Chapter 4 Separation

A war broke out in Gu Xiaojing's home.

Not long after An Dong returned home, Gu Xiaojing called. At that time, she was lying on the bed alone and reminiscing about He Fei and her situation, although she was drunk, she felt very good, as if she was covered with a beautiful veil. Since the death of her husband, more than a year, she has never had such a thing with a man, not even skin to skin, every night, she sleeps alone in the wide double bed, recalling her dear husband Xiao Hua's hug and breath, as time goes by, the temperature of that hug and breath gradually fades into a wisp of green smoke, although in the heart, but after all, can not resist the cold and loneliness of a person at night.

She likes He Fei, and it can be said that she saw He Fei from the first sight. He Fei's figure and temperament are very similar to her deceased husband Xiao Hua, especially He Fei is a painter, he is not in the world, and there is a simple happiness from the bottom of his heart with him. She and He Fei drank together, went to collect antiques together, and took out the money to let He Fei do what she liked, she felt willing, and she was happy when she saw the person she liked happy. Just like when she was a child, when she was with Jiang Xueyun, when Jiang Xueyun was happy, she would be inexplicably happy, and when Jiang Xueyun cried, she would be sad for no reason.

Thinking of Jiang Xueyun, her heart seemed to be pierced severely, the relationship between her and Jiang Xueyun is irreplaceable by any person, this kind of feeling, no matter how many years have passed, whether you see it or not, the feelings are there. How many years have I not been in touch, but after meeting, it is still a close relationship between the two little guesses. Two little guesses? Are she and Jiang Xueyun still two little guesses? They have all grown up, being wives and mothers, but she has more experience than Jiang Xueyun, the experience of losing her husband. That kind of pain, it hurts to the heart, watching the dearest person close her eyes beside her, and send the dear person out of this world with her own eyes and hands, that kind of pain is tantamount to dying once.

After Xiao Hua died, she was alone, but she met He Fei, Jiang Xueyun's husband. She saw with her own eyes the love between He Fei and Jiang Xueyun, which was like a tiny crochet needle, reminding her infinite past bit by bit. At that time, Xiao Hua was basically obedient to her, when she was young, she just started a business, Xiao Hua was reluctant to let her suffer, so she put down the scholar's shelf alone, ran around to talk about business, and sometimes couldn't eat a meal a day, later, their business became bigger and bigger, not only had their own stores, but also a large-scale mahogany furniture factory, not to mention that after Xiao Hua's death, the money that the driver compensated for, is the industry that Xiao Hua left her, An Dong sat and ate nothing, and she couldn't eat it all in three lifetimes. Therefore, An Dong has no concept of money, others have introduced her to many men, she doesn't like it, she doesn't like the kind of power and copper smell in them, and she likes it surprisingly like He Fei the kind of person who is detached and has no feeling for money and the world.

He Fei was with her, although He Fei was two years older than her, but he behaved like a younger brother who relied on his sister everywhere, she followed He Fei to collect antiques, He Fei was only interested in those antiques, as for what she paid him for, He Fei happily and happily like a child, it was very natural to accept. Every time, he first took out the money on his body and gave it to An Dong, so that An Dong knew how much money he had, and then he collected antiques wholeheartedly, the kind of detachment outside the object, the kind of persistence that was obsessed with one thing, so that An Dong liked it.

She actually rejected He Fei many times in her heart, just because He Fei was Jiang Xueyun's husband. But feelings are very strange, the more desperately she refuses, the closer it gets, and every few times at night, she dreams that she hugged He Fei tightly, but when she opened her eyes, she found that she was alone on the huge bed.

That night, she was drunk, but the more drunk she was, the more she insisted on missing, that kind of longing was stubborn like an invisible rope, the more she struggled, the closer she was tied, finally, she broke out of the cage and hugged He Fei desperately, at that moment, she felt that the whole world was drunk, everything was so wonderful, so wonderful that it was like Clayderman's piano music, which was meandering.

After dawn, the wine woke up, and she did not regret it. She didn't know what Jiang Xueyun would do when she found out, but she was willing to bear the consequences, even if it was a moth to the fire, the broken bones at that moment made her feel hearty.

Gu Xiaojing's words on the phone were like a string of cannons shooting at her ear bones, making her have to wake up from her imagination, she felt her ears buzzing, and couldn't help but cover her ears, asking Gu Xiaojing to speak slowly and say it again.

Finally she understood, it turned out that Gu Xiaojing answered her husband Chen Zhigang's call last night, so she went back early, and when she returned home, the two quarreled, until now the war is not over, Gu Xiaojing asked An Dong to go to her house quickly to prove that she was with An Dong last night.

