Who do you think of when you're lonely? Will you remember who you used to be? When the meeting becomes oblivion, do you still remember him at the beginning? It's good to keep some things in mind.

Looking at her misty eyes, the past haunted me. We used to love each other in that spring, everything began to be beautiful, and I vaguely remember her smile back then, which was imprinted in the bottom of my heart. Although it is short but eternal, the general reason is that it did not come together, and perhaps it is because I don't cherish it.

When I was in college, I didn't expect that we would be in different schools in the same city, when she contacted me, I was quite surprised, I thought I would start over, but I never told her what I said from the bottom of my heart, even though we watched movies and ate together every winter and summer vacation, but the opportunity slipped around me like that, maybe she was really giving me a chance at that time.

In my impression, she is a strong girl, everything is in her heart, and she is also influencing me not to give up easily. I remember when she wrote on my feet, "If the love between the two is long, how can it be in the morning and twilight." "I ran to the water room alone to study, it is difficult to see its meaning, and I can't see its essence for a long time, there was no Baidu at that time, but I was thinking about how long this hard-won love can be fresh, how can I understand her cherishment of that love, I remember that our love was still very innocent at that time, but she understood the true meaning of love earlier than me.

Later, when it was college graduation season, we went to the park, we held hands, we sang, we smiled at each other, and I thought it was time for me to express my feelings, when I drank 2 bottles of beer for lunch to strengthen my courage. But it wasn't me who spoke first, it was her, she said, "Feng, I have a partner, maybe I'll get married after graduation without accident, I hope you can be happy, and it's time to find a suitable person." "For a moment, it was as if I had fallen from heaven to hell, and the sudden pain in my heart was indescribable, a fact that I could not accept. I want to tell her how much I love her, how much I want to really hold her hand in this life and never let go, but the reality is so cruel. Tears rolled in my eyes, I knew that I had lost her, I was not weak in front of her, leaving a message wishing you happiness and disappearing in front of her.

A week before she was going to get married, she asked me out for dinner, first, to tell me the good news of her marriage, and secondly, to pay off the money borrowed from college, I knew that she was telling me that we were indeed completely finished, and I could feel the happiness in her heart, and I told her that I would definitely attend the wedding party, but I couldn't go and block the door for her like a friend, I couldn't see that scene. I went to the wedding party, but I also brought a so-called girlfriend with me, and I wanted to tell her that I was alive and well.

Every New Year's holiday, we send each other a text message of blessing, maybe like a friend to send a blessing from the bottom of our hearts, maybe it is just a blessing, but who knows that.

In just ten meters, I really want to go through ten years, and everything that happened to us in the past ten years is like a movie, and the scenes appear in front of my eyes. This is the first time we have met since she got married, but looking at her today, I really want to get drunk by myself, because my eyes are blurred, I can't find her who was firm and persistent back then.

She looked at me, she wanted to say and stopped, maybe she didn't know what was the opening sentence now, I sat quietly beside her, looking at her, maybe the years have left marks on our faces. After a while, we all looked up at each other and said "Hey, long time no see!" We both laughed, and I said, "How's it going?" "After she got married, I basically didn't call her, I knew that wasn't what I had to do, and I couldn't handle my emotions well." Pretty good, you? "I'm also fine, Li Jun's daughter-in-law is pregnant, so I will accompany him out to drink." "What a happy event!" She leaned over and toasted to our table, and several of them raised their glasses and smiled, but I don't think they knew what was going on, and when she was done, she turned to the waiter and shouted, "Friends have a happy event, give everyone a drink, count it in mine!" When she had said that, she turned to look at me, leaned over to me again, and whispered, "Don't you want to treat me to a drink?" I frowned slightly, watched her finish it all, and listened to her, "I think you've drunk enough today, what's wrong?" "Feng, how did you become a mother-in-law, you weren't like this before, drink some wine!" I suddenly felt inexplicably angry, I couldn't say it, I was angry, I couldn't stand and watch her treat myself like this, I accentuated my tone, "I said, you've drunk enough." ”

