Chapter 147: I bless you

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The atmosphere of the scene, in my angry words, and began to become heavy, Mickey just looked at me quietly, without saying a word, I can't see her look at this time, I think this proves that her heart is weak, dare not face, otherwise why after entering the room, she still refuses to take off her sunglasses and mask...

I swallowed hard and continued: "The first time I confessed to you, you rejected me with silence, and then suddenly came back to me...... If I believe you're because of Gu Ran, unless I'm a fucking idiot..."

"Huh...... Aren't you stupid enough? Mickey exhaled fiercely and was silent for a long time before she said, "I'm scheming, I'm not a good woman...... If you didn't believe me in the first place, why did you pursue me? ”

"I'm blind," I said with a roar.

Miki was silent, and after a moment, she smiled inexplicably and said, "Hehe, yes...... It's true that you're blind... Otherwise, there would not be such an ending between us..."

After saying that, after a pause, she didn't leave me much room to think, took another deep breath, and said, "Wang Ye, this is the case between us for the time being...... You'd better go back to Shanghai... It's hard for everyone to feel embarrassed here..."

"So we're breaking up, isn't it?" I bit my lip tightly and asked in pain.

"If you think so, that's fine..."

Feeling the salty smell coming from my mouth, I knew that my lips had been bitten by me, and although I had been mentally prepared, when I heard Mickey admit without the slightest hesitation, the feeling of despair was more painful than death...... I swallowed hard, trying to make myself look less sad, subconsciously took out a cigarette from my pocket, lit it in a panic, and then continued to ask her: "Then are you with Chen Jie for his property?" ”

Mickey looked behind her, "Maybe it's partly because..."

I looked in the direction she turned, and saw that the grinning gray wolf alarm clock at the head of the bed was still rotating in its inherent posture, it had its own mission, as if the world we lived in had nothing to do with it, which is why it was so happy to watch the excitement, or a kind of ridicule......

After a long time, I closed my eyes and took a puff of smoke: "Then I bless you, I hope you will fulfill your dream as soon as possible..."

Mickey kept her back to me and nodded her head...

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Pulling my luggage, I stood downstairs in the community, the smoke curled between the buildings, it was lunch time, but I didn't know where to go home, some things wanted to go down and nothing, as Chen Jie said before, since ancient times, this has been a society of the jungle... And Mickey has the right to choose freely, although the direction she chooses is a bit extreme, but I don't have too many reasons to resent her, but I can't accept it in my heart, and in the end it is a friend who I think is a brother, and my girlfriend who thinks she is my wife has come together...... And even outsiders know about it, but I'm still in the dark like a fool.

The cold wind blew the trench coat against my legs, and I felt a pair of eyes watching me, but when I looked back, it was all just a desperate fantasy, and Mickey couldn't even look at me again...... I don't know how many times I've sighed heavily...

Walking aimlessly, I went to the inn next to the market to open a room for myself, and after putting my luggage away, I took out my wallet and found that there was not much left, less than 2,000 yuan in total...

I took out my notepad and planned to use my pen to start calculating every living expense in the future, but I don't have to, because tomorrow night our goods will be sent to Beijing, and then I will only need to sell them, and it will be enough for me to eat and drink... But I just have to look at the way I spend every day, otherwise I won't have the direction to work hard...... Life will become even more boring...

Lying on the bed, I quietly looked at the ceiling, I couldn't help but cough, this time almost often cold, coupled with mental pressure, the body is getting closer and closer to collapse, but compared to the mental torture, this pain is really nothing, if my heart can be dug out, it must be withered...

I blinked my eyes and summed up my life, when I broke up with Gu Ran, her parents disliked my poor family, so not only smashed my head with a wine bottle and attacked me personally, but also intensified the frequent phone calls to my house and insulted my family, which eventually led to the helpless separation between Gu Ran and us.

And now, because of money and fame, Mickey and my brother are doing some shady things in private, and finally betray me......

If you think about it carefully, it seems that all the feelings of my Wang Ye in this life were ultimately lost to money... I'm a little puzzled, isn't there a love in this world that is not based on material things?

With such a doubt, and even more to pass the time, I decided to ask the eighty-year-old couple sitting downstairs basking in the sun to chat, in their time, life was almost not too much different, but they were able to do each other, white-headed old together, which I admired...

I smoked a cigarette and lit it, and when I came downstairs, the old lady was gone, and the old man was still alone with the cigarette in his finger, trembling until the ashes burned out.

I quickly took off the cigarette from his hand, then took a cigarette from his cigarette case and lit it and handed it to him, he raised his hand to thank me, and then said to me with trembling lips...... If you can quit, quit smoking... It's not good for the body..."

"Hehe, smoking hurts the lungs, not smoking hurts the heart, no matter how you choose, you will be hurt..." ”

I took a few puffs of cigarettes and asked curiously, "Uncle, can most of the love in your era be maintained like you until now?" ”

The old man took a heavy puff of cigarette, seemed to fall into deep memories, and after a while, he said: "In our era, a broken watch often wants to be repaired, and in this era, the watch is generally broken, and it is the first time to want to replace it..."

I roughly understood the meaning of the old man's words, in fact, what he said was very profound, nothing more than an allusion to the love between young people now, often the breakdown of a pair of lovers' feelings, no one is thinking about what kind of reason is extended, let alone thinking about how to mend the broken feelings... Break up or divorce......

In their time, there was often a crisis in their relationship, and they would choose to find the reason first, and then slowly mend it, but they never thought of abandoning it... This is the conceptual gap between the two generations, and at this time, can I try to mend my love like the old man and them?

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