Chapter Twenty-Three: Our Children

Ah Huo took a puff of cigarette, then spit out a thick smoke and said: "The so-called brotherhood is like this kerosene lamp in front of you, although it is burning vigorously at this time, there will always be a time when the oil runs out, don't imagine human nature so beautifully, maybe one day it will be a brother who stabs you in the back!" ”

I quietly looked at the kerosene lamp in front of me and was silent, and then began to compare Xiao Li and Chen Jie in my mind, although Xiao Li finally bent down in front of the temptation, but I have a brotherhood with Chen Jie for six or seven years, I don't believe that he will break off his relationship with me for a woman, but during this time the behavior and speech between him and Mi Qi are indeed suspicious, and my mind began to sink deep into a mud swamp, and it is difficult to extricate left and right......

While I was pondering, the door of the coffee shop was pushed open, and then a guest walked in, Ah Huo got up to entertain, and I was still smoking a cigarette in boredom, at this time the customer sat down opposite me, I subconsciously frowned, but the customer smiled slightly: "Do you mind if I sit here?" ”

I subconsciously came back to my senses, and at the same time I was really shocked, because the person sitting opposite me at this time was Gu Ran!

Gu Ran looked around the coffee shop and said to me: "When I first came to Shanghai, I heard that there is a coffee shop here that is very distinctive, and I wanted to rush over to drink a cup of 'Stars in the Night Sky' on the fourth but was delayed by other things, but at least today is not without gain, at least I met you here, this Shanghai is too small!" ”

Ah Huo answered very incomprehensibly, pointed at me and said, "So you know this coercion?" ”

Gu Ran looked at Ah Huo with an ugly face, and said, "Is this how your store talks to customers?" ”

I was irritable for a while, and I also bombarded Ah Huo and said: "It's okay to go to the backyard to chop wood!" ”

Ah Huo made a awesome gesture to me, and then began to go to the bar to mix coffee, and at this time, Gu Ran also smiled at me slightly, and said, "Do you usually like to come here when you have nothing to do?" ”

"A few times in a while!"

"Hehe, it seems that if I want to see you in the future, I will have to run this way again!"

I glanced at Gu Ran very complicatedly, and Gu Ran quickly explained: "I don't have any friends in Shanghai, so I feel very kind when I see you!" ”

I really didn't know what I could say to Gu Ran, so I didn't continue her words, just quietly looked at the kerosene lamp in front of me and smoked, after being silent with each other for a long time, I finally couldn't stand this oppressive atmosphere, got up and said to Gu Ran: "I'm leaving, it's getting late, you should go back early!" ”

Gu Ran hesitated, looked at me and said, "Can you accompany me to walk around this town before going back?" ”

I looked at Gu Ran quietly, and I wanted to open my mouth to refuse her request, but in the end, I couldn't control the ** in my heart and nodded and agreed to her.

By a river reflecting the lights, Gu Ran and I sat side by side on a bluestone bridge against the biting cold wind, Gu Ran looked at the lanterns hanging under the corridor a little distracted, and I was still smoking cigarettes one after another, then Gu Ran looked back at me and said with a tearful smile: "Wang Ye, do you remember the year we were just together, when the two of us saved a total of 1,000 yuan from Zhengzhou to Xitang Ancient Town, at that time, we didn't stay at the inn because we saved a lot of money. It's like this, by a bluestone bridge, and sit all night! ”

I was a little sad because of Gu Ran's words, and I also began to recall the years full of hardships with her, when she said that she liked the tranquility of the ancient town in the south of the Yangtze River, especially Xitang and Wuzhen, but I was limited by money, so I only took her to Xitang in the end, and even the accommodation at that time was the cheapest guest room, and even the bathroom was shared.

At this time, Gu Ran smiled helplessly and continued: "That night, you held me tightly in your arms and sat on the bridge waiting for the sunrise, but what made people hate was that it was a cloudy day!! So in the end, we didn't see the sunrise until the moment we left, and then on the way back to Zhengzhou, you said that when you make money in the future, you will definitely take me to visit the ancient towns of China, and at that time I also smiled and said that I would take our children together, take a family photo in each place, and wear the same parent-child clothes......"

I listened to Gu Ran's words, and the picture of the year began to appear in my mind, and I couldn't control the tears in my eyes, but at this time, Gu Ran was already crying, I threw the cigarette butt in my hand into the river, I wanted to persuade her, but she suddenly hugged me to death, kept beating my chest, and cried bitterly: "Wang Ye ...... Our children...... I almost achieved that dream, and I almost ...... But why did you ask me to kill my child with my own hands, if I didn't go to the hospital at that time, we would have been able to wear parent-child clothes together and take a family photo...... But the king also ...... You murderer...... It was you who ruined my happiness with your own hands, and you ruined my home with your own hands...... You return my child...... Wang Ye...... You give my child back......"

The emotions in my heart kept rolling, and the past was more like a long river, constantly flowing in my mind, I never thought that Gu Ran's emotions would suddenly collapse at this time, finally, I helped Gu Ran's shoulders, looked at her quietly and said, "Gu Ran...... We are no longer the same person we used to be when we were young, and my king has never done anything bad in his life, the only thing is to let you go to the hospital and kill our child with your own hands, but what can we change at this time? Our past has been drifted away with the wind, and what will usher in a new life will be ushered in in the future, you have your own boyfriend, maybe in the near future, you can form your own family, and you will get the happiness that belongs to you in the end, people have to look forward, understand? ”

"Huh, happiness? The happiness I was looking forward to had already been snuffed out by the man I loved the most in that era when he thought he was young and frivolous, what do you want me to expect happiness? What to expect? ”

In the face of Gu Ran's questioning, I couldn't find any reason, maybe at this time, she thought that all my words would be an excuse to cover my ugly face, so I just looked at Gu Ran quietly, quietly watching her emaciated figure gradually dissipate in the desolation of the night......

And after Gu Ran left, I could no longer bear the heart-rending pain, sitting paralyzed on the ground alone, I tore my hair, hating my cowardice, I firmly believe that if I hadn't been afraid of facing the fact that Gu Ran was pregnant, we must be stepping on the map of all ancient towns in China now, wearing parent-child clothes and taking family photos.

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When I finished writing this chapter, I saw a long review written by a book friend in the book review area of the computer station, I don't want to reply, because I don't know what I should reply to, this book has only written more than 50,000 words, and the recommendation of the website has not come down (generally until hundreds of thousands of words are recommended) Until then more readers will see this book, I still very much recommend everyone to write a long review of this book, at present, there are more readers on the mobile station, you can also go to the computer station to write a long review, as long as it is not a burst of random spraying, I should be at the top of the book review area.,But I often read comments on the mobile station.,It seems that there will be a recommendation on the mobile phone station next week.,I hope you write more comments.,After reading the recommendation, it's a casual thing.,Strive to let more netizens see this book.。

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