I haven't seen him for more than a year, he's still like that, there will never be an inch of grass on his head, maybe the passage of time has filtered his impetuousness and added a little bit of hard-won wind and dust, yes! None of them will ever be able to go back to the funny and amusing old days. Time has frozen their past, and for more than a year, they have stayed in their own worlds, each grieving. Time reunited them, and under the same sky, they told each other's encounters, which couldn't help but sigh.

"Hadron, are you here? Just get drunk with me tonight, and only your alcohol can match me, I haven't tasted drunk in a long time. Mei Ying was not happy or complaining, in the face of his arrival, but she was not surprised, in this short time, she was unkempt by life, and there was no joy and sorrow to ignite her feelings, slowly, she lost all her enthusiasm, and her heart began to be indifferent.

"Shadow, look what has become of herself, her face is almost thin, her hair is not taken care of, and she is still wearing slippers to go out, where is the little girl who used to love to laugh and love to be neat? Shadow, you make me feel so distressed like this, you still reassure me, how can I put my mind at ease, my poor shadow. ”

Qiangzi came over and hugged her, stroked her hair for a while, held her face in the palm of his hand for a while, stared at her haggard face and lonely look, and pity and pity made this seven-foot man cry bitterly.

"Brother, it's okay, isn't it all popular now, you see that I don't need to lose weight to come out, it's good." Let's go, go to the house to drink, now that my sister is married, she rarely comes back on weekdays, but the family is a little messy, and my brother doesn't dislike it. "

"Shadow, look what my brother brought you." Hadron opened the bag and was about to take something out.

"Except for cigarettes and wine, what new ideas can you come up with a hairless head?" Mei Ying said disdainfully, even if she hadn't seen him for a hundred years, she knew him.

"It's still my sister who is smart, but this time it's both cigarettes and alcohol, you see, this is your favorite wide version of the white mouth three or five cigarettes, the wine will be changed to red wine, don't drink white in the future, do you hear? Be an elegant woman and not a drunken woman. ”

Yes, so why can't Mei Ying accept Qiangzi, the two of them are too similar, the words they say, and the tone of their words are exactly the same, such words Leng Xu also said before, Mei Ying faced Qiangzi at the moment, her eyes were more Leng Xu's figure, and when she saw him, she began to wander again.

"Shadow, too many things have happened in the past year or so, my parents have been in poor health, Leng Xu's father is often hospitalized, and I am now co-opening a restaurant with a friend, and I am so busy every day that I am dizzy. Your sister hasn't called me yet, and if she hadn't asked the aunt across the street from your house just now, I really wouldn't have known you were at home. You, it's just that your temper is too strong, it's good to call me to report your safety, today several friends came to the square to watch the ceremony, to witness the day of Hong Kong's return, I also took a fluke to see if you were at home, it's really pitiful, I didn't wait for me, I finally saw you. Qiangzi said with some excitement.

"What do I do, a promising young man like Brother Qiangzi is afraid that there are countless celebrities around him, don't talk about this between our brothers and sisters, go home and drink, drink the red wine that Brother Qiangzi bought." Mei Ying knows how to adjust such an awkward atmosphere, she knows that Qiangzi still wants to take care of her, but she will never accept him, this is a knot in her heart, and no one can untie it.

Mei Ying was very rare to drink red wine, and she was a little drunk after a bottle, and suddenly, she saw Leng Xu walking towards her gently, and he opened his arms, waiting to hug her into his arms...... Falling into his arms, hearing his rapid gasps, she cried and pounded on his chest. "You lied to me, you lied to me, you are obviously fine, why do you want to lie in that cold underground, I have been waiting for you for more than a year, you have slept enough, come back and love me when you have slept enough."

It was a very real hug, and she could already smell his familiar breath, and let him hold her, as she had done when she went to his house, and hugged her tightly, for fear that she would fall. The sand under the body was soft like the sand they had stepped on together on the Jialing River before, so hot, the alcohol in her body began to burn, burning her drunk, she loved him so much, even if he became wild tonight, what matter.

"Honey, I miss you, I miss you so much, I miss you to death. I thought you didn't want me again, I thought you left me again and went somewhere else, I thought we would never be able to hug each other again in this life. Mei Ying's body and mind were drunk, and for more than a year, she had been longing to be embraced by him again, even if it was just an illusory dream, and she didn't want to wake up. She muttered, her mind free, just wanting to wander in his arms.

