Many contradictions made Li Feng start to have a little headache.

"A natural result?" Li Jiaojiao was obviously puzzled.

After shaking her little head, Li Jiaojiao felt that she was a little lady and should not ask about this matter anymore, so she concentrated on doing her homework, Li Feng also breathed a sigh of relief, stopped thinking nonsense, and started to do her homework, but soon after, the tip of the pencil that Li Feng was holding was broken all of a sudden, because of another problem with Li Jiaojiao.

"What's it like to be like that? Isn't it fun? ”

Li Feng was stunned for a moment, glanced at the rare and somewhat embarrassed tablemate, and then replied with some difficulty: "Li Jiaojiao, this ...... This is what you will experience in the future, it seems...... You don't have to be so ......, and if you want me to say that I can't say it clearly, to put it bluntly, I can only understand it but can't say it. ”

Li Feng was still afraid that Li Jiaojiao would be wrong, and it was very difficult to say it very tactfully, but Li Feng thought too much, Li Jiaojiao just thought that Li Feng was unwilling to say, glared at Li Feng and said: "If you don't say it, don't say it, and make excuses, hey, I'm your tablemate, you have to pay attention to this at all times." ”

Li Feng was a little confused, it sounded like Li Jiaojiao was jealous, but what was there to be jealous of? It's really not right to say that you're like this.,Now it's hard to study hard and work hard is what you should devote all your energy to.,To put it bluntly like this, it's a typical example of not doing business and greedy for beauty and self-depravity.,This is all written in the history books.,These people abound in history.,Hundreds of thousands of years are still being criticized.,How is it a miserable word.,And how to say this kind of thing is a girl's loss, right? This is a universal view, how can Li Jiaojiao envy others for doing that and have to get to the bottom of it? Don't...... Isn't that what the girls think of this kind of? But this world should include girls, right? Could it be that girls don't belong to the world? But how is this possible? Otherwise, what are the girls counting?

In fact, Li Feng's answer to some of his thoughts is yes, of course the girls are human beings, but they are by no means the same, they belong to another unified human nation, and they are very distinct from men of any race, in the eyes of men, universal laws are simply meaningless in the eyes of girls and do not get any recognition, where there is another set of recognized codes of conduct in the implementation, but the girls are too lazy to tell the boys, let some fools continue to be proud of themselves.

Li Feng, who was even more confused, could only nod, indicating that she remembered Li Jiaojiao's warning, she was his tablemate, which meant that she was also a special one different from other girls, and she should at least be honest with this special one.

That's probably what it means, at least that's how Li Feng understands it.

Li Feng remembered it in her heart, but Li Jiaojiao was dissatisfied and thought that Li Feng was completely perfunctory to herself, how to say this, this is a typical case of having a piece of fragrant meat to eat and completely forgetting that there is more meat, but Li Jiaojiao was about to condemn Li Feng when she finally realized that such a metaphor is not right, and condemning Li Feng on this matter is completely ignorant and unreasonable, I really think that this conversation and my own thoughts are chaotic and should be meaningless, but why is this!?

Li Jiaojiao wanted to figure all this out, but the result was only more chaotic, and in the end, Li Jiaojiao could only scribble the desk with a pen in anger, and the scribbling of the big turtle and mouse was angry.

In fact, it's very simple, seeing that the boys who don't look down on you can make love with other girls, and she is big Li Jiaojiao, excellent Jiaojiao, beautiful Jiaojiao, and powerful Jiaojiao, but there is nothing or a blank, after comparison, Li Jiaojiao thinks that things are wrong, and she should walk in front of the same table, but the truth is the opposite, so Li Jiaojiao is really anxious and really jealous, envious and dissatisfied.

It's just that Li Jiaojiao herself will never think about this reality.

And Li Feng, even the things that have estrangement from his father are put in the back of his mind, he has begun to hope that it will continue like this, but in fact, in the bottom of his heart, a clear voice told him that this is simply impossible, wake up, don't be naïve, fool, but Li Feng will never listen to it for the time being, although there seem to be more and more troubles and problems, but these are also temporarily put on hold by Li Feng, because he knows that this is the price of growth, but he might as well face and solve it later, as for now, he might as well go and cherish this beautiful time.

