However, due to the distance, I didn't see the faces of the couple in the car, and they could manipulate the wedding in such a stylish manner, the couple also had ideas, and the bride did not wear a set of white wedding dresses according to traditional habits, which reminded me of Gu Ran once said to me: If we get married, she must wear a set of red cheongsam, and we will hold a traditional Chinese wedding.

When my mind stayed at this moment, I subconsciously recalled this week, which was also the time when Gu Ran married as a **, but I didn't know exactly what day, so I inevitably felt a sense of loss and depression in my heart.

I lit a cigarette, looked up in the smoke to feel the dazzling sun, and watched the luxurious Mercedes convoy go away in the midst of the hustle and bustle.

At noon, Sun Zhenzhen brought me a boxed lunch, but I was not in the mood to eat it because of the irritability in my heart, but smoked cigarettes one after another, at this time Sun Zhenzhen sat down under the plane tree next to me, and asked me while tidying up the mobile phone case in front of the stall for me...... Are you looking for me? ”

I glared at Sun Zhenzhen: "If you don't look at the good store, where are you going to go?" ”

Sun Zhenzhen suddenly put down the things in his hand and said, "I mean if, what if?" ”

"No ifs, you know?"

Sun Zhenzhen smiled and hugged my arm and said, "From now on, you will be the dearest person by my side!" ”

I nodded very seriously: "Since I am the closest person to you, can you tell me where you got so much money?" It can't be that you secretly earned it in Dongguan, right? ”

Sun Zhenzhen looked at me with wide eyes, and I was a little embarrassed by her eyes, so I reached out again and rubbed her hair, and said, "I'm kidding you, what are you doing so seriously!" ”

I didn't know that my words pierced Sun Zhenzhen's nerves again, and suddenly tears flowed out of her eyes uncontrollably, I frowned at Sun Zhenzhen a little overwhelmed, and said, "This is on the street!" You cry as much as you say, and you don't know what you think I'm doing to you! ”

"Wang Ye, you bastard...... You can insult me as much as you want, but you are not allowed to tarnish the source of this money, because this is my father's inheritance to me...... My father's legacy ......."

Sun Zhenzhen couldn't control his emotions and cried on the street, and at this time I finally knew the true origin of Sun Zhenzhen's money, but I guessed the beginning and never thought that there would be such an ending, I held Sun Zhenzhen in my arms with guilt, and after a long time, I stopped talking.

After Sun Zhenzhen's mood gradually calmed down, Liu Wei had already come to set up a stall, so I handed the stall to Liu Wei for him to watch, and finally sent Sun Zhenzhen back to her apartment.

At this time, Sun Zhenzhen was lying on the bed, but her mood was still very low, I sat down beside her and hugged her in my arms, maybe at this time I could only accompany her as much as I could, giving her the last sense of security.

After a long silence, Sun Zhenzhen suddenly snatched the cigarette from my mouth, and then put it in his mouth and began to smoke, I glanced at Sun Zhenzhen, and wanted to snatch the cigarette and snuff it out, but finally stopped this thought.

After another moment of silence, Sun Zhenzhen snuffed out the cigarette butt, then hugged me with both hands, snuggled into my arms and watched a certain music station playing on the TV, and whispered, "You know what, boss...... At that time, in order to stay awake and see me for the last time, he even refused the medicine given to him by the doctor...... But I ...... But I didn't make it back at that time...... When I finally arrived, he had already closed his eyes and lost consciousness......"

Sun Zhenzhen said that tears were dripping down her hair like an unstoppable source again, she looked ahead with dull eyes, and said painfully: "I was lying in his ear at the time, I screamed hoarsely, I screamed...... Father...... Father...... But no matter how much I called him, he wouldn't have the smiling face he used to have...... At that time, I seemed to vaguely hear his faint voice, calling my name...... Really...... Really screaming...... I knew he must have been in the final battle against his illness, he was struggling in pain...... He has more to say to me...... He was also waiting to see how I looked in my wedding dress and then personally delivered me to my husband......"

Sun Zhenzhen couldn't control his emotions anymore and looked at the ceiling and roared in pain: "Sun Chaohai (Sun Zhenzhen's father) You are a bastard, do you know?" What did you say you did in your last life, how did you give birth to such a bastard daughter in this life...... You have saved money all your life, planned to go to college, planned to buy me clothes, for fear that I would be laughed at by other people's children in school...... But I can't even remember your birthday...... I can't even remember your birthday...... Everyone else has a father, but I don't have a father...... You abandoned me so ruthlessly, what should I do if I am bullied again in the future? …… What if someone bullies me again? Sun Chaohai...... You're a bastard, you're a bastard! ”

I watched Sun Zhenzhen roar like crazy, but I felt an invisible pressure hitting the last wall in my heart, and every collision it brought was enough to make me die a thousand times, ten thousand times, in fact, since I graduated from college and came to Shanghai, I have never embarked on a journey home, and even the phone calls are rare, very few, what did my parents do wrong in their last life, how did they give birth to such a bastard son!!

