The streets are still noisy at dusk, and before the street lights are on, the noise seems to be a prelude to the opening of the night curtain. The flowing notes are like a group of cheerful elves, bringing joy to Mei Ying tonight, the tears just now completely washed her heart, those rushing tears are like the clear spring of the mountain stream, washing her from head to toe, from the inside to the outside are clean, from now on, she only does herself, will not change her original intention of coming to this world because of anyone, wantonly sway her true temperament, how to place her body and youth, she has the final say.

What is fate? You can't eat or drink, so to hell with it! Her fate is in her heart, under her feet, and in her hands, she has to rely on herself to get out of the sky, even if she will end up in disgrace, she is willing! Fuck pure, fuck the lineage, fuck a good woman, a good daughter-in-law, these shackles that have entangled people for thousands of years have imprisoned human beings for all the pursuit and yearning for all good feelings, she wants to be a real woman, to charm men with smart style, to find a lover who makes her fall in love with uninhibited arrogance, if you love him, give it to him, love a person is not to give everything he has? Her heart, her body, belongs only to madness. Too plain life, too gentle love is not suitable for her, she needs a fierce horse to carry her to gallop under the bloody sun, she likes the wildness of chasing the wind, she wants a man with the same feelings as her to share this eternal pride with her!

Slowly pushing the bicycle, the thoughts along the way actually led her to the square, ** was still waving and smiling at her, remembering the oath that Leng Xu made to his old man that night, she couldn't help but smile bitterly, she didn't blame him, because he lived too seriously, in order to help his buddies fight, for the sake of the Jianghu complex, he also put himself in, he is a pure man, he is so affectionate and sexual, Mei Ying wanted to shout loudly to the other side of the sky, "Leng Xu, are you okay?" I miss you! There is no distraction in his love, and Mei Ying is always ashamed of that night's **. His smile is always so charming, so pure, and it will always tug at Mei Ying's heart.

Every day at Zhou Kai's house, she is busy learning to take care of all kinds of sundries, and she hasn't gone home to visit her family for a long time. When I walked to the staircase and met Aunt Li, I looked at Aunt Li's surprised expression, greeted her and smiled, as if everyone couldn't recognize her, even she herself couldn't believe it, like a poor man who became a millionaire overnight.

"Xiaoying, let's go back and take a look, I don't know what happened at this time, hey." Aunt Li, who was about to go downstairs, turned her head and said to her again, what did the last "hey" mean, Mei Ying grabbed the key in her hand and ran home.

The house is unusually quiet, there is no sound of mahjong, and I can't smell the fragrance of my mother's stir-frying, it should be very lively at this time, eating dinner while watching TV, and the chatter of my parents and sister. For no reason, Mei Ying was flustered in her heart, and her hands were shaking when she opened the door.

There was no one, and a death-like silence enveloped the home, and Mei Ying ran to the first floor after putting down the box.

"Aunt Zhao, Uncle Zhou." She hurriedly knocked on the door of Aunt Zhao's house.

"Xiaoying, you can be counted as back, your dad was sent to the hospital, he was uncomfortable a few days ago, he always said that his chest was tight, your dad was really stubborn, he should have gone to the hospital to check his body a long time ago, he just said it was okay. I fell to the ground after going to work this afternoon, and I saw that your father fainted, and your mother probably fainted after being stimulated. Usually there is nothing wrong with the two of them, but recently they sometimes say that people are uncomfortable when they play cards, and they are not very old, how can this be. Your sister probably hasn't had time to inform you yet, your Uncle Zhou is also in the hospital, no, I came back and made some food and was about to bring it to them. ”

Mei Ying was dumbfounded, and the tears that had just stopped began to surge again, carrying the lunch box in Aunt Zhao's hand and pulling her to the hospital. There were so many people on the street that she couldn't even call a taxi, Mei Ying couldn't wait any longer, put the lunch box in Aunt Zhao's hand and ran towards the hospital alone.

arrived, finally arrived, and found the emergency room according to what Aunt Zhao said.

What is this doing? The black pressure surrounded a group of people, all of whom were from their parents' factory, and many of them had very sad expressions, could it be that their parents' condition was not very optimistic? pulled through the crowd and saw her sister standing at the front, and she pulled her sister.

