Chapter 5: Affair
Gu Xiaojing looked at An Dong and said faintly, how could people's fates be so different.
An Dong smiled somewhat bleakly, you still have someone to quarrel with, what about me, do you know what it's like to face an empty room every day? That feeling is like standing alone in the empty world, boundless, empty, that kind of boundless loneliness, have you ever experienced it?
An Dong, you are a rich and noble disease with good family conditions and idleness. Look at me, I'm busy all day long for life, do I dare to think about this in my spare time? The old woman is sick, she wants medical expenses, the children go to school, the tuition fees, the family's food and clothing, which I don't have to worry about, others look at me dressed up very brightly, but I don't know that my heart is also empty and panicked. Although I seem to have a husband on the surface, what is the difference between that person, who has it and has not? Gu Xiaojing said, her expression gradually dimmed.
So what's next for you? An Dong looked at Gu Xiaojing, her heart was full of sympathy, she knew that she didn't look at Gu Xiaojing's beauty in front of people, she could speak well, but in fact, life was very hard and stressful, but Gu Xiaojing was strong and didn't want others to look down on her, so she held on in front of people.
I feel that Chen Zhigang has lost his responsibility to be a man. I separated from him for the time being, so that I could calm down and see if my marriage with him was still necessary. After Gu Xiaojing finished speaking, her eyes looked out of the window, outside the window, there was a lot of traffic, and people were walking in a hurry.
An Dong didn't say anything anymore, and was silent with Gu Xiaojing.
The two of them fell silent, and An Dong began to think about his own business.
She wondered why. Since He Fei appeared in front of her, she never thought about whether He Fei was rich or not, but since the moment he appeared, he made her feel happy from the bottom of her heart. She was with him, she spent money for him to buy antiques and open a gallery, she thought that if one day He Fei was sick and had a serious illness that was vital to her life, then she would rather go bankrupt than treat He Fei, including Jiang Xueyun, she would treat her like this, whether she was for him or for her, she had a love from the bottom of her heart. She said that she didn't know what kind of psychology she was, she couldn't analyze it, she only knew that when she thought of Jiang Xueyun, her heart would hurt heavily, thinking of He Fei, that gentle and kind smile appeared in front of her, and her heart immediately surged with irrepressible tenderness.
She didn't want to listen to Gu Xiaojing's messy clichés anymore, she got up and went to the bathroom, and sent a message to He Fei, baby, I miss you, kiss you!
He Fei was cooking with Jiang Xueyun at the time, He Fei liked to eat fried noodles made by Jiang Xueyun, he said that except for her wife's cooking, he couldn't eat such delicious fried noodles anywhere. Jiang Xueyun is good at cooking, in addition to the fried sauce of the old Beijing style, there are also those indescribable green vegetables, carrots, broccoli, cucumbers, shallots, green peppers, radishes and all kinds of vegetables of various colors, copy it with boiling water, finely cut into shreds, or dices, and put them in a small bowl with a complete set of patterns, and then make a unique secret soy sauce sauce by yourself, and the noodles should also be beaten with two eggs, add a bag of milk and knead them carefully, and then cut them densely into shreds, why not eat two large bowls every time, Never get tired of eating.
Jiang Xueyun is also happy to show her craft, as long as she wants to eat, she is not too troublesome at all, from procurement to production, she is happy to do it for half a day. In the morning, she sent away An Dong, she asked He Fei what he wanted to eat at noon, He Fei had something on her mind at the time, and casually said a word of fried noodles, Jiang Xueyun asked He Fei to turn the car, go to the mall, buy enough things you need, and then go home and start making fried noodles seriously.
He Fei saw Jiang Xueyun busy in the kitchen, and hurriedly ran over to help, he was used to it, he has always been such a happy and good-tempered man, all the people in his mind are the same, they are all respected, there has never been a distinction between men and women, high and low, he has never been like some macho men, thinking that women are born to serve their husbands and cook for their husbands, he is not like this, but whenever he has time, he always accompanies him to be busy together.
When An Dong sent a message, he was busy in the kitchen with Jiang Xueyun like this, "Didi" He and Jiang Xueyun heard his mobile phone ring at the same time, he was washing dishes at the time, and Jiang Xueyun had just finished cutting vegetables, Jiang Xueyun wiped his hand on his apron and said, you wash it, I'll help you see it.
There are almost no secrets between him and Jiang Xueyun, for so many years, his friends are Jiang Xueyun's friends, Jiang Xueyun's friends are also his friends, not to mention other relatives, including colleagues from both units, they are very familiar with each other. Jiang Xueyun said, walking towards the phone.
Don't, I'll do it myself. He Fei remembered the message An Dong sent him in the morning, and hurriedly stopped Jiang Xueyun, but it was too late, Jiang Xueyun had already picked up his mobile phone, and he stood behind Jiang Xueyun with wet hands.
The message was really sent by An Dong, Jiang Xueyun clicked and looked: Baby, I miss you, kiss you! He Fei's heart jumped "bang", as if he was about to jump out of his throat, he opened his mouth wide in horror, not knowing how to explain to Jiang Xueyun.
Jiang Xueyun looked at the information and was stunned for a moment, but in a short time, Jiang Xueyun burst out laughing, ha, this stupid Andong, how can this kind of information be sent casually, fortunately, it was sent to you, if it was sent to outsiders, people would definitely misunderstand. Jiang Xueyun said, took out his hand, and sure enough, there was also a message from An Dong on it: Baby, I miss you, what are you doing? Baby, are you here to play? And so on, several of these messages.
Jiang Xueyun smiled and called the phone, An Dong, you missed us as soon as you left in the morning, you come back, why don't the three of us live together! An Dong's familiar and hearty laughter came from the other side of the phone, she asked Jiang Xueyun what she made delicious, Jiang Xueyun said to make fried noodles, you come and eat. An Dong said I won't go over, you give the phone to He Fei, I'll talk to him for a few words, Jiang Xueyun laughed, handed the phone to He Fei, and then went into the kitchen alone to continue cooking, He Fei broke out in a cold sweat.
Since this morning, he feels that his heart is not as steady as before, and he is always in a half-carrying state, like a bomb, and he doesn't know when it will be detonated.
Putting down He Fei's phone, An Dong looked at Gu Xiaojing quietly for a while, and then told Gu Xiaojing that I was having an affair.
Gu Xiaojing was startled, but after a while, she calmed down again, pointed at An Dong and said, why is it right?
An Dong nodded.
Gu Xiaojing said I have long seen that you like He Fei, but because Jiang Xueyun was your good friend when you were a child, you couldn't bear to hurt her, but in the end you still couldn't help it, right?
An Dong nodded again.
So what do you do next? I know you're not a casual person who understands feelings, I'm scared, you know? Gu Xiaojing's speed of speaking became slower and slower, and An Dong's heart sank more and more. In fact, since Jiang Xueyun called just now, even since this morning, or since a long time ago, her heart began to sink, she fell in love with He Fei, her closest girlfriend Jiang Xueyun's husband when she was a child, how should she get along with them next, just now I heard the two of them making fried noodles together, her heart was indescribably sour, she remembered that when her husband was alive, she went to the kitchen to cook, Xiao Hua helped her tie an apron in the back, and now, the person she loves is helping others tie an apron, And that person is precisely the person she is most reluctant to hurt.
What are you afraid of? An Dong actually understood what Gu Xiaojing meant, but he still asked knowingly.
I'm afraid you're out of control. Gu Xiaojing stared at An Dong and said word by word.
Outside the window, a car "squeaked", two people couldn't help but twist their heads out of the window, a black sedan almost knocked down a woman, the woman screamed, and the car whizzed by......