As for whether he will be injured in the future if he continues like this, Li Feng doesn't want to think about it, with his body, what else do he want to have this kind of journey.

On the nineteenth day of the official start of the first love, Zhen Shanshan accompanied Li Feng to lunch at noon and then pulled him to the photo studio, the two took two photos together, Zhen Shanshan sat deliberately low and snuggled up next to Li Feng and said that it was for Li Feng to be a souvenir, and the second one Zhen Shanshan had a whim, so she hugged Li Feng and sat in her arms and took a photo, this one was reserved for herself, watching the happy Zhen Shanshan picking a photo, she wanted to take the best one of the three photos taken in the same pose to develop, Li Feng stood aside and clearly realized for the first time that the worries he didn't want to think about were not superfluous, the haze in the good days had become heavier and heavier, and at the same time, looking at Zhen Shanshan Li Feng was also a little puzzled, what kind of mentality did she use to look at this part of her journey?

Li Feng had never taken the initiative to ask Zhen Shanshan about this question in his life, but in the end he knew it clearly, because it wouldn't be long before Zhen Shanshan would tell him personally.

In the afternoon of the same day, it was the turn of Li Feng and Li Jiaojiao to be on duty, and they had to clean up after school in the afternoon, sprinkle water and sweep the floor and take out the garbage.

However, after Li Jiaojiao inquired about the news and told Li Feng, Li Feng also went to the head teacher, saying that his illness was not so serious, at least cleaning was no problem, since Li Feng insisted, the head teacher naturally asked Zhen Shanshan Li Feng and Li Jiaojiao to clean up together in groups of three, it happened that Zhen Shanshan's left arm was also a little problematic, and he had been wrapped in gauze, Li Feng got his wish, and it was impossible for him to watch his girlfriend work and relax on the side.

After school in the afternoon, Li Feng and Zhen Shanshan chatted about me, I talked and laughed, and cooperated with intimate cleaning, Li Jiaojiao worked silently from afar, Li Feng clearly knew that the day of separation was getting closer and closer, so he especially cherished the time with Zhen Shanshan, so he didn't pay attention to Li Jiaojiao's emotions at all, so soon after, Li Feng watched Li Jiaojiao angrily drop the broom, kicked over the bucket and grew out of the classroom door with a cold snort, and knocked down a desk before leaving.

Li Jiaojiao's sudden anger and violence startled Zhen Shanshan, snuggled up to Li Feng, and waited for Li Jiaojiao to leave, then asked Li Feng with doubts: "What's wrong with her?" ”

Li Jiaojiao is Li Feng's tablemate, and now that Li Jiaojiao is like this, Zhen Shanshan feels that it is necessary for her to ask her boyfriend what is going on? Is there something else hidden in this?

"How do I know what's wrong with her, anyway, she doesn't seem to be in a good mood lately, it's not very right, and it's a little weird." Li Feng could only answer like this.

Zhen Shanshan thought for a while and said, "Will it be ...... Could it be that Li Jiaojiao likes you? ”

"Shanshan, you want to go there, it's impossible, she has always been unaccustomed to seeing me like I'm going to die." Li Feng was also at a loss when he said this, not caring about the crazy Li Jiaojiao, but thinking of himself and Shanshan, Shanshan could indifferently say that she wanted to take a photo as a souvenir, is it because of her body? What if I got better?

Thinking of this, Li Feng became a little tired and hated his body for the first time, but the fact is that he can be as powerless as he wants, and this doesn't seem to be something he can do as he wants.

Fortunately, this can't make Li Feng completely depressed, not that Li Feng has a steelrope will and nerves, but he has been used to it since he was a child, and he has long known that reality and ideals are not comparable.

For example, now, without Li Jiaojiao's help, when Li Feng and Zhen Shanshan finished cleaning up the classroom, Li Feng was already a little breathless, Zhen Shanshan was a little embarrassed in her eyes, but in the end she still planned to send Li Feng home, Zhen Shanshan's embarrassment was because her mother had been staring at her very tightly recently, and she didn't go to dinner with her mother at noon or quarreled with her two fights, and it was not appropriate to let her mother and Li Feng meet at this time, but she didn't want to see Li Feng so tired and walk home.