An Dong listened to Gu Xiaojing's anxious tone, and before he sat down, he hurriedly drove to Gu Xiaojing's house.

Gu Xiaojing's home, it is clear that a war has just broken out, the afterglow of artillery fire and gunpowder smoke has not disappeared, there is a smell of bullets and bullets in the air, the house is chaotic, the furniture is piled up with thick dust, and the things in the room are piled up in a disorderly manner like a big warehouse, Gu Xiaojing and her husband Chen Zhigang are sitting on the edge of the bed, the other is sitting on the sofa, back to back, panting breathlessly.

What's going on? An Dong didn't know how to speak, so he asked casually.

When Gu Xiaojing saw An Dong coming, she suddenly stood up, pointed at Chen Zhigang and said, An Dong is here, you ask, you ask An Dong, was I with An Dong last night?

An Dong saw that Gu Xiaojing's eyes were a little swollen, obviously she hadn't slept well all night, she quickly explained to Chen Zhigang, saying that Jiang Xueyun's husband celebrated her birthday last night, and several of their sisters celebrated together and drank more.

Chen Zhigang listened, stood up angrily, and said dissatisfiedly, Is this still the appearance of a woman, why do you drink so much wine, I really don't know what is going on with you, hum.

Chen Zhigang's words blamed An Dong together, An Dong wanted to tell Chen Zhigang a few words, why women can earn money outside, they can't have occasions to socialize, but thinking that Gu Xiaojing was angry with Chen Zhigang, he didn't say anything.

I'm not like a woman, are you like a man? I didn't do anything when I got off the job, and I pointed to your wife to eat every day...... Gu Xiaojing frowned, pointing at Chen Zhigang and speaking mercilessly.

When did I point to you to eat. Chen Zhigang was a little unconfident in what he said, and stood up angrily.

also said that you don't point to me to eat, who gave 6,000 yuan to your sister when she got married, it's me-Gu Xiaojing! Where are you going to be a brother, can you point at you, and don't marry your sister if you point at you. The more Gu Xiaojing spoke, the more angry she became, and the more she talked.

Chen Zhigang muttered, "I'm too lazy to take care of you", and went out as soon as he lifted the curtain.

An Dong had heard Gu Xiaojing say before that Chen Zhigang had been laid off in the Material Bureau for several years, he couldn't do business, he would lose money in doing anything, he couldn't stand working for others, he was not old or young, a man stayed at home like that, occasionally went out to play mahjong, and Gu Xiaojing didn't care if he lost money, but now it seems that these are almost true.

Gu Xiaojing was still there huffing and counting Chen Zhigang, who had long since disappeared. An Dong looked at the messy environment around him, and felt that people who were not angry were going to be angry here, so he stood up and said, Let's go, Xiaojing, let's go out and say something.

In the coffee house on the island, An Dong and Gu Xiaojing found a window seat and sat down, An Dong and Gu Xiaojing each ordered a cup of coffee, and in the melodious music, An Dong gradually felt it.

Gu Xiaojing, you said that your home, why don't you clean it up, how do you live there. An Dong has always spoken straight and straight, and will not go around the corner.

I looked at Chen Zhigang and blocked my heart, how could I be in the mood to clean up the room. Gu Xiaojing rolled her eyes and said, lowered her head and took a sip of coffee. Andong, you really can't understand me, it turns out that when Xiao Hua was alive, the relationship between the two of you was so good, Xiao Hua left, and left you so much inheritance, alas, how can my life be like this, do you see it, the family eats and drinks, all of them are working hard to earn alone, others look at me dressed up very brightly, I don't know that in order to earn some travel expenses, regardless of the cold and heat, I take all kinds of temperament and personality people out to travel, I am fed up, in order to earn some commissions for working abroad, I have a hard time talking to those migrant workers...... How can you feel my suffering?

An Dong looked at Gu Xiaojing and felt that her life was really not easy, she felt that Gu Xiaojing's home seemed to be in turmoil, and there was no sense of safety and stability at all, as if it would collapse at any time. She took a sip of coffee and said slowly, "Why do I think your family is about to break up?"

Gu Xiaojing looked at An Dong for a while, and grabbed An Dong's hand, An Dong, you are right this time, we have already discussed it, separation.

Separate? An Dong looked at Gu Xiaojing and repeated Gu Xiaojing's words.

Yes, for the sake of the child, I will endure it for the time being, but I can't just be so confused with the cabbage, I will separate from him first, if he is still like this, why not, we will divorce. Gu Xiaojing said categorically, with the strength to break the kettle.

An Dong didn't speak, lowered her head and drank coffee, she didn't know how to participate in Gu Xiaojing's housework, she knew that she couldn't participate either, so she lowered her head and took a sip of coffee.