Chapter 146: Nothing to explain

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I had insomnia in this unsettled night, but I kept my eyes open and my mind free until the sky gradually became a little brighter, as if it had brightened my life without me, or just the beginning of pain......

By the time I got up and went downstairs to the living room, Suman was already fully dressed, wearing a black professional suit, black stockings and high heels, and some light makeup...... In my memory, I didn't seem to have seen her dressed like this before, so when she appeared in front of me in such a posture, I was inevitably a little surprised, so I subconsciously looked at her a few more times uncontrollably.

Su Man, who was carrying a black trench coat and handbag on his arm, first glared at me for my stupid eyes, and then asked me suspiciously, "Didn't you sleep at night?" The circles under my eyes are all dark..."

I touched my nose in embarrassment, and quickly looked around, as if I didn't hear her talking to me......

At this time, she handed me the black trench coat and said, "The clothes that my cousin sent me yesterday originally wanted to put on the hanger for you, since you have already gotten up, you can wear them directly..."

"I'm not used to wearing a trench coat..."

"It's good to have clothes to wear, and you can pick and choose..."Su Man glared at me: "Hurry up and change your clothes and go..."

"Oh..."

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Walking around the neighborhood, I walked aimlessly until a glazed red Cadillac SRX stopped beside me, Su Man rolled down the window and looked at me, and said, "You're going to walk back, aren't you?" ”

"A morning walk is good for your health," I replied vaguely.

"Get in the car," Suman said in a commanding tone.

I looked at her with some puzzlement, she seemed to be a different person, so cold that it made me a little stranger, but after thinking about it, she had told me that she would treat me as a stranger in the future, and now she is willing to deal with me, at least not as much as she said in her heart...... But I found that she really likes the brand of Cadillac, at least I've seen her drive almost all of the cars in the Cadillac series...

Sitting in the passenger seat of the car, Suman motioned for me to fasten my seatbelt, and then handed me a bag of breakfast with buns and soy milk.

I clutched the soy milk in my hand tightly, but I was not in the mood to open my mouth to eat, and Su Man didn't say a word of gossip with me until she dropped me near a bus stop, she stopped the car and said, "I'm going to be late for the company in a while, you can take the bus back by yourself..."

"Oh, thank you..." I opened the car door and got down, but suddenly remembered the photo I saw at Su Man's bedside in the middle of the night, the woman with long hair hanging down her shoulders and a little similar to her made me wonder, in order to seek answers, so I looked back at Su Man and said, "By the way, Su Man...... Can I ask you a question? ”

She still looked at me indifferently, and her tone was not mixed with the slightest emotion: "Say..."

I nodded, then blew hot air into my hand in the cold weather, looked directly at her and said, "That picture I saw at night...... The other woman on top ...... You don't think you have a sister or a sister, do you? ”

"I don't know..."Su Man glanced at me, then rolled up the window, stepped on the accelerator directly, and disappeared into the traffic like a disconnection.

I swallowed, and I couldn't help but compare the Suman I knew before with her, and I always felt as if there was another Suman, otherwise how could there be two Sumans in the photo? It's just that she didn't want to mention it to me, which made me feel a little regretful...... I was even more confused.

Sitting on the bus back, my mind began to get a little messy, and even developed a fear of going home, I was afraid to face Mickey, and I couldn't imagine that she told me that everything that happened so far was true, and I must have been extremely broken at that time.

Coming to the door of the community, I went to the convenience store to buy two boxes of Zhongnanhai, opened a pack and sat on the steps at the door of the convenience store, relying on cigarettes to relieve the panic in my heart, watching from time to time there are children sitting on the wooden horse carefree laughter, sometimes I want to be a child It's good, close my eyes when it's dark, open my eyes at dawn, don't pay attention to worldly trivialities, live simply and quietly...

After smoking two cigarettes in quick succession, I finally threw away the cigarette butt in my hand and stepped on it, and then patted the dust off my butt, some things can't be solved by avoidance, I need to ask Mickey for an answer, even if it hurts me all over my body.

When I put the key in the keyhole, I was mentally prepared for the worst, and what could break my heart more than this except a breakup, a betrayal...

