The more I looked at the window, the more terrified I became.

The bell whimpered quietly, and I rushed to the door of the room in a few steps and asked sharply, "Bell, what did you give me a drink?" ”

The bell raised his head, a tear-stained look accompanied by a frightened look on his face, and I pressed over step by step, "Poison? Abortion pills? ”

The look of the bell told me everything, and I was stunned, and I didn't have time to think about it, so I rushed to the water tank in a few steps, and raised my fingers deep into my throat.

Spit it out, I'm going to spit it out quickly, it's an abortion pill. I couldn't think of any emotion, I just pushed my slender fingers deep into my throat, and I didn't care about the teeth on the back of my hand, and after a few vomiting reactions, the bowl of scarlet liquid was spit out by me.

I didn't look at the puddle of potion underground, but I took the ladle and poured it with water, and then spit it out, and then repeated it a few times before I sat down next to the tank.

I don't care about the sour pool of vomit next to me.

I stared at the bell with a rare calmness in my eyes. Several times, I felt like my stomach was going to vomit on its own, and I could laugh at myself thinking that the reason I didn't have morning sickness was probably God wanted me to do it all at once.

It was really uncomfortable to sit in this environment, and I didn't care about the stains and dirt on my clothes, so I staggered to my feet and reached out to stop the bell running towards me.

With all his strength, he shouted, "Someone." ”

The little maid near the kitchen came over and was amazed, "Bell girl, princess! Princess, what's the matter, Bell girl, come and hold on to the princess. ”

I smiled weakly, "You help me back to the dormitory." Fast. ”

It's not because of anything else, I spit out part of the medicine, but there is still a residual medicinal property, although I have diluted it a lot, but now, the diluted part seems to be about to be released.

I lay weak on the bed, afraid to tell anyone or call the doctor in.

In this house, there are other people's eyeliner everywhere.

By the time Song Yuan came back, my condition had improved, and it seemed that I had succeeded.

But there is no relaxation at all.

Matsubara seems to have known about the afternoon. So when they came towards me. With worry written all over my face, I suddenly felt sick again.

Song Yuan sat down on the edge of the bed and said worriedly, "How are you, are you okay?" Why don't you call the maid in and wait? ”

I smiled faintly. looked at Song Yuan and said, "I'm fine." My child is fine, so Song Yuan, are you disappointed? ”

Song Yuan smiled unabated. He pinched the corners of the quilt for me, "You know everything." ”

I suddenly felt a little funny, he said to me so calmly now, do you already know, as if to say, the weather is really good today. Why can he be so indifferent, he knows what he is doing, he wants to kill our children, but he doesn't see sadness at all, he is so faint and cold, as if he is disposing of an object.

I looked at him, and suddenly I didn't seem to know him.

"When is the bell...... became your person. ”

Song Yuan still smiled and didn't speak, and asked, "Have you eaten, I heard from the next person, you didn't have dinner, I'll go and ask someone to prepare some." ”

I grabbed Song Yuan's sleeve and couldn't help but sigh, "Song Yuan, you tell me why, what is it." Why did you go back on your word after agreeing, Song Yuan, I never seem to have known you. ”

Song Yuan was helpless. sat down again, "Qingjiang, I didn't mean to hurt you, some things are very complicated, I can't explain to you now, but you have to trust me, I won't hurt you." ”

Since then, Song Yuan and I have maintained a calm appearance, but we have never slept in the same bed again, and the bell has also been ordered by me not to come close to me.

In those months, a lot of things happened, for example, the father Emperor Song suddenly started a war against the Jin State, and the Jin State lost a city within a few days, and the war was about to break out, and the days when Song Yuan went to the palace also increased, and the people were panicked, for fear that the war would spread to their side.

But unlike the people, there is peace in the harem.

I sat beside my mother, and I was distracted. In the past few days, the princess's nerves have been tense, for fear that someone will plot against me at any time, and even the diet is instructed to the little maid to watch carefully, and in the end I am not at ease, and I chased all the way to the kitchen. While eating, you have to worry about whether someone has moved before cooking, such as raw meat, such as water.

The bell still follows me every day, but I don't listen to what she says.

