Having a child with Song Yuan sounds pretty good.

After that palace banquet, Song Yuan, like Bai Xu, also got an idle official of Shaoqing of Dali Temple. It is equivalent to the modern Supreme Court, which is in charge of hearing prison cases.

I thought about it for a long time before I understood why the two of them got such a big official position without doing anything, and I think it has nothing to do with the fact that they are royals, after all, the horse represents the face of the royal family in a sense.

So even if Song Yuan and Bai Xu don't do well, as long as they are in harmony with the princess Qinse, it is easy to keep.

and Song Yuan have been married for more than two months, and they are more intimate with each other, and there is no big change compared to before. Song Yuan has become a little busier now, not only managing the business of Jiang Yanlou, but also wearing official uniforms to the court early every day.

So every night, I lie in the middle of my soft quilt, just turn my head slightly, I can see a dim candle flame in front of the desk, Song Yuan's vigilance is very high, as long as I secretly look at him, he will slowly turn his head, staring at my arm hanging outside the quilt, frowning slightly, and then I secretly withdraw my arm like a thief.

After a while, I secretly went to see him, and every now and then, as long as I went back and forth a few times, he would let out a faint sigh, blow out the candle flame, and get into the bed with a body of cold air.

This peaceful day passed for a while, which was finally shattered by an unexpected piece of news.

I was walking in the garden with Bell that day, but I suddenly felt a cramp in my stomach, and Bell helped me back to the dormitory with a panicked face.

When Song Yuan hadn't come back yet, I was sitting alone in front of the window. Looking out the window at the small tree that spits out new sprouts, my hand slowly floated up to my tense lower abdomen.

Just an hour ago, Bell asked the doctor in the house to take my pulse.

Because Song Yuan has a stubborn illness, there has always been a doctor in the house, and the doctor comes and goes quickly. But after the doctor left, the bell and I froze in place.

The bell looked at my stomach cautiously, and after a long time, he said cautiously: "Princess, do you want to tell the horse and the queen mother about this matter first?" ”

I thought about it. Slowly shook his head and said, "Don't tell the queen mother about this matter first." Song Yuan was there...... It's up to me. ”

At that time, I was very relieved to say this to the bell, but I sat in front of the window and thought about it for nearly an hour, but I didn't come up with any more suitable opening sentences.

I don't know how Song Yuan felt when he heard the news.

But when I heard the news myself, I didn't have many surprises in my heart. It's just a little stunned. Some are overwhelmed.

So when Song Yuan came back. I watched his navy blue back as he approached, and my eyes reddened slightly.

Song Yuan was stunned at first, and then walked quickly to me. Picked me up from the soft couch and put on my shoes, then he stood still with me, rubbed my somewhat reddened eyes, and didn't ask lightly until the fog under my eyes cleared, "What's wrong?" ”

I grabbed Song Yuan's sleeves with both hands, and I didn't know how to tell him about it for a while, and I couldn't use any of the opening remarks that I had been thinking about for a long time.

Song Yuan...... I have something to tell you. ”

"Well, you say."

"Song Yuan, if you have a child now, will you be happy."

I can't describe Song Yuan's expression at that time, his expression was relaxed, there was no flaw, but I could feel his hand on my waist, and there was a moment of stiffness.

I feel a little sad for Song Yuan's stiffness, although I, like him, am not ready to sit down to meet this child, but I can feel that Song Yuan's stiffness is not because of joy.

My voice trembled slightly, "Song Yuan, you don't want this child?" You don't like it? ”

Song Yuan hugged me and said with relief: "Qingjiang, don't be excited, you listen to me." ”

"You're still young, we still have a few days to go, and this kid came too early."

Song Yuan said a lot, every item is the Tao, this is also my previous hesitation, I am used to the modern way of giving birth, and it is not that I have not seen the helplessness of giving up a small life for various reasons, but this does not guarantee that I can accept Song Yuan's words.

It's not what I imagined at all.

"So, are we going to give up on him and kill him?"

I took a step back, suddenly feeling a little hard to accept.

"Song Yuan, let's calm down first, think about what the reason is, and think about the reason for convincing me."