"Shadow, my poor shadow, I miss you too, even if you treat me as him, I'm willing, you stupid girl, you know? I do, I do! Just let me love you, I won't love a little less than his, marry me, marry me, okay? ”

Qiangzi hugged her and kissed her passionately, Mei Ying's eyes were still Leng Xu's appearance, yes, she loved him, she had long been his woman, and she would always be his favorite woman. For more than a year, the thought of him had become a disaster, she was mad, she was broken, she was almost desperate, but tonight, he came again, and his kiss had lost its former warmth, but was injected into her with the wildness of another fierce horse. Closing her eyes, she responded to him warmly, this midsummer night, she was going to stretch her body completely, and her thoughts needed him to end.

The summer sun always comes early, through the cracks in the curtains. Mei Ying woke up, felt a headache and thirst, opened her eyes, turned over, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, God! Hadron was on her chest and looked at her with affection. At that moment, she was a little at a loss, pulled the quilt to cover her ** body, was a little speechless, turned her back and said leisurely, "I'm thirsty, can you pour me a glass of water?" ”

Seeing Qiangzi get up and pour water, she quickly grabbed the clothes on the bedside and put them on, how could she sleep with Qiangzi, could it be that she was drunk last night? Alcohol, can it really mess with sex? She doesn't drink much, but it's just a bottle of red wine, hey, it's really ...... Her mind was in turmoil.

"Shadow, you sleep so cute, and grind your teeth, I haven't slept all night, I really want to record your weird voice." Really, how could he say these things that Leng Xu said to her, where are they sworn brothers, and the twins are almost the same. Hadron sat on the edge of the bed and tried to feed her water.

Mei Ying rejected his affectionate gesture, took the cup, and bowed her head to him.

"Qiangzi, I was afraid I was drunk last night, I ...... I don't know how to say it, I just feel that what I see in my eyes is him, and I ...... I still can't be with you. ”

"Shadow, I know, if you were someone else, you wouldn't be ...... I grew up playing with him, and many people thought we were two brothers, except for my hairless head, we even walked in the same way. Shadow, I don't mind if you see me as him, time will make you forget many people and many things, I will wait for you to like me, and wait for you to stop seeing me as a substitute for him one day. ”

"It's useless, Hadron. This is not fair to you, I used to say to another man, marriage is not a reformatory, then now I tell you, love is not a training ground, not how hard you work will be rewarded, in the meantime, you will get hurt, you will be discouraged, you will not get used to the training place and make your body uncomfortable, you will lose confidence because of the coach's reprimand. My love with Leng Xu has long been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, and with you, you will always be his substitute. You are similar and alike, but after all, you are not him, and the love he interprets has long eroded every cell in my body until the end of my life. I won't love you, and I don't want to be in love anymore, who knows what will happen in the future, I didn't go to another place last time because I didn't think about where to go, I'm going to leave next month, and we really don't want to meet in the future. ”

"Shadow, you're not small, I'm also thirty years old, I don't want to miss a good year for a lot of entanglements, it's not because of pity that I can't rest assured of you, I really like you, you are reckless and lovely, heroic and unrestrained, you know I like your temperament. I admit that I used to be a flower and found a lot of girlfriends, but I really can't pretend to be someone else in my heart for more than a year. Since the last time I saw you, I have unconsciously liked you, but Leng Xu is my most iron buddy, I can't show the slightest, to be honest, every time I see the love of the two of you, I even have the heart to die. I really hate myself for why I didn't chase you early in the morning, but I knew you before him. Marry me, Shadow, I don't want you to be my sister, be my woman, okay? ”

"Qiangzi, this is the difference between you and him, when I fell in love with Leng Xu, weren't you all surprised, in fact, in your hearts, you think I am not worthy of him, don't admit it! You also called me a man's wife all day long, because you all regarded me as a buddy, yes, I was fat and ugly at that time, and I could be said to have no merit except for the pride born in my bones. But that night he came, he drank with me, chatted with me, he said he liked me, I was really stunned, in my eyes, he was like a noble prince, but I was not the Cinderella who lost the crystal slipper, I was an ugly duckling at that time, still struggling painfully in the mud, it was him, the man I would fall in love with in this life and the next life - Leng Xu, he gave me confidence as a woman, he spoiled me, cared for me, cherished me, it was he who ignited my almost dark heart, And all these are good memories that you can never bring to me. If a person can taste the beauty of the past in memories, I would rather live in memories for the rest of my life, I don't want to wake up, I really hate myself for not having the courage to go underground to accompany him. From now on, I won't show my true feelings to any man again, it's too tiring, I'm exhausted. I'd rather that the rest of my life is just a game after game, those superficial rules, why take them too seriously, and why do you need to follow them. ”

Mei Ying said a lot, this love of life and death exhausted all her energy, she didn't have the strength to love, even if she messed up sex after drinking last night, even if there would be other men in the future, even if she had sex with a man because of the body's **, but so what, who said that if you make love, you will definitely give birth to love?