However, after Zhen Shanshan put it forward, Li Feng firmly refused, just to save face Li Feng also insisted on his own opinion, helplessly, after the two separated at the school gate, Zhen Shanshan looked at Li Feng's tired and left figure and stood for a long time.

After Li Feng arrived home, Li's mother was very worried and asked why she came back so late, Li Feng said about the duty, Li's mother didn't know what to say, the son she gave birth to knew that Li Feng was actually very strong, and insisted on being on duty to prove something, so Li's mother just told Li Feng that he wanted to pay attention to what he could do, and don't force him to do anything, if he is really injured or his body is not good, it is not Li Feng's own body that hurts, but the hearts of his parents.

Li Feng honestly agreed, and then said hello to his father who was drinking and talking to his sister and sat down to eat, his father never asked about his homework, but his sister's homework father didn't forget to ask a few words when he drank, and now Li Feng naturally understands why, but this will only make him even more gloomy.

After dinner, Li Feng did not immediately go back to the room to do his homework, but asked his mother where his medical records were, and he wanted to take a look.

Li Feng's words made the faces of his parents change except for his sister, who was watching cartoons and was indifferent.

"What are you doing with your medical records? Are you feeling unwell again? Mother Li asked worriedly.

"No, I'm fine."

"So what's that stuff for? Studying hard is enough for you. ”

"Mom, I want to know what I'm like." Li Feng insisted.

Mother Li was still hesitant and was thinking about how to dispel her son's thoughts, but the father suddenly laughed and said loudly, "Okay! Yes, this is what my son looks like, no matter what he has the confidence to face everything, no matter what, he has the courage to know the truth, go and give it to him, give it to him. ”

Mother Li glared at her husband angrily, but Mother Li was a little weak because of the fact that his son was not young, and under Li Feng's persistence, three large cardboard boxes were pulled out from under the parents' bed.

Mother Li was also helpless: "If you really want to see it, then take a look, there are some things that need to be paid attention to, no matter how much we say, we are always afraid that you will not be able to remember, you can see it yourself and know it clearly, it is better than us always reminding you to be stronger, Feng'er, no matter what, you have to remember, my mother always hopes that you can live a long life." ”

Li Feng nodded, glanced at his mother gratefully, and then returned to the room with dozens of pieces of paper, naturally it was impossible to show Li Feng everything, and he was afraid that he would stay up, just find out some summary things.

Li Feng used to know about his condition, but he always saw flowers in the fog, but now, everything is clear.

There are many medical terms that Li Feng doesn't understand, but there are some Li Feng who can still understand it, in short, Li Feng's future is unpredictable, but with his current situation, there are too many unfavorable ingredients for Li Feng's future, and Li Feng can still grow up to adulthood if he takes conservative and long-term treatment and recuperation, but the situation in Li Feng's family obviously does not allow and does not have that condition, in this case, it is a little unpredictable whether Li Feng can grow up, so he can only walk and see, in order to reduce the potential factors of unfavorability, Li Feng needs to pay attention to a lot, These include avoiding light, being quiet, not having large mood swings, not smoking or drinking, not using your brain too much, trying to avoid any collisions and never being too tired, and from the last one it can be easily concluded that Li Feng is by no means suitable for marriage, and even if she is reluctant, she will probably not have ......offspring.

Seeing this, Li Feng remembered what burst of tingling pain in his brain and almost fainted, in the end, it was still so real, gritting his teeth and enduring it, Li Feng's trembling and weak hands quietly slipped on the table.

That night, Li Feng didn't go to tutor his sister's homework, he fell asleep early, his head turned in, he began to doubt the meaning of his life for the first time, and because of Zhen Shanshan's introduction, Li Feng felt that his head was dizzy and tingling for a while, and then Li Feng felt that his whole body seemed to be scattered, not to mention the tide-like weakness and pain completely overwhelmed him, in this case, Li Feng still tried his best to prevent his body from trembling, he knew that his mother was very worried, and he would open the door from time to time to check, And he didn't want his mother to bother with him anymore, because ...... I may not have a chance to live to adulthood, I can't repay my kindness, and I have no hope, why bother my parents? In that case, why don't you die? But you can't die, what is the consequence of your parents who have paid so much for themselves but have committed suicide? What happens to a mother who loves her so much in despair!? Children should be considered for their parents, but how cruel is it to live without hope like this!?

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