Chapter 120 Happiness
This long holiday is destined to be a happy festival for Su Qing, and she can enjoy the warmth in the company of her grandmother.
At this moment, S City has become no longer rigid and lifeless, and it is no longer like a beautiful cage made of steel and concrete. It has become its own real warm home at this moment. Because their loved ones are by their side.
The old man who is nearly 70 years old can't stand the pleading of his granddaughter and comes to this city she doesn't like, she really can't stand the crowd and hustle and bustle here. The only thing that can put her mind at ease for a while is her granddaughter's smiling face that blooms every day.
"Grandma, tell me, what do you want to do most today? The day before yesterday we went to the Bund, yesterday we went to the Grand View Garden, how about we go to Yu Garden today? The pavilions and pavilions there are beautiful. Su Qing was in excitement early in the morning.
"Grandma, I don't want to go there today. Grandma just wants to cook you something delicious. Also, grandma wants to meet the young man who sent you back last time. The old man cleaned up the rest of the breakfast on the table.
"Grandma, why are you talking again. That person really has nothing to do with me. Are you really old? Is it possible to send me home once and become my husband? If that were the case, I wouldn't really dare to ask anyone to help. Please, don't guess. Besides, it's enough for me to have a grandmother, and when I buy a house, the two of us will live together, and I don't want anyone else to share my grandma. Su Qing was a little coquettish.
"Qing'er, don't think about lying to grandma, grandma came to take a look at this person this time, if it's not that young man, then there must be such a person. You must bring him to me. If you don't promise grandma, grandma will leave immediately. The old man stopped what she was doing, and her eyes became serious as she looked at the girl.
"Grandma, why are you like this? Do you want me to force a man to come? I don't really have a boyfriend. You know what I'm here for. How could I possibly be in the mood for a relationship? Alright, my good grandma, let's go play. Su Qing grabbed the old man's hand and shook it.
The old man just looked at his granddaughter without blinking.
"Do you think grandma is guessing casually? Grandma already knew you had a boyfriend, otherwise Grandma wouldn't have come at all. Grandma has never left the house in her life, if it weren't for the fact that she was meeting this person, would she have come here? Don't lie to grandma. Grandma's greatest wish is to see a man who loves you and loves you, don't you really give the old lady this chance? If you really love grandma, bring him. The old man shook off his granddaughter's obsessive arm.
Su Qing was a little blind, she had to be serious, she needed to observe her grandmother's expression.
The old man's eyes did not compromise in the slightest.
"Grandma, how can you be so sure that I have a boyfriend, I don't even know it. If you come up with evidence, my granddaughter, I will change it for you. If you lie to me, then I can't do anything. Su Qing could only hold on to the last hope in retreating.
"Naughty! Do you think that I, an old lady from the mountains, only know how to raise chickens and farm the land? Let me tell you, baby. The tone in which you called me was already exposed, and I don't know the tone of my granddaughter's voice yet. You talk more than you used to, and you laugh more than you used to. I guessed that my girl had someone I liked. You still don't admit it? The old man smiled smugly as he spoke.
Su Qing shook her head in disappointment.
"Grandma, this is your proof? You're about to catch up with the old lady in the alley, okay? Granddaughter: I'm excited every day because of the success of my work. I'm getting closer and closer to my goal, so I'm getting happier and happier. Grandma, you lost, let's stop discussing this matter. Su Qing felt relaxed after quibbling.
"Humph! My girl really learned badly. You think I'm so easy to deceive? Don't forget, you've had a habit of talking in your dreams since you were a child. I can hear the name you shouted in your dreams very clearly, and the way you cry and laugh in your dreams has already told me everything about you. Stop lying to me and call me that Haven. The old man's face was stiff, and she looked very serious.
Su Qing felt the coolness of her heart sinking to the end, and her pride was finally exposed.
"Grandma, that's just my boss, I have more contact during the day, so I naturally want to think about it at night. You're really careful. Su Qing insisted. She was reluctant to bring Kevin Lu into her family. People who are destined to lose cannot be left to grandma.
"Is it possible for a boss to call and whisper every day? Don't explain, are you afraid that I, the old lady, will embarrass you. In that case, I won't insist on seeing him. A layer of pain rose on the old man's face.
Su Qing's heart trembled instantly, and she almost rushed over and hugged the old man's thin and slender body.
"Grandma, don't say that. I'll take him to you. But grandma, we're really not lovers. Not the kind of relationship you think you're going to be together forever. What can I do? I'm afraid that the greater your hopes, the greater your disappointment. Su Qing almost cried on the old man's shoulder.
The old man gently patted the girl's back, and the obvious sobbing of the girl forced her to fall into a brief confusion.
"Alright, baby. You have to at least tell grandma what's going on. Grandma could decide whether to see him or not. The old man whispered relief, though she was still confused.
"Grandma, I'm not here for love. But I just fell in love with him. I knew it was impossible, but I really couldn't bear him. I wanted to see him, but every time I was with him, I had to keep reminding myself that he didn't belong to me. Remind yourself that you are an ominous person. Grandma, he only belongs to me temporarily, so I'm so tired, I'm so miserable. Su Qing's tears could no longer be suppressed, and the painful feeling of being on her grandmother's shoulder was really hearty.
"Silly boy, you're lying to yourself. Grandma can hear your excitement and see your happiness. You are closing your heart with such a ridiculous excuse. Forget about your background. That's not all of your life, you're already an adult, don't punish yourself for someone else's fault. Grandma was a beautiful girl when she was young, but grandma was also forced to marry someone she didn't love because of her background, but grandma had no resentment, grandma only gratitude. You can also get through this hurdle, and as long as you feel happy, you will definitely get through it. Your father kept these secrets for you, he didn't want you to sacrifice your life with misfortune, he wanted you to learn to cherish and learn to be grateful. Grandma hugged the baby in her arms tighter.
"I know. But now that I know the secret, I have this mission. I'm not a great person, I'm small, and I want to know what kind of person can abandon their loved ones. How he will face me. I am such a small wish, but why does this wish cost me so much? My heart hurts. Su Qing gradually stopped crying, and she became hard again after a short period of softness.
Feeling the changes in the child's body, the grandmother sighed secretly.
"Silly girl, no one is worth fighting with your life's happiness, not even him. Now that you have found your lover, entrust yourself to him, and your happiness is the greatest response to those who abandon you. Kid, don't fight on yourself. Grandma hugged her body that was getting straighter and straighter in her arms even tighter.
"Grandma, maybe it's your granddaughter's fate. I can't get complete love after all, he has his own fiancée, and I am destined to be the one who is only abandoned. So, grandma, don't see him, let's take care of it ourselves. If you see him, I'm afraid he'll run away. I'm not ready to lose him. I'm still nostalgic for this stolen happiness. Su Qing was a little tired, maybe it was the fatigue after crying, maybe it was the helplessness after her grandmother's request awakened her extravagant hopes.
Grandma pushed the body in her arms away, her brow tightly locked.
"Nannan, tell me something, did you destroy other people's families? Are you selling your dignity? You've let me down so much. I'll leave now, I don't have a granddaughter who doesn't have self-esteem. Grandma's voice suddenly became sharp.
Su Qing pounced desperately, she desperately hugged the thin body.
"Grandma, no. He hadn't seen his fiancée at all, it was just his fantasy fiancée, without this person, he had been looking for it. I didn't destroy his family, he didn't have a family at all. He has been looking for his fiancée... Su Qing's voice became more and more choked. She could barely scream.
Grandma's no was almost screwed together, and she was getting more and more confused.
It's just that Su Qing's excitement and nervousness told her one thing, and she had to listen patiently to her granddaughter's explanation.
"Grandma won't leave, grandma listens to your explanation, calm down, and tell grandma what happened. Grandma won't condone your immorality, but she will also understand what happens to you. "Grandma sat down by herself.
Su Qing sat weakly on the floor under her grandmother's lap, and she lay her face weakly on her grandmother's lap.
Maybe it's a helpless thing to tell my grandmother a story that I can't sort out, but the warmth at the moment makes me intoxicated, and I feel like I'm back to my childhood.
Grandma listened to the story in a daze, and she didn't want to come to her senses.
This kind of thing happened to his granddaughter, and he had the urge to curse God.
"Hello. Maybe it's another doom for you. It seems that grandma really wants to meet this young man. This happened to my granddaughter, and I won't let this person go. It took a long time for the old man to open his mouth.
"Grandma, don't embarrass him, it's not his fault, we just need each other's comfort. I really needed him and he made me feel happy. Even if this happiness is short-lived, I have tasted this feeling that I never dared to hope for. Su Qing raised her face, she was pleading, and she was telling herself.
"Alas, silly boy, do you think grandma is going to blame the young man? You yourself are still immersed in your own past and can't pull it out, what position can I have to blame others? Grandma just has to judge a person with her own eyes, to judge whether he can afford my granddaughter. Grandma doesn't jump to conclusions, it's just that grandma needs to give herself a reason to feel at ease. Grandma promises you that she will never interfere with you. But Grandma had to see him. Grandma's voice had a weak laziness, but also a resolute disappointment.
Su Qing knew that she had disappointed her grandmother. Grandma wants to be happy, but she can't make grandma feel at ease.
All I can do is satisfy my grandmother, even if my grandmother's decision will ruin her short-term happiness.
Maybe Kevin Lu is just a ray of sunshine in his life after all.
He may just be a luxury of his own.
I just hope that this hope will not be dashed prematurely.
Hopes that are dashed too soon are like beautiful bubbles.
The last thing a girl can see is the moment when the bubble bursts.
Although she has become the man's woman, she is still a girl after all.
Girls have their own dreams.
Waking up is the moment when dreams are shattered.
There is something nostalgic in that dream. I used to think that was happiness.