Chapter 20: M Jun secretly empathizes with other loves

M Jun is already in the age group of the mainland. Although he is still young and mature at this age abroad...... Recently, through meeting his "daughter" Changberryzi, and through several contacts, he suddenly felt that he was deeply in love with this girl; At the same time, I feel a faint pain in my heart for this emotional embarrassment and conflict of thoughts.

A few years ago, due to a car accident, Mr. M lost his beloved wife. Since then, he has never had feelings for anyone of the opposite sex, let alone the luxury of continuation.

In the face of this little woman in the outside world, M Jun has developed from the initial love to the compassionate father's love, and then to the current admiration for the intelligence and beauty of the opposite sex, he already has an inseparable red face love, which remains in his heart. Chang Berry has become an indispensable life form in his life, her frankness, her accidental depth, and the kind of humorous and cute, rich heart, and even sometimes her age does not match her maturity...... It's just that I have children in my own family, and I am fostered in my aunt's house when I come out to work.

Thinking that this berry is only a little older than his son, although he may also have the opportunity to fight for this fate, how can he talk about this love between men and women! And true love requires sufficient ability. So for this feeling, M Jun can only do it and cherish it.

Time flies and another weekend passes. M Jun came to work this day, and looked back on the week since he didn't get together with Changberryzi, but he chatted as always in that secret file, and spent a different kind of time with him after work. Think about this frank and lovely woman, how many times when she was about to get off the night shift, she actually "I wish Dad a happy evening!" in that secret file! This made him feel an inexplicable playfulness and ambiguity...... Mr. M suddenly felt a kind of middle-aged male "youth" back to the light.

After working at work for a while, Mr. M also habitually entered the secret file to share, and saw what his "daughter" said to himself:

Good morning, Dad! Do you remember when we came back last weekend night? You say I'm like a beautiful and happy bird. Do you look like a bird? It's like a dominatrix! Hee-hee, Dad, I really can't let you break the bank that night, but I can only thank you for your love for my daughter.

You're welcome. Haha, you're like a dominatrix? Scare me? No, you will always be a beautiful and cute bird!

Okay, even if it's a chirping bird. Perhaps, the daughter is cute in the eyes of her father. And cuteness means to be pitiful and unloved.

Cute is pitiful? It's saying weird things again. Actually, not only does Dad love you, I think many people like you. It's just that you're a bit reserved in front of a lot of people. Dad has noticed a few times recently that the guys and your old boss like to approach you and talk to you. Haha, Dad is a little jealous. So, what's more, you still have a boyfriend who hurts. Of course, I know that the child is playing pranks on himself again.

You're right, right in the middle. Hee-hee, in fact, I am very grateful to people in my heart, especially for you, this kind of inner touch is not something that can be said at once. And I'm just a bit like a Confucian daughter in my attitude. Oops Dad, we haven't bragged about each other in a long time. If you brag a little, your daughter will brag to you in the future.

Okay, then Dad will blow it again. Yesterday I was listening to music and reading a book. There is a story about a man who fell in love with a girl from his hometown in middle school and college, who liked to read books and listen to music. They have always been classmates, but he always feels that he is not worthy of her, so he is afraid of disturbing her, and he just wants to find the most suitable opportunity to express himself to her in the future! Later, on her birthday, he bought a bouquet of roses to put in his clothes, and when he went there, he saw that the girl's windowsill had already set up a bouquet of roses. After graduating, the girl got married. Later, he was not young, but he was still alone. He still reads books and listens to music, until he became ill and became cancerous, and the woman who was an old classmate came to see him and accompanied him to look back on his student days, and he was very happy, because it was also the time when life gave birth to love, but he still did not mention his feelings for her. In fact, the woman had already withdrawn from the marriage and was alone, and in the end he died with his love and blessings to his female classmates.

What are you bragging? This is a volley of tear-jerking shells at my daughter! I cried for some reason after watching it! Alas, in this life, who can tell the fate of love and the true meaning of love?

Oh! Yes kids. Dad knows you know you know feelings. Then I won't send tear gas, now it's up to you to brag.

Well, the daughter officially began to brag. You know yesterday was a holiday. Did you guess I went to my boyfriend's place again? Actually, I didn't wake up until nearly eleven o'clock in the morning (I actually woke up hungry) and got up to complete the basic tasks that should be done every day, which was to wash up and dress up hastily. By twelve o'clock, "Sheep" suddenly came, and I heard that he was surfing the Internet at his brother Ah Wei. Of course, I was also a loving little woman, so I stayed by his side and watched TV. In fact, I was uncomfortable sitting on pins and needles, and I just wanted to leave as soon as possible.

Why is that, you might ask? Then I will answer, firstly, because I haven't been together with the "sheep" for a long time, and I don't feel used to it; The second is that I thought about never going to his brother Ah Wei again. But he always called me to the dormitory and asked me to go down with him, so I had no choice but to hesitate to get there. I said he was surfing the Internet, and I watched TV without saying a word. When he asked me, I accosted. At five o'clock in the afternoon, I urged him to go home. I put him in the car and then I went back to my dorm room to sleep. Then went out for dinner in the evening and it was over. Hee-hee!