"I also have to think about it, I will go to the palace today to accompany my mother, and we will talk tomorrow. You can rest assured...... I won't talk about this with my mother. ”

I walked out of the door steadily, and I didn't notice it, my fingertips trembled slightly, and I naturally didn't see it, after I went out, Song Yuan bowed slightly, and Liu Fu chased after him.

"Princess, princess, you wait for the slave."

After entering the palace, most of my emotions had been restrained, and the queen mother did not ask me why I entered the palace, nor did she reproach me for my willfulness, but just patted my hand gently.

She should have thought that I had an unpleasant quarrel with Song Yuan, so I entered the palace in a bad mood, although this is also one of the facts.

It was getting dark, and the last hints of red were left in the sky.

I accompanied the queen mother to make sachets. The embroidery of the queen mother is really good, the stitches are tight, and the patterns are gorgeous.

I was bored lying on the table and asked, "Queen Mother, didn't you make sachets for my father last time?" Is it one per month? ”

The queen mother glanced at me lightly, and I quickly bowed my head and admitted my mistake, "I was wrong, I was wrong." ”

"You, you're not too young, how can you still talk so carelessly, if you have a child in the future, how can you sit as a mother. This sachet is not for your father, but for your second brother, by the way, since you came back from the White Horse Temple, you have been separated from your second brother a lot, is something wrong? ”

After the queen mother hooked the last stitch, she bit off the embroidery thread with her teeth, and there was a "click" sound, which seemed to ring in my heart.

Do you want me to say, "I have a child now, my mother?" But the boy's father didn't want him. Do you want me to say that I had a dream after my mother, and my second brother wanted to harm me and had bad intentions.

Then I'm afraid that the queen mother will immediately kick me out of the door and go to find Song Yuan. I drove out because I said that her son was not, and looking for Song Yuan was angry for me. Judging from the past situation, although my mother is gentle, she has a good atmosphere in her bones, for example, protecting her short.

"The Queen Mother. Was I good-looking when I was a child? ”

The queen mother put away the sachet. gave me a strange look, but I didn't expect me to suddenly ask her this question, "Good-looking, white and chubby." More than your fifth brother eats. When I was still a little milk baby. You are very strong, and you always bully him. ”

I nunu mouthed, "So when I grew up." He's not bullying back. Hmph, I said why he always looked at me unpleasantly, it turned out to be a grudge. ”

The queen reached out and tapped me on the head.

I pretended to hide around, "Queen Mother, don't look at me, I'm going to be stupid." ”

"Knock your head open, I can see what's inside."

I moved the stool to the queen mother's side, and then fell into the queen's arms, cautiously probing, "Queen mother, do you think I am any different from before, I mean...... Since I fell into the water and lost my memory, has the queen mother felt that Qingjiang is very strange, because ...... Qingjiang doesn't remember anything. ”

The queen mother still stretched out her hand to caress me, from the top of my head all the way to my back, just lying in the arms of the queen mother, so that time could go on like this, so quietly and comfortably.

"What about you, you don't remember the queen mother, do you feel strange? Even if you forget more things and can't remember the past, you are always the daughter of the queen mother, and the inheritance in the bloodline cannot change. ”

I suddenly froze, then, what if there was no blood.

The queen mother seemed to think of something, and said suspiciously: "But speaking of which, your temperament is much calmer than before, but the naughtiness in your bones has not changed at all." You grew up beside your imperial grandmother since you were a child, and you have become such an arrogant character, so your father always hates you for not being steel, in fact, your father wants you better than anyone else in his heart. ”

I didn't have time to ask, "Really?" There was a message from the eunuch at the door.

I quickly straightened up, straightened the hem of my clothes, and straightened my hair. Because I am married, my hair must be coiled into a lady's head, but I am used to it in the princess's mansion, and I am in a hurry to go out today, so this hair is still the hair of a woman who has not left the cabinet.

What can I do?

I looked over to my mother, who stood up and walked out with a helpless expression.

"Your Majesty."

"Well, I will have dinner with the queen today, and I will go down and prepare."

The little eunuch beside his father answered, and he was too busy to prepare.

"Wait." The queen mother called him, "Prepare an extra pair of dishes and chopsticks, Princess Qingjiang will also accompany the palace to dine today." ”

I hurriedly took a few steps forward and walked up to my father, "Qingjiang participates in my father." ”

"Get up. How are you here. ”

Look at it, look at it, is this the loving father that the queen mother just said?

