I haven't felt warmth for a long time, and I don't deliberately feel warmth, Mei Ying feels that she rarely needs warmth, and in the eyes of many people, the whole meaning of warmth seems to be home. That premature death of love, this journey to the road, made her become a person who advocates freedom over love, she does not have the gentle posture of a little woman, she even feels that a woman's life should not be placed in that square city, even if there is no lofty ambition, it is necessary to come out and see. She doesn't want to marry again, and her increasingly eccentric personality makes her hate women who seem to be happy but secretly cry. Happiness is not spoken by mouth, it is lived by oneself.

There are many ways to seek warmth, such as calling my sister, and what comes out of the airwaves is not sound, but warmth! Over the past two years, she seems to have become an insulator, refusing all the people who want to give her warmth, she doesn't dare to let the heat energy accumulated in her heart be released, she knows herself too well, the reason why she is strong, sometimes cold and sometimes hot appearance to show people, only because of this special environment, after people will say that you are, too tight and will say that you pretend, with her frank character can persist until now, can not but say that it is a miracle.

It's almost the New Year, the weather is getting colder, even Lao Wang hasn't been here for a week, the New Year's festival is the most idle day for Mei Ying, of course, it is also the day when these men earn performance at home. The weekend is finally here, Mei Ying is still very eager, it's time to pack up and go to Lin Yumo's date, in the past three days, they have deliberately avoided not meeting, she believes that Lin Yumo knows the same hesitant and complex mentality as she knows "closer to home, more timid", knowing that he lives in the hotel, but she doesn't go up and down the stairs easily, only walks around a little between the fourth, fifth and sixth floors, the hotel has more than a dozen floors, she doesn't want to find out which floor he lives on, or maybe they live in one floor is unknown.

Lao Qin already knew that she and Lin Yumo had known each other for a long time, and called at noon to allow her not to go to work at night, and blamed her for hiding it from him, and saying that Lao Lin's heart would be tied here in the future. Really, this Lin Yumo said it so bluntly, these middle-aged men seem to have missed the most beautiful years, and now that the times are open, they are all eager to regain their youth. The years are old, but the hearts of people are young, but Mei Ying feels that her heart is still stuck in the past, and her infatuation with him has always been in the dilapidated pavilion twelve years ago, with the curling smoke swimming in the light rain.

Lin Yumo called and asked if she wanted to wait for her in the hall on the first floor, saying that the position was booked yesterday, Mei Ying refused his waiting, since it was a date, then men should be early, and women should be late. Yes, she still couldn't suppress the excitement in her heart, and she had been thinking about which outfit to wear for the past few days. A dating that has been going on for 12 years is naturally to be carefully dressed. In the past, Leng Xu said that she looked good in bright clothes, but most of the clothes in winter were cold colors, so she found a light gray cashmere tight skirt to wear inside, with a long black coat, a long blue printed scarf, and boots on her feet. She felt that with Lin Yumo's age, she shouldn't wear those playful clothes, she should dress more mature and steady, and didn't want people to see the age difference between them, let alone let others misunderstand their relationship.

The plum shadow arrived, and although the snow stopped, the cold wind was even more raging. Lin Yumo stood outside the restaurant waiting for her, it was still the same black coat from the previous time, Mei Ying sometimes couldn't understand why Lin Yumo and Leng Xu would wear this monotonous black out of the extreme of men. Lin Yumo should be more burly than Leng Xu's body, Mei Ying actually didn't dare to look directly at his sturdy figure, his body could definitely make any woman think about it.

I saw him stretch his neck and pay attention to every taxi, his face was a little red from the cold, and his hands kept rubbing back and forth to keep warm. Really, he actually ...... on such a cold day Hey, men are still quite cute sometimes, he is the same as Leng Xu, persistently cute. There are a few little girls selling flowers outside the restaurant, because they are not allowed to enter the door, they sell at the door all the year round. Lin Yumo saw her, walked over and opened the car door for her, and naturally put his arm around her shoulders and was about to go inside, at that moment, even Mei Ying felt that his actions were natural and reasonable, as if they had been lovers for a long time. The flower girls were very discerning, and they all came to surround them.

"Sir, buy this beautiful sister a bouquet of flowers." Lin Yumo was naturally very willing, and he was about to take out the money in his bag with a smile on his face.

"Little girl, this gentleman doesn't buy flowers, he likes to pick flowers, hahaha." Mei Ying laughed as she spoke, and walked inside by herself. Now she can't control her habit of making fun of men, and after speaking, she stuck out her tongue mischievously at Lin Yumo.

