Mei Ying was covered with the quilt, the more she thought about it, the more sad she became, and she cried again, he was gone, he really left her behind, it was difficult to face his departure, she couldn't look directly at her desolate and lost heart. Since his birthday, they have only been together for more than five months, which seems to be a short five months, but he has given her more than five hundred years of true love, all the past, and so clear, and with his departure, she wants to force herself to blur the past, this is an unforgettable love, but why is there always so much heartbreak in this love, and there is no escape!

"Come, Shadow, get up and drink the porridge, and I'll go over and bring you clothes now, and go and comfort the two old men. You talk to Qiangzi again, and I'll come over to accompany you later. After Sister Dan finished speaking, she took the key Mei Ying gave her and left.

Looking at the bowl of porridge that Sister Dan put on the bedside table, where did she have the appetite and heart to drink. Qiangzi moved a chair and sat down in front of the bed, looked at her steadily, and picked up the bowl of porridge to feed her.

"No need, put it down, I'll drink it myself. You give me the address of the cemetery, and then I will go to see him after the operation, and I don't want to meet his parents, I always feel that I am also responsible for his departure, if I promised him to buy a phone a while ago, I can find him at any time, with me, he will not go to the strong, nor will he stay in your store to drink, originally I wanted to tell him the good news of my pregnancy that day, and then everyone ate out to celebrate, I almost finished eating with Sister Dan when you rushed back, if I went to him at that time, everything would not have happened. It's all my fault, I'm also fascinated by money, and I always want to open a store in the future to make money and buy it, he was killed by the two of us, where do I still have the face to see his parents. ”

"Shadow, please don't go and kill the child, okay? You don't know the relationship between me and Leng Xu, we have played since we were children, you just give me a chance to take care of you, and when everything is dealt with, I will accompany you home. I know very well how much he loves you, and now that he's gone, let me continue his unfinished love, okay?"

"Qiangzi, you have to be clear, his woman can never be yours, and his flesh and blood will not call you father, I would rather we go back to the past, to the original virginity, to the moment when we bowed our prayers by the bamboo grove at school one night. Do you know, Qiangzi, we can't go back, just a dozen hours of time, but it's already a sea of vicissitudes. He's gone, he's taken away our past, he's made my world barren, I can't pretend to be you, really, I can't put myself into the arms of another man, what's more, this man is still you, his most iron buddy. ”

"Shadow, I'm not...... Hey, what do you want me to say? I'm not saying what I want you to do now, I can wait, I haven't had a true affection for anyone for so many years, I really ...... when I see you this time."

"Hadron, do you think it's appropriate to say this now? Leng Xu's bones are not cold, but you are coveting his woman, what kind of iron buddy are you? Mei Ying sat up, anger burning in her eyes.

"No, Shadow, I didn't mean that, I just want to take good care of you and the child, looking at your increasingly deteriorating face, I also feel distressed! Leng Xu can love you, why can't I? I don't want you to suffer anymore, I don't want my buddies to scold me for not taking good care of you in another world. The more Qiangzi spoke, the more excited she became, Mei Ying didn't want to hear it, even if Leng Xu had left, even if her mind was empty, he had already survived in her body, and it was difficult to erase it.

"Let's go, go take care of your business, I can't get it back, let's think about what to do in the future, the hot pot restaurant doesn't need to open, I'll leave after the operation and rest for a few days." Don't come to me in the future, I'm leaving, going to a place I've never been before, to a place where I can forget about him. From now on, we will never see each other again, because I can always see him in you. His parents, you have to be appeased, I asked Sister Dan to give him the passbook Leng Xu gave me to his mother, the two old people will ask you in the future, you have to visit them often, do you understand? ”

"Shadow, you don't need to talk about the two old people, I will take care of it, and when Leng Xu's funeral is done, I will go and ask them for someone, I will pay the salary, I will go to see them every once in a while, I will support them as my own parents, even if I accompany you home in the future, I will still come back to see them every week."

"Qiangzi, let's not talk about this, I'm tired, you give me the key, Sister Dan is here to take care of me, you don't have to come to see me, you go, I want to be alone and quiet."

"Then you drink the porridge first and I'll go, okay? Let's not talk about other things, I know you're uncomfortable, lie down and sleep after drinking, I'll find you a comfortable dress, wake up and take a shower after a while, I'll stay in the living room outside, and I'll leave when Wang Dan comes. Qiangzi found a relatively wide and soft dress, gently placed her at the head of the bed, closed the bedroom door and waited quietly in the living room.

Mei Ying knew that Qiangzi was not worried about her, that night she had to hit the wall in the hospital to find a short-term sight, which made him and Sister Dan have palpitations, Mei Ying didn't want to say anything to reassure them, but she wouldn't look for death anymore, there are some impulses that will disappear once they pass, the dead are gone, and the living are like Sifu! She has to think well about her future, she will not accept the care of Qiangzi, she wants to give herself a new vision, in order to cover up this desolation.

The next day, under Mei Ying's strong request, Sister Dan reluctantly accompanied her to the operation, in fact, Sister Dan understood her, Leng Xu's departure, this child is meaningless to Mei Ying, because he has this child, let this child go with him, so that he will not be too lonely in that cold world.