I don't want to know why my personal palace maid became Song Yuan's henchman and brought me that bowl of abortion pills for him. I didn't dare to tell my father and mother about these things, Song Yuan seemed to be sure that I wouldn't say anything, so he also looked fearless.

I put my arms around and suddenly felt a little cold.

The queen mother touched my clothes and said gently, "Isn't it a little cold, Biyue, go get a cloak for the princess." ”

I hurriedly stretched out my hand to stop, "No need for the queen mother, Qingjiang is not cold." ”

The queen mother nodded, and it was up to me, but the queen mother looked at my face, "Aren't you too tired lately, Your Majesty has discussed many things with the prince and the horse, so I neglected you." War is not something you should worry about, so you eat and drink well, take care of your body, raise your baby, and take care of other things. ”

My eyes flashed, and I suddenly felt a little sad, "Queen Mother, you ...... How do you know. ”

"You, don't say anything when you're happy, it's because you're afraid that someone will harm you, it's right to have this vigilance, it should be, but don't treat yourself badly because of this matter. This war is raging, and it won't be long before your father and the emperor will go on a personal expedition, and he will pick a horse and the prince to accompany him......"

"The Imperial Driver?"

The queen mother was interrupted by me, but she was not impatient, smiled and continued: "Yes, this is still your colt's proposal, saying that it is the Holy Lord's personal visit, which will help the warriors improve their morale. Don't worry, if this battle can't be fought, it won't be long before peace is restored. ”

"War, ruined not only the two countries, but also the common people, I just hope that all this will end soon, there will be no more wars, and live in peace. How wonderful. ”

I muttered, "Yes, how good it is to live peacefully without war." ”

That day, Song Yuan and I went home together, and in the carriage, we didn't say anything, and we could only hear the scolding of the mother calling the children home for dinner in the market.

It's vulgar, but it's not very hard to hear.

My hands were folded all the way to my lower abdomen, and I couldn't help but tighten at this point.

"You don't have to be so defensive of me anymore. I won't hurt him anymore. What's more, in a few days, I will follow His Majesty to the royal expedition, ...... to you And he can no longer be a threat. ”

I didn't look at him. Just said lightly: "Really? ”

There was no warning on the day Song Yuan left. I didn't know that Song Yuan would leave at that time. I finished breakfast alone that day, and Song Yuan walked towards me with something in his hand, and I looked up at him.

He placed what he had on the table beside him. "This is your favorite osmanthus cake, or is it hot."

Song Yuan was wearing civilian clothes, so I didn't expect him to leave.

After he confessed to me, he walked towards the door without anything, my rare sect leader Song Yuan. walked in and straightened the corner of his clothes, like an ordinary woman's instructions to her husband who traveled far away.

"Be careful on this trip. I...... Waiting for you to come back. ”

Song Yuan smiled at me, as if he had seen it for the first time, the sun was rising, and my boy was stepping on the warm sun all the way, gradually moving away from my sight.

That was the last time I saw Song Yuan, when I was more than five months pregnant, and my belly was very exposed, but from beginning to end, Song Yuan didn't look down.

Song Yuan walked by, I lived in the palace, every day with the queen mother to enjoy the flowers and embroidery, of course, when the flowers are appreciating I am eating snacks, embroidery I am generally drowsy next to me.

The father and the second brother are gone, and Song Yuan is also gone, so there is a lot of yang energy in the harem.

That day, Concubine Mu invited her mother to her palace for tea. The queen mother had told me to be careful in everything, so in the palace of Concubine Mu, I didn't eat anything, not even a sip of tea.

Seeing this, Concubine Mu only smiled slightly, and did not react.

On the way back to the palace, I met a person who surprised me very much.

White. The queen mother seemed to have received some news, and left in a hurry, my body was bulky, so I walked slowly behind, but I didn't want to be in the imperial garden, and was blocked by Song Yuan.

The maid who is with me now is still the bell, and although I am not as kind to him as I used to, I am not worried that she will harm me.

Bai Xu and I walked to the lake, and the bell looked at it from a distance, looking worried.

After a while, I finally understood where the bell's outward worry was coming from.

Bai Xu said: "Do you remember here, at that time, you fell here, and after waking up, you not only forgot me, but also became another person like a new life." ”

I looked at the rippling blue water of the lake, and still replied to him with two words, "Really?" ”

Bai Xu ignored my coldness, and still said, "You really don't remember anything about that time, who pushed you down, don't you remember either?" ”

"Could it be you?"

