The conditions of the hospital are very simple, looking at the worn-out water bottle in the corner, I wanted to drink water, but suddenly I didn't feel thirsty. She has no cleanliness fetish, and she is not a very particular person, but when she saw the water bottle, she was more or less hypocritical, even when their family was the poorest, they had never used such a shabby thing. Is this a hospital? It's like a scrap yard.

I got off the bed very carefully, I always felt a strange movement in my stomach, she wanted to get up and walk, but I was really worried that the bed would collapse as soon as I used force, but fortunately, it just squeaked, and there was not much movement.

"Shadow, are you awake? You see, I brought you your favorite shredded green pepper pork, come and smell it, isn't it very fragrant? Sister Dan hurriedly walked in.

"Sister, I don't really want to eat, can I use the cup we brought to get some water, I'll just drink some water."

"Okay, okay, you still lie down, you have to nourish some spirits, in case of a seizure, you won't have the strength to go to the operating table, I asked the doctor, this is similar to giving birth to a child, people give birth to a child is ripe, you ...... Alas, don't say anything, fetch water. ”

Sister Dan wanted to speak and stopped, she didn't know what the situation was, she had imagined thousands of married lives, including having children, of course, but she only missed this one. She is very fond of children, she used to play the game of eagle and chicken with the children younger than her in their yard every day after school, and took her sister and this large group of children around to set off firecrackers during the Chinese New Year, when she was in high school, although she ate a lot of whips from her father, but she was still very keen on those games that now seem very childish.

This dusk seems to be very long and difficult, Sister Dan sat on the edge of her bed after dinner and read, all day, she didn't eat anything, but her stomach seemed to be getting more and more distended, propped up and prepared to go to the toilet.

"Come, put on your coat, the hospital gown is too thin, you see there are holes in here." , Sister Dan put on a coat for her, and suddenly felt a little unbearable, she rushed to the toilet.

I looked so tired, I was sweating on my head, and I just got out of the toilet and wanted to go in again, and I had a cramping pain in my stomach. When she came out of the toilet, she felt a burst of collapse and walked against the wall for a while before returning to the ward.

"Sister, am I going to have a seizure? My stomach hurts. She began to break out in a cold sweat and her hands and feet were shaking.

"Shadow, lie down, I'll call a doctor." Sister Dan anxiously ran to the nurse's station.

After a while, a young nurse on duty came and took her temperature, "It's okay, it's still early, and the temperature is normal." After saying that, he left, and his tone was quite impatient.

Sister Dan was also very helpless, and covered her with the quilt she brought. Mei Ying began to go to the toilet constantly, but she couldn't pull it out every time, she only felt that something in her body kept falling, and gradually, she moaned in some unbearable pain, and called the nurse twice during the period, and she still came over reluctantly to see and leave, "The amniotic water hasn't broken yet, why panic?" ”

Mei Ying doesn't know what amniotic fluid is, it must be a professional term that only doctors understand. The colic was like a while, she no longer had the strength to go to the toilet, her hands and feet were shaking more and more, and her whole lower body was about to burst, as if there was a wet liquid oozing out of her body, and she couldn't help it anymore, and grabbed Sister Dan's hand hard, "Sister, I can't do it, do you see if the amniotic fluid came out as the nurse said below?" ”

"Oh my God, it's been so much bleeding, don't move, I'll call the doctor." Sister Dan anxiously ran to the doctor's office.

This kind of torment is very long, Mei Ying tried her best to alleviate the pain, she tore the quilt, grabbed her clothes, and even wanted to hit the wall with her head, she began to grab the bed pole on her head with her hands, her legs kept kicking towards the end of the bed, she wanted to give herself a support point, but with her height it seemed that she would never be able to reach the railing at the end of the bed, she kept panting, the energy in her body disappeared little by little, more and more weak, and she didn't want to struggle anymore. If the child in her womb is to be taken away by innocent strangulation, then she has no choice.

In a trance, she fell from the bed, the ground was cold, like the blood that had gradually coagulated in her body, there was no temperature, only a fishy smell of blood. The clothes on her body had been torn by her, and she was lying there unclothed, and she could vaguely hear the sound of people walking outside the door, men and women, all of whom were helping her call "Doctor, Doctor", and she couldn't care about shame, her shame was gone in this spring night, and she lay quietly, quietly...... It seems that even breathing has become non-existent.

As if hearing Sister Dan's voice, "Shadow, hold on, the doctor will be here soon, damn the hospital, I searched for most of the day to find the doctor who was sleeping." ”

Mei Ying was already in a dying state and was called back by Sister Dan, but she didn't have the strength to speak, Sister Dan kept holding her and kept talking to her, she was a little confused and just wanted to sleep. She felt very tired, God had punished her too harshly, and every indulgence would cost her life? Her mind was blank, but her heavy body floated lightly at that moment, did she really become a swan, white feathers, light body, and that pair of wings that she longed for, gradually, gradually, flew to the blue sky, white clouds, and walked briskly through the clouds.