But whether I have made enough plans, or I am sad about what happened after the door was opened, the most ridiculous thing for me is not that Mickey personally told me to break up, but that she never went home at all, which is more direct proof that in her heart, this is not a home at all.

I smiled self-deprecatingly, there really was no reason for me to stay in this city...... Maybe this place doesn't belong to me in the first place, but unfortunately I can't stay in Beijing, I can't even go back to Shanghai... Because both cities are filled with countless fragments of my memories about her, I really want to find Chen Jie and even have the urge to kill him, and I hate his face that always talks about brotherhood, which makes me feel disgusted......

It took me more than half an hour to pack my luggage, and then I ran out and spent 500 yuan in a nearby mobile phone store to buy a smartphone to charge the phone bill and give it to my mobile phone... After returning home and changing into my calling card, I made myself a cup of strong tea, and then called Lao Li in Changzhou, but the phone always prompted that I was on the phone...

About five minutes later, Lao Li called back, I quickly connected, he told Changzhou that the goods have been loaded on the way to Beijing, tomorrow at eight o'clock in the afternoon let me pick up the goods in the market, I originally wanted to go to Changzhou, but Lao Li said that Beijing needs someone to answer, for the time being, there can be no less, so I can only continue to stay in Beijing for a while, but I will start to live in the hotel next to the market from tonight, for me, staying here for a second more is a crime.

I sat in front of the computer, looked at the recent news on the Internet, and found that sure enough, the events of last night had become the front page of entertainment... Siyu Media clarified the incident and said that Mi Qi will partner with a domestic first-line male movie star to play the role of the female number one in the movie released during the prime time of director Aiming, and the movie will be officially launched in a week.

This news was like a sharp knife piercing my heart, I exhaled heavily, forcibly enduring the sourness in my heart, but I felt that breathing was so difficult, I really didn't understand why she didn't love me, and why did she go to the trouble to run back to Shanghai to find me, and the bits and pieces of life are even more ridiculous, too contradictory, really hard for me to figure out.

My hands were torn at my hair in agony, love was a joke to me, and it was always the one who was hurt the most seriously...... When I was in deep grief, the sound of the door opening came from outside the door, and I subconsciously wiped away the tears that fell from the corners of my eyes, I couldn't let Mickey see my vulnerability... At least from now on, never...

I patted myself on the cheek to make me feel less sluggish, exhaled heavily, lit myself a cigarette and took a few puffs before walking out of the study.

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The person who opened the door was indeed Mickey, but she wore sunglasses and a mask, and she didn't take them off until she entered the house...

She was cold and didn't communicate anything to me, but took off her high heels and went straight back to the bedroom...... I was a little uncomfortable with her indifference, but eventually followed her to the bedroom and found that she was looking at my luggage a little sluggish, so I took a few puffs of cigarette and explained, "I have already bought my ticket, and I will leave Beijing in the evening..."

"Well, I see—" Mickie's reply was as emotionless as her demeanor.

Despite the heaviness of my heart, I opened my mouth and continued, saying, "Aren't you going to explain something? ”

Mickey shook her head, "There's nothing to explain, it's just what you see..."

"So, you and Chen Jie have already hooked up, but in fact, you just used this incident to create hype for yourself, and the sworn alliances you told me were all fucking farts, right?" I was so annoyed that my tone was quite aggravated.

Mickey was silent, but because she was wearing a mask, I didn't see the slightest change in her expression......

I sneered a few times, and continued: "I can't understand you from beginning to end, in fact, I should have guessed the unsightly things between you and Chen Jie, the last time he came to Beijing to look for you, but lied to me that he went to Guangdong...... It's just that I don't understand, since you have already torn up with Chen Jie, what the fuck does it mean to go back to Shanghai to find me, or do you think it's a very interesting thing to play with me? What do you get out of it? ”

Mickey finally looked me in the eye, "What do you think you have to deceive yourself?" ”

I kicked the trash can next to me and said angrily, "You're really terrible, you know? …… In fact, you know everything I have done in Shanghai before, and you have always known that Su Man is the friend who lived with me in Shanghai, and you know her identity better...... So you painstakingly used my relationship with you and her to create the game now...... In the end, you and Chen Jie achieved their goal to become the biggest winner, in the face of fame and fortune, love is stinky shit, do you dare to fucking say that I am not right? ”

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