Give me a promise that I will not go anywhere, just standing here waiting for you.

Learning is the primary task of a high school child, especially in the environment of a national high school, learning has become particularly important, maybe your learning has become a teacher's evaluation standard for you. So I was studying hard at the time, and as long as I had time, I would spend it studying, and I wouldn't make a bubble paper or anything at all, and I wouldn't think about those things. But because I wasn't very good at the time, I didn't get anyone to chase me in that school for so long, hehe, this is one of my failures. My homeroom teacher at that time was a teacher named Zou Jiao, a teacher who was admitted to a municipal middle school, teaching Chinese, because he was a teacher who had just been admitted at that time, so he didn't have any status in the whole grade, and other teachers didn't have so much preferential treatment compared to other classes, so our whole class didn't have so much preferential treatment compared to other classes, but this didn't seem to have a big impact on me. Because I needed a learning environment, I didn't need to ask for anything extra, I was so innocent, hehe. My math teacher is a female teacher who has just graduated from Sichuan University, her surname is Huang, as for what her name is, I won't say, in fact, judging from her appearance, she really doesn't look very good, and I don't care very much. But this teacher still has a great influence on me, in fact, I have been in that high school for so long, and I have a deep impression of her.

Shortly after the start of school, my infinite love for mathematics and what I thought was talent were noticed by this teacher, and she also took good care of me, and every time I changed my homework, she would mark something in detail, so that I could clearly know what I was wrong, so I have always been very grateful to her.

One day, I remember that it was a very cold weather, everyone was cold and stomping their feet in the classroom, I was also very cold, I didn't have any clothes to wear at that time, in fact, I didn't dry for a long time after washing, this gave me a headache, alas! It's sad weather, and it's even sadder that time seems to pass very slowly, it's been cold, damn. The math teacher came to the classroom and motioned me to go out, I was still a little confused, but I didn't have time to think about it, I followed the math teacher to the office, there was no one in the office at this time, the teacher motioned for me to sit down, and began to say: "xxx, I see that your math grades are okay, I feel that you are also very interested in this aspect, I just want to ask, you used to be in your junior high school." "After I listened, I knew that there was nothing serious, so I began to say that I said some key things in junior high school, of course, I didn't say that I went to chase other people's things, otherwise this teacher would definitely have to get to the bottom of the question, I didn't bother to explain, and I didn't want more people to know about my three-year agreement with Pig Braincase. The math teacher was stunned after listening to what happened in junior high school, and expressed extremely serious surprise at my deeds, for example: I told her the average score of my paper in the third year of junior high school, and she directly had that kind of expression that her eyeballs were about to fall, hehe, it's not Lao Tzu's exaggeration, it was indeed like that at that time. The teacher asked me again, "How much do you spend a month?" "I was puzzled all of a sudden, because as a subject teacher, you have the right to ask me about my studies, but ask me about a lot of living expenses, is this a bit inappropriate, I am really a little puzzled, but I just didn't show it. I think she may have a reason for asking, after all, she is a teacher, and it is impossible for her to use my money. I whispered, "I only have more than 300 yuan a month, which is basically just enough to eat." I added, "Teacher, what are you asking me for?" The teacher said, "I'm going to eat at school for a week recently, so I want to borrow your meal card to use it, I think you still won't refuse this, but don't worry, I'll charge a hundred yuan in it and give it back to you, right?" "Actually, when the teacher said this, I knew she was lying, why, in fact, it was like this, first, if the teacher of the school applied for a card to eat in the cafeteria, he would not spend the card fee, as long as you said that you were the teacher of that class, and then the cafeteria could help you get it done. Second, why would a female teacher come to me as a boy, even if she is too lazy to apply for a card, in fact, she should go to a girl in the class to borrow a card. Third, a teacher like her, who eats at most one meal a day in school, can ask for a hundred or fifty yuan. I was thinking about it quickly in my head, and I came to the conclusion that she was actually lying, she wasn't going to eat at school, but what was she going to do with my meal card, I really couldn't figure it out. After thinking for a while, I replied to the teacher: "Teacher, no, I know that you are lying about eating at school, although I dare not be 100% sure, but I am at least seventy or eighty percent sure, if you really want to eat at school, I can invite you to eat for a week, as for the money or anything, you don't need it." The math teacher looked at me in surprise, and once again with a stunned expression, this time even forgetting to close his mouth, the teacher was surprised for a while, and immediately explained: "Actually, I do have to eat at school for a week, you lend me the card first, I will charge some money in it first, and then we will go to eat together after class, okay." At that time, after listening to it, I was almost deceived by her, but I still sobered up for a while, and then said: "Teacher, we are not children anymore, there is no need to engage in any deceptive tricks, you say, what's the use of borrowing my card, I won't say it." After all, this teacher just came out of college, and was shocked by my resolute attitude, she looked at me and couldn't stand me, so she began to explain: "Okay, xxx classmate, you're right, I'm really lying to you, I'll tell you the truth, in fact, I just came to this school, I am a party member in the university, and I held a meeting in my grade, and all party members have to help a poor and excellent rural student, not only in terms of learning, but also in many aspects, such as life, etc., I see that you are a very good student in our class, and you are very good at math, and you are a rural child, and you are completely in line with the people who are required to help me in your grade, so I choose to help you, you know! "After I listened, I was very angry, why am I angry, in fact, you think about it, a teacher in your homework in such detail, is actually to complete the task given to her in the grade, can you not be angry, my strong self-esteem at the time told me that I don't need this kind of help, I can't stand this kind of help, to be exact, maybe this is a disguised discrimination. I said euphemistically: "Teacher, I understand your difficulties, but I can't accept any financial help from you, although I am poor, but I don't want the sympathy of others, I will use my own hands to change my life, and you have just come out of college, you still don't have any savings, you don't have to help me so reluctantly, as for the previous you gave me so detailed to correct my homework, I still thank you very much, in the future, you should treat me the same as other classmates, then I feel better." "Thinking about it, who would feel good about being discriminated against in such a disguised way just after coming out, I was extremely uncomfortable at the time, but I kept smiling, after all, this is the office, and there is a teacher next to me. The math teacher knew that what she just said might hurt my self-esteem, so she hurriedly said: "xxx, don't get excited, in fact, I don't have any discriminatory eyes to look at you, your math grades are very good, this is what I recognize, and you are also excellent in other aspects, you know, this way, you don't accept my financial help to you, then I won't do it, and in the future, I will still mark the reason for your mistakes on your homework, okay, this will also help you study, what do you say?" I calmed down the excitement in my heart and reluctantly replied, "Thank you, teacher, but I really don't need to, I will try, but not in this way." The teacher couldn't stand this situation, so he said, "Okay, let's see when the time comes." Just as I was about to say that I was leaving, the teacher continued, and what she said this time surprised me even more, it really made me, a child who had just become a high school student, unacceptable, to be exact, "how embarrassing is it"