Chapter 121 The ruthlessness of the sentient being
There was no excitement, no apprehension, and no nervousness.
There is only the hesitation and curiosity that naturally arises from the upcoming meeting.
It was with such emotions that Kevin Lu hurriedly ended his trip in Province F. ended the tangled journey of looking for Ning Keer with Hu Qingyu in Province F.
When Su Qing called herself, she was meeting a few girls with Hu Qingyu.
Listening to the girls telling their stories with affection, Lu Kaiwen on the side had a feeling of being ridiculous.
These girls may really have the painful experience of being abandoned, but their lame experience descriptions made Lu Kaiwen gradually disgusted. According to the letter on the missing person notice, compiling his own story made Lu Kaiwen have to feel a trace of disdain. This is the social evils that money produces. It's a poignant deception of a long-awaited seeker.
But Lu Kaiwen didn't have the strength to stand up and reprimand these girls who were concentrating on performing.
"See, that's what I face every day, and I have to listen carefully to their descriptions in order not to miss the real young ladies. As long as they can match the number on the information, I have to accompany them to do a DNA test immediately. But most of them are crappy performances like this. Kevin, maybe the adoptive young lady's family had already destroyed the letters and belongings left to her by the lady, and maybe the young lady at this moment didn't know where she came from. I'm sorry I'm talking too much. Hu Qingyu, who was in the interval of the meeting, attached himself to Lu Kaiwen's ear and expressed his opinion, but the latter's increasingly gloomy face made him shut up in time.
Lu Kaiwen's heart had already sunk to the bottom, and he didn't have the strength to refute his assistant's opinion, such an idea had existed in his heart for a long time.
What I am doing now is more and more like a form of consolation to my mother's spirit in heaven.
It seems that he is only mechanically coping with the entrustment in his mother's will.
Maybe Ning Keer doesn't know anything about her background, she is just a child who can't control her own destiny.
The confusion about the future deeply invades every nerve in me.
The ringing of the cell phone interrupted his burnout...
Although Su Qing used a consultative tone, Lu Kaiwen still decided to rush back to S City immediately.
It's more like he's running away, from a place that keeps him confused.
On the way back, Lu Kaiwen was able to calm down and consider Su Qing's request, he must have an attitude towards such a meeting.
But I soon found that I didn't have an attitude.
Kevin Lu simply parked the car on the emergency parking lane, and he pulled down the mirror in the visor, which showed a handsome but lifeless face.
Sadness came deeply, and Kevin Lu smashed the visor with a fist of hatred.
A soulless self makes itself disgusting.
I admired and liked Su Qing, but my desperate behavior of suppressing my emotions with Ning Keer finally had a bad result, and I was used to the imprisonment of my feelings, and I didn't have the tension and excitement that the upcoming meeting should have. Who is he who has no passion but wants to meet an old man who cares about his granddaughter?
Su Qing was full of gratitude to Kevin Lu for rushing back to see his grandmother at dusk. I feel happy that Lu Kaiwen attaches so much importance to himself.
The old man didn't cook, she just sat quietly and waited.
Su Qing greeted Lu Kaiwen at the gate of the community.
Su Qing was surprised that Lu Kaiwen did not show his dusty appearance.
"I went home and took a shower before I came." Kevin Lu took a fruit basket from the car.
"Kevin, I'm sorry, it was Grandma who insisted on seeing you. I've made our relationship clear, so don't mind if she says anything nasty. Don't say no to your grandmother's request because of what she promised. All right? Su Qing was a little incoherent.
"I see what you mean. It's my problem, and I'll grasp it. Lu Kaiwen didn't want to ask, and he didn't want to talk much.
To the surprise of the two people, the old man was already standing in front of the building and waiting.
"Grandma, why did you come out?" Su Qing was a little surprised. Lu Kaiwen was also a little caught off guard. Such a scene was not expected.
"I went out for a walk. Young man, would you like to go for a walk with me, an old lady? Grandma's face was indifferent.
"Okay, grandma, my name is Kevin Lu. I'm a friend of Su Qing. I should have come to see you a long time ago, but Su Qing just told me the news that you came. You have to forgive me. Kevin Lu walked over and grabbed one of the old man's arms.
The old man frowned slightly.
"Come up and make dinner, we can't sit on it, we'll go back later." Grandma said casually.
Su Qing looked at her grandmother, and then at Lu Kaiwen, she understood the purpose of her grandmother coming downstairs.
Lu Kaiwen walked slowly along the gravel path of the community with the old man in his arms, the community was very quiet, and it was the time for people to eat at this moment.
