Life?! Is it a vow of love or an eternal promise? The flow of moonlight made Leng Xu's bright eyes shine like diamonds, and these words added a lot of fortitude to his entire face. At this moment, he is somewhat similar to him who fought for Mei Ying that night, but it is obvious that he is less cold tonight, and even his eyebrows and eyes are full of tenderness, Mei Ying is stupid, Leng Xu's oath has made her fall into it deeply, and he is fascinated by Mei Ying at this moment.

"Shadow, you are stupid, make a wish!" Leng Xu pulled her tightly, for fear that she would run away like he had made a birthday wish that night.

Mei Ying didn't know what wish to make, she had no bottom in her heart, she didn't think that Leng Xu could really love her for a lifetime, because a lifetime was too far away, she didn't even dare to think about tomorrow, if he knew that her body had been defiled, could he still give her a lifetime?

But tonight, she couldn't spoil his fun, closed her hands, closed her eyes, there were words in her mouth, she didn't know what she said, and when Leng Xu asked her with a blank face, she only smiled and said, "Don't tell you."

After a day of crazy play, she was tired, she urged Leng Xu to send her home, after all, she still had awe of her parents in her heart. The square was very close to her house, and it took less than twenty minutes to walk back slowly, but tonight he seemed to have some meaning. When they walked onto the tree-lined path, Leng Xu hugged her with some excitement, his face was like the midday sun, scorching her body in the early hours of this summer morning.

Was it the effect of alcohol, or the oath just now, that made his usually gentle and calm body move enthusiastically, and his rapid breathing made it difficult for Mei Ying to control.

"Shadow, stay with me tonight, okay? I'm going to be with you all night, I'm going to have you in my arms all night. His hot lips pressed against her earlobes, and he whispered love words that he had never said in his daily life. Mei Ying's body couldn't help but move, this was what she longed for very much, she wanted to be with him. If you go out, it's nothing if you don't go home overnight, anyway, your parents like Leng Xu, and she won't marry him anyway.

They hugged each other and returned to the guest house, where the corridor was quiet and no one came to interrogate them. It seemed that it was too much to take a bath, and Leng Xu hugged her and fell on the bed. He was a little crazy tonight, he kissed her, from the forehead to the eyes, to the eyebrows, he kept praising her eyebrows, a little more amorous than the willow leaves, and a little more charming than the crescent moon, he muttered that he loved her, as long as she in this life!

His kiss became bold tonight, when he bit the tip of her tongue, Mei Ying couldn't stop moaning, only to feel the world spinning, it turned out that kissing with the person he loved was so beautiful, it turned out that the two people who loved each other would even secrete saliva like a mellow aroma of wine. Mei Ying was drunk, this was a feeling she had never had, he thought that Leng Xu didn't know how to love men and women, but at this moment he was really going to kill her, his misty eyes charmed Mei Ying's body, she closed her eyes intoxicated, and let him caress her.

Never touching her body, Leng Xu's hands trembled a little, and he slowly took off her clothes, as if admiring a painting, gently, softly, slowly and slowly gliding over her skin. Suddenly, his hot hand rested on her lower abdomen.

"Shadow, what's on your belly, why are there so many spots?" Leng Xu's face was dazed and questioning.

Mei Ying suddenly came to her senses, tonight she was carried away by the damn heat wave, she was about to forget that she had an abortion, she didn't understand why those spots on her stomach couldn't get rid of it, the marks that symbolized shame were so impressive at this time, the surging passion gradually faded, she didn't want to hide it, she couldn't hide it, sooner or later he would understand what it was, she hoped for his forgiveness in line with the concept of frank and lenient.

"Leng Xu, I had an abortion, I should have told you a long time ago, but I was afraid that I would dislike me if I knew, so I didn't dare to tell you." Mei Ying said quietly and carefully.

"With whom? Is it with that stinky man in your class? I thought you were different from other girls, it turns out that you are also so dirty, didn't you say that you don't love him, you don't love him and he does these things with him, you are a bad woman at all, no wonder you take the initiative to ask me to kiss you every time. ”

Looking at Leng Xu's face, it was more terrifying and hideous than beating the hooligan that night, only to see him open his round eyes, grit his steel teeth, clench his hands into fists, and his chest fluctuated with the anger in his heart. Mei Ying knew that Leng Xu would not beat her, he once said that men who beat women were all bad breeds. But it was difficult to argue with him, all explanations were superfluous, and what Sister Dan had warned her had come true, that he was looking for a white and flawless girl, and that he would not like her anymore, and that his oath was so fragile that it was swept away so quickly by the heat wave that floated in the summer night.

"This is all before you confessed to me, I don't want to say anything, you can think as much as you like, but please don't insult my personality, my body is dirty but it doesn't mean that my whole person is dirty, I'm sorry I couldn't give it to you on my first night, but I never expected you to like me, it was you who found me by yourself, all this can't blame me." Mei Ying finished speaking calmly, got dressed and stood up to go out.