"Sister, what are you crying about, what about Dad and Mom?"

"Sister, the doctor said that both my father and my mother had a history of heart disease, and my father fainted in the afternoon in the unit, and on the way to send my father to the hospital, my mother also fainted. Looking at the tears and sadness on her sister's face, she didn't know what to do as a sister.

"Mom and Dad have heart disease? Why don't I know that the medicine they take on weekdays is not all ordinary vitamins? Dad always said that his chest was tight, but wouldn't it be okay after a while? Why did Mom send it to rescue all together? "Mei Ying was confused, wasn't she okay a while ago, why did she go to the emergency room together, impossible! When pigs fly! They are still so young, how could such a mistake occur, she has to go to the doctor to find out.

Finally saw my father and mother, they were lying on two beds in the emergency room, she didn't know what the doctor was holding in his hand, she just pressed her father and mother's chest, no, she couldn't let them torture her beloved parents like this. She rushed in angrily, and a large group of doctors and nurses stopped her.

"What are you guys doing here?! Do you understand science? Where are you rescuing, you are clearly punishing my parents, they are tortured by you so much that they can't move, you go away, I want to talk to my parents and my parents. ”

The doctors and nurses ignored her and continued their resuscitation, while her sister and Uncle Zhou pulled her out of the room. Looking back at their parents lying on the hospital bed, they didn't have any expressions, they lay there motionless. Mei Ying's heart choked for a while, and their appearance seemed to be a hundred times worse than the condition of her bleeding collapse lying on the operating table. I felt that the world was spinning, her hands and feet were weak, her eyes were dark, and she was planted on the ground.

I don't know who pinched her, and gradually opened her eyes, and at this time I could only hear a male doctor calling, "Where is the patient's family?" ”

Mei Ying was helped to her feet by her sister, and the two sisters didn't know what would happen to them. Mei Ying's legs were still trembling, and she felt weak, and she struggled to move forward, she didn't know what answer the doctor would give them.

"Are you all dependents? I'm so sorry, we've done our best, it's a shame! They all belong to heart failure, which should be caused by coronary heart disease, male patients have congestion in their lungs, female patients have edema in their legs, according to their age, if they are treated early, it will not be so, now people are really neglecting their health, hey! Let's go through the formalities. ”

"Doctor, what did you say? I don't really understand, what's wrong with my parents? What did you do your best? This is a hospital, aren't you saving lives? How could my parents be gone, you tell me, how could they be gone? Are you doctors idiots, stupid pigs? ”

Mei Ying felt a powerful force surging in her body, she rushed up and grabbed the doctor's white coat and kept asking, she was crazy, she was like a shrew who scolded the streets, and the two fresh lives were gone if they said no, how do you make her believe it!

Mei Ying rushed into the consultation room, looked at her mother, then at her father, and fell to the ground in grief, she tried her best to call "Mom and Dad", but they could no longer respond to her. She regretted it, she regretted that she should have gone home a long time ago, and she regretted that she hadn't even been able to say the last word to them. Yes, she regretted it so much that she wanted to die, and she went to someone else's house to be a good daughter-in-law, and even neglected her parents who gave birth to her and raised her.

Slowly standing up, it seemed that he was beginning to accept this painful fact. She put the two beds together, leaned down and hugged them, their bodies were gradually cooling, Mei Ying pulled the sheet at the end of the bed to cover them, she stroked her mother's face, there were fine lines at the corners of her eyes, she used to let her take good care of it was always so disobedient, and the moisturizer she bought for her always forgot to wipe it. Mom is the same as her, willful and naughty, and calls her dad "old guy". Mei Ying pulled the sheets for her mother and wrapped her body again and again. "Mom, you have to be obedient in the future, obviously you are taking medicine, why lie to me and my sister is vitamins, you see your feet are swollen, no wonder you don't like to wear high heels, they are all bought for me, it's like this, don't let us give you a massage, it's really a naughty and willful mother, not well-behaved at all." Don't call my dad old guy when you get down there in the future, my dad is so handsome, and his name is loud, but my dad doesn't mind, it's good to call him whatever you want, my dad is happy in his heart. ”

