The fireworks in the corners of the city are brilliant and colorful, but in such cold weather, they look bleak and sad...... In the dim light, the cold wind raged through my tactile nerves, and I gradually felt numb, and I could barely feel the pain in my cheeks.

We hugged each other, the so-called love and hatred, all melted in the temperature of each other's bodies, there were too many things I was looking for in this life, but when I saw the helplessness and haggard on her tear-stained face, I felt that everything was not so important...

Lying quietly in bed with Mickey, we didn't have any love. The impulse of desire lies flat and looks up, ten fingers interlocked, full of the status quo, let time pass in this short warmth.

At this moment, my mind was not as calm as it seemed, and my heart was already prepared or devastated, because I knew that I would not have the opportunity to love and have her as much as I did in the future, because I had already made a decision.

After a long silence, I finally turned my face to Mickey and said apologetically, "I'm sorry Mickey...... You've been wronged..."

She smiled lightly and said, "There's nothing to be sorry for...... No matter what you've done, there's no denying that you love me, right? ”

"What about love? It only adds to the pain..."

Mickey looked at me puzzled, "Why do you say that?" ”

I shook my head and asked, "Tell me what you really think at this time, right?" ”

"Hehe......" Mickey stared at the ceiling in distraction, as if searching for answers...... After a moment, she looked at me again and said, "Wang Ye, do you know? Being a host is the biggest dream of my life, but I have to give up, and my current life is far from our original fantasy...... At that time, when we came to Beijing, you said that you would be happy if you lived an ordinary and ordinary life, but the goal we pursued was wrong...... Ordinary and plain, it was our life in Shanghai at that time...... You said that you like to wear headphones and listen to my voice on the radio in the middle of the night, but in fact, it was really nostalgic at that time... So now I'd love to go back in time......"

I followed Mickey's words, deeply into the whirlpool of memories, I remembered that year I was nested in the quilt, when almost no one listened to her late-night program, so I kept using the Internet phone to constantly change the number, changing the voices of all kinds of funny men, women, middle-aged and young to interact with her, and finally turned a show into a boring and laughing game for the two of us, I miss those days, I miss her magical voice... Although the fragments of my memories are still stuck in that past, they are really the best time between me and her.

But life is not enough, life has to go on, and then gradually she has made some achievements in her career, and there are more people who like her show, often when I call in with anticipation, I can no longer say a word to the past, even if it is brief.

I finally lit a cigarette for myself, took a few puffs quietly, and asked her, "If it's a dream, why give it up casually?" ”

"Huh...... Although dreams are out of reach, only those who look up are called dreams, aren't they? ”

I was silent......

At this time, Mi Qi said with longing: "Wang Ye, I will go and ask the company's senior management to transfer me back to Shanghai...... After I go back, I will spend more money to rent the house back, we will live an ordinary and ordinary life, and when the contract expires, we will go back to your hometown together, and give birth to a pair of children over there, accompany the uncles and aunts, do not love the glitz and glitz of the world, and spend the rest of our lives smoothly, okay? ”

I took a heavy puff of smoke...... In fact, before I went to Shanghai, she told me that people can't live without dreams, they can't have faith... And at this time, she can have such a compromise idea, completely succumbing to my bondage in reality, I don't want this, and I can't agree to her.........

Seeing that I was in a hurry, Miki shook my arm and said, "Wang Ye, did you hear me?" ”

I nodded, then snuffed out the cigarette butt and said, "This matter is entirely because of me, and I will not let you suffer such humiliation in vain..."

Mickey's face was gloomy and she said coldly, "Then what do you mean by that?" ”

I shook my head and motioned for her not to ask again, but I hugged her tighter, looking at her emaciated face, my heart was like a knife, I couldn't imagine how I had persevered for the past two days...

The loneliness of the night rendered the loneliness of the whole city, and Mickey next to her soon fell asleep, I knew that she had finally found support at this time, so she slept so peacefully, not anxious...

But I can't sleep, just quietly look at her beside me, her long eyelashes flutter irregularly, sometimes frowning and sometimes showing a happy smile, for more than two years, she doesn't seem to be playing with me as much as she did at the beginning, saying that women of the same age are far more mature than men, but it is precisely because of these damn unexpected maturity that people will lose the most innocent smile... I think I'm tired of life, but I'm lucky and really happy compared to Mickey.

The phone rang unconsciously, in order not to disturb Mickey, I subconsciously turned the phone to silent, and then turned on the SMS message, only to realize that it was a message from Su Man.

She said to me, "Wang Ye, I really apologize for what happened in the past two days...... I humiliated my girlfriend for what I did, and even though I know it's useless to say it now, I want to formally apologize to you... And someone has been found to investigate the origin of this matter...... If you have time, we can meet and talk in detail, and I am willing to personally bear all the consequences of all the losses you have suffered..."

I quietly lit a cigarette for myself and replied, "Su Man, what do you think is the relationship between the two of us?" ”

After about five minutes, Suman replied, "Friend...... Isn't it? ”

"But I think the ambiguous relationship between us has gone far beyond the pure friendship between friends..."

Suman was silent and asked me, "Then what do you mean?" ”

I flicked the cigarette ash on my fingertips and said, "First of all, these losses have nothing to do with you, so I don't need you to compensate... Secondly, the reason for the current uncontrollable situation is my own lack of determination, so no matter how far things progress, I will take it upon myself to make up for it......"

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