Surely you are asking me why? Why don't you spend more time with your boyfriend? Why don't you go to his brother Ah Wei? Then I replied again, Ah Wei and my boyfriend are brothers, because Ah Wei once scolded me, although I have been a little estranged from my boyfriend, but after all, I have not been separated from him, so I have always regarded Ah Wei as a relative, but he does not treat me as a relative. So in my heart, I rejected Ah Wei and never wanted to see him again. If he hadn't apologized to me, I don't think I would have ignored him. Dad, I'm actually a high-minded girl with a strong sense of self-esteem.

Oh kid, it's good that a boyfriend is here. He may have reconciled this. But you're too simple with your boyfriend, aren't you? So why did Ah Wei scold you? If it's not a matter of principle, you can forgive him, after all, his brother and sister share a mother.

So I was very conflicted, my boyfriend persuaded me to forgive Ah Wei, saying that he was a child who was not sensible, that he had a bad temper, and that he had already helped me teach him a lesson, and he would never do this again. I don't listen. Ah Wei was a few years older than me, and besides, if he were part of my family, he wouldn't yell at me like that. So I don't listen.

Hey, the roar of the east lion of the Awei River? So what's going on?

Here's the thing: it's last Sunday, the Sunday we had dinner. I went to Ah Wei to play, when I entered the door, Ah Wei just mopped the floor clean, was washing the mop, I stood at the door and asked him to give me the mop to let me clean my shoes, he didn't know whether he didn't hear or what happened to ignore me, at that time a boy took a pair of slippers for me to change, Ah Wei still ignored it. At the time, I didn't mind much, no matter how I got along with "Sheep", after all, I was his brother's girlfriend, so I went in like this, and I got a little dirty on the mopping floor (I thought at the time that I would help him clean it again).

When he saw that the ground was dirty, he said, "Whoever gets the ground dirty will mop it clean!" But I still wanted to joke with him at the time, so I said with a hippie smile that I won't delay! What's wrong with you? I stomped my foot deliberately as I spoke. Who knew he could really be angry! Say you won't drag you out! When I saw that he was angry, I was a little timid, but I still smiled and said: I won't go out! What's wrong? He said that you should not come again, and that I would close the door when you came. I said, "I'll do it myself, I can open it myself when you close the door." I'm still smiling.

He was really angry, and he yelled at me with a blue face, "Get out", and in the end I really couldn't hold on, and my tears couldn't help but flow, and finally he reprimanded: What a problem! I don't drag the dirty ground and deliberately stomp my feet! So like a man who has made a big mistake but wants to atone for his sins, I took a mop and mopped the floor and said, "I will definitely not dirty the ground, I will mop it myself." After that, I left.

I cried so sadly when I returned to the dormitory, even if it was my fault, he shouldn't have been like that, he couldn't treat me like that even if he was unhappy! At that time, there were a few people watching TV at his place, and they said that they were a family, hum! I never wanted to look at him again! Dad, now that I think about it, he has been treating me like this for a while, and I think it will be a family in the future. But this time it's really not good, his temper is bad, mine is not necessarily good, he has his temper and I also have my self-esteem! So I will not forgive him! Maybe he doesn't want my forgiveness, it's better!

M Jun felt very uncomfortable when he saw these words, as if this matter had something to do with him! He suddenly felt that some of his loved ones had been deeply devastated or wronged. He analyzed that there is a reason why the younger brother of Chang Berry's boyfriend has a bad attitude towards her recently. It can be seen that there is an obvious crack in the relationship between Chang Berry and her boyfriend. But this point M Jun couldn't comment on Berry Zi, so he only commented from another angle and made a paragraph:

Child! What you're saying is a bit painful and embarrassing, because of your boyfriend, you might be more casual with his brother Awei. But Ah Wei is really unkind. That temper does stink! I'm also angry about that. If you analyze it, these are not only the changes in human nature brought about by a social transformation in China (from agricultural civilization to industrial civilization), but also an objective existence of people's lack of cultivation at present...... Your realm must be higher than Ah Wei!

I think about you because of this, I think that when I first worked in the standards department, I had a good impression of a big guy, and I usually liked to make a little joke about him, and he was happy. He is five big and three thick. Once I was happy and said to him, hey, boy, are you of Russian origin? He suddenly yelled at me. I said what's wrong with you today? He said that I am in a bad mood today, and whoever provokes me will lose his temper! What's wrong? Haha, that time also made Dad a little embarrassed. So, don't take it to heart, just think of it as a quarrel dream, and besides, his brother is your boyfriend after all.

Okay, let's not talk about that. Oops Daddy, I think this is the last time I'll call you Daddy. I think I've always liked small flowers and grass since I was a child, and I didn't like trees to attract the wind. You might as well call me "berry" (strawberry berry) in the future, I'm just a flowering grass. If you promise me, I'll brag to you again.

Yo! Call you a berry? You were a noble flower tree. But you don't call me dad anymore? I'm not used to it yet; That dad had to understand. Well, I'll have to wait for Dad to change slowly, and I'll call you Berry in the future, but sometimes I'm afraid it's called a child's berry. Okay, I promise you, you brag, I'll listen to it with my ears open.