Chapter 55: Fishing Alone in the Cold Water
readx;.read-contentp*{font-style:normal; font-weight:100; text-decoration:none; line-height:inherit; }.read-contentpcite{display:none; visibility:hidden; }
Lu Xue left, to pursue the path she agreed with, I didn't ask her if she would come back, she didn't say, I think maybe we were all afraid, we were all afraid to face the cruelty that made people palpitate the most. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Road, standing in the waiting room where people come and go, looking at the travelers in a hurry, I can't help but think, do they all have their own roads? What kind of roads are they? How did they get on their own path?
What about me? What about my path? I closed my eyes, still at a loss, I had no path.
"Luxue is still gone." Sun Hao said faintly.
"It's good to go, it's good to go." Lu Xue's mother said perfunctorily, her tone full of sadness and helplessness.
"She could have left without leaving." Sun Hao hesitated, but still said it.
Mother Lu Xue shook her head silently, "Human life is very short, and not at any time, everyone has a choice. Is that right? ”
Her last sentence should have been asked to me, it should have been said to me, and her tone was still so unimpressed, still still like that, and she didn't care about answering at all.
I shook my head slightly, squeezed through the noisy crowd, and hurried out of the waiting room. Choice, Luxue's mother is right again, not at any time, anyone has a choice, such as me.
What should I do now?
Confused, I didn't expect that in such a snowy afternoon, in such a place where people come and go, I was confused again, I haven't felt like this for a long time, it seems like many years, and I am about to forget the great changes that have happened.
It was such an afternoon, and the weather was so gloomy, and I was the same standing on the side of the crowded road, watching all kinds of people hurrying away, and the mood was the same I didn't know where to go.
Where to go, where to go?
I think about it, it's not so much that I'm lost again, it's that I've been confused, since a long time ago, and until now I've been in confusion, never left, never walked out. I've been camouflaging myself with that seemingly rational appearance, I've been deceiving myself with seemingly rigorous logic, I've never found my own direction, so what's the choice?
Direction, choice?
I don't know when I already raised my steps and walked up, I didn't care about the direction, I didn't look at the passing crowd, I didn't even hear Sun Hao calling me, I just wanted to walk, I just wanted not to let myself stay any longer, I just wanted to make myself look in a hurry like everyone else, even if it was just looking.
I don't know how far I've walked, how long I've walked, where I've passed, and I've forgotten the scenery on the side of the road and the light snow that stopped at some point.
The road has become endless, and the sky, the flying light snow has stopped, but the gloom still seems to be pressed down. To the left and right, full of withered weeds, mottled under the cover of plain snow, in front of me, a frozen river has somehow blocked the way.
"Where is this?" I asked to myself.
"Who knows?" Sun Hao replied angrily. "You've walked out of the airport, you've walked through the park, you've crossed the highway, and now you're asking me, 'Where is this?'
"Why are you here?"
"How fresh? Can I watch you walk away alone? ”
"Oh."
"And I also promised Wang Huan to take you back." Sun Hao suddenly became upset and said again.
I nodded, "You go back first, I want to go." ”
"You're ......, you're a freak." Sun Hao shook his head helplessly.
I didn't care about Sun Hao, and walked on the glacier with my feet up.
"Come back, danger! Hey......" Sun Hao shouted, and finally walked on the glacier helplessly.
It's a frozen river, the ice is very thick, it should be able to support people to walk, the river is not very wide, and there are a few simple tents made of plastic sheeting in the middle, I don't know what they are for. I came to a tent, leaned down, and looked carefully through the vapor inside, which saw an old man leisurely fishing with a fishing rod. Will he be able to catch a fish? I crouched outside the tent and thought blankly.
"It's cold outside, come in and see." The old man seemed to see us and greeted us warmly.
I shook my head silently, still crouching on the surface of the river.
"That bothered." Sun Hao hurriedly replied, and then pulled me into the tent without hesitation.
"Haha, old man, I'm interested." Sun Hao sat next to the old man, took out a cigarette, and handed it to the old man.
The old man took the cigarette and accepted Sun Hao with a smile to light it, "People are old and don't have so much energy to toss, so they can only do things that make you young people look boring." ”
"Where, where, fishing on the ice is a lot of fun." Sun Hao smiled and pandered.
"Can this catch a fish?" I asked.
"You're here for the fish?"
"It's not." I shook my head.
"Me neither." The old man smiled again.
"Then why are you here?"
"Xiaoshan," Sun Hao pulled my arm, signaling me not to say boring words, and then smiled at the old man, "Don't mind, old man, he just ...... Ah, just got some stimulation. ”
"Haha." The old man laughed and shook his head, indicating that he didn't care. "Why not be idle and indulge in landscapes?" The old man said without a look.
"What about the fish?" I crouched in front of the hewn hole in the ice, looked at the fish swimming under the surface of the water from time to time, and asked a little blankly.
"Fish? Are you afraid I'll catch all the fish here? ”
I shook my head.
"Heaven and earth are determined, life has a destiny, and so are fish." The old man said lightly.
"Yes." Sun Hao nodded solemnly after hearing this, and agreed very much.
"There are thousands of fish, not all fish will be caught, this is fate, people are old, they have experienced more, and they have seen more, they will believe in fate more and more, and more and more understand that manpower is sometimes poor."
At this moment, the fishing rod suddenly vibrate, and the old man hurriedly pulled the fishing line lightly, but there was no fish on the hook, and the fish had already bitten the bait and swam away happily.
The old man smiled and shook his head, put on the bait again, and shook the hook into the water. "Fish also have the fate of fish, people also have people, don't all things in heaven and earth run like this?"
Destiny? I shook my head.
Fate, somehow, I suddenly began to doubt my previous cognition, and for a while I was in a trance, not knowing whether to continue to believe in my logical cognition all along, or to believe that everything is fixed.
Logical cognition? Everything is fixed? I do not know.
Choice, direction, road.
How do I choose, how do I find my direction, and where does the road go?
I let out a long sigh and looked up at the sky outside the tent, which was still overcast, so misty and psychedelic against the plastic sheeting.
To combat piracy and support genuine copying, please read the latest content on the Internet. Current User ID: , Current User Name: