11. Diary turmoil

Mei Xueyao has the habit of writing a diary. This is not at all surprising or surprising to everyone. Mei Xueyao is a girl, and more than 90% of girls at Mei Xueyao's age group write diaries - since the diary does not necessarily have to be written every day. You see, although An Ning looks very arrogant, An Ning also keeps a diary, and like Mei Xueyao, writing a diary is also a habit of An Ning. Second, Mei Xueyao and her people are probably already clear: there is a lack of silence and vitality. Girls with this kind of personality are especially fond of spring and autumn at Mei Xueyao's age. Where is the soil for spring and autumn? In the diary, of course! A journal is definitely a place where you can feel at ease and let your emotions run wild.

Recently, Mei Xueyao has obviously been very worried. This can be seen at a glance from Mei Xueyao's diary: not only does it really do it every day, but it also records a lot. Unlike the previous protagonists, who were mostly flowers, insects and birds, everyone must be able to guess the object that affected Mei Xueyao's mind this time. Haha, Tang Tang. Yes, the object that has affected Mei Xueyao's mind in recent times is Tang Tang! Mei Xueyao's girl's heart softened. Maybe An Ning, the matchmaker, is doing too well, maybe as An Ning said, Mei Xueyao is also a person from the authorities, and she can't help it. In short, Mei Xueyao's girl's heart has softened! How many times did Mei Xueyao ask herself, what happened to her? Why is everything all messed up? I couldn't find the answer, and I couldn't say it clearly. Who can say this kind of thing through the ages? Mei Xueyao's eyes began to unconsciously search for Tang Tang's shadow—although it was close at hand. Only when she saw Tang Tang did Mei Xueyao feel that her heart was full of steadfastness. Mei Xueyao no longer hates hearing Tang Tang's voice, and Mei Xueyao even began to like to hear Tang Tang's voice... Mei Xueyao knew that all of this represented liking. Mei Xueyao is also aware of the burden on her shoulders. However, Mei Xueyao had no way to deceive herself. During the day, Mei Xueyao concentrated on swimming in the sea of books, and even did not hesitate to anesthetize herself with extreme exhaustion in order to forget Tang Tang. It's a pity that Mei Xueyao forgot, the more she wants to forget, the more she can't forget. Therefore, whenever night came, whenever people were lying quietly in bed in the dead of night, Tang Tang would always jump out immediately to occupy Mei Xueyao's mind and even appear in Mei Xueyao's dreams, causing the defense line that Mei Xueyao had built with great difficulty to collapse completely. It's so tiring to struggle! Maybe it's really a win-win, maybe this green apple is really sweet. May God bless me! Mei Xueyao clasped her hands together and gently closed her eyes. But Mei Xueyao never thought that she had finally made up her mind, and after she woke up, everything would change.

It turns out that Tang Tang also has the habit of writing a diary!

What the! Make no mistake! How can a dignified seven-foot man look like a!

Hold your horses! Don't be busy sinking a shipwreck with a rod. Although there are not as many boys who write diaries as girls, there are many people. But if you want to say that Tang Tang writes a diary, not only do you not believe it, but even Wei Yuntao can't believe it. Why? Because Tang Tang is not the kind of person who can sit down and think about it and remember it again. What made Wei Yuntao even more unbelievable was that Tang Tang read one of his diaries in public as a speech. It's not earth-shattering - what a diary is, how can it be made public? However, this is not the most earth-shattering, there are even more earth-shattering things. The diary has no title - of course, few people have a proposition for their diary, and it is generally a month, day, week, and days. Tang Tang is no exception. But Tang Tang's speech has a proposition - love is coming! You see, it's concise enough to be clear and gripping. The remnant winter has not yet gone far, the early spring has not yet approached, and Wan Lai is still lonely. The first class was woken up early by a spring thunder. The only difference from the diary is that the third-person "she" commonly used in the diary is now replaced by Tang Tang with the second-person "you", which sounds more and more like a love letter deliberately made public by the owner.

The head teacher is a Chinese teacher, who loves to go in and out of the book. Influenced by the infection, the enthusiasm of the students in the class was very strong. "Dream of Red Mansions", "The Story of the West Chamber", and "Home" have long been read through by Mei Xueyao without much understanding; "Gone with the Wind", "The Funeral of a Muslim", and "Pride and Prejudice" have also been returned to the library. Mei Xueyao is now watching "The Call of the Wilderness". Even now, when electronic products are so full of human attention, reading some children's books in her spare time and reading some children's books before going to bed is still Mei Xueyao's untouchable habit. Away from the hustle and bustle of the world, quietly turning a few pages of books, smelling the fragrance of books, listening to the sound of paper, and reading words, it is a beautiful enjoyment in Mei Xueyao. It's a little far, let's get down to business. The class style is natural, so Guan Ruixuan's proposal to spare half an hour to "read" during self-study every night was unanimously approved by everyone. Every day, one student walks up to the podium to share his or her good books with the class. On the first day, Kwan Ruixuan demonstrated in person; The next day, student number 01 took the stage; On the third day, student number 02 played... And so on and so forth. Reads it this way, and it has at least three functions. First, promote reading. I don't need to go into details; Second, learn from the strengths of others and broaden students' horizons. You like Pushkin, I like Wang Guozhen, so you listen to Wang Guozhen's voice, I listen to Pushkin's voice, all kinds of nutrients are fully absorbed, how good! Third, it's too good for exercising! The level of speech of Chinese is far from that of Westerners, why? Because we Chinese have more opportunities to sit quietly and listen to people's speech, but have few opportunities to stand upright and speak to others. What does it matter, you may ask? Could it be that if you talk more about it, the level will really go up? At this point, the experience of tranquility is too profound. Whether it's sitting and listening to the lectures, listening to the classmates reading, An Ning is free and stress-free as he wants, but it's different when it's his turn to go on stage. If the half-hour of self-study tonight is An Ning's reading time, then An Ning needs to prepare what she was going to read yesterday, the day before yesterday, or even earlier—An Ning asked herself if she was not strong enough to improvise—in other words, she was prepared in advance. Alright, you're ready to take the stage! Big to your overall image; the position of the reading material in the hand, the posture of the hand and other parts of the body on the podium; As small as the size of the voice, the speed of speech, the peace and tranquility must all be considered. An Ning silently calculated in her heart that in just four or five months of a semester, there would be no more than four opportunities for the forty-five students in the class to appear on stage. High school students have a lot of academics, and who knows if the half hour of self-study in the evening of next semester will be canceled. So An Ning told herself that she must grasp it well, she can't waste it once, and she must bring out the best of herself to appear. Usually An Ning is absolutely informal, and in big things, An Ning is absolutely unambiguous and can be carried up. Obviously, some people may think that a trivial matter is not worth mentioning, but in tranquility, it is a major matter that deserves attention. Serious occasions, serious things, tranquility has always been taken seriously. Mei Xueyao found that when An Ning first started reading, the classroom was not very quiet. However, slowly, only An Ning's voice remained silent in the classroom. An Ning herself obviously felt it, An Ning was very happy, the so-called effort always pays off, and An Ning enjoys this feeling very much. Tang Tang was also shocked by the momentum of tranquility, and Tang Tang couldn't help but feel refreshed, as if he had known tranquility for the first time in his life. After calming down, Tang Tang hurriedly asked An Ning if he would continue today's content next time. Unexpectedly, An Ning was official, and replied to Tang Tang with no comment, and at the same time, An Ning was very happy. You see, talk more about it, and practice more, isn't it going up!

Now feng shui takes turns, and peace is shaken. It was none other than Tang Tang who shocked the peace. Because what Tang Tang reads is too earth-shattering - love is coming. That's right, it's the aforementioned "Love Strikes".

… The first time I saw your quiet and wise eyes, it was destined that my eyes would never leave you again. Please believe that I fell in love with you at first sight, I am deeply attracted to you. You make me believe in fate, in how small and insignificant I am in the face of fate. And now, I am trapped in this huge quagmire of fate, and I can't help but want to extricate myself.

I've hesitated, I've been confused, I've refused, I've rejected. But you are my ribs, and you are a part of my body; You are my sun, and I am the earth that revolves around you day and night, forever looking up at you. How can I give up my body, how can I refuse my sun, which brings me light and the tropics, to give me life. I can't do it, I can't do it anyway.

In fact, the more I tried to escape, the more the god of fate pushed me closer to you. I am no match for it, and I raise my hands to it thoroughly and thank it from the bottom of my heart for the kindness it has bestowed upon me.

Please do not doubt that you decide whether I am happy or sad, joy or the source of pain; You are my pulse, my warm breath, without you I am destined to be crippled, incomplete, unable to exist alone. I'm even a poor little white snake, my seven inches are firmly held in your hands. I humbly found that even in such an unfree state, I was content to be satisfied; Even though I knew that there would be no return, I was still willing.

Believe me, this is your magic to me.

Different from the quiet brought by An Ning reading, Tang Tang was reading on the podium, and below, the whispers of his classmates had turned the sky upside down. Guan Ruixuan didn't stand up and say "keep quiet" as usual when he saw that the classroom was not quiet, because Guan Ruixuan's heart was also churning - for Tang Tang's courage. In the first class, Guan Ruixuan knew that he could definitely compete with Tang Tang in learning. Kwan Ruixuan is very satisfied and has been working tirelessly for this. But Guan Ruixuan never thought about anything other than studying—at least so far, Guan Ruixuan never thought about it, and Guan Ruixuan didn't dare to think about it. Even if he dares to think that there is such a beautiful woman who can make him think about it, Guan Ruixuan feels that he will never have the courage to confess to him like Tang Tang in public. At this scene tonight, Guan Ruixuan sighed to himself.

Guan Ruixuan felt a lot of sense of his own world, and he couldn't feel the atmosphere of the class he was in at all: the boys were probably like Guan Ruixuan, after all, they could hold their breath, even if they had ideas, they had to chew them and swallow them into their stomachs. It's different for girls. The so-called "three women in one play", although girls are slightly different from women, their mouths are not inferior to women. An Ning's evaluation was pertinent, and Tang Tang was really secretly approved by the women. At this moment, someone asked who it was written for; Some people asked if it was written by Tang Tang; Some say they know who to write to; There are also people who feel good about themselves, look up at Tang Tang with their cheeks up, purse their lips and snicker... All the women are beautiful, wonderful.

What about tranquility? What about Mei Xueyao? Why didn't you hear the two of them?

An Ning sat there, her lips pursed, her fists clenched, and her eyes approached Tang Tang. An Ning was really choked by Tang Tang - could it be that he was wrong? Could it be that Wei Yuntao is also wrong? Could it be that he and Wei Yuntao are wrong? An Ning couldn't believe what she saw with her eyes and heard with her ears. Is it a hallucination? An Ning Duo hoped that it was all an illusion. But the abominable intellect told her that it was not, that everything was objectively real. What a ridiculous fact! What a joke God has played! I just finished being a matchmaker and swore to Mei Xueyao that Tang Tang had a heart for him, and he didn't even bother to say hello to Tang Tang. Tang Tang actually swore in public that he had a heart for others and that the sea was rotten. How ridiculous! How funny! What about Mei Xueyao? What should Mei Xueyao do? An Ning was glad that she "didn't take care of it", otherwise she didn't know what would happen to Mei Xueyao. Even so, An Ning still didn't dare to look at Mei Xueyao, even though Mei Xueyao was next to her. An Ning's eyes stared at Tang Tang for a moment, eager to see Tang Tang through.

An Ning thought and thought, of course Mei Xueyao didn't know anything. Mei Xueyao didn't look at An Ning, nor did she look at Tang Tang, nor did she speak—Mei Xueyao didn't look at anyone and didn't say anything. Mei Xueyao lowered her head very much, her long hair hung down to cover herself and others, and let her tears drip silently down to wet the textbooks spread out on the table, mottled and damp. How could it be that everything ended so quickly before it had even begun? Tang Tang's voice was like an invisible blade to Mei Xueyao, stabbing Mei Xueyao's hot and fiery heart, painful, tight, and heart-wrenching. This pain began to spread from her heart to all directions of Mei Xueyao's body, spreading rapidly, until every pore of her body was infected with this pain, and her hands and toes were infected with this pain.

