The cold wind of the night swept the fallen leaves around my fingertips, and my thoughts were like a collapsed dam, struggling in the tumbling torrent, but the more I tried to stand up straight from the torrent, the more I was entangled and swept by the torrent, so gradually I lost the last strength to resist, and settled in the fierce torrent......

The next morning, I was woken up by a burst of dazzling sunlight, but when I woke up, I only felt that my mind was dizzy, and I found myself lying on Ah Huo's bed at this time, so I subconsciously got up, and then I only heard a voice "I grass!" Then Ah Huo covered his waist and got up from under my feet, glared at me and said angrily: "Are you trying to kick my kidneys off!" ”

I glanced at Ah Huo: "Why did you sleep with me?" ”

"Are you too embarrassed to mention it?" Ah Huo sat on the edge of the bed and put on his shoes, and said: "Last night, you went out with that woman, but then I only saw that woman drove away by herself, I asked her where you went, but she didn't pay attention to me with tears, and then I still ran to the river to see you, like a fool sitting there drinking, I will go you to pull you, you have to jump into the river, it's really awesome, you have the ability to jump now to try it!" ”

I was a little embarrassed and stunned, but I couldn't remember much about yesterday's events, so I kicked Ah Huo's ass and changed the subject: "Hurry up and go out and buy me a toothbrush!" ”

Ah Huo glared at me, endured it for a long time, and finally pointed at me and said, "You're awesome", then turned around and walked out.

After eating some xiaolongbao at a breakfast shop in the town with Ah Huo, we sat by the river and smoked a cigarette quietly looking at the layer of mist shrouded in the river, I suddenly had a doubt and wanted to ask Ah Huo, so I said to him: "Brother Huo, you said that you have been in this town for four or five years, aren't you tired of it at all?" ”

"Tired?" Ah Huo threw the cigarette butt on the ground and said to me: "When you are full of fantasies about life every day, then you will forget the trivialities in this boring, when you are full of fear of life every day, then every day is like a year for you, and a person who pays attention to a mentality and has a calm heart is qualified to stand at the top of the world!" ”

I looked at Ah Huo speechlessly: "You can't change your forced performance, I'll ask you if you're tired of this kind of life, you can pull out such a lot of coercion for me!" ”

Ah Huo lit a cigarette and took a few puffs, looked at me with a look that no one could understand him, and said, "I'm just telling you as a person who has come over that your irascible temperament must be changed, otherwise you will not be able to gain a foothold in this society...... The main thing is to tell you that yesterday you broke a ceramic vase in my store after drinking, the original price was 2,000 yuan, and I will give you a friendship discount, 1999! ”

I sighed, quickly changed the subject, and said, "Brother Huo, do you think this love can really be reunited?" ”

Ah Huo looked at me twice and spit out smoke, stood up and said: "Love can only be settled with encounters, but it can not be sought!" ”

"You're pretending to be forced to say this, since love is hard to find, then why did you just take a look at her here five years ago, but you have been waiting until today five years later!"

"yes...... The reason why I said that it is impossible to meet, so I didn't post her on the Internet, because I believe in fate, I believe that one day she will appear in front of me in that white dress again, and I believe that this day will not be too far away! ”

I was puzzled and asked, "What if you really wait for her one day, but she is already married and has children?" ”

Ah Huo looked at me and smiled, and said, "So love can only be settled with what happens!" ”

I quietly watched Ah Huo for a long time without speaking, behind his seemingly ordinary smile, I saw a kind of helplessness tortured by real life, but I admired his dedication to love, in the eyes of others he was almost a dream, because even if the woman in the white dress stood in front of him again, who could guarantee that he would still be able to recognize her face? So he lives like a fool, at least that's what I always think.

I took a hard puff of cigarette and looked at myself, relatively speaking, I don't have Ah Huo's attachment to love, but more of a cowardice to love, if I hadn't made the decision to let Gu Ran kill the child because of timidity, if I had repeatedly insisted on the pursuit of Mi Qi at this time...... Later, I thought about it as a failure, because I was selfish and couldn't give anyone the happiness they wanted, although I often put a thick mask on myself to disguise myself as a self-righteous posture, but those things that are deep in the bone marrow will not change.

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At noon, I went home and took a shower and changed my clothes, and then lay on the sofa and read the novel on my mobile phone, but at this time I suddenly thought of Sun Zhenzhen, who had never been in contact since I said goodbye to that spicy fragrant pot shop, and the question of where she got the funds to buy the store was also a question that puzzled me at this time.

After realizing this problem, I wanted to ask Sun Zhenzhen to come out and sit down for a cup of coffee together, so I got up and subconsciously took out my mobile phone and called her, but the other end of the phone kept ringing a busy tone and no one answered, I instinctively thought that she might still be sleeping at this time, because the behavior of lying in bed on a rest day has almost become her biggest hobby for Sun Zhenzhen, and now that she has no job, she will definitely indulge herself more.

In order to find out the truth behind the matter as soon as possible, I got up and pulled a coat on the hanger and planned to go out to take a look at the apartment rented by Sun Zhenzhen.

After about 20 minutes of driving, I came to the downstairs of Sun Zhenzhen's apartment, but judging from the window of the house where she lived downstairs, it seemed that she really hadn't gotten up yet, and even the window was still blocked, so I went upstairs with a hint of anger.

When I arrived in front of Sun Zhenzhen's house, I knocked a few times, but there was no response inside, so I knocked a few more times, and after waiting for nearly three minutes, I finally heard the sound of slippers rubbing against the floor from inside the house.

I heard someone get up, so I knocked on the door a few times harder, but at this time the door was finally opened, but standing in front of me was a strange, messy man with long hair, I subconsciously tensed my nerves and asked, "Who are you?" ”

The man yawned lazily, looked at me and said, "I should have asked you this, right?" …… Lao Tzu is tired all night, and it is hard to sleep peacefully in the morning, you knock on the door like a courier, you are in a hurry to urinate and can't hold back and wait to borrow the toilet, right? ”

I glared at the man and ignored him, and instead asked, "Is Sun Zhenzhen in the house?" ”

"Really?" The man looked at me suspiciously and said, "Who are you?" ”

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