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I put the cigarette butt in my mouth and bit it, and quickly pressed: "I think we can keep a proper distance, I am two people on two levels of life, and there is no intersection in normal times, so I hope ...... From today onwards, let's not bother each other..."

When I pressed these words, my heart was very entangled, and I looked at them over and over again, but I hesitated to send them over... I know what my actions mean, and once Suman sees this news, then we will be in an awkward situation, and we will never see each other again......

In my mottled memory, I recalled the first time we met in that rainy alley, and her eyes and mannerisms that treated me like a bad person...... We set up a stall together, and she held sweet potatoes next to me to wipe my sweat and even cheered for me to do business...... On that night in Xitang, she took advantage of the opportunity of me to release the river lantern and secretly picked up her mobile phone to freeze me and her headgear with Mickey Mouse ears.

In the small town, she sat on the city wall, swaying her legs under the reflection of the setting sun, waving to me with a charming smile, she was moved when she sat on the Wolong Bridge in thin pajamas and waited for me to wait for the sunrise, and she appeared by my side again and again in an unexpected way... And when I appeared beside her on Jizu Mountain in Dali, her surprise and indescribable surprise ......

I love to see her sitting on the shore of Erhai Lake holding her guitar and playing songs, as well as the feeling of us forgetting each other and indulging in a world of only two people kissing, all of which are deeply engraved in my mind and linger... It was as if she had come into my life completely...... The sudden decision to go to Dali that day, was it just because of repaying the favor or just doing that song? I don't know what I really thought then, but now... Scenes from the past came back to my mind, and I thought...... Subconsciously, I really like her, and it's very poisoned... Otherwise, how could I be so sensitive every time I learned a little bit of her news, and how could I be reluctant to send this message to her for a long time?

Human emotions are really tangled, I don't know what I do at this point, but it's really like what Mickey said...... Mental derailment is far more unforgivable than physical derailment... It will be even more painful for the parties involved, because you can only choose one between the two, and the so-called gains and losses are just like that...

When I was still immersed in my own pain and struggling, Su Man finally sent me another text message, saying: "Wang Ye, you should have the idea of breaking up the relationship with me now, but you don't know how to speak, so you have been stuck in a difficult choice and can't extricate yourself, right?" ”

I was amazed at Suman's cleverness, but in fact I really didn't know how to reply to her messages... But since the topic and the incident have come to this point, I can't run away from it...... After a short while, I finally snuffed out the cigarette butt in my hand, threw the question to Suman and said, "What do you think I should do, it's right..."

Su Man seemed to have been waiting for my news, and quickly replied to me: "Be true to your heart, I don't know what to do right or wrong, but I will not embarrass you...... From now on, we don't have anything to do with each other, and even if we do, I'll treat you like a stranger, and I hope you can do the same..."After a pause, she sent another message and added, "There are other things that I can't say anything about...... The people closest to you are not necessarily trustworthy, and they are all right..."

"Well, goodbye..."

When I pressed these three words and sent them, I was almost suffocating from my breath of pain, but I couldn't hold it anymore... I just suddenly felt that there was no light in the depths of my soul, like a star falling......

That night I didn't know when I fell asleep, but in my vague mind, I remembered a dream I had climbed to the top of a high mountain to look at the stars, but suddenly I accidentally fell off the cliff...... I floated like a weightless body in the air without a point of focus, and then I finally landed after suffering, and strangely not died... When I woke up, I was lying on a bunk made of weeds, and there was a woman in a coarse linen dress who was taking care of me...

Later, we got married, had children, and lived an ordinary and ordinary life, with three meals a day...... Many years later, at a certain moment, I seemed to remember that I went to climb the mountain with one of the people closest to me, and when I stumbled, I subconsciously clung to the rock on the edge of the cliff for help, but that person just stood by my side, helplessly shaking his head and leaving... I couldn't make out the man's face......

Eventually, I woke up from the nightmare, when Mickey held her chin with her hands, blinked her eyes and lay beside me and asked me curiously, "Wang Ye, are you having a nightmare?" ”

I gasped for breath until I knew it was just a dream, and my heart was vaguely relaxed, when Mickey took out a few tissues from the bedside and wiped my sweat for me, and said softly, "You have nightmares, why do you keep calling my name?" ”

I looked at her in shock, but I couldn't say a word for a while, I vaguely remembered that I was calling the man's name and asking him to save me...... But in reality, Miki's name is being called? After a long silence, I hugged Mickey tightly, and I couldn't control it anymore and began to kiss her, and then violated her body little by little.

After the two of us were tired and enjoying the physiological needs, Mickey gasped and lay in my ear and whispered, "Wang Ye, we haven't taken any safety precautions just now, will we get pregnant?" ”

I stroked her hair and said, "If you're pregnant, you have to take it..."

Mickey shook her head and reproached me, "It's a shame that you can still come up with these things at this time... I'll go buy some Yuting to eat later...... Our future is very uncertain now, let's wait until this is over..."

I frowned: "Eating that is not good for your health..."

"Once in a while, it's nothing...... Besides, it's not because you're in too much of a hurry that you're in this situation..."After a pause, she bit her lip tightly and brewed for a long time, and finally just got up and found out her underwear to change into, and then got up and called the aunt who took care of the villa to help her buy medicine at the pharmacy...

And I look at her dangling figure, but I always suffer from gains and losses...... I felt as if she was hiding something from me, but I really couldn't think of a reason, so I just quietly lit a cigarette for myself and continued to watch her graceful figure walk back and forth in front of my eyes... Maybe it's just thinking too much......

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