Chapter 35: I Should Go Out for a Walk

Watching the plane take off, my mood fell to the bottom, I stood quietly in the waiting hall where I could see the tarmac for a long time and did not leave, if it was possible, I really wanted to hug Nan Nan vase into my arms, even if it was only for a second, even if the thought was only a short momentary reaction. I knew that maybe leaving was a possibility, and that we might never see each other again. I kept asking myself, if I could do it all over again, who would I choose?

People are sometimes a contradictory animal, and when they miss it, they always think about how to find a medicine for regret, and often this miss is that there is no cure.

I bowed my head and went home depressed, called Ryu and asked him to ask a few people to drink with me. Stay can always figure out my mood, I always think this kid is good at political work, he asked me, "Can you drink like this?" "Drink, I see!" "It's novel enough, okay, I'll accompany you, I'll see you in the evening, wait for me to go back and borrow you!" "Okay, you can call me!"

I wasn't in the mood to eat all day, so I sat in front of the window, smoking cigarette after cigarette, and kept asking myself repeatedly, who should I choose? I know that from the moment Nan Nan vase left, I should have fallen in love with her, but this love is also with her departure, buried deep in my heart, I can't say, no one can say it, let it sink into the sea of China with the wind!

Time always flies, and in the blink of an eye, when the night sky is full of stars and the lights are on, stay back to pick me up for a drink. Qing and Lijun were there, but no one spoke, just the three of them continued to drink bottle by bottle, and I just drank water by myself.

After a few bottles, I was depressed by the oppressive atmosphere, and then the wine said to me, "Brother, let's go, it's good, brothers introduce you to it!" "I lowered my head, slowly raised it, looked at Liu, and then looked at Qinghe Lijun, they all cast concerned glances at me, and I knew that my brothers were worried about me! I said, "It's okay, I didn't take it seriously!" "Leave a pout" I'll go, that's it, it's not serious! ”

I tried to squeeze out a smile and forced a smile, "It's all right, come on, you guys keep drinking!" After saying that, I lowered my head and drank the water again, leaving them to sigh, and gave each other an impatient look, "Come on, let's drink, this kid is estimated to slow down for a few days!" "yes, let him take a few breaths!"

A few more bottles, they couldn't drink, Li Jun was in a hurry to go home, leaving the three of us idlers, after wandering left and right, under the suggestion of Liu, I found a song hall to sing, that kid meant to let me relax, and then whispered in my ear, "Brother, take you to a good place, open your eyes!" "The stealing Qing is eyes lit up, but I still didn't mention much interest, which old question still existed in my mind, who should I choose? But he still nodded and followed them.

The door of this song hall we came to was not big, but there was something special about it. The waiter in front of the door enthusiastically came up, and saw that the waiter was enthusiastic and said, "Brother Liu, here, please go inside!" Stay to see this kid, and whisper, "I'm here with my buddies, introduce me to a few good little girls!" "Brother, don't worry!" After speaking, he shouted into the house, "Your guest is coming, please on the second floor!" ”

Under his guidance, we went directly to the second floor, randomly chose a private room, and said to me, "Brother will give it to you*, play with you!" After speaking, he raised his eyebrows and looked completely obscene! Please be over there and can't hold back the joy in your heart, and call for come, come quickly, and also look like a monkey is in a hurry, I sighed and said to Liu, "Whatever, I don't care!" Lingering and sighing, he shook his head impatiently!

In the kung fu of our talking, a group of little girls came in, all of them were wearing heavy makeup, and the clothes were also slightly exposed, in this cold winter wax moon, wearing it like this, it was really a little different scenery, but I was still not in the mood to appreciate it, and randomly called one to accompany me!

Seeing that everyone was chosen, the wine came up, and he kept the microphone and yelled, "It's over!" Then he got into the arms of the little sister he chose, rubbed it, I looked at it and shook my head, this kid is definitely a regular customer!

The girl next to me was screaming and laughing, and from time to time she brought wine for me to drink, but I just took the water to cater to her, and said to my little sister, "Give me a song, I'm here to sing!" The little sister pouted, "Isn't my brother supposed to please here?" "No, I'm here to drink water!" Stay next to pick up the stubble, "If you don't want to, just change it, there are a lot of people!" When the little sister heard this, she hurriedly said, "Brother, something else, I'll give you some songs, what song do you want to sing?" "Whatever, anything!" The little sister got up and went to order a song.

Stay at me and say, "Brother, relax, you have to think this can't work, let's change it!" I shook my head and said to him, "Okay, that's it!" ”

I'm singing one song after another, all sad songs! And the two of them had a great time, completely unaffected by my emotions. The wine was reduced one after another, and the people in the room became more and more open, and the little girls who accompanied the wine also drank a lot of wine, slowly writhing in the music. But I don't have the mood to appreciate it, they are getting closer and closer, and even the little sister next to me sticks to me. But I wasn't in that mood, so I put down the microphone and said to my little sister, "I'll go to the bathroom!" Leave her alone to drink! I think I'm really not suitable for this kind of occasion now, even if I was not suitable for it before, I can't see this kind of scene, maybe it's always a little hard to let go in my heart!

I sighed, and came out the door alone, let the cold wind blow, I don't think this kind of atmosphere is suitable for me, I really want to be quiet now! Lighting a cigarette, my mind is full of the shadow of Nan Nan's vase, her smile, her beauty, she accompanied me in the snow crazy night, and now everything is her! I don't know if it's right or wrong to think about it, but I can't stop thinking about it right now.

After a while, he stayed out to look for me, and when he saw me at the door, he was a little relieved, walked up and patted me on the shoulder, "Brother, bring me a cigarette!" I handed him a cigarette and lit the fire, he took a puff and spit out a smoke ring, "Brother, I can understand your mood now, but if you miss it, you miss it, and tomorrow will be better!" "I know, actually, I let it go!" "You also call it letting go! If you want me to say, brother, you might as well go out and take a walk! My eyes lit up and I asked, "What did you say?" "I said you should go out and relax!" I pondered over and over again, "Should I go out and walk, go around?" "Stay and nod to me vigorously!