"Shadow, I don't know what to say, but I don't want to do anything with you tonight, I just want to spend the night with you, not what you said about the first night, I like you, I respect you, I will keep your purity until our wedding night, I don't take it for granted to do these things before marriage." Leng Xu sat on the edge of the bed dejectedly, his eyes were very complicated, there were resentment, pity, regret, and a hint of abandonment.

"Well, I see, you sleep, I'm leaving. The birthday is over, our wishes are all gone, you can go home tomorrow, so as not to worry your parents. "Since it's impossible to go on, why not say goodbye calmly? For such a boy, Mei Ying likes and is nostalgic in her heart, but she must not show her nostalgia, she wants to leave pretending to be chic, and her two relationships failed, she doesn't know who to blame. It's not that she chose fate, it's fate that firmly encircles her, maybe fate is destined for her to walk into the strange circle thrown to her by God again and again, and she doesn't even have the power to fight.

Leng Xu didn't speak, at this moment he turned back to his coldness and few words, looking at her indifferently, although he was sitting on the edge of the bed, Mei Ying could already see his fists clenched, his chest rising and falling violently with anger and disappointment. Yes, he was a very pure boy, and he could not tolerate a stain on his love. In his heart, she used to be so uninhibited and hearty and naughty, he liked her for a long time, but his shy heart made him discouraged, every time he watched her and Qiangzi walk shoulder to shoulder and laugh all the way, he really had mixed feelings in his heart, and he wanted to rush up and hug her into his arms several times. However, he had never been in love, but in every sleepless night, he thought about her lovely fat face, and the joy and happiness conveyed by her laughter. Every time I sit with her for dinner, when I see her playful little tiger teeth, I always imagine her eating watermelon, and then at night, in the direction of her residence, taste it alone, and even laugh out loud when I think of her stupid appearance. Later, for some reason, she became depressed, and he didn't see her out to cook for a while, and he was very puzzled and depressed, but he didn't have the courage to go to her. It wasn't until before his birthday that he knew that she had broken up with the boy in his class, so he meditated for many days, he couldn't hesitate any longer, he couldn't tolerate her falling in love with someone else again and again, and on his birthday, he had to take her into his arms. Her bright smile brought him countless comforts, she actually made fun of his hairstyle, and praised Qiangzi's bald head and handsomeness, that day he really wanted to rush up and pull her little face, and then salute her with a "stinky girl". He loved to listen to her, her rough smoke always caught his heart, but she would sleep with other men, he wanted her body to be as clear and clear as her smile, and he would taste the fragrance of her body on the wedding night. Yes, he still loved her, but he was also stubborn, he was also arrogant, and he couldn't look directly at her defiled body.

Seeing that Leng Xu didn't say anything more, she didn't want to stay for a moment, she was afraid that she would beg for his forgiveness, she was afraid that she would burst into tears in that burst of mourning, she didn't want to be like that, the paranoid character in her bones would never tolerate her wagging her tail and begging for mercy from a boy. Since he had liked her, she still had the capital of pride, and she didn't believe that all men in this world would dislike her unclean body. The world is so big, there will always be a man waiting for her somewhere, accompanying her on a long journey, giving her an unforgettable time!

Gently brought the door, she walked alone on the trail in the early morning, the shoes under her feet were still the birthday gifts that Leng Xu bought for her, and she really wanted to take them off and throw them on the road, and let the vehicles run over them wantonly. The heat wave has gradually dissipated, the wind has risen, blowing her skirt fluttering, blowing out the tears that she has not been able to shed, she cried and broke up with Qi Yuanhui, she didn't cry, and she didn't cry when her father whipped her in the past, and she cried when she lay on the operating table that day because of the pain to the bone. And tonight, there is a knife in her heart that is ripping out her heart for a while, cutting her body little by little, if she leaves her hazy first love to Lin Yumo in her heart, then Leng Xu is definitely her first and most sincere love. Although he didn't have Lin Yumo's magnetic and charming voice, his love for her was so real, he regarded her as a treasure and never hurt her. But tonight, in his eyes, she has become a woman, he will not like her anymore, and she does not deserve him.

She didn't want to guess what he was thinking at the moment, but she was sure that he wouldn't chase her and keep her, or even worry about her safety on the way home, so let the anger torment him, even if they ran into him at school in the future, they would be strangers. Begging God to let time pass faster, she didn't want to go through the sadness of meeting again and again.

At this moment, she really regretted not asking for the address of Wang Yanling's house, in fact, Yanling really wanted to be friends with her, but she didn't understand why she always refused people. How to go back to see her parents with these tears, a lightning love is over, how should she explain and explain to her family.