Chapter 34: Let's go

That night we went crazy all night, we held hands and sang, we hugged and danced, like two children who had not grown up, like all lovers who were still in love. We all know that maybe we only have this night's time, but unfortunately indulgence, we can cherish, we can forget all the things we shouldn't think, but we don't break through the bottom line, we just forget the time in the snow!

When the first rays of sunlight fell on my face, shining warmly on me, I slowly woke up, my whole body ached, it seems that this night of tossing is really not something I can bear at my age. I forgot when I came back last night, and I felt like I went home and fell asleep. Look at the time is about ten o'clock, this sleep is so good, I searched all over the house, I really didn't see the figure of Nan Nan vase, only on the dining table, I saw a note left by Nan Nan vase. Juanxiu's font is full of articles, I picked it up and looked at it carefully!

"Feng, I'm leaving! I'm not going to say anything goodbye, so I'll write you a note. But I want to thank you for giving me a sense of love. Like you said, maybe it's a moth, even if I only put out the fire once, I'm willing! Feng, in fact, I'm not as stupid as you think, I know who you have in your heart, but I'm just not convinced, I haven't lost since I was a child, and I haven't begged someone like this in a low voice, until now I will get whatever I want. But with you, I lost, I lost badly, to someone I had never met, to lose all my own feelings! Seriously, I'm unwilling, I'm really unwilling! Alas, but, what can be done if you are unwilling, who called you a stupid big colored moth! I want to say, I thank you, thank you for being in my life, if time can really be turned back, I wish you had met me for the first time! I'm gone, you don't have to look for me, I know you won't go to me either! Hey, leave me a deep blessing, I know that sometimes letting go is also a kind of love! Don't come to me! I'm afraid I won't be able to live without you again! A little moth who loves you! ”

I savored the words left by the Nan Nan vase, and there was some heartache in my heart, really, really heartache, this is a feeling I haven't felt for a long time! I know she's gone, she's really gone, maybe that's okay, I can't chase her anymore, no, maybe it's good for both of us, I firmly believe in my feelings for Wanrou, I can't pursue the other before giving up one, it's three people who are suffering. I carefully folded the note and placed it on the bottom of my wallet, maybe so that I could store it near my heart, which is the closest distance to centrifugation!

I lit a cigarette and sat quietly by the window, staring blankly, letting the sun rage on me, thinking about what had happened in the past few days, a tear couldn't help but flow in the corner of my eye, maybe it was really like Nan Nan vase said, I was a stupid moth!

The phone rang, and I picked it up and said "Hey!" "Brother, what's wrong, why are you so unmotivated!" As soon as I heard it, I stayed, "It's okay, what's wrong?" "What else do I want to ask you? You don't know yet? "What do I know? Just get up! "Did you and Nan Nan quarrel?" "What a fight! We didn't start either, did we? "Didn't you start? I'm dizzy! "What the hell is going on with you kid! I'm annoyed by that, hurry up! "Yes, brother, you didn't look at Nan Nan's circle of friends!" "What's wrong?" I asked weakly. "This little girl has gone to Hainan! Leave a big push for sad words! I wonder if you dumped people! "What!" I stand up! As if he had heard some bad news, his stiff body didn't speak for a long time! "Hey! Feed! Brother, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me! Feed! Hey??????"

For a long time, I said into the phone, "Well, I know!" After saying that, I put down the phone, Nan Nan vase is really gone, go to Hainan, it's also good, I took the mobile phone and looked at it, and saw a photo of her holding a plane ticket, and she left a sentence below, "Leave the sad land, leave the beloved you!" "I saw clearly that the time was twelve and ten o'clock.

I lit a cigarette and spun around the room, like a fly without a head, wandering around the target. I was restless, my mind was distracted, and I knew that sometimes impulsiveness is a devil, and sometimes people have zero IQ when they are irritable. I didn't even think much about it, I got dressed and went downstairs to look for a car! I'm going to the airport, I'm going to find Nan Nan's vase, what's the matter with this girl leaving me a note! How did you fly away on your own without my permission! Yes, I'm going to find her and ask her face to face!

Yesterday's heavy snow was very thick, the car on the road was very slow, I kept urging the driver to let him hurry up, but how to urge the speed of the car is not to speed up, I was very anxious, watching the time fly by little by little. Looking at the time, I can catch up in a hurry, but I thought to myself that with such a heavy snowfall, the plane will be delayed!

When I finally arrived at the airport, I left 200 yuan and told the driver that I didn't need to look for it, and got off the bus and flew to the terminal!

The crowd flowed, I looked at the security checkpoint, and one by one the figures passed by me, and I didn't find the shadow of Nan Nan's vase. Looking at the time, there is still half an hour before the plane takes off, and I know that I didn't catch up, maybe I missed the Nan Nan vase just like that. I shook my head, forget it, let's go!

Picking up the phone, I dialed her phone with the last glimmer of hope, but I didn't expect the phone to work, and she hadn't gotten on the plane yet! "Huh? Big color pig! Missed me? I knew that I couldn't say anything else, and I couldn't give Nan Nan a vase a glimmer of hope, so I paused for a second, adjusted my mood, and I changed the version, "Phew, White Rabbit, I wish you a smooth journey!" "Hmph, I'm not in the mood at all!" "Hehe, I know you're out, have fun!" "You didn't even come to see me off!" "You didn't tell me either!" "Woohoo! I miss you! "Cut, have fun, girl!" "Really, I really miss you!" "Nan Nan, I know there are some things I didn't say, I hope you understand!" "Hey, I know. Wishing you happiness! "Hehe, when will you be back?" I'll pick you up! "Hee-hee, after the New Year, I want to go out for a walk now!" "Well, well! Go ahead! "The plane will take off in a while, I'll hang up first, have you gotten up?" "Well, get up, have a good trip! Bye! "Well, take care of your injuries and don't drink! Bye! "We put the phone off at the same time! Maybe we all have something we want to say, but we don't say it.

I watched the plane take off, waved silently, let's go! If I could, I would have said sorry to you, but goodbye my love!