Chapter 4 Similar people are not love
Give me a promise that I will not go anywhere, just standing here waiting for you.
Just as I was about to leave, the teacher continued to speak, and she said, "xxx, actually, you are a good and honest child, and you are very similar to someone I know.
I looked at her and didn't speak, but at this time the teacher was silent, as if she didn't want to say anything, and after a while, in order to break the silence, I asked, "Who are you like?" I continued, "It's not like me, I'm the whole self." ”
The teacher laughed at once, and she laughed very really at that time, I don't know if it was the effect of my words, or the effect of her contemplation for so long. The teacher said, "Do you want to know?" "If you want to know, find a chair and sit down, and we can talk."
I went to find a chair, moved over and sat down, looked at the teacher's smiling face, and said, "Teacher, you can say it, I am willing to listen to it." ”
The teacher smiled even more, and said: "Actually, when I was in college, there was a homeroom teacher, he was the same as we are now, he also called me to the office at that time, but it was not to give me money or anything, but to ask me to participate in one of his projects, his personality, life, etc. are very similar to you now, even the appearance is a little similar, when I went, I saw him, I ,,,, to him, but it's a pity,,,,,,。
Tears flowed down the middle of the teacher's speech.,I was shocked.,What's the situation?,Could it be that the man.,Has already gotten out of class or has graduated on the road of life?,And the math teacher to him.,What is it to him.,It's completely a sign of breaking or wanting to turn the page when it comes to the point.,It's a bit like playing LOL.,Just started to fight in a team.,The rhythm of the end of the network is broken.。 I couldn't help the curiosity in my heart, so I asked, "Teacher, what happened?" ”
The teacher came back to her grief and looked at me, but did not wipe her tears, and said in a crying voice: "I, I was, I admired my version director very ,,, at that time, but he was in a car accident and passed away. ”
I'm shocked, isn't it, this NMD can be, it's really jealous of talent, the key is that it looks very similar to me, you don't think I'm his reincarnation, it's so mysterious, don't scare me as a little friend, I wasn't a complete materialist at the time, so I was still very empty about some things, so ah, I was really shocked at the time. Busy is to say: "Teacher, don't be sad, in fact, this matter has passed, there is no need to hold on all the time, you say yes, and don't you still have a lot of youth to go?" So you have to live well, I think you know this better than I do. ”
The math teacher is still obsessed with her own sadness, as if she didn't hear what I said at all, alas, I still feel very uncomfortable, after all, it was a lot of events at the time, that made her so sad, I have a responsibility, really, I knew it would be like this, I shouldn't have been so curious, but what can be known early, alas, forget it, life is like this, no one is to blame, maybe there is really such a thing as fate, but who knows. Maybe the next moment I'll be in the same situation as her teacher, who can tell, you say? I was silent in the chair for a while, and suddenly the math teacher got up and hugged me, I was shocked and didn't know where to put my hands and feet, what was the situation, and a thought suddenly flashed in my mind, hehe, the opportunity to rub oil is old, but this is just a flash, I didn't do that at all, after all, I can't be disrespectful to the teacher, and I'm a person who has carried that three-year contract, I definitely can't be sorry for the person who has an agreement with me, this is my principle.
After crying quietly on me for a while, the teacher recovered a little and said, "You know, in fact, I,,,I'm not discriminating against you, I have an inexplicable feeling for you, maybe I just think of you as the epitome of my teacher, but I want to do something for my teacher, not just to complete the task given to me by the grade, but more ,,,I hope you can know what I'm doing this, xxx." ”
I was stunned for a while, knowing that this was not pretended, but I didn't want to accept that kind of help like this, I was very conflicted, I didn't know what to do, I was silent for a while, but I couldn't say a word, I just kept saying to myself: Thank you, teacher, I also hope that you can get better, let go of the previous things, and be your current self. But I didn't say it, I endured, I couldn't say it, but I couldn't give in either. I said sincerely, "Teacher." I can only apologize to you for this, but I can't promise you to help me in that way, but I can promise you, when the time comes to ask the grade, I will say that you helped me, and I am very grateful, I think it should be okay, and I really don't know what to say about your teacher, but I still hope you can be well. ”
After more than an hour of conversation, the teacher knew that I was a type of stone that completely belonged to the pit, and the teacher resumed her original demeanor as a teacher, she sorted out her expression and demeanor, and said, "Okay, then this matter will be like this, but today's matter, I hope you can keep it secret, don't go out to say, you know, this is a little secret between us." ”
I saw that the teacher didn't have to ask me to do anything, or that I must accept her help or something, so I nodded and said yes. He also hurriedly said: "Thank you, teacher, thank you!" ”
The teacher gave me an affectionate look and said, "If you really are him, how nice it would be!" ”
I was shocked, ouch, this NMD still hasn't given up. The problem is that I'm not the person you have in mind, maybe I have some similarities to him, but I'm not, you know. I immediately said, "Teacher, you can try to forget about him and make your life better, I'm just a little similar to him, but it's not true." ”
The teacher then said, "Why don't you lend you this MP3 of mine to listen to English, so that I can help you substantially, right?" ”
I smiled and said, "Forget it, teacher, I'm afraid I can't help but use this MP3 to listen to songs, and then you didn't help me, but hurt me, right?" Hey. ”
In the end, my conversation with the math teacher ended on a happy note, but thank you for caring for me, but my self-esteem really doesn't allow me to accept your help like that, you are a good teacher, you will meet people who make you fall in love, I believe. In the days that followed, the teacher still made a mark of faith on my homework, and I was able to quickly know what I was wrong every time, so my math scores have always been at the top of the class, but it has never been the best, after all, this is a national middle school, and there are still many masters. But I'm sure all that will change with my efforts. The reason why I say that there are people outside the world and there are heavens outside the sky is actually for a reason. It's not just about grades, maybe it's more about other things.