Fang Muyang also heard this confession, which Tang Tang did not expect, and it was also unexpected by the whole class. This young homeroom teacher, a class of students rated him as "extremely approachable". On the day of the enrollment of freshmen in high school, a classmate couldn't find a place in the class for a while, and just saw Fang Muyang walking in front, thinking that he was a senior, so he rushed forward in two steps and patted him on the shoulder: "Hi, brother, know one. How do you get around the first class? Fang Muyang also didn't appear: "Go, brother, I'll take you there, make sure you can't make a mistake." Fang Muyang always has a hundred and twenty hearts for his students, Fang Muyang never trains the class, and only talks a little about the things in the class when the school has the spirit to convey - of course, except for the two regular exam mobilization meetings mentioned above every semester, which are Fang Muyang's necessary reprimands. And rain or shine. Walking in like this tonight, Fang Muyang was definitely on a whim. Originally, Fang Muyang turned sideways to see that everyone's rhythm was no different from usual, and he turned his face and was about to leave, when he just saw Tang Tang walking towards the podium out of the corner of his eye. What good things will your love share with everyone? As soon as his curiosity came up, he couldn't go down, so Fang Muyang continued to hide himself in the corridor outside the classroom and listened all the time. Now that the classroom has become a pot of porridge, Fang Muyang walked in at the right time, stood on the podium, and stood next to Tang Tang. Tang Tang was still in progress, feeling that the light was dim, he couldn't help but look to the right, and when he saw that it was Fang Muyang, he couldn't help but feel a pang in his heart and stopped. At that time, the sound of ear-to-ear exchanges in the classroom was still there. Guan Ruixuan first noticed the abnormality, and when he saw that the head teacher had arrived, driven by the class leader's duties, he straightened up and blamed himself first: "Teacher Fang, I..." Fang Muyang smiled and raised his right hand to press down, signaling Guan Ruixuan to sit down, and at the same time opened his mouth: "Students be quiet."

The classroom gradually quieted down, looked up, and looked at Fang Muyang, which was equivalent to looking at Tang Tang.

Fang Muyang patted Tang Tang's shoulder, Tang Tang closed his notebook, stepped off the podium, and sat back in his seat, and Jiang Junliang, the new tablemate, also patted Tang Tang's shoulder.

"I was in a relationship once when I was in high school." Fang Muyang was still smiling in the face of his students, Fang Muyang looked at Tang Tang: "Sixteen-year-old flower season, seventeen-year-old rainy season." In terms of physical and psychological characteristics, it is when you young boys and girls are in love, and there is nothing to be embarrassed about. However, it is best to have a degree of such a thing, not to act willfully, let alone sacrifice your studies. After all, you are still students, and your studies are the most important thing for you. Be right. If you don't handle it properly, you will not only hurt yourself, but also others. Fang Muyang took his eyes off Tang Tang and faced the collective: "Don't be disturbed by Tang Tang's events tonight. Tang Tang is a very small minority, it cannot represent the public, everyone focuses on academics, and it is your goal to be admitted to university. Don't deviate from your own course, Tang Tang is acting irrationally. This is my position, and it is my attitude towards Tang Tang and everyone. Time is a rope, more to one side, and less to the other. I think that a person has more energy to spend elsewhere, and must spend less energy on academics, how much energy can a person have? Tang Tang's writing is good and his courage is commendable, and I believe it will be better if these are used elsewhere. If the rest of you here has it, you will change it, and if you don't, you will encourage it. ”

Tang Tang disagreed, stood up and said seriously word by word: "I know what I am saying and doing, I will not change, I will stick to what I choose." ”

Fang Muyang was still not angry, and still kept smiling: "Let's study hard." After speaking, without waiting for Tang Tang to have a chance to react, he left the classroom and closed the door.

An Ning kicked onto Tang Tang's chair and shouted, "You are too much!" ”

As for "You're going too far!" "What do the five words mean, you can figure it out slowly. I'm going to move on to the next chapter.