"How could you think it's me." There was a little decadence in Bai Xu's eyes.

"It's Lingjiang." I said lightly.

"You remember!" Bai Xu seemed a little excited.

"I don't remember, Bai Xu, everything that used to be has long since become the water here with the fall of the Qingjiang River, and it slowly dried up as soon as it was exposed to the sun. I'm a little tired, let's not talk about it, okay? Third brother-in-law, I'll leave first. ”

After finishing speaking, I didn't pause at my feet, and turned straight to the bell, and the bell saw that I was talking to Bai Xu, and also walked towards me, at this time, Bai Xu suddenly stopped me.

"Qingjiang. You have to be careful of Song Yuan and your second brother. ”

I turned my head and was about to ask what was going on, when the bell was already hurrying over.

Seeing this, Bai Xu turned around and left.

I haven't had time to dwell on this matter yet. Then I heard something else that shocked me very much, and I couldn't believe it more than shock.

I ran to the queen mother, "Mother, what's wrong with you?" ”

The queen mother's face was expressionless, gray. I turned my head and asked the fifth brother next to me, "Fifth brother, what's wrong?" ”

I can guess that something big has happened, and it's so outrageous.

"My father died in battle."

"What's going on?" I asked.

"What's going on? It's not your colt's doing. Concubine Mu smiled coldly on the side.

"Song Yuan is a spy of the Song Kingdom, and you, Princess Qingjiang, you are the sinner who led the wolf into the house, and the death of your father and emperor has nothing to do with you, it is you, who will ruin your Jin Kingdom and ruin your family."

"That's enough." I glared at Concubine Mu and scolded.

No, no, what's the matter with Song Yuan, he is just a businessman in the Song Kingdom, how could his father die in battle, obviously we met at the family banquet not long ago, and he still frowned coldly at me, but why, why did all this happen so suddenly, don't give me a chance to breathe.

I couldn't stand the blow, so I fainted. The last scene in my memory was when the fifth brother reached out and hugged me tightly.

When I woke up, it was the middle of the night, and the bell was by my side.

"Princess, you're awake."

I glanced at her coldly, and suddenly became very tired, "Okay, don't appear in front of me again, you can go." ”

A country cannot be left without an owner, so not long after his father died in battle, the fifth brother was vassalized by a group of ministers and held more than half of the real power.

A few days later, the second brother returned to the palace with his father's edict, and wanted to ascend the throne under the order of the Son of Heaven, but another minister took out His Majesty's edict, and the heir to the throne was written on the holy decree.

But before anyone could open the decree and read it, the decree in the man's hand had already flown into the hands of the second brother, and the minister died in his mansion not long after.

I heard all these things from the little palace maid who took care of me, and at that time I had been locked up in Qingliu Palace for a long time, and I couldn't hear from anyone, and I couldn't see the queen mother and the imperial grandmother.

One day I was taking a nap under the tree, my hand touched my stomach, I felt the tight touch of my belly, and the vitality of the activity under my belly, at that time, a palace maid took the new emperor's hand and asked me to leave the palace.

The new emperor, I followed the little palace maid to the palace of the imperial grandmother, and vaguely guessed who this new emperor was, but when I arrived in the palace of the imperial grandmother, I was still stunned for a moment.

The palace maid guarding the door is my former personal palace maid, the bell.

When the bell saw me coming, his expression was unnatural for a moment, and then he regained his composure.

I crossed him into the house, the imperial grandmother and the queen mother were sitting on the side, Concubine Mu was also sitting on the side, there was a person standing in the middle of the room, I looked around the room, but I didn't see the fifth brother.

"Yo, Qingjiang is here." Concubine Mu smiled.

As soon as he said this, the person in the middle of the room turned around, and Qingjiang's pupils constricted for a moment.

I secretly said in my heart, it's bad.

"Long time no see, Princess Qingjiang."

I smiled and walked towards him, and then deliberately walked around him to the Queen Mother and the Imperial Grandmother.

replied lightly, "It's been a long time, Yanshu Gongzi, I don't know why Gongzi is here." (To be continued.) )