Qiangzi listened to her quietly, he knew that it was his fault in the past, yes, I think back then, she was indeed not beautiful, he also made fun of her for being too fat, and even told him that Mei Ying was a man's wife when Leng Xu was in love with her, as a sworn brother and sister, as a friend or buddy, there was nothing to say. He has always felt that Mei Ying is too masculine, not charming, not seductive, and should not be the type that men like, she is the little sister in his heart, naughty and willful, always touching his head and rubbing him to make him hurt, he didn't expect Leng Xu to like her, and later he was obsessed with love. For this reason, he once asked Leng Xu, but he never said the reason. Until he saw her more than a year ago, he was surprised and surprised, her transformation was far beyond his imagination, she was not bewitching but touching, her fresh and pretty face deeply shocked his heart, he regretted that he had not been able to see the pearls, he didn't know why he was more and more unhappy that she was with his buddy, but he had no way to stop it, he could only make his heart ache and pain. He fell in love with her, from shallow to deep, and couldn't extricate himself. Leng Xu's departure was unexpected, he didn't curse their love, but Leng Xu's departure made him want to complete his unfinished love, but why did she always refuse?

Yes, the refusal again and again made him disheartened, and he couldn't bear not to inquire about her traces for more than a year, but as soon as he stepped on the land of her hometown, he couldn't suppress the ** who came to her. She said that she would not fall in love with him, but last night she was obviously intoxicated with him, and for the first time he experienced that the integration of body and mind can completely burn. Her appearance was obviously inferior to the women he had used to, but ...... However, she actually grabbed his heart, he looked at her stupidly all night, he was experiencing Leng Xu's feelings of being infatuated with her at the beginning, even her grinding teeth was pitiful, and now he is not here to complete her love, but to ask her to continue his unfinished love.

"Shadow, I love you, I really love you! At this moment, I finally understand Leng Xu's love for you, my level is limited, and I can't say those wonderful feelings, but the woman he loves, I think it should also be the woman I want to love. Now every time I think of you, it is undoubtedly a torment for me, I know, I completely understand, you are the kind of woman who soaks the charm into her bones, and she only complains about my superficiality in the past, but I don't see it. Qiangzi looked at her stupidly and said affectionately.

"Brother Qiangzi, you don't have to praise me blindly, I don't know what kind of woman I am, live casually and casually, you go back, your friends should still be waiting for you in the hotel." If you can forget what happened last night, you can forget it, and if you can't forget it, you have to mention it again. I'm really about to set off, and I'm ashamed to squander my youth like this. Let's leave it at that, and stop disturbing my peaceful life, for for more than a year I've been used to being alone, and there will never be a man who can make me emotional. If you want to be with me compulsively, it will only be you who will be hurt, because I have given him all my love, my heart is empty, do you think it makes sense to live with a walking corpse? ”

"Shadow, I can wait for you, really, I don't believe you don't feel anything about me, I'll give you time, a year, two years, as long as you stay by my side during this period, I won't bother you easily, okay?"

"Whatever you want, I've talked enough, and I'm going to go to see him, so I'll go back to Chongqing with you." Give me the keys to your house, and you won't be allowed to come without my permission. Mei Ying didn't want to argue with him anymore, she was exhausted.

"Shadow, is it real? You promised, did you promise to stay with me? I will definitely behave well, and I will make you the happiest woman. Hadron was so excited that he was about to jump up, and kept walking back and forth in the room. But Mei Ying just wanted to go to see Leng Xu, and by the way, she coaxed Qiangzi home, she said too much, she was a little tired, and she was always entangled like this, and she became more and more confused. Even if she wants to start a new love journey, the object will not be a strong son, she doesn't know which part of her heart is wrong, and she always feels that this relationship is weird.

There was nothing to say all the way, no matter how Qiangzi excitedly introduced her to her friends, she only responded lightly, refused the banquet that Qiangzi set up for her, and simply ate something and went to Leng Xu's cemetery, this time she warned Qiangzi not to follow her anymore, she needed to have a good chat with the man who was far away.

In summer, the trees grow greener, and the broad leaves are like a giant umbrella to provide shade and rain for these eternal sleepers, but the blooming of summer flowers on both sides of the path does not awaken their withered flowers of life. Seeing him again, it was still that light smile, how did he know that his eternal smile had been exchanged for the sorrow of her life. took out a handkerchief and wiped his tombstone again and again, maybe no one came after Qingming, his clear smile was a little blurred, gently brushed away the dust that covered his face, stroked his eyes, his eyebrows, and that handsome face, poured him a glass of wine, lit a cigarette, Mei Ying squatted down and began to tell him leisurely about her decadence, her depression, her confusion, and her inexhaustible thoughts over the past year.

"Honey, are you okay? You know, I'm not good at all, since you left, the world has become barren in an instant, I can't see any other colors, only black, white, gray that you like, you say you don't like showy, you say it's too dazzling, but you always buy me colorful clothes, hey, you're gone, what do I wear those? Actually, I also like a single solid color, for you, I put myself on makeup again, but you don't want to look at it, those clothes will sink to the bottom of the box forever. You don't like my makeup, I'm very obedient, I only use skin cream on my face, in fact, your smile is my beauty weapon, as long as you smile, my heart will bloom. ”

stared at him for a long time, but Mei Ying stopped crying, there is a kind of sadness in this world called wanting to cry without tears, when the tears can no longer flow, the sadness will change from flow to stillness, forever stay in the heart, forever stop in a corner of the heart, with the years of aging, many years later, it becomes a memory.

Yes, he kept smiling, and Mei Ying also gave him a brilliant look. "My dear, I'm gone, and I wish me all the best in my life's journey. Next...... I can't predict if there will be a next time, in fact, you know, whether I come or not, you will always be in my heart, and I don't need to think about it, because I will never forget!

At night, Mei Ying went to Leng Xu's house to wander downstairs for a while, and heard Qiangzi say that the factory was going to move out, and this dormitory would also be demolished, and I was afraid that I would never be able to look up at the lights in his house like this in the future. put the new address of Sister Dan given to her by Qiangzi into her bag, left a short sentence, and left at noon the next day.

"Brother Qiangzi, I'm gone, from now on, the ends of the earth, I cherish my life!"