I didn't know how to answer for a while, and the queen mother hurriedly pulled my father to the inner room, "I want to Qingjiang these days, so I want her to come into the palace to accompany me, stay for one night and go back to the princess's mansion tomorrow." ”

The father flicked his sleeves and sat down angrily.

"What is this like, she is not sensible, are you also following nonsense. She is already married, so she has to have the style of a princess. ”

The back of the mother's neck stiffened, and she replied: "Concubine Mu can ask the third princess to enter the palace to accompany her to say some considerate words between mother and daughter, why can't I let Qingjiang enter the palace to accompany me." ”

What is momentum, what is ko, what is seckill. The father was angry, but in the end it all became helpless.

"What do you compare to her, you know, we owe her."

The queen mother still didn't buy it, "It's you, not me." ”

"If my father doesn't like Qingjiang to enter the palace, then Qingjiang will go back, and my father and mother quarrel over Qingjiang, and Qingjiang feels very guilty."

I saw the queen looking at me with great appreciation, I raised my eyebrows slightly, and lowered my head at the right time.

"You two ......," my father couldn't laugh or cry, "Okay, okay, I'm really afraid of you." ”

I stayed in the queen harem for one night, and was thrown out of the palace by the queen mother early the next morning, although I tried to arouse the mother's love with tears in my eyes, but it seemed that the queen mother did not appreciate it, as if blocking me, and turned around and closed the door directly.

Since you can't stay in the palace, you have to go home.

I just don't know how to face Song Yuan.

When I left the house yesterday, the last thing I said to Song Yuan was, "Song Yuan, I don't want this child, but you give me a reason, we don't want his reason." ”

At that time, I saw Song Yuan stunned for a moment, he probably didn't expect it, I would really agree, he didn't know, I was a person from a civilized society when I came, although I also felt cruel.

When I went home, Song Yuan had already gone out to the court, I don't know where we missed it, I left the house in a hurry yesterday, and I didn't have time to bring a change of clothes, so the first thing I did when I returned to the house was to take a shower, and then waited until noon, Song Yuan went back to the house, I thought we would continue to quarrel over the child's affairs.

But he didn't expect Song Yuan to be relieved.

"Since you like it, we will give birth, I am just worried about your body, I don't want you to be so decisive as you left yesterday."

I was very happy at that time, and fell into Song Yuan's tenderness and sweetness, if I had been more serious, I would have found the sick words in Song Yuan's words.

If I had found out, I wouldn't have been so sad when that happened after that.

Pregnancy was easier than I expected. In addition to being easily sleepy, vomiting or anything at all, not many people know the news of my pregnancy, Song Yuan means that he is afraid of adulterers, so I am also happy to be idle, I should play and eat, and there is nothing taboo, so I will give birth to that incident in the end.

That day, the bell brought me a bowl of soup to drink, I didn't have much appetite, and because I didn't like to drink soup, I put it aside and didn't move, I don't know why the bell was a little anxious when he saw that I didn't move.

"Princess, this is a fetal medicine specially prepared for the princess, so the princess should drink it while it's hot."

I looked at the bowl of tocolytic pills strangely, and then looked at the bell's expression, and I was a little puzzled for a while.

Why is the bell so flustered, a tocolytic? At this time, what kind of tocolytic medicine to drink, I have never drunk it before.

I shook my head and said, "I don't drink it, what kind of tocolytic pills do I drink, I don't need it." ”

"However, this is specially prepared for the princess by the colt."

After saying that, the bell picked up the medicine bowl again.

I saw her look of concern, so I didn't doubt it, and without hesitation, I picked up the bowl, drank it all, and finally wiped my mouth and raised my head.

"Are you satisfied?"

Bell smiled, put away the medicine bowl and walked out, as if he didn't hold steady when he crossed the threshold, he stumbled a little, I suddenly felt that something was wrong, so I quietly followed Bell and followed her all the way to the kitchen.

The bell went into the kitchen and closed the door, and I leaned on the window to peek.

When she entered the kitchen, the bowl in her hand seemed to lose traction, falling from her hand and rolling all the way to the stove. (To be continued.) )