Lin Yu didn't care about buying flowers, walked up and grabbed her, regardless of how many people there were in the restaurant, he put his sexy lips in her ear and asked, "Girl, are you tempting me?" ”

Mei Ying also raised her face and asked him with a smile, "Then can I understand that you seduced me first?" ”

"I ...... You stinky girl, you still like poor mouths so much. After Lin Yumo finished speaking, he hugged her tighter and walked to the private room inside.

This is the best seafood restaurant in Yinchuan, because the hot pot here is too unauthentic, and even the chili noodles are like the brick powder scraped off the red wall. Mei Ying likes the elegant and very interesting atmosphere here, each private room is named after a scenic spot, when he came with Lao Wang in the past, he always liked to choose what "Mount Fuji" or "Champs-Élysées" and other private rooms, he felt that foreign names often suffered from Mei Ying's blows, she preferred some fresh and elegant names, it seems that Lin Yumo still understands her, and deliberately chose this "Jiangnan Water Town" hall.

As soon as you enter the private room, the walls are full of ink paintings of water towns with staggered rivers and lakes and crisscrossed water networks. The gold powder towers, row upon row, the painting boat Lingbo, the sound of the slurry and the shadow of the lights, are really dreamlike, as if they are in it. It was the first time for Mei Ying to dine in this private room, and her mood suddenly brightened up the moment she stepped in, which was very refreshing. The heating in the private room was very comfortable, Mei Ying put her bag and took off her coat, and Lin Yumo took it over and hung it on the wall for her. For men's hospitality, Mei Ying is not surprised.

The waiter came over to order, Lin Yumo also took off his coat, and he was wearing a cashmere sweater inside, the dark red striped sweater made him look the same as twelve years ago, he should be diligent in exercising, unlike Lao Qin, who is greedy for enjoying pot-bellied poop, his figure is too good, even if it is a very ordinary dress, he will wear a different charm. Don't dare to look at him more, she hasn't touched a man's body for a long time, and Lin Yumo's sexy body is undoubtedly a fatal temptation for her.

I buried my head, looked at the menu seriously, ordered a few of my favorite foods on weekdays, ordered a bottle of red wine, and took out my cigarette and put it on the table. She felt that the waiter was looking at her with strange eyes, and she was a little unhappy, she was too familiar here, most of the waiters knew her, and there were only three words in that kind of vision, "bad woman".

Glaring at the girl, she leisurely put the cigarette to her fingertips, she enjoyed Lin Yumo's concentration when she lit a cigarette for her, and couldn't help but spray a smoke ring into his face. made him a little impulsive and wanted to hold her hand on the table, but Mei Ying gently pushed it away.

"Girl, I'm leaving the day after tomorrow, I really want to take you with me in my suitcase. Even if I talk to you every day, it's a pleasure. Over the years, when I have been busy with work and the pressure on my heart is increasing, there are fewer and fewer things that can make me happy. Sometimes I feel like a patient, a patient who works like crazy, and when I stop, I seem to have nowhere to put my hands and feet, but when I see you, I suddenly want to regain that lost happiness, and you are the medicine. Lin Yumo looked at her warmly and said eagerly.

"Lao Lin, this is too exaggerated, I'm not Hua Tuo's reincarnation, how can I rejuvenate my hands, you think too highly of me. Don't you still have a wife and children, they can also comfort you, they can really let you get rid of the disease, what am I, a little woman with only money in her head, I can't soothe your heart. At this time, Mei Ying really understood that Lin Yumo didn't invite her to eat, drink and chat, he came to complain to her, and she could be sure that he had fallen in love with her. All this was in her expectation, and it was also a little beyond her expectations, but in just a few days, his fiery words revealed as if there was a long-term lovesickness for her.

"I haven't been married to her since the year before last, she doesn't like me to touch her, I don't know what is wrong with her, everything is good and very virtuous, but she doesn't love her daughter, but she turns a blind eye to me. Later, we moved to a very large house, and she simply slept in a separate room with me. We respect each other as guests, but I don't like that, home is not a hotel, it is not an office, there should be laughter and laughter between husband and wife. I'm also a normal man, I'm not a machine that only makes money, I also need it. Afterward...... After that, we barely spoke, and I worked hard to make more money to make her happy, but she was still indifferent to me. I'm not interested in finding other women, I really don't, I'm not the kind of shallow and vulgar man, I don't like one-night stands, and I don't like to go to women to vent. Do you understand? Girl. ”

Lin Yumo's tone became choked with excitement, perhaps, he was really unhappy for so many years.