Twenty-third
Yes, Mei Ying's daughter restrains the wild and uninhibited that flows in her bones, and she can't look forward to it and make people happy. Every time I look at myself in the mirror, I always feel that there is a lot less smart style. She likes Leng Xu's natural masculinity, and his handsome face does not make him lose his high righteousness. Mei Ying is a weirdo, she never thinks that fighting is a bad thing, but she likes Leng Xu's violent temperament, and men stick knives in their ribs for their friends. In the past, when he was by his side, she often looked at him in a daze, she didn't need him to stand in the rivers and lakes with a bearded attitude, nor did she need him to look at Hongchen with the arrogance of being alone and seeking defeat, he was him, maintaining the most primitive nature, even if his kiss was still light, she still liked it.
A man not only carries a private advantage given by God, but he should be majestic and fierce, with both chivalry and benevolence, such a man is worth her missing, and the man in her mind is very "Jianghu". remembered Leng Xu's sentence "In the next life, if you are a big master, I will suppress the village." "My heart began to ache again.
In the next life, how far away, so far away that it is beyond her imagination, let's straighten out this life first.
Xu Ran has a good eye for picking clothes, wearing this red tweed coat, Mei Ying feels that she is not so bloated, and the tall material also gives her a bit of joy and luxury, which is indispensable for a bride. Zhou Kai's first month's salary was about to be handed over to her, but she refused, she didn't even want to care about the accounts on the counter, what to do with his money. Although his salary is more than double that of Mei Ying, she is not rare. She has only used Leng Xu's money, because she loves him, and spending the money of a man she loves is undoubtedly a pleasure. She has no love for Zhou Kai, she can talk about it, it's more just gratitude. Sometimes she felt like a child daughter-in-law, and the taste of being under the fence swallowed up the last trace of affection she had for him.
The money to buy clothes was given to her by her mother, and she was going to get married, she didn't want her daughter to be too shabby, and specially asked her to buy two more clothes. Mei Ying is not very good at buying clothes, her love for denim is the same as before, Zhou Kai bought her a few clothes, all neatly hung in the wardrobe, too delicate, the color is too dazzling, if it weren't for the fact that she was going to get married, she would have chosen a black coat.
There is still a week left in the divorce period, and the leader of the unit has hinted that she is "busy", she understands it and "appreciates" it, and handed over all the things on the counter to Ran Ran, who wanted to hand over the team leader together, but was rejected by Feng Touer again. What's so busy, she just sleeps at home every day, she is already sleepy, and getting up on a cold day really makes her miserable. Sometimes, when I woke up, I would ride to the unit to make an appointment with Ran Ran, and they would go home to play mahjong after work. In those days, she put all her worries away, she didn't even go to Zhou Kai's house, everything was worried about by the people in their family, she prepared a cardboard box, and when the time came, she packed a few clothes and hugged them over, and she also took away the pair of shoes that Leng Xu bought for her.
On the first day of marriage, the friends of the unit came to her house, and they wanted to hold a grand single farewell ceremony for her, but they refused Zhou Kai to join, and he had no choice but to go back. When I walked to the door, everyone waved "Please be early tomorrow".
This night was really noisy, their family borrowed the tables and chairs of the entire unit, set up four tables of mahjong, and even Mei Ying's desk also put wine and food, more than 30 young people sang and made trouble, and even those who don't drink on weekdays also raised their wine glasses, because of their joy, Mei Ying was no longer troubled. Get married, get married, no matter how big it is, if you don't leave it. There are all kinds of flavors in life, and she wants to taste them one by one.
"Shadow, come on", Dad pulled her, the room was full of people, and Dad pulled her to the corridor.