At this time, the TV seemed to be laughing at us, and a song from the chopsticks brothers was played very cooperatively: "I always ask for you, but I never say thank you, until I grow up, I understand that you are not easy, every time I leave, I pretend to be relaxed, smile and say go back, turn around and wet my eyes with tears...... I want to be the same as before, holding your warm palms, but you are not by my side, let the breeze take you to health, time slows down, don't let you get old again, I am willing to use everything I have, in exchange for your long years............"

When the chopsticks brothers' song "Father" was sung, I finally couldn't control my tears, thinking that we are really fucking bastards, Mom and Dad worked hard to pull us up, but what did we do for them, I know, they don't actually need us to do anything for them, because it is very likely that what is waiting at home every day is just a phone call from us, and standing on the street every New Year is just to see us returning home, or even just a simple meal, It is their greatest happiness!

I gently hugged Sun Zhenzhen, who was crying and couldn't extricate herself, into my arms again, and I firmly believed that now I am definitely the last thing she can rely on in the world at this time, because she said: From now on, I will be the dearest person around her!!

I don't know how long later, at this time, Sun Zhenzhen finally fell asleep in my arms because of excessive tiredness, I was very distressed to wipe the tears on her face with my hands, and slowly put her on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and finally stood alone on the balcony and smoked a cigarette.

I took out my mobile phone and flipped through the address book, looking at the number that I hadn't dialed for a long time in a daze, and finally couldn't help but call home, the phone only rang for a moment, and then it was quickly connected, followed by a young boy's voice, asking me, "Who are you?" ”

I looked at the phone number with some surprise, and after confirming that the call was correct, I asked, "Who are you?" ”

After a while, I heard the little boy shout "Grandma" to the other end of the phone, and then I heard a familiar and slightly old voice coming from the other end of the phone, asking me, "Who are you looking for?" ”

I suddenly felt a sour feeling in my heart, and tears could no longer be controlled and slipped down the corners of my eyes, and after a long time, I said, "Mom, it's me...... I'm Koya! ”

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a long time, and I don't know how long later, I heard my mother crying with an unspeakable choking and asking me, "Really...... It's really you, where have you been in the past two years...... You're a dead boy...... Do you know how worried the family is, if you really have three long and two short, how can you make us live! ”

I raised my head and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, in fact, since I broke up with Gu Ran after graduating from college, I have never called home again, only occasionally when I think about it, I get an anonymous phone card and send a text message to my family to report safety, and now listening to the voice that has been engraved in the depths of my memory, my emotions are not controlled at all, how much I want to say to the phone at this time, "Mom, I miss you!" "But I don't dare to expose my unsatisfactory side to them.

While listening silently to my mom crying and abusing me on the other end of the phone, the phone was then picked up by my eldest sister, and she behaved like my mom, crying with a hint of anger and accusing me, and finally the phone was answered by my dad, I tried hard to control my emotions from showing myself on the phone, so I forced myself to squeeze out a smile and said, "Dad, are you okay?" ”

My dad coughed lightly, and then said to me very calmly, "I'm in good health, where are you now?" How are you doing? Is there a shortage of money to spend? ”

I nodded hurriedly and said, "I'm in Shanghai now, I'm doing well, why did you start coughing, pay more attention to wearing some clothes when it's cold...... Don't let my mom save, the air conditioner should be turned on! ”

"Don't worry, we're all fine now, but your mother can't sleep at night when she thinks about you all day long, and she's getting old, and her body is starting to have some problems!" My dad was silent for a long time, and then said: "Your grandma has not been able to do well recently, and said that she can take a last look at you, see when you can come back, it is best to help find Ran Ran's child to come back together, your grandma used to love you two the most......"

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This is a big chapter.,I prefer to add the number of words directly.,Although some lyrics are added.,But in fact, there are more than 3,000 words in addition to the lyrics.,The lyrics are just for me to have a better plot effect...... Also, when the weather is cold, it is recommended that you call your family and remind your family to pay attention to keeping warm and resisting the cold, be a filial child, and don't be a bastard. Tomorrow we will make up the word count!

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