It is almost late autumn, when the wind is slightly cold, there is no moon, and there are no stars in the night under the reflection of the street lamps but still cheerful and bright, they use their youthful bodies to resist the cold wind of late autumn, they use brisk singing to stir up the most primitive colors of the night.

Mei Ying didn't bother to care if Zhou Kai would go to the house to find her tonight, these few months still belonged to her, and she wanted to play happily with her friends.

Eating almost enough, and having fun, Mei Ying still felt that it was not enough, she had the best amount of alcohol, no one dared to compare with her, seeing that they were all begging for mercy, she had to give up.

"Let's go, let's go dance the midnight show, the midnight show is the most lively, and the song is very good." Mei Ying said very proudly, and everyone followed her again. Yes, she can't control her own destiny, but she is becoming more and more keen to dominate others. She is in charge of every party, what to eat and what to play is up to her, as if she was born with a talent for dominating others, and will always make them have fun. Mei Ying put the bicycle in the unit, Yan Ling took her over, and when she saw that she was single, Xu Ran dragged Mei Ying into the back seat of his car.

It's good to be young, and there is always a lot of energy in the body, and they sang all the way to the dance hall where Mei Ying went. Yan Ling and the others arrived first, and she also bought the tickets, the tickets for the night show were sold for five yuan each, and it cost Yan Ling forty yuan, Mei Ying couldn't help it, she wanted to stuff the money in Yan Ling's bag.

"Mei Ying, what are you doing? Why are you still nervous like before, I know you don't like to owe anyone, but don't I have a lot of fun tonight, next time I call your Zhou Kai and we will come again. This time, Mei Ying didn't insist anymore, it was difficult for her to understand why she always refused Yan Ling's kind help again and again, maybe ...... Maybe it's still the humble self-esteem that is at work.

A group of eight people entered the dance hall, Yan Ling and Xu Ran were dancing here for the first time, Mei Ying introduced them very skillfully, and chose a seat in the back and sat down. There were so many people, many of them were standing, the men were looking around with their necks stretched, and the women were waiting for their favorite dance partners. The smell of incense powder, cigarette smoke, and the smell of sweat soaked in the body filled the entire dance hall. What are these flavors, and the beating hearts need to be swayed wantonly. The eight of them happened to be paired, and Mei Ying arranged it for them on her own initiative. She likes the disco music in the middle of the pitch the most, and when she has nothing to do at home, she often closes the door and imagines a person writhing to the music. But they came too late tonight, and the dance music in the middle of the pitch was just over when they came in.

The dance floor at the school can't compare to this place at all, the ground is always uneven, and you have to slip if you don't pay attention to three quick steps. How nice it is here, the marble floor and the colorful lights are reflected in one, and the neon lights rotating overhead make the whole dance hall glow with a blurry color, as if walking in the galaxy, and as if you are in the colorful streets, casually sliding out of the light dance steps.

"Sister Mei, I want to dance with you, and I've never danced with you, so let me appreciate your beautiful dancing." Xu Ran pulled her into the dance field, originally arranged for him to dance with Yan Ling, this little thing always loves to make trouble.

Beautiful girls will never worry about no one being invited, Mei Ying was invited to the dance floor by another man before she could say sorry to Yan Ling, causing Wang Yang to stand stupidly, Mei Ying motioned him to invite other girls, but Wang Yang's brainless mind would only wave at her. Let him be, it's not bad to listen to the song here.

This song by Li Keqin's "Life Remains the Same" with the soft lights overhead, sometimes whispering softly, sometimes high-pitched and passionate, every note melts into those faint lights, like a pair of lovers talking to each other. remembered that night in the school's dance hall, he was also hugged by Leng Xu like this, although he was trampled on by his unskilled dance steps from time to time, but that night was so joyful, joyful to sad, sad to unforgettable.

Now she doesn't think about Lin Yumo anymore, for her, Lin Yumo is a beautiful encounter in her life, he is gentle, funny and mature, his deep eyes have elusive courage and perseverance, he is not a fickle man, if he loves a woman, just like this song, his life will not change. And Leng Xu's devotion is stubborn, he will not change the slightest bit because of a girl's appearance, he never thinks she is not beautiful, he said that he loves someone only because of his character, he is obsessed with the pride that flows out of her body, he said that they are people of the world. There are many beautiful girls in the world, but in his eyes, Mei Ying is unique.

"Sister Mei, what's wrong, what do you remember? What a heartbroken look. Xu Ran looked at her blankly, at that moment Mei Ying suddenly wanted to treat him as Leng Xu, even if it was for a second, she wanted to relive the long-lost feelings, hugged Xu Ran tightly, and buried her head in his arms.