Mei Ying wiped her tears, walked up to her father again, combed her father's hair, looked at this old man, he always didn't like to take care of his hair, it was messy, and told him not to go to the bald old man at the mouth of the alley to get a haircut, he was also disobedient, and said that the hair salon was expensive and ugly, and the bald old man shaved him for free. Comrade Mei Haotian's temper is too stubborn, people want to keep that whip as a souvenir, he doesn't care how much Sanqi is, he just throws it away, and says that it is not an antique, and points to the failure of appreciation, what a stubborn old man. Obviously, he can smoke and drink good wine, but he has to save money to buy a house, but he is worried that the two sisters will not have a place to live in the future, this old man doesn't know what to think, did he expect that she would be kicked out of the house early on, if he knew that he would not marry, at least he could stay together for a few more days. Dad is gone, just like in the past, when he came home tired, he would always lie down for a while, and his expression was very peaceful. Caressing her father's eyes, she could no longer see the eyes that had shocked her countless times, and the thick eyebrows still flashed with determination and stubbornness.

She nagged with her parents in her heart, reminiscing about the past, and mourning. Zi wants to be filial and his relatives are not there, they have been asking them from her since she landed, they have worked hard for her studies, planned for the future, and never counted on her support, they have devoted their short lives just to her living happily and calmly.

Mei Ying seriously cut her father's hair, put her parents' heads together, and covered them with the white list, the underworld must be cold and cold, and turned her head to her sister and shouted: "Merlin, hurry up and go home and get some clothes for your parents, it's almost autumn, don't let them catch a cold on the road." ”

"Sister, are you talking nonsense? My parents haven't buried it yet, and I only burned my clothes when I wanted to bury them, so I had to go through the hospital procedures first, and I had to clean up my parents' bodies. ”

My sister has always been quiet, kept wiping her tears, walked over and pulled her, "Sister, don't make trouble, my father and mother are gone, they are gone, can you make trouble with them back?" Everybody's looking at you. ”

"Let them take a good look, my father and mother are gone, can't I make a fuss? Can't I talk to them for a while? After Mei Ying finished speaking, she hugged her sister and cried bitterly, the two girls will depend on each other from now on, and the people in the hospital corridor also felt pity for the two girls, and everyone was next to them to persuade softly.

"Xiaoying, how do you say that your father and mother will leave, you see that such a big thing has happened in just a while, come, sit down with your sister and talk about it."

Zhou Kai should have been notified by Aunt Zhao, he and his father both came, but he didn't see his mother. It's better not to come, lest you see more resentment and anger from your mother.

The next thing is Zhou Kai and Aunt Zhao to do, for three days, Mei Ying doesn't eat or drink, sitting in her parents' room, every night comes, she doesn't turn on the light, she is afraid that those dazzling white lights will disturb the souls of her parents. She kept smoking, and the room smelled of smoke, and she always wished that her parents would be in the smoke. Dad handed her the cigarettes, Mom tried to stop Dad, Mom would blame Dad, "You old guy, I really don't know how you taught your daughter, other parents buy clothes and cosmetics for their daughters, you are good, buy some cigarettes and alcohol, one day you get rich, do you still want to buy airplanes and cannons." "Mother's love and father's arrogance do make Mei Ying's character a little more masculine. She will not let her parents down, and she will not be weak and helpless from now on, as my father said, the girls in our family should be atmospheric, spicy, and not afraid of heaven and earth.

Yes, that's it, although her parents are gone, they have left her with an extremely firm belief that she must live well, otherwise, she will have no shame to meet her parents in the future. Through the smoke, through the window lattice, the impermanence of life is like a star that appears and disappears in the night sky, and its trace can never be confirmed. The deceased is long gone, and the living are like this!

Mei Ying took out her cigarette butt and walked out of the dim room, there were many people who came to mourn, and she was comforting when she saw her. Looking at her sister's red and swollen eyes, she felt a little guilty, she should be the eldest daughter to bear all this, but she blindly immersed herself in her own heartbreak, and let her sister's thin body bear all this alone. Her parents will never come back, the only loved one in this world is this sister, she can't let this home be dark and silent because of the departure of her parents, she should plan her future days.

The sun and the moon will not rise and fall upside down because of her liver and intestines, and night and day will not be lost because of her heart. From then on, there will be no more mom and dad, and it will take her a long time to accept this fact!