"Dad, what's the matter? They're all clamoring for you to drink, and they love talking to you the most. ”
"Ying'er, you will get married tomorrow, your mother and I have nothing to give you, you can take the five thousand yuan, don't be wronged in the future, buy some for yourself if you want to eat." I wanted to give you more, but since I bought this house, that's all that's left, and your room will always be for you, so come back and tell us if you have any worries. Zhou Kai, this young man treats you very well, you, then you let it go, his father is actually a very sensible person. Temper your temper down, don't worry me and your mother. ”
"Dad, what are you talking about, you collect the money, buy some good wine to drink, smoke better, you and Mom's health is important. I'll be back often in the future, and it's not too far, and it's only about ten minutes by bike. I see that your face has not been very good recently, and when the matter is done, let Zhou Kai find a good hospital for a check-up. ”
Dad patted her gently, stuffed the money into her bag, didn't say anything more, and went into the house to drink with them. She wanted to hug her father, she felt the hard work and bitterness of her father in raising her for 21 years, and she also felt her father's reluctance and anxiety about her leaving. I want to cry so much, even if tomorrow is her happy day, why should she cry loudly tonight?
Over the years, she has become accustomed to her father's whip, in fact, every time she is beaten, her father's heart will hurt, and her father has placed too many high hopes on her, just because she is loose by nature and has no interest in many things, so she has failed her father's hard work. She just wants to live all over again and let her father see that she has a bright future. Leaning against the corner, she sobbed secretly, yes, her colleagues are here to march for her tonight, how can she cry bitterly. Just bury everything in her heart, and maybe, one day, she will let out a loud cry against this heaven and earth.
"Sister, what are you doing? What are you crying on a happy day? Uncle has been back in the house for a while, why haven't you come in? Xu Ran walked out.
"It's okay, I'm going to get married, it's inevitable to be sad." Mei Ying turned her head to wipe her tears.
"Sister, it's okay, if you have anything unhappy in the future, tell me, I, as a younger brother, should share my sister's worries." Xu Ran wiped her tears.
"Sister, this is their share of what they put together for you, I have installed it for you, and my name is written, this is what I gave you myself, you can keep it. If you get married, you're a woman, don't wear jeans in the future, I heard Brother Zhou say, my mother is very dissatisfied with your clothes, I'll accompany you to buy some feminine clothes when I have time, okay? ”
"Ranran, why are you so good to me, I'm going to cry again if you do this again."
"Okay, okay, don't say it, don't say it, drink less for a while, and tomorrow I have to entertain so many guests, I think the few people who play mahjong inside must be all night, I'll sit for a while and go back, tomorrow I'll come early to see if I can help anything."
Mei Ying opened her arms and hugged Xu Ran tightly, she didn't need to say anything, she knew that she would owe another love in this life. Sister Dan's share has not been repaid, and Xu Ran's share is destined to be owed, I'm afraid she can only owe it forever, and she has no ability to repay.
The wedding was at the insistence of Mei Ying, with the acquiescence of Zhou Kai's father, there was no wedding car to pick her up, she didn't like it too grand, she knew very well that Zhou Kai's father was also afraid of bad influence. Zhou Kai arrived at her house before dawn, the mahjong players were still in full swing, and those who had to go to work were complaining, Mei Ying couldn't help it, she didn't have the right to let the entire store close for three days to celebrate her.
Fortunately, there are no relatives at home on both sides, and they are basically colleagues in the unit and old friends of their parents. Mei Ying and Zhou Kai went to the hotel early to wait, she didn't sleep well last night, and she drank a lot of wine, she felt a little unable to hold on. Zhou Kai brought the ring his mother bought to her, and took it off again while he wasn't paying attention. She didn't like all the jewelry, and she didn't like such a yellow circle on her hand. She is not a noble princess, but no matter how cheesy she dresses, she can't hide the nobility in her bones.
Dad didn't come, Zhou Kai was a little displeased, his mother and sister left after eating, saying that his father was not very well, but Mei Ying felt that her mother was not very good, and she was weak to speak. She found out a few days ago, but her father just blindly said that it was okay, and her mother told her not to worry, and last night her father also talked and laughed with them, and her mother also played cards with these friends and had a lot of fun, it should be really fine. But I felt that if I had to mention this to Zhou Kai's mother at night, she must take her parents for an examination, they were too stubborn.
After standing for a day in the newly bought high heels, welcoming the send-off, and toasting at every table, her heels were bleeding, and she was so tired from getting married, if she had known this, she would have wanted to be a bride who had run away.