"Sister Mei, I'll go out with you to take a breather, look at your pitiful appearance, where is the arrogance when you drank just now." Xu Ran put his arms around her, patted her shoulder gently, beyond his age, and took out a handkerchief to wipe her tears that were about to fall.

No one knows her past love history, even Yan Ling only knows a little bit about it, in this world, except for Sister Dan, I am afraid that no one knows about it. Mei Ying didn't want to show the sadness in her heart in front of people, but tonight, she wanted to indulge her pent-up emotions so that she could face the dazzling white light tomorrow, so that she could force a smile in front of people again and again.

For more than a year, although she also talked and laughed with Zhou Kai, she knew that she was lonely, she was ruthless and amorous, and she hadn't seen Leng Xu for more than a year, and she had already talked about marriage. But she loves him again, and she has never forgotten him, and every time she misses him, she gives birth to a little infatuation. She sincerely hoped that he would come to her, even if she had already obtained the legal paperwork, she would still resolutely follow him. For the first time, she experienced the sourness of love. For the first time, she understood that true love is a lingering longing, even if they are far away, but they seem to be close to each other affectionately. Every night, the laughter of their first hand in hand tormented her to sleep all night, trying to find him, but the sky was so vast that she could not yet feel the sky where he breathed. What's even more afraid is that when she finds him, he already has another girl, this kind of thought makes her lose the belief that she has been firm again and again, everything is fate, everything is the long sigh when she wakes up from a dream, she can only be at peace with what she encounters.

The interest in dancing was gone, and after saying hello to Yan Ling, Xu Ran came out in his arms, sitting on the back seat of his bicycle, and couldn't help hugging Xu Ran's waist, although his thin body lacked Leng Xu's generosity and firmness, but in his heart he was still grateful to this little boy for taking care of her. She has long regarded him as a younger brother, and she doesn't want the trace of ambiguity in his eyes to overflow, she needs such a warm brother to protect her.

When he got home, Xu Ran set up the car, took Mei Ying's hand, his face was slightly red, and he wanted to say goodbye. I don't know if the hug just now made him hallucinate, or if he just wanted to say something all along.

"Burn, go back, it's windy at night, ride slowly, pay attention to safety." Let go of his hand and rub his hair, Mei Ying turned around and entered the family courtyard, she wouldn't let him say it, she knew very well that Xu Ran liked her, and the breakfast he brought every day was also for her, because she didn't have the habit of eating breakfast, which made Xu Ran feel very distressed, every time he always had to watch her finish eating before leaving with peace of mind. But she wouldn't fall in love with a little boy, although he was only two years older than him, but in her eyes, he was a child, a precocious child, and his immature voice made Mei Ying prefer to treat him as a younger brother.

When Mei Ying didn't have any expectations for her future life, she realized that time passed too quickly. The house is installed, the furniture is bought, she has no heart to set up her own wedding room, she has learned to be obedient, as long as Zhou Kai says she likes it, she will nod, Zhou Kai, who has just entered the unit, can't divide the house so quickly, she is waiting, waiting for the day when she doesn't have to listen to his mother's nagging. It seems that there is too much waiting in my heart, and the cutting is constant, and the reason is still messy.

The sky is getting colder and colder, Mei Ying's hands are covered with chilblains, she sees a bottle of chilblain medicine on the counter, she knows that Xu Ran bought it for her, since that night, he has spoken less, and he has become shy in front of her, she doesn't want this, she doesn't want this little boy's love to become a regret in his life.

"Ranran, why are you like a stuffy gourd, aren't we on the morning shift today, accompany my sister to the department store after work, and give your sister a reference to the wedding dress, okay?" Mei Ying walked up to him and patted him on the shoulder and joked with him.

"Sister Mei, do you really want me to accompany you shopping, if you are seen by others, will it have a bad impact on you?"

"What a little fool, we are doing right, standing straight, we have already reformed and opened up, and the concept is still so old. Didn't you hug and pull your little hand that night, you are my brother, what's the matter, my sister will take your hand to go shopping in a while, who dares to talk nonsense, see if the old lady doesn't tear his mouth. “

Xu Ran's face glowed with the brilliance of the past again, and he was so excited that he took her hand.

"I'll call you Brother Ying in the future, it's my blessing to be your brother."

"Okay, little brother, how about setting up an incense burner one day and let's hold a skowing ceremony?" Mei Ying is chivalrous again, and she only hates that she is not a man in this life.