Lu Kaiwen didn't take the initiative to speak, he waited for the old man to speak, and he just didn't have the motivation to speak. If only it could be like this all the time.
"Young man, you don't seem to want to speak. Are you reluctant to talk to me, an old lady? The old man finally spoke.
"No, it's just that I'm waiting for you to ask, so I can avoid being nervous." Kevin Lu finally breathed a sigh of relief.
"Hehe, maybe it's my delusion, you don't have the nervousness that ordinary young people are when they first meet the woman's family." The old man's relaxed tone was mixed with this witty.
A wry smile appeared on the corner of Lu Kaiwen's mouth.
He had to admit that experience was indeed polished by annual rings.
"You can see it anyway. Maybe it's because I'm Su Qing's boss. I always try to remind myself to be reserved when it comes to Su Qing's affairs. Don't be surprised. Lu Kaiwen pondered his answer.
"Maybe. This is a reasonable explanation. But I prefer to hear the real reason. The old man's tone was still unhurried, and her pace of walking was unhurried.
"Grandma, I couldn't find a better explanation. Because I can only say what I really think in front of you. Kevin Lu finally had a feeling of labor.
"Hehe, maybe you're starting to think that I, the old lady in the mountains, is not easy to deal with. I'll just say a few words. I grew up in a capitalist family, but by the time I was of marriageable age, the country was in time for a crazy time. You can't understand the madness, I had to marry a peasant so that I could escape the catastrophe. I got married with the idea of being grateful, so I don't complain about my life. As it turned out, I was right, and my life was quiet in a political era that almost wiped out normal humanity. Maybe it's the balance of fate, but the silence I get is in exchange for the misfortune of fate. My husband was not in good health and he died very early. My son is a well-read teacher. But his life was very unfortunate, his wife died in childbirth, and he did not marry again for the sake of Qing'er. When he was less than forty years old, he died in a car accident in the mountains. So, my only hope is my happiness. Can you see what I mean? The old man's tone had a leisurely taste in the quiet of the night.
A picture of life appeared in front of Lu Kaiwen's eyes. He had been to that little mountain village. It was a quiet world that seemed to be cut off from society.
The old man's words made him sure that what was coming before his eyes was not a paradise.
"I understand what you mean, I should cherish Su Qing." Lu Kaiwen gave an answer after a long time.
"The plane trees here are so luxuriant, and they are just flourishing in May. Not with us. The old man stopped, and she raised her hand to rub the leaves.
Lu Kaiwen also stopped and looked at the old man quietly.
The old man's body was thin and withered, but the old man's every move was full of charm.
"Child, you and Su Qing are not the ideal couple. You come from two very different worlds. I've told me everything about you, and I don't blame you. But I don't approve of you going any further. The old man finally stopped rubbing the leaves, and for the first time she turned her head to the young man beside her.
Lu Kaiwen didn't answer, he was waiting for the old man's next words.
The old man made him involuntarily respectful. Her movements and the tone in which she spoke were convincing.
"You have caught up with the good times, an era without fetters. Love has become an integral part of your love life. But the two of you can't have a complete love, because both of you have a burden that you can't unload. Since you can't let go of these things that are destined to carry, don't add any more love to yourself that you can't bear anymore. Child, leave Su Qing. "The old man's eyes sparkle with concentration or emotion.
Lu Kaiwen's heart fluttered, as if he had caught something.
"Grandma, my experience is very special, but Su Qing shouldn't be like this, she should be simple, why do you say that she also has something that she can't get rid of, can you tell me what it is?" Kevin Lu grabbed the old man's arm again.
The old man was stunned for a moment. She panicked.
"Child, Su Qing is a girl who grew up with a single father, and she has the personality of a boy. She didn't want anyone to help her. However, she is a girl after all, and girls will not tell you what they think. So, you don't have to bother asking. Just remember grandma's words, being affectionate is not necessarily ruthless, and breaking up is the best help you can give each other, because if you continue, you will be each other's biggest burden. Child, promise grandma to slowly alienate Su Qing and let her slowly get used to your coldness. Let her slowly adjust to life without you. Grandma grabbed Kevin Lu's hand with her backhand.
Kevin Lu felt the pain in his hand.
Those wizened hands were amazingly powerful.
Under the quiet night, Lu Kaiwen's heart quickly boiled, and the old man who came unexpectedly, suddenly requested, and was confused about the future. Wandering in love.
All emotions quickly intertwine, quickly become distorted, become obsessed.