Chapter Twenty-Three: That Year's Love Song

That night, Xiao Yin walked away very nervously with the graffiti colored by Lu Xue, and kept looking back when she left, as if she was afraid that the graffiti in her hand would fail. Neither Lu Xue nor I told her the real reason, but told her that the kid who used to bully her was a very talented person, he was very good at observing things, he was very good at describing what he saw in his own way, and his way of drawing had many similarities with a certain master in history, and maybe he would be a great person in the future. I saved the master's paintings into mp4 for Xiao Yin to compare with him, although Xiao Yin did not have many paintings of the master, but still did as he said.

Afterwards, Sun Hao asked suspiciously, why didn't he tell Xiao Yin the truth? Ruscher tells him that the best way to deceive herself is to deceive herself. Sun Hao scoffed at this. Zhou Ying just chuckled and watched us arguing, without speaking, without agreeing or objecting, she seemed to be thinking about something.

Zhou Ying didn't leave that night, she slept with Lu Xue in Lu Xue's room. She wanted to go back to her quarters, but none of the three of us agreed. Zhou Ying couldn't resist us, so she had to nod her head and stay.

Zhou Ying's home is in another city, and after graduating from college, maybe because of Xiaoshuai or because of work, anyway, she floated in this city like me. But her job is much better than mine, if the work is also high and low, Zhou Ying is an office girl, to use a popular word ol, the daily work is to deal with all kinds of documents and intrigue between colleagues, Zhou Ying is a very strong girl, I don't know how she copes with work, I don't know if she will regret staying in the city.

Regret, will you regret it, I don't know.

The next day, I still woke up at 6:30 to freshen up and get ready for the day's work. But strangely, Sun Hao also got up, and asked me with great concern, how is your body? Do you need him to do another shift for me? I thought about it, but I still refused. Sun Hao didn't say anything, just waved his hand, and went back to his room to sleep in his cage.

At seven o'clock, I arrived at the Internet café on time, and Wang Huan arrived before me as always. Aunt Liu is cleaning up the battlefield after the customers have fought all night, and Wang Huan is still sitting on the throne that belongs only to her, but today she didn't seem to browse the online store, but put on a very old song, holding her face with one hand, looking at the screen as if she were nothing, or looking at the door.

Wang Huan glanced at me when he saw me come in, still maintaining his posture, and waved at me with his other hand. My heart slammed, and I can imagine how this philosophical shopaholic would be in such a lonely and cute pose. What a mood I feel at this time. I regret that I didn't promise Sun Hao.

I pretended to be calm and approached the bar, Wang Huan was still in her cute pose, didn't look at me, just hummed softly to the music.

"The vast end of the world is your wandering, searching, always staying with each other is my footsteps, the dark lonely pillow is your tenderness, and the morning when I wake up is my sorrow."

This, there is a problem, there must be a problem. I pretended to be calm and walked into the bar and took a glass of water. Wang Huan continued to hum, with his back to me, and during the music break, he asked with or without a match, "Are you well?" ”

I nodded, but suddenly I realized that she didn't look at me, so I answered anyway.

Wang Huan still maintained his posture, did not look back, did not respond to me, and did not continue to hum with the music. I walked out of the bar with my cup and walked around to the front of her, but she still didn't look at me, and seemed to be listening to the song very seriously.

"Xiaoshan, can you tell me what kind of women men like?" After a long while, Wang Huan asked faintly.

"Women?" I frowned, closed my eyes, and opened them again, "First of all, it should be agreed, don't people say that behind every successful man there is a woman, in ancient times, men were engaged in hunting, hunting is a very dangerous thing, it is definitely a very solemn thing to let a hunter hand over his unguarded back to others, that person must be the person he absolutely agrees with." And to be gentle, to be kind, there will always be a madness in a man's bones who dare to fight hard, and gentleness is the best softener. Women should have their own opinions, so that they are not treated as prey but companions by men. ”

Wang Huan smiled faintly, straightened up, and leaned back in the chair, "I think women should also have their own jobs, because life and marriage are very boring, so we should find something more boring to alleviate them." She said with a light smile, still with that philosophical style.

I thought about it and nodded earnestly, glancing out the window, and the gentle singing in the stereo came from my ears.

"Maybe tomorrow when the sun goes down and the tired bird has returned, you will have embarked on the old way home, and it is rare to find a partner who knows each other again in life, and it will be difficult to give up the blue white clouds in life."

"My grandfather is sick, very sick, and the doctor said it may not be long." Wang Huan said quietly, as if he was saying to me, and as if he was saying to himself, "My relatives also understand that when the old man is old, there will always be such a day, so everyone feels that we should try our best to meet the wishes of the old man, so that the old man will have no regrets." ”

"My grandfather has always loved me, and when I went to see him yesterday, he was still saying that he regretted not being able to see me have a boyfriend and not being able to put me in the hands of a man who was reassuring. And I replied stupidly, it was because I didn't meet a good man like grandpa. Wang Huan whispered and stopped again.

"The rumbling thunderstorm is in front of my window, I can't forget the transformation of your departure, the lonely mood behind the lonely figure, and my eyes will never complain."

"Xiaoshan, have you ever regretted it?" She asked again.

Regret? I shook my head, I have no regrets. To be precise, regret is the recollection of the past. And I don't think about the past, and I'm not used to thinking about the future.

"My grandfather said that he was not a good man, and he was sorry for my grandmother. I haven't seen my grandmother, my grandmother died of tuberculosis many years ago, and my grandfather has never remarried, just pulling the family alone. Every time I go to my grandfather's house, I always see my grandfather chattering about my grandmother's ranking for a long time, never tired of it, never stopping. I always thought that my grandfather's marriage could be called a model of love, but yesterday my grandfather told me that this is not love, this is life. ”

"He said, he's sorry for my grandmother," Wang Huan paused for a moment, and then continued, "In those days, tuberculosis was an incurable disease, and my grandfather said that he was very anxious to see my grandmother lose weight day by day, but there was nothing he could do. An old woman next door said that if they had another wedding, Chong Chong would be happy, and maybe my grandmother's illness would be cured. My grandfather didn't say yes at the time, and then my grandmother left, but this incident became the thing my grandfather regretted the most, even though he knew that doing so would not cure the disease. And it looks silly. ”

"With your black eyes and your smiling face, it's hard to forget the change in your face, and the fluttering old time just slipped away, and when you turn your head back to see, it's been a few years in a hurry."

"Hehe," Wang Huan smiled softly, "I shouldn't have told you this, but I'm in a bad mood today, and I always want to find someone to talk to, although it looks silly, but at least I won't regret it." People always care too much about themselves and think too little about others. In the end, she said very philosophically.