She looked at me in a daze, as if she had suddenly met me newly, because in her impression I had never spoken in an accentuated tone, even if we had broken up until now, and I could vaguely see a little mist in her eyes. "What's wrong with me wanting to have some drink? I want you to take care of me! I sighed and said softly, "It's not good to drink too much!" "Hey, you still haven't changed." "It's changed, but you didn't notice it." "It's been three years in the blink of an eye, and time flies so fast!" I was just about to speak, when the waiter's voice sounded, "Beauty appreciates wine, salutes beauty!" There was a cheer of excitement from the bar, and some people looked at me as if they understood something, and I didn't care what they looked at me, and I said to her, "What's the matter?" Go home early! She seemed to smile wryly, "Home? Don't go home when you're drinking! Would you like to have a drink with me? Looking at the pleading eyes and expressions, I nodded, "Don't drink beer, disappoint, come have some whiteness!" It seems that you have a lot of wine, just your glass, why don't you divide the two. Looking at her with half a glass of wine left, I offered to divide the wine in her glass. She looked at the cup, then at me, hesitated, and smiled, "Well, okay!" ”

Actually, I didn't think much about it, I just wanted her to drink less, even though I took medicine at night, but this little wine should not be a big problem. Picking up the wine, we toasted each other, and I said, "This is a sip of the past." She said, "To the memory! "Well, reminiscence," the second salute meets! She said, "To the memory! "Well, or do you want to remember?" The third bite is happiness! She said, "To the memory! "How can you still honor memories? Didn't you drink too much of that? She smiled slyly, "Because there are only memories!" I suddenly realized, yes, there is no today and tomorrow, it is not just memories! Shaking his head, "Okay, you're right, memories!" ”

The wine in the glass was quickly finished, I looked at her, her face turned a little redder, I knew that she had drunk about the same, "Wine is like this, let's talk about it, why don't you come home and drink at night?" What happened? "I'm fine, nothing." "Are you still applauding? Coming out on the big night to get drunk? Your husband doesn't care about you! "Feng, I'm surprised to see me, but I'm also very happy, can't you say something else when you meet old friends?" "Alas, well, I'll send you home!" "I don't want to go home!" "Then stop drinking, let's go out for a walk!" She looked at me and frowned slightly, "I'm a man with a husband!" I was sweating profusely, "I'll admit you didn't drink much, but don't think about it!" I just want to chat with you and make you drink less! She smiled, thinking about her this time, "Hehe, tease you, let's go, I can't drink anymore!" "You've changed!" "Huh? How did I change? "It's going to be a joke." "Didn't you say that people change? Isn't that bad? "Okay, I'm afraid you'll learn badly!" "I shouldn't have become worse than you!" "Okay, you're amazing, let's not discuss this, let's go out for a walk!" "Yes!"

When she got up, she shook slightly, I subconsciously held her arm, she raised her head and smiled at me, so we walked out of the bar under the strange eyes of everyone, and when I went out, I also saw the waiter give me a thumbs up, I shook my head and smiled, we have known each other for a long time! Forget it, don't bother with their eyes! As soon as he went out, he chased him out, he and Xiao Jiang greeted each other, and before he could speak, Xiao Jiang said to Liu, "I'm sorry, it's okay to lend me the peak for a while!" My face was full of black lines, and when I watched Liu's expression gradually turn into obsceneness, I wanted to go up and kick this guy, but he still had words that made you crazy, "Sister needs it, take it anytime!" "Damn, don't talk nonsense, I'll walk with her, sober up, you go back and talk to them, and drink another day!" Ryu nodded and patted me, I knew what he was going to say, and I whispered in his ear "Don't worry, just go!" Ruu stood at the door of the bar, watched us walk down the road, sighed, and shook his head again.

We walked on our arms like this, and she said, "Don't you have anything to say to me?" There may have been, and there may have been, but it's time for you to go home! She smiled, I couldn't see her expression, but I heard her tone of voice "Hehe, it's been a long time, once, who knows that!" "yes, I didn't tell her before, and I can't say it now!" Don't you have anything to tell me? Like coming for a drink tonight? "You see it all, think for yourself, like you didn't tell me!" "Well, actually" Before I could finish speaking, she interrupted me, "Feng, thank you, send me home." "Thank you for what? I'll give you a taxi, maybe drop you off! "Well, it's good to send me too!" The next thing we did not talk to was that I really didn't know what to say, she didn't want to say that I couldn't ask, it was just a guess, maybe it was just a guess, everything should be thought of as a good thing.

I watched her walk into the unit door, and I didn't send her upstairs because I couldn't; I didn't give her a hug because I couldn't; I didn't even say goodbye because I couldn't; All I could do was smile at her, leave my blessings, and watch her disappear into that hallway.