Mei Ying turned around and looked at Qiangzi's reproachful face, she didn't want to say anything, she only sighed leisurely, "It would be nice if he suddenly appeared behind me!" ”

Qiangzi rushed up and pulled her to stand in front of Leng Xu's grave. "Shadow, are you waking up, Leng Xu is dead, he can't come back, he is lying there forever."

"So what? I can still feel his presence, in my heart, in my mind, he can't disappear and can't be replaced."

"Shadow, let's go together in two days, okay? How reassuring me is that you have seen the letter you left behind, and I know that you will come here to say goodbye to him. Let's go, it's not very good, it should be raining. Qiangzi bowed deeply to Leng Xu's cemetery, and helped Mei Ying to walk down.

Mei Ying turned her head and stared deeply at the cemetery, she left her heart here forever, if she could, she would bury her heart with him, activate his soul with her own beat, and they still loved each other in the two worlds separated by yin and yang. Looking back after six years, it was so short, it was like his life, like a flash, like a summer flower, too hurried!

Silently walked out of the cemetery, the taxi carrying Qiangzi was still waiting for his return, Qiangzi pulled her into the back seat together, Mei Ying turned sideways and looked out of the window, she didn't know if she would find her way here to see him again in her dream, she didn't know whether it was rain or tears that were falling all over the sky during the Qingming Festival, she didn't want to think about these annoying things anymore, she just wanted to leave quickly, because this place would always be the source of her tears.

"Hadron, take me to the train station, you don't have to worry about me, I'll be fine, really! Please tell Sister Dan too, I will pack up my mood and get back on the road, I want to see the outside world, I want to do something I want to do, I will definitely not let myself be decadent. ”

"Shadow, I want you to think about my suggestion again, Leng Xu is reluctant to let you suffer a little, can't I take care of you and take care of you? How are you a woman going to face the grim life in the future, please, shadow, let me hold your hand, let us face it together! Qiangzi tried to take her hand, but Mei Ying refused.

"I really don't need to, my parents are gone, Leng Xu is also gone, when there is no one to rely on in my life, then I can only make myself strong, when you didn't come to me before, didn't I also do a good job, didn't I also do my best to support myself? Don't worry, brother, I've grown up, I'm no longer the playful little chubby girl I was back then, I will always remember your kindness to me, I may not have the opportunity to repay you, in the future, each of them will cherish it! ”

"Shadow, I ......, do you have to insist on this? Won't you even give me a chance? Leng Xu is gone, what is the difference between you and his departure? Qiangzi was a little frustrated, but he was unwilling to keep her. It was difficult for him to express his emotions, Leng Xu's departure made him very sad, but the living little sister in front of him was also leaving him, and he couldn't accept it. Yes, since he saw her this time, he has fallen in love with her, but he can't say it, he can only watch her and his buddies love and be happy, but he hopes that they can be happy, but Leng Xu's sudden departure makes him want to continue his buddy's unfinished love. And she always rejected him, there was no other way but to wait.

"Brother, the gathering and dispersion of life is normal, don't be too sad, if I don't go, if we are together, then I will never be able to get out of sorrow. You see the station is almost here, no matter how long the road is, it will always come to an end, I promise you to take care of me again, brother go buy a ticket for my little sister. Mei Ying comforted Qiangzi's heart, but she was also comforting herself.

The station is as lively as ever, people from the south to the north are constantly flowing, yes, there will be people leaving every day in this world, but people are still busy, the earth is still turning, and how many people care about whether your world is sad or happy, and you will also integrate yourself into the crowd, so that the hurried footsteps to step out of another new world.

"Shadow, the tickets are bought, these are for you to eat on the car, don't let your mouth stop, eat and eat and arrive unconsciously, come, get me the bag, I'll send you in."

Mei Ying couldn't bear to refuse Qiangzi's kindness again, so let him accompany her for another ride, thinking about how elated she was when she came here, but now she is lonely and lonely, life is really impermanent!

"Shadow, go up, I'll go to accompany Leng Xu's parents in the next two days, find someone for them to take care of them, and I'll go to you when they settle down. Be obedient, don't run around, just stay at home, okay? ”

"Well, I know, you go back, tell Sister Dan that I will write to her, you all have to be happy, his parents will please entrust you, please forgive me for saying goodbye, I hope that the two old people will live a long life, and if they have time, they will accompany his father to buy some flowers and plants, so that they can get out of the shadow of sadness as soon as possible."

"Don't worry, Shadow, I will. Have a safe journey! ”

Mei Ying waved her hand at Qiangzi, she knew that this trip was destined to say goodbye to him forever, she would not see him again, yes, she was so paranoid, many years later, she might need a man to take care of her, but definitely not Qiangzi. He and Leng Xu are so similar that she seems to live in a dream every day. Oh no! She didn't want to hurt Qiangzi, she couldn't bear to use him as Leng Xu's stand-in, so let him be himself, he would definitely find true love, instead of being a consolation for her Meiying.

The train started, and Mei Ying was about to put the things that Hadron had bought for her in her bag, and she didn't have the heart to taste those snacks. This is still the travel bag that Leng Xu bought for her last time, when she opened the bag, Mei Ying was dumbfounded, Qiangzi actually put the thick pile of banknotes on the bedside last night for her, no wonder he wanted to take the bag for her just now, hey, this brother really made Mei Ying's heart choke again, although Mei Ying didn't count, but at least tens of thousands of yuan. The car had already started, and she couldn't give it back to him, so let him do as he pleased, so that he might feel more comfortable. He and Sister Dan are good to her, I'm afraid that she can only repay it in the next life, she really has no way to promise her body to Qiangzi, yes, she can't do it.

Stepping on the land of her hometown, she seemed to be much calmer, and when she walked to the mouth of the alley, she couldn't help but stand under the street lamp for a while. At this hour, the family home was very quiet, she almost ran upstairs quickly, she was afraid of running into Aunt Zhao and them, and when they met, they would definitely ask her boyfriend again, and they were still waiting to drink the wedding wine. Hey, this dead ghost, she won't let her live in peace when she leaves, and she will always have to explain them one by one in the future.

My sister is not at home, she should be at work, Mei Ying washed the dust all the way, she didn't have any appetite at all, and fell asleep on the bed.

In a daze, I heard my sister calling her, "Sister, you're back, where is Brother Leng?" It can't be that you ran back by yourself because of the awkward quarrel with others, wasn't it okay to call a while ago? I haven't had time to thank Brother Leng yet, you see how thoughtful people are, and they have installed a phone for us, and now we don't have to go downstairs to page. ”

"Sister, he's gone, he doesn't want me anymore, and he ruthlessly abandoned me." Mei Ying couldn't stop crying after speaking.

"Sister, where is Brother Leng, aren't you all going to get married, I think Brother Leng loves you very much, you must have made people angry." It seems that my sister has not understood the meaning of this walk.

"My sister, he's gone, he's gone forever, just like our parents and parents, he can't come back, you know, he can't come back."

Merlin looked surprised and puzzled, no longer needed to ask, looked at her sister's eyes full of tears, walked to the bed and hugged her to gently comfort her. The two sisters have become accustomed to comforting each other over the years, life and death should be gradually let go of the heaviness of life and death, they are still young, and they have to face the unpredictable future together.

"Sister, you lie down, I'll go downstairs to buy you some wine and come back, and then go to the braised vegetable shop at the mouth of the alley to give you some snacks on the whole, I'll call Brother Xu Ran to accompany you to drink some food, you go these days, people still call from time to time to ask if you are doing over there." Brother Xu is also very good, just let him chat with you, it's okay to relax the knots, don't cry anymore. ”

Their home, although it is a little deserted, but there is never a lack of warmth, just follow her sister's arrangement, she also needs someone to listen to her full of sorrow, if she is depressed in her heart, she may not be able to hold on.