded, and it always gives a feeling of suffocation. Especially in the heavily infected area, except for a few nurses who occasionally appear menstrual periods, it is the patient's painful voice. It was hell on earth, and I followed closely behind Xiaoqin in front of Fangfang's hospital room. Xiaoqin looked at me with an inquiring look, and I took a deep breath and nodded. When we opened the door, we found two people sitting on the bed, one was Fangfang and the other was Xiaoxia from the back. Fangfang's face was full of tears, and Xiaoxia's shoulders were twitching. I couldn't take it anymore and turned my head to look out the window.

"Kasumi, don't cry. Let me go, I'm afraid ......"

"I'm not afraid, you're my sister......!" I heard her voice a little hoarse.

"I'll be angry if you don't let go, little sister beating your ass!" After saying that, he kept coughing. I immediately turned my head to look at her.

Xiaoxia hurriedly let go of Fangfang and said, "Sister, it doesn't matter to you!" Doctor...... Doctor ......"

Xiaoqin came back from her grief when she heard the shout, and hurriedly ran up. Placing Fang Fang flat on the bed, he gently stroked her chest with his hand. It took a long time for Fangfang's face to soften. This scene really scared Xiaoxia enough, and she stood there motionless like a child who had made a mistake. I saw that her shoulders were shaking even more, so I stepped forward and gently patted her shoulder with my hand and said, "Your sister will be fine, she will be fine." Only then did she realize my presence, and she was embarrassed to take my hands away and run out of the door.

"Miss Nurse, I'm going to be discharged" Fangfang's voice was so fragile.

"Your body is so weak that you can't be discharged from the hospital."

"I know my body and I don't want to ...... anymore Waste of money, my brother...... Still waiting for my money to pay for tuition? Beg...... Please, okay? I...... I can't be cured. After speaking, he turned his head to look at me, and when he saw that I did not speak, he continued, "Liang...... Brother Liang, you ...... You're with your friend...... Say hello, friends. I want to go back to ...... Go home. After saying that, tears welled up again!

"I won't allow you to be discharged from the hospital, I'll find a way to deal with money, I'll go find Mama Li." After saying that, he turned around and left.

"You...... You...... You give me back! After saying that, Fangfang coughed even more, and her face became even paler! The monitor next to it kept ringing. Xiaoqin sped up the stroking. Xiaoxia immediately ran to her sister's bedside to join Xiaoqin's ambulance work.

"Sister, sister, don't scare me, don't leave me alone in this strange city!" After saying that, he began to cry. Seeing that the situation was not good, I quickly pulled Xiaoxia up and wanted to walk out of the ward. I didn't expect a little girl to have so much strength, and I couldn't pull it no matter how much I pulled it.

"Call the doctor, what are you pulling her for? No matter how late it is, there will be no hurry! After hearing this, I ran out of the door and ran directly to Ah Wei without saying a word. Ah Wei was inexplicably puzzled by me, and just ran with me. When we came to the ward again, the ECG on the monitoring device showed up in a straight line! Xiaoqin shook her head helplessly, and the quilt slowly covered Fangfang's head.

"What are you going to do?" Xiaoxia shouted as hard as she could, waving Xiaoqin's hand vigorously with one hand, but the other hand was tightly grasped by Fangfang. "Sister, how can you bear to abandon me alone, didn't we say that we would go to the snow mountain to see the snow and the sea together? Didn't we say okay, I'll let my child call you mommy? You talk, you never lie, how can you lie to your sister! You get up, you get up for me! The more Xiaoxia spoke, the more excited she became, and she beat her sister's body with her hand, hoping to wake her up.

"Ahem...... cough...... "Just when we were disappointed, we heard it."

"Sister, sister......"

I saw Fangfang looking at me with begging eyes, and I took the initiative to walk over. I saw her reach out to me, and I walked over and gave her her hand. She slowly put Xiaoxia's hand on mine and said, "I'm going to trouble you in the future......" The words were not finished, I saw her slowly close her eyes, I felt her hand slowly slipping off, and finally fell weakly on the bed.

At this point, Kasumi couldn't hold back any longer and threw my hand away and threw herself at her sister. That voice broke my heart! Ah Wei pulled me up and said, "Let's go out, let her cry alone!" Then he turned to Xiaoqin and said, "You take care of her sister here, and you will come out when she is better!" At this time, I saw that Xiaoqin's eyes were about to shed tears, and she walked towards Xiaoxia without looking at us. Seeing this situation, I had no choice but to go out.

When I came to Ah Wei's office, I calmed down. Ah Wei poured me a glass of boiling water, then sat down and asked, "What are your plans now?" ”

"What else can I do? Cremated, and then took her sister and her ashes to her hometown! ”

"Is that really what you're going to do? And what about his sister? ”

"Well, put her sister in the hands of her parents! Could it be that I should marry her sister? ”

"I'm afraid it's not that simple! I don't have enough money to ask for it! I nodded and walked out.

When she came to the ward again, Xiaoxia didn't cry so much, but fell into Xiaoqin's arms and sobbed. When he saw me coming, he stood up and immediately knelt down again. I was overwhelmed by this.

"You, you, what are you doing?"

"Thank you for coming to see my sister twice, you are the only one who has been sick for so long. I will repay you for my sister, and I will pay you back slowly for the medical expenses you paid for my sister. ”

I looked at Xiaoqin, who immediately turned around to pack up Fangfang's relics. She knew I was blaming her for telling Xiaoxia everything. I helped Xiaoxia up and put her on the chair next to her to calm down.

"And what are your plans next?"

Unexpectedly, she knelt down again and said, "It's all up to the eldest brother, I'm in chaos now, but I want to take my sister home." May I? ”

I picked up Xiaoxia and said, "Don't worry, let's hold a simple memorial service for your sister the day after tomorrow, what do you think?" ”

"Everything is up to you, then we'll see you the day after tomorrow!" After saying that, she picked up her sister's body and slowly walked out of the ward, and I looked at her back in the distance. There are thousands of thoughts in my heart, and there is an indescribable sentimentality.

When I left the hospital, I asked Ah Wei to help me contact a funeral home. Then he walked back to his residence slowly, and sent a message to Fangfang's mobile phone before going to bed, with the content: "Tell me your address, and I will look for you the day after tomorrow." "After a while, there was a reply: Don't send a message to this mobile phone in the future, you can send it to this mobile phone with a ...... mobile phone number, let my sister rest in peace! I'll pick you up at the old place the day after tomorrow, and I don't know where we are. Don't look for me these days, I want to get along with my sister!