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Ruscher is gone, to find her own path, I don't know if or where her path will turn, but anyway, she still has a path to follow, even if it's just a fleeting phantom. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

What about me, should I also find my own path?

Yes, I should also find my own path, even if I don't know where that path is, even if I hesitate, even if I am apprehensive, I should not stay any longer, it's time, it's time to face myself.

Two days later, I tendered my resignation, and the owner of the Internet café, Li Fatzi, said nothing, just smiled and patted me on the shoulder, and gave me an extra month's salary. But Aunt Liu sighed at my departure, and finally didn't forget to tell me to take care of myself.

I was replaced by a student from a nearby university, a sophomore this year, a little wooden, not talking much, but he was quite diligent in his work, just like me four years ago. Wang Huan didn't say anything about my departure, and she couldn't even see any change in mood, she was still swiping the web page as before, frantically scanning the goods, and finally Aunt Liu couldn't stand it, and hurriedly glanced at Wang Huan to say something, she just raised her head, and said with her usual philosophical style, "Who is not anyone's who's who, who is not anyone's passerby, today's seemingly life and death, maybe tomorrow a turn will meet again, so why say goodbye?" ”

I thought about it seriously and nodded silently.

The new network administrator looked at her in surprise and then at me, and asked in a low voice, "Wang Meinu has always been such a character and has always had such a temper?" ”

I thought about it and nodded.

"My character depends on who I am, and my temper depends on who you are." Wang Huan moved his gaze back to the screen again, and said in a voice that was neither high nor low, as if he was saying it to the new network administrator, and it seemed to be saying it to me.

Who am I?

I shook my head silently.

Who am I?

I am Zhao Qishan, a lost child, a child who has lost himself in the jungle of steel and concrete, in the paddock of a high-rise building, a person who has always disguised his hypocrisy with coldness, an indifferent person who has always disliked intervening in any problem, a numb person who seems to be shrewd and wise, but has no direction or goal.

Who am I?

This question is often combined with the two questions that follow it to form the famous Three Questions, Socrates' Three Questions.

Who am I? Where did it come from? Where are you going?

I'm Zhao Qishan, where should I go now? I don't know.

On the second day of my resignation, Sun Hao and they came, Xiao Shuai was also listed, they brought some dishes and a few boxes of beer, Xu saw my surprise, Zhang Hui, you are busy saying, today is a few brothers to drink, let the women stay away.

Sun Hao and Xiaoshuai booed disappreciatively, and I just shook my head silently.

After the wine and food were put on the table, Xiao Shuai picked up the wine glass and signaled to me, and drank it dry in one gulp, I looked at him, and followed his example, and drank it dry in one go, but I was choked and coughed.

"Xiaoshan, drink slowly, besides, Xiaoshuai, you are really not interesting, and you don't bring our brothers with you when you drink." Sun Hao said, not forgetting to glance at Zhang Hui.

"This cup is my tribute to Xiaoshan, you don't understand." Xiao Shuai shook his head and said incomprehensibly.

"Cut, like who hasn't been dumped Yes, come to Zhang Hui, we don't have the same knowledge as them, come to Brother Hao, I respect you." Sun Hao glanced at Xiao Shuai disappreciatively, and raised his glass to salute Zhang Hui.

"We're not dumped." Xiao Shuai said again.

"What's that? Do you mean that Xiaoshan dumped my sister, I said Keiko, do you believe it? ”

Zhang Hui hurriedly shook his head, "I don't believe it, even if there is only one man left in this world, I don't believe that he can shake off Lu Xue." ”

"So you don't understand." Xiao Shuai shook his head again.

"And what do you say?" Sun Hao seemed to be interested, put down the wine glass and looked at him with interest.

"Fate, that's fate, you know? Why can't two people who love each other be together, why are they trying their best to fight for it, but they still can't get what they want, why are they running desperately but still wandering off the road, life, this is life, understand? There are times in life when you have to have it, and there is no time in life when you don't force it, when you try your best, you will slowly look down on it and slowly understand. ”

"I understand." Sun Hao sighed.

"I understand, too." Zhang Hui shook his head and sighed.

"But Xiaoshan won't understand." Sun Hao said again.

"I ...... I do not know. I shook my head slightly.

"Oh." Zhang Hui's eyes lit up and he looked at me strangely.

Sun Hao and Xiaoshuai also looked at each other and looked at me very strangely.

"I don't know, what kind of answer is that? If it had been before, you would have said that you would not believe it. Sun Hao pursed his lips disdainfully.

"I'm not sure."

"Confused," Xiao Shuai shook his head with a wry smile, "It's okay, it will pass soon, I have also experienced such a stage." ”

"Forget it, Xiaoshan, we don't know why you resigned, but have you figured out what to do next?" Zhang Hui diverted the topic and asked.

"Nope." I shook my head.

Where did it come from? Where are you going? I think I should go back to the beginning, go back there and re-examine my past.

"I think I should go back to square one." I whispered.

"The starting point?" Xiao Shuai suddenly laughed, "The starting point of fate? Where to look? ”

"The beginning of destiny? Is Xiaoshan talking about the soul? Zhang Hui took a deep breath and said lightly.

"Cut, soul, how can our freak hill believe in souls?" Sun Hao smiled, and at the same time glanced at me with disdain.

"Fate, soul, I don't know."

"Oh, it's not like you, you should just deny it, and then say a bunch of theories that we don't understand to refute, this is your mountain." Sun Hao continued to say unhurriedly.

"I really don't know now, and I can't be sure, I really don't know if my fate was really predestined." I closed my eyes and said it was very difficult.

"It's not like you." Xiao Shuai smiled, "You should be the kind of person who will seek answers no matter how difficult it is, no matter how obscure." ”

"Answer." I shook my head helplessly, "Fate, where is the soul going to find the answer." ”

"Maybe." Zhang Hui frowned, looked at us, and said softly but firmly.

"Where?" Sun Hao was very surprised.

"Hospital."

"Hospital?"

"Hospital, if there is a soul, then the place where it appears most often should be the hospital."

"Yes, that's right." Xiao Shuai nodded solemnly.

"A friend of mine is a doctor in a hospital, and he told me a few days ago that they lack a cleaning staff for the intensive care ward, why don't you try it?" Zhang Hui said tentatively again.

Hospital, fate, soul, I frowned and thought about it seriously, then looked at their eager eyes, and nodded for some reason, "Okay, I also want to see if there is really a soul and a fate." ”

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