Sixty-sixth
Listening to him quietly, Mei Ying didn't speak, and lit a cigarette again, he didn't let her hand escape anymore, and held it tightly. Mei Ying smiled, if she didn't know what to say, her smile seemed to be able to relieve everything, and she would never answer him head-on. Her life has had many twists and turns, and she finally calmed her heart, and he came again, and he didn't even say hello. His hands were warm, and he smiled again when he saw her smoking.
His smile is really comfortable, that kind of smile is not bright, not hot, and will not burn people's hearts, his smile is a smile suitable for healing, a smile that only a mature man has. Mei Ying thought in her heart that if she longed for a period of heat, then the man in front of her should be the one who could give her spring. But he is not like spring, his burning heart is obviously burning, if Mei Ying adds a bundle of firewood, she and he will be incinerated in the sea of fire, moaning happily and painfully, they will not feather into butterflies, waiting for them will be the deepest and darkest eighteen layers of hell. Mei Ying didn't want this, her Leng Xu was still waiting for her in heaven, she wanted to meet him with the purest and truest heart, but it was difficult for her to do it. She knew him in her heart, he was watching her from heaven, and he would never allow her to live unhappily and unhappily.
"Lao Lin, how did you tell Lao Qin, he said some strange things on the phone at noon today, I don't even know what he was talking about?" Mei Ying answered some questions.
"Don't you know? Pretending to be confused or really not getting it? I've always been very sure that your IQ is not weak at all, you are pretending to be confused, you stinky girl, this naughty and mischievous personality is getting more and more sophisticated. After Lin Yumo finished speaking, he wanted to come over and hug her again, but was once again avoided by Mei Ying.
"Lao Lin, do you like to drink?" Mei Ying once again answered the question.
"I don't like it! Although my alcohol consumption is okay, I don't want to get drunk, once people get drunk, their thinking is blurred, I don't want to be like that, I want to keep a clear head at all times. But...... But when I see you this time, I want to get drunk, and my sober life makes me feel tired. Girl, I have been very tired over the years, since the birth of my daughter, in addition to the initial joy, followed by countless cumbersome, after my daughter went to kindergarten, my wife also resigned, I want to support a family, I was just a small clerk, girl. You don't know how difficult it is to live well in Beijing, I started to work everywhere, as long as people give me money, I will help people draw drawings, saying that the best is a designer, and the popular point is a drawing. I was really exhausted in those years, but I finally survived and now have my own studio, but I am not happy at all because there is no one to share this sense of accomplishment with me. ”
Lin Yumo burst into tears as he spoke, Mei Ying took out a tissue and gently wiped it off for him, he was distressed like a child at this time.
"Where's your wife? Doesn't she share happiness with you? You are husband and wife, not only do you have to share weal and sorrow but also share joys and sorrows, how can a woman not like her husband's successful career? Mei Ying is still very puzzled, they should love each other very much, I heard him say in that broken pavilion before that his wife is very beautiful, hasn't he been chasing for a long time, with the arrival of his daughter, their family of three should be happy.
"Girl, you don't know, since her parents died three years ago, she seems to have changed as a person, often silent, in a daze, except for her daughter can talk to her, she almost ignores me, let alone my family. I cherish her, take her out on a trip, and go to your hometown, but she still doesn't like to take care of me, you know, her parents always have to go before us, not to mention that her parents are seventy years old before leaving, her sisters and brothers are also doing well now, I really can't understand what she is worried about. ”
"Lao Lin, my parents are also gone, and I have lived a few decades less than your wife's parents, I am also sad and sad, but it is impossible for people to live forever or even die, I believe now, people have a life, really. I had a short marriage, and he was very nice to me, but I didn't love him, and we divorced for various reasons. I have a man I love deeply, that is, you met me twelve years ago and he confessed to me not long after, he is like a prince in my mind, he is so handsome and so charming to girls, every time I am with him I feel like I am dreaming, and then he broke up with me because of my unclean body. But...... But I didn't expect him to come to me again six years later, and that's when we realized how much we loved each other. Just as we were about to get married, just as I was pregnant again, he left me again, this time, forever, he never came back, he went to a distant paradise. So, I went to the hospital again and had a miscarriage. Because he's gone, the child means nothing to me. You know, I was in the hospital twelve years ago, and the first night your wife came in, I swore that I would never have any more children in my life. But for him, I broke my oath, and his departure made it difficult for me to face the bleak life. When he left, my world collapsed in an instant, and I was decadent and depressed, but I didn't complain about anyone. In this life, people can not believe in fate, but they have to accept fate not. All these years, I didn't want to fall in love, I didn't want to get married, because his place in my heart was irreplaceable! Compared to your wife, what is her sadness? Any idea why I'm here? Because I'm going to live, I'm going to keep living, I'm going to have to feed myself. I drank with people in Lhasa to make money, and I met Lao Qin that night, he brought me here, and he asked me to manage the entertainment city for him, because I could drink, and I still remember that night, in order to earn the money for the journey home, I almost drank until I had stomach bleeding. ”
After Mei Ying said this, she picked up the glass of wine on the table and drank it all, she hadn't talked to someone so freely for a long time, her heart had been suppressed for too long, in this world, there were always many people moaning without illness, there were always many people complaining in self-righteous sadness, and there were always many people blindly indulging in grief and holding back. And she, she Mei Ying is not such a person, although she has also been confused and decadent, but that period of time is really insignificant compared to a long life. All pain and sorrow will train a person, and they will make people stronger and more indestructible.
"Girl, I'm sorry! Have my words touched your sore spot? When I saw you that day, I could feel the suffering you have suffered over the years, but I didn't expect you to go all the way so hard, let me take care of you in the future, okay? ”
Looking at his sincere eyes, Mei Ying suddenly didn't realize that God was unfair to her, it turned out that everything that happened in her life was always interlocking, just like her and Lin Yumo, if they were destined to reunite, then they would be destined lovers to each other, and they could never be separated again. Mei Ying still felt that it was not perfect, there were still some small mistakes in the meantime, she didn't want to say it, since she was here to drink tonight, let's drink to her heart's content, eating and drinking and chatting with the man in front of her, which she couldn't imagine twelve years ago, at that time, her most humble thought was just to hear his charming magnetic voice again.
"Who wants you to take care of me, I'm so good now, so good that I don't need anyone to take care of me. You, or take care of your home, if you want to drink in the future, you can come to me when you want to talk to someone, I can't do anything, it's just very good at setting up a dragon gate array, you Beijingers are called Kan Dashan, and we Chengdu people are called Hang Liao Zhai, of course, it's not Pu Songling's "Liao Zhai", if you tell you the story of "Painted Skin" in the middle of the night, you will definitely be creepy. Wow, the female ghost is coming...... Hahaha" Mei Ying stuck out her tongue and pretended to be a female ghost, and deliberately grabbed her hair with her two hands to make it look very messy.
Lin Yumo didn't wait for her to finish, and took her body into his arms, "Girl, don't you want me to take care of you?" You can't help but love and pity! Do you need another man to take care of you? Or maybe I'm not good enough? I don't believe you never liked me in your heart, I feel it, I can feel it, don't you, girl? Tell me, you like me! Lin Yu looked at her emotionally, he was waiting for her answer.
Mei Ying broke his hand, picked up the wine glass on the table, and shook it gently, she suddenly wanted to reply to him poetically, and the obsession with him in the past came to her heart, thinking of the little love poems she had written for him in the past, and she couldn't help but sigh. In the past, every torturous night in the bed for him became clearer and clearer, in her best years, she missed him, and she couldn't catch up with that reincarnation, so, what about this reincarnation? Has she fulfilled her long-cherished wish, and will she be desperate to perform a tragic and tragic love like a moth to a flame...... She didn't want to look directly into her heart, she liked him, but he couldn't give her pure, it was too messy, it was so messy, she couldn't refuse his affectionate eyes, and his psychedelic and deep and intoxicating voice that would always cling to her body, her heart began to fall apart......
"Look at Hongchen, how much gentle intoxication can be resisted, and the world is fluttering. The shattered wine glass will also have a desolate beauty, and the cold rain will fly freely......"
I don't know where the inspiration came from, and I don't know what I was suddenly inexplicable, I drank the wine in the cup, let go of the shaking red wine glass in my hand, and let the glass fall straight into the ground, with a crisp echo, Lin Yumo looked at her stupidly.
"Lao Lin, this is my answer. The glass shattered, but I heard the crackling sound and saw glass shards all over the floor. ”