Yesterday, January 10, 2015, was an important day for me, so today, I can't help but write this diary casual thought, my mood is excited and slightly uneasy.

I have always felt that people are happiest when they can do what they want to do when they live without exceeding the law and morality. It's just, I've always been confused, what do I like to do? What do I have to do? What can I do?

In the past few years, my work and life have changed a lot, which has led me to really start thinking about my life: how will I live my life in the future? What is the way forward?

I start by asking myself what I like to do, or in other words, what are my hobbies? I love reading and watching movies and I love to travel. And I like to watch movies and read, plus my dream of being a writer as a child--- which has been vaguely in my mind for more than ten years, and since I posted at the starting point last year, I now know that there are at least five things I like to do: writing, traveling, movies, reading, and one thing, playing a tractor (this hobby, I have liked it since I was in junior high school, and it seems that southerners prefer this game). In fact, in addition to writing and traveling (the biggest travel goal is to travel all over China and the world!) I have been fond of other hobbies since I was about fifteen or sixteen years old, and reading is something I have loved since I was a child. I think these hobbies are hobbies that I can stick to for the rest of my life.

However, hobbies cannot be eaten as meals. I have to be full, warmly dressed, and rich, so that I can write and read with peace of mind, and only then can I have money to buy movie tickets--- but fortunately, the cost of playing a tractor is relatively low. Not only do I want to be full, I want to eat better, I don't have to hesitate to buy strawberries for 20 yuan a catty, and I can stay in a better hotel when I travel. I want to have a house of my own so I can write without interruptions. So, this brings us to the second question, what do I have to do?

I have to work, I need a job, a job where I can make money. Now, I have a job, but the income is not high. Well, I have to find a second part-time job.

Yesterday, I finally waited for an opportunity. A noble man (I like the name, haha) was willing to give me a chance, and after the Spring Festival, promised to give me a chance to try. For the sake of this opportunity, I now have to reduce the time I spend writing articles, so I feel a little uneasy--- originally my articles were updated every other day, and now there are not many people who read them. As I said before, "we don't write for data, or rather, data is just one of our goals, but definitely not the only goal", as a codeword, I naturally hope that my articles will be liked and read. Now, however, I have to slow down the pace of writing, a little slower.

I think of an idiom--- retreat is advance, and now, let's think of retreat as advance.

My ideal life is one where I have enough money to travel to where I want to go. I loved this place and stayed for a month or two, or even a few years. Writing while traveling. Traveling is my hobby and work, and writing is also my hobby and work--- so it seems like a dream to be able to distinguish between hobbies and work.

But it doesn't matter, I'm already writing and I'm traveling. Every year, I go to a place in China to travel, and I have insisted on it for five or six years, living in youth hostels or home hotels, and the means of transportation range from airplanes and trains, to subway buses, and my own "11" bus. Actually, I'm already living the life I want. All I need is a little more perseverance, a little more effort, and a better life tomorrow.

My 2015 life goals:

Do what you want!

Love who you want to love!

Make yourself happier!

So, for this goal, I can only rank the codeword in third place. I'm sorry, but from tomorrow, the frequency of updates will be changed to Tuesdays and Mondays, and they will be updated on Mondays and Thursdays.

I said to myself: keep it up and everything will be better.

I say to those who read my writings: I hope you will continue to read my writings, your support is very important to me.

In 2015, let's move forward together! Let's pursue our respective dreams together!

Thank you! I sincerely wish you good health, peace and happiness, and all the best!

(On the morning of January 11, 2015, I hurriedly picked up my